Blessed by GOD, to be loud and proud of what is good and right and true! GOD bless us, Everyone! IJCNA

Monday, June 27, 2011

Two Good Men

Today I want to mention two men here in this post. Two very good men whom life has taken very good care of...they are great men who are not arrogant and who know their place as a servant of 'the people'! These two men... along with my own Grandfather have impressed me greatly in the past. I pick these two because I want to cover both Church and State... since there is a separation there.

I have lived here in this same neighborhood most of my life and I try to focus on the good in people and not the bad... so I want to remind people that there are still men and women who still walk and talk with GOD. Still, there are men and women who are called of GOD to stand together for goodness sake.
These two men are just the top two off the top of my head.

First of all, Rick Perry. Now this man has recently not only admitted he is a Christian, but he has called on the good people of Texas to create a day of prayer on August 6th. This is a great step in the holy war that is raging strong among the people of the world today. This is remarkable because our Governor, Rick Perry has the will of Samson! I admire strong willed people like that, who are in power and able to choose the GOODNESS of GOD as a basis or cornerstone of the foundation if I may put it that way... of our belief that GOD is GOOD. This man has made a personal choice to change history right now here today in the hearts of the Texas people. And I hope that it spreads seeds of hope throughout the people in all the world.

And another man... I hesitate to say 2nd man because in no way am I ranking these men of GOD in any particular order. For we are all equal in the eyes of our Father GOD which is in heaven.

This man is mostly known as 'Brother John'. He has been around here, serving GOD for over 40 years. This is a true man of GOD. He is not only one of GODs chosen, he is also a logical common sense sorta man who can relate and understand people better than they can understand themselves. He is intuitive and helpful and has a hotline to GOD that can be used in micro seconds. This man has created one of the greatest symbols of Christianity in our hood, a 70+ foot cross on the church grounds. Many have come to the foot of that cross for a spiritual connection they cannot find anywhere else. I feel a great JOY in my soul every time I get to gaze at this beautiful monument of HOPE and FREEDOM. I am very reclusive and Brother John doesn't know me personally... and there are many good churches to reach out to when you are searching.... but in my opinion... Brother John can show you a place that he has seen... a place of LOVE and FELLOWSHIP that is TOP NOTCH around these parts!
Dr. John D. Morgan, Senior Pastor can be seen on Sundays on channel 55 at 10:30AM here in Houston.

SO you see... what I am trying to say is... there is HOPE. Because there are men and women who are FREE to speak the word of GOD in such a strong, honest, humble way... so that we can trust... the GOD of LOVE is still the GREATEST thing in LIFE!

Poetry Hall Of Fame

How 'Bout This?

People are so about blaming others... push it off as someone else's mistake... the blame game. I wish people would stop doing this. They are only trying to deflect the attention off themselves because they, for some reason can't deal with the truths of life. Its only when people learn to self reflect on where they got into the mess... maybe they could figure out the changes needed to make things better.

Today it is clear that the Muslims blame the Christians and the Christians blame the Jews... The Republicans blamed the communists... and the black guy blames the white... and so on and so on and so on...

We have got to stop this madness... STOP THE BLAME GAME!

We must get back to the original plan of our forefathers... to base our nation on the principals of Christianity. Which is LOVE AND RESPECT... when we say "With Liberty and Justice for all"... think about it... LIBERTY AND JUSTICE are just other words for FREEDOM AND RIGHTEOUSNESS!

And THAT my friends, was what Genesis was all about. THE FREEDOM TO CHOOSE RIGHTEOUSNESS! The choice of GOODNESS.

Because when you get right down to it... it is the choice to choose GOOD or BAD.

I love Christianity because it gives me the freedom to choose to do good. But it seems all I get is mockery and ridicule... being called everything from a 'goody 2 shoes' to a 'whore' and of course the Muslims terms of endearment for me... the 'idiot' or the 'heretic'...

Let me tell you, I DO NOT CARE~ "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me"... There are also many out there, rooting me on, giving me positive affirmation as I go about Gods work.

I as an American have the FREEDOM to CHOOSE the GOODNESS that this life has to offer. I cry tears of joy when I see real people out there doing real good things for each other. Just this past weekend, I saw a family getting out to go into a restaurant... now get this! The son got out of the car and went quickly around to help his little sister out of the truck. All I could think, was the JOY of the parents who must of raised the boy to love and care about his little sister!

Then later, in another parking lot... I saw a mother and 3 daughters get out of a suv... the oldest sister went out of her way to retrieve one of those baskets with the two big plastic child seats on them and brought it to her little sisters so they didn't have to walk in the HOT Texas sun. I wonder if this woman even stopped to notice the kindness of her eldest daughter towards her little sisters.

Both times I wanted to get out of my seat and go over to these people and tell them I NOTICED their love!

lol... oh I must sound like I live my life in parking lots... actually... most Saturday mornings I go with my babies daddy to cash his check and pay bills and buy groceries. And some places, if he is going to be in and out... I do enjoy sitting in the parking lots just looking and seeing everything that I can. I don't get out much, I do stay in the house more than most people, but that is because of my anxiety among people. Why does this affect me? I think its because so many times in my life I was stabbed in the back by people I met who I thought were my true friends. SO you never know when you are entertaining satan... and the same is true, you never know when you are entertaining an angel of GOD.

Some people really need to get over themselves... come to lifes reality and do the right thing. Because as every good man knows... GODS GOODNESS will triumph in the end. GOD has the ability to stomp on and destroy every demon that satan sends your way.

And please all the educated people... who have HIGH IQ's and know this game of LIFE that is being played... it doesn't matter where it comes from... Baptist, Methodist, Catholic, Protestant or any other form... I have even seen good people in motorcycle clubs and exercise clubs alike... doesn't matter where it comes from... because GOODNESS takes many different forms.

That is why it is so important to embrace the FREEDOM to CHOOSE.

And just as a reminder... the Islamic Allah does not teach this way. You choose Allah or you die. That is what makes this Sharia Law so horrible. It teaches HATE and LIES for its own gain. The Muslims will have you to believe Islam is good... but they are allowed by Allah to LIE to you. They have no heart or soul like other people. They worship the moon god... and we know there are many, many gods throughout our written history.

The bottom line is this; if you LIVE with LOVE lighting the way... you cannot fail!
You will be saved! Saved from the corruption of evil... as evil seeks to breed evil. (There will be an end to it, I PROMISE)!

There WILL come a time where the people will live in LOVE and PEACE like the good Lord intended... corruption will be like a cancer removed and cured from the body of the people.

And you will fulfill GODS LAW OF LOVE~

Thursday, June 09, 2011

What A Nightmare

What A Nightmare

I wonder if you still call it a nightmare if it happens after you go back to sleep after your man leaves at the crack of dawn?

I knew when I woke up this was something I would have to blog about. I don't want this feeling inside of me any longer than it must be.

I had a dream... the Muslims were perched atop the roofs, shooting people who came out on the street. And no one was there to help us. It was very complicated, very stressful. You know how some dreams are. So surreal.

We had hid the children, sent them off with their parents. We, the older crowd were staying to protect and fight for our homes. This is the Texas way. We were not trying to run. We were just all gathered with intelligence to fight Islam from taking over America. They had come so far. They had infiltrated our government, used our own weapons against us. They were on top...

As we walked through the streets, we could see dead bodies laying in the street, of a fallen brother in this holy war. We know its gonna happen. GOD told us a long time ago. The problem was most people were to involved with themselves, rather than worry about a silly thing some called GOD.

I am so sad that so many people have turned away from what their old grandmas and grandpas would tell them. Young people are so stubborn. I just saw on Judge Mathis this morning, there was two young beautiful girls from California. Now we know how those people can be. I mean, look at how Maria Shriver has suffered. Anyways, these girls had what they called 'California attitude'... and you could see if you looked close enough that this is an all about 'self' attitude. We don't care about anything or anyone else, much less care about something we cannot see... GOD. Those type of people only care about what they can see around them.

God is more about the things that you can't see... but can feel. People have really become lost and they don't even know it. Young people cant help it because they were only following their parents. It is a way of life where morality crumbles bit by bit and the children again... suffer for the sins of the parents.

I have blogged about this somewhere before, but unless you read my long blogs, you wont know this, so many have lost touch. But, when I was just 5 or 6... I would walk to the neighborhood Church. They taught me, at such a young age: GOD is first, My friends and Family are second and I am Third. (inner thought, Jesus was the third MAN)

Since God IS LOVE, Love always comes first... then my friends and family matter because its people whom you love that matter the most in your life, then finally, if I can get some time, I can have something for me. Now, alot of people are like this, naturally. Lots of people don't have a religious form of GOD... but they have the spiritualness of HIM. They do good on their own because LOVE IS the most important thing in life. If you make LOVE the most important thing in your life... you naturally follow GODS laws.

I thought that I was diverting from what I was thinking when I first came to sit down here today. But thinking about it, letting it flow...

The bottom line is, IF the American people don't get right, We will be wrong. The Muslims are wrong trying to get world dominion for Allah, but they cant help it. It is what they are programmed to do. You cant blame the individual for what he wants to believe in. Lots of these people are not even reading or paying attention to their Holy Book. After all, they are just people, we, us. How many Christians can say they read their Bible through and through? I can say that. But I am strange and not apart of this world. I live in it, but my heart and mind belong to the GOD OF LOVE. The GOD who cares about individual freedom to choose. GOD doesn't want people to love HIM if they don't want to. No one should be forced to read the Bible.

So the Muslims are taught at a very early age that it is good if you are a martyr for Allah. They are programmed by Sharia Law. They see all others as stupid and anti- Allah, which to them is unthinkable.

And yes its true too, that many a Christian has murdered in the name of GOD. But their FORM was religious, its true we used to have the same GOD in the beginning... but their souls were dead. GOD did not live in their hearts and minds like HE does for the ones who believe in Jesus Christ.

The natural terror the Muslims have to live in... even in their own world. Always having to worry about their own people who will kill them. They only do what their FORM of religion dictates... which is... kill the infidels...
Allah seeks world dominion.

They will come... trust me... they are already here. You hear of honor killings all the time here in America. And if you are not hearing about this info... please go to and get the info that we need as a people to keep America... AMERICA!

We are gonna fall... its just a matter of time... the question is... are we going to stand up and fight?

Because if you think about it, Muslims rules on the surface sounds good. I mean if the women in American wore sheets to cover themselves and had a male relative following them around shopping, there would be way less rapes and murders of our women. If you think about it, this is the way of rigid families, even in America. Certain standards we follow as a people, like the English also have rules of protocol... that you must follow. It's the same, except the English people live in freedom, but they know better than to step out of line. lol... I can prob say with all confidence that you will never see the new Royal; 'Kate' out partying with her girlfriends, getting drunk and stealing stuff from men. They are strict like the Muslims, but they wont cut your throat if you are a Muslim.

The world is heading down a cesspool and you can see what is happening. Wars and rumors of wars, pestilence and disasters in all places. It was all predicted. God gives dreams for a reason. Whether people listen or not... that's what matters. And people are not listening to GOD anymore.

I can remember in my dream, the deep red blood that ran in the streets of America. Dealing with the fact that the enemy was at the gate. The terror I felt as I was walking and talking to a neighbor who was shot from above by the Muslims... his body exploding red, splattering on the building and myself. We fell into the building and curled up against the wall, peeking out at the streets, watching people fall like flies. This is reality in many parts of the world, where the Muslims have laid anchor. They are programmed to be nice to our face, then slit our throats if we mumble one allegiance to our GOD OF LOVE.

People, please someone hear me. Tell your loved ones... don't trust the Muslims!

They are coming... we can all see that... just because part of them is living near you and being peaceful... that is how they get their foot in the door.

Soon they will be demanding Sharia law. And all it will take will be 51% of them in our government. This is what they plan to do.

They will smile to your face then turn on you when you least expect it.

Look at how many have died already. Innocent victims, in the wrong place at the wrong time. This was all predicted by GOD through men who took the time to write what they knew GOD was talking about. This is what I try to do too, but still the stories keep coming in. The worst I can remember was two young teen girls. Their throats cut for professing to be Christian. THIS IS WRONG!!! THIS SHOULD NOT HAPPEN~

The whole project of Genesis was about the FREEDOM to choose. PLEASE!!!

Please... from a voice crying out in the suburbs...

People, stand up and fight for your right to choose.

To Love On Condition

So sad to think about the ones who can only love on condition. So many people around me, I see, only love on condition. If you do this I will love you.

What happened to the unconditional love? Why are people turning to this way?

If you be like this, I will love you. Hmmm...

And so sorry for the ones too, who must pretend to love... on condition. My daughter in law was telling me that if she was alone... and someone she didn't love started helping her... she would be grateful. That made me think how very grateful I am, that my son loves her so much, she will never have to worry about that. But surely this must be the case for many women in the world. They really don't love the man they are with... but he takes care of them. This to me is like, "OK, I will love you as long as you take care of me"... (but it is only a pretend love because I need you to pay my bills).

How horrible this would be. To live like this. To have to depend on another for our daily needs to such a point that you would live a lie... settle for something less than true love in order to remain afloat. How sad and what a waste of time.

There are two ways to live with it, I suppose... most women are doormats to men who, 'take care of them'... Men don't respect women who they feel use them for personal gain. Men don't like to feel betrayed by a woman. And it's sad, because I know there are many woman out there who play pretend because they know which side of the bread their butter is on.

And then there are the type who feel the entitlement to a life of demanding, where as they are really a dependant. I don't like that :(

One of the hardest things I had to figure out from doing Proverbs, was how hard it is for a rich man to know if he is loved for himself, or his money. This statement was written in a way that it took me several days of prayer and study to figure out. I try to fill my spirit with that of the Holy Ghost... the spirit of Jesus... who leads me into the path of righteousness. It is a real struggle sometimes... and people hate me and mock me. I have been called everything from a Goody Two Shoes to a self righteous bitch. It used to bother me. But not so much anymore. Because at the end of the day... I can lay down at night and sleep in peace, knowing that I did the best I could that day. It is hard to be good. Easier to be bad and rude and hateful. Make people stay away from you. I recently met a woman, she sounded so nice when she invited me over... but I was late babysitting and then we got lost... we couldn't understand the directions, she got angry at my stupidity and called me a stupid fuckin bitch. She was drinking that night. And later when she realised that it was a misunderstanding, she is trying to make plans for us to come visit. Well, now I don't know. I was first excited about meeting this nice down home family woman... when I found out she had another side to her, I wanted to back way up. I am safer staying in my house. I am a hermit. But I do get out to the store and run errands and such. But after seeing that woman lose it on me and I hadn't done anything... it just reinforces my hermitness.

Of course there are people out there who are good and honest, but it is so hard to tell them from the ones in sheep's clothing... who can tell these days.

I just know, that to love unconditionally is the greatest joy. Accepting people... faults and all... is real love.

When my babies daddy looks at me, he doesn't see a gray haired old lady, he sees a Grandma who loves the children... unconditionally. He sees a woman who loves him unconditionally. I am not going to love him only for the care he gives me... I am going to love him because we are so close inside our hearts and souls. He is my best friend... and I know he will never hurt me. I trust him to always care.
I am safe and secure in my love.

I am so blessed to of had my Grandfather to make it to where I could always be here for my children. It was good that I was here for them 24/7. Good, that I wasn't forced into having to work and leave them as latch key children. I feel that is the worst thing I could do for them. Sure, sometimes there must be tough love... the kids have to know that we DO draw the line. And they need to tow that line. Out of respect for their elders. I was so blessed to of been able to be home to draw that line... and enforce it. My son is the man I have always wanted him to be. And yet... he is still my little boy. He will always hold a special place in my heart for following the way that is good. He loves his wife and his wife loves him. It is something that not many people can achieve. But some do!

I had run into some old friends yesterday... and they have 27 years together... they have a practically perfect world... I have watched them move up like the Jeffersons... from a trailer park to a HUGE 2 story home with a beautiful in ground pool in the back. The greenest lawn on the block... brand new vehicles and 2 awesome motorcycles that have won awards! These people have the picture perfect life... and the man said to me... in a laughing way... "yeah, we hate each other". And I had to reflect on that one a bit.. because I think after 27 years together, your supposed to hate each other. I mean in a facetious sort of way. Its healthy that they can hate each other and love each other so deeply. Because, I was in the room with them for a couple hours, and I could sense the deep love. The trust she has in him. And NO, he doesn't do it all... she helps run the home based business... her devotion to him is noted and displayed all over that house. I feel he is SO lucky to have her. And she is also lucky to have him. They are perfect for each other. Safe in their place. No, things are not perfect for them, but nothing in life ever is. There is a fine line between love and hate if you get all caught up in the passion and pain.

In my reflecting... the most important thing I see that we need... is to love deeply... unconditionally... and never settle for something just because it is convenient or useful or the most beautiful.

Years ago... I worked as a waitress... I will never forget one couple... they were the most butt ugly people I had ever seen in my life... but their love for one another was visible... and made life beautiful for them.

Unconditional love. Yeah... that's the ticket!

Wednesday, June 08, 2011

Just posted by the AP, Muslims are moving on in...

I guess this proves what we have already known... Islam is after world domination. We as Americans must fight for our freedom, because if we don't, there wont be any freedom to fight for!

This was just posted by the associated press minutes ago. I am not surprised!

By BEN HUBBARD, Associated Press – 43 mins ago

CAIRO – Osama bin Laden's deputy warned Wednesday that America faces not individual terrorists or groups but an international community of Muslims that seek to destroy it and its allies. He was delivering a 28-minute videotaped eulogy to slain al-Qaida leader Osama bin Laden.

Ayman al-Zawahri, al-Qaida's longtime No. 2 and considered the network's operational head, also sought to cast a role for the terror group in the popular uprisings shaking Arab world.

"Today, praise God, America is not facing an individual, a group or a faction," he said, wearing a white robe and turban with an assault rifle leaned on a wall behind him. "It is facing a nation than is in revolt, having risen from its lethargy to a renaissance of jihad."

Al-Zawahri also heaped praise on bin Laden, who was killed in the May 2 raid by U.S. Navy SEALs in the Pakistani garrison town of Abbottabad. Al-Zawahri, who is believed to be operating from somewhere near the Pakistan-Afghanistan border, also criticized the U.S. for burying bin Laden at sea.

"He went to his God as a martyr, the man who terrified American while alive and terrifies it in death, so much so that they trembled at the idea of his having tomb" he said.

Al-Zawahri — who referenced the toppling of rulers in Tunisia and Egypt and continued uprisings in Libya, Yemen and Syria — tried to cast recent developments as in line with his group's longtime goal: to destroy America and its allies. He said America now faces the international Muslim community.

"Our brothers who are working in Islam in all places, I tell you that our hands are extended to you and our hearts are open to you, so that we can work together to make Allah's word the highest and to make Islamic law in Muslim lands the ruler, not the ruled," he said in a video released on militant websites.

Al-Qaida has long sought to topple many of the Arab leaders whose regimes have been shaken or toppled by popular uprisings this year, though militant Islam has played next to no role in any of them and most activists say they seek civil, not religious rule.

Within days of the bin Laden raid, al-Qaida had issued a statement vowing to keep fighting the United States, a message that was likely designed to convince followers that the organization would remain vigorous and intact even after its founder's demise.

But al-Zawahri's eulogy was the first comment by one of his potential successors on bin Laden's killing.

He also said U.S. officials withheld the release of photographs of bin Laden's body, fearing the "Islamic peoples' anger and hate" for America. He claimed bin Laden "achieved what he wanted to do, which is to incite the Islamic nation to holy war, and his message had reached all."

Al-Zawahri, who is Egyptian, is a less charismatic figure believed to lack bin Laden's ability to bring together the many nationalities and ethnic groups that make up al-Qaida. His appointment as the next al-Qaida leader could further fracture an organization that is thought to be increasingly decentralized.

The eulogy included five poems of praise for bin Laden, describing him alternately as modest, noble and shrewd commander and "the vanguard of jihad against the communists and then the Crusaders," a reference to bin Laden's campaign in the Afghan war against the Soviets in the 1980s and the Sept. 11, 2011 attacks against the United States.

Al-Zawahri also vented his anger at Pakistani military leaders and politicians, implying they had a role in bin Laden's death.

"I call on the Pakistani nation to rise up against the mercenary military traitors and the corrupt politicians who turned Pakistan into an American colony, allowing it (America) to kill or capture whoever it wants," al-Zawahri said.

He concluded by saying bin Laden will remain a "source of horror and a nightmare chasing America, Israel and their allies."


Additional reporting from Associated Press writer Maamoun Youssef.