Like A Spoon

 I thought how very much like a spoon we are, when we emulate Jesus to serve others.

I sorta like being a spoon. I can share one bite at a time. 

I recently heard on a news show that the last 20 years, Muslims have been acknowledging Jesus! I am so happy about it as I started my quest about 20 years ago. To spread the LOVE of Jesus as far as I can! And this blog has been to 115 countries around the world! And I Thank GOD for that!

It's not about race or religion... because to GOD, HE doesn't care what your labels are. If you follow Jesus you will get to heaven! For real! I can see it plain as day! 

The only thing we must concern ourselves with is LOVE! Love for each other, no matter what our  labels. Jesus is the only intercessor between US and GOD!

There are many people who love to complicate religions. They count on you to not understand. Its big business. I'm not saying all religions are big business, you can find true men, errr... people of GOD in many places, but some have corrupted the word and made it into a money maker. we must know the difference. The bible says we will know them by their fruit. That is to say what they produce in their lives. Is it all about the money? Or is it about the survival of Jesus?

Jesus the man who was born of woman, sanctified by GOD to bring us back home!

To bring us back to the ways that GOD wanted for US.

And its not some mystical strangeness that we can't understand.

It used to be like that before GOD made sense out of nonsense.

But now, we have Jesus to show us the way! 

Don't follow me, follow Jesus!

The wisdom of Jesus goes way back. Its what keeps us above the animals. Its what keeps us in line with GODS word. And its simple to understand! LOVE ONE ANOTHER! Do good to one another.

Long ago, men were like animals, they would pillage and plunder and take the spoils of it. It wasn't a war, it was a take over. Men who wanted power over the people. That is what is going on still today, the cabal wants the power over the people. They want us to be afraid and to depend on them. And I say, NO! The power belongs with the people! You know this is not our first rodeo, but the cabal wants you to forget about our history so we will make the same mistakes over and over again. 

The thing is, GOD gives power to HIS PEOPLE!

 And GOD gives us wisdom to know the difference between right and wrong. The cabal is wrong! Freedom of the people is right! We elect our officials and they make a hay day of it for themselves. 

Now, not all politicians are corrupt. I am so proud of the ones who stand up and speak out against the cabal. No one should have that sort of power, because it goes to their head. They think they are gods. They are not! And we must let them know when they get to big for their britches!

I can see a new world where people act right, where people treat other people with love and respect. Where people call out those who are unjust and filthy minded, to let the ones learning... know that we will stop you if you are acting wrongly against what is good and honest and true. 

You know, GOD never meant for us to be mean or rude or hateful. HE took US away from those negative traits, GOD says be cool, be loving... CARE about others! If you don't care about others, GOD won't care about you! By grace you are saved... so give that saving grace to others as well!

In this world there is both good and evil. GOD gives you freedom to choose your way, but don't blame GOD when U choose wrong. Don't blame GOD when karma comes round to bite you in the butt! Its your own fault. GOD tells us in HIS word, through Jesus what will be our downfall and what will lift us up! We know this already, but some people don't want to recognize the advice, cause its self pleasing for them to do the wrong thing. Well, at the time you think you're having fun but later on you will regret that move for as long as you live!

I can never... will never understand how people can deny GOD when HE stands for the good right things in the world. So if your against GOD, your against LOVE and TRUTH and having a practically perfect life! Don't let people tell you no one is perfect because GOD creates 'practically perfect people' through HIS wisdom and knowledge of the world and the things in it.

You see GOD is the culmination of all the saints and sinners that have ever lived and died. Their souls are still there, out there somewhere. We will get there someday!  I know lots of people who are practically perfect! I see them a lot in the world. Let's give credit where credit is due!

We can do this! Read about Jesus, don't start with the old testament, we are not under the old law anymore. Start with the New Testament, it tells you everything you need to know about Jesus!

This is all about LIFE y'all!

Our life!

Don't allow the evils in this world to ruin it for U!

Be good, be happy, be smart! That is what GOD sent Jesus for! To teach us the difference between being loving and being hateful. No one likes to be hated... not even the haters, the haters want you to love them! Isn't that crazy? Yes... crazy truth!

But just remember, GOD is a word, a label that we use to describe all the good things in the world! Some things are both good and bad, like you may have a good church or you may have a bad church and its up to you to know the difference and the only way you can know this is by GODS SPIRIT... the spirit that Jesus talked about, the spirit that Jesus left with US! A common spirit of goodness that we wear in our heart of hearts! When we all get it... that is when the world will change! 

When there is LOVE and respect for all mankind, is when we will create a new heaven on earth! All will enjoy the freedom to be who we were meant to be. 

My Bro-in-law recently went to Mexico, they took lots of pictures and the place was fascinating! You see GOD LOVES the different cultures! GOD wants us to celebrate our own! No matter who we are! Lot's of people in Africa want you to come check out their culture! And many do! Lots of people in Dubai want you to come visit their beautiful country! Its economically friendly for all countries to have tourism to check out all the different ways of the PEOPLE. As much as there are people who love people around the world and want them to come visit, there are also those who don't want people coming around, nosing into their space. Well, that's not the way to make friends!

There are many more places for tourism, many wonderful places to go and many wonderful people to meet! But I just used Africa and Dubai as examples of the awesome places in the world where most people LOVE you, but also there are those who hate you. So you really need to know the difference.

For GOD, He doesn't care about culture or creed, land or labels... GOD only cares that U are LOVING and caring about other people. Can U imagine a world where there is no hate or violence! Because that is the world that GOD wants for US! But we will never have it with just our carnal knowledge. 

It takes the SPIRIT of LOVE (GOD) to give us spiritual eyes to see!

So find GOD through Jesus... the only intercessor.

"Find Jesus"... was something my Grandfather said to me before he died. He died living with me and he taught me a lot about life. And I thank GOD for him! He was a good godly man! A Practically Perfect Person! YES... I believe GOD does take us to a perfect place when we follow HIM!

Praise GOD Thank You Jesus!

GOD Bless US Everyone! IJCNA

Hatred

 One of the things the cabal doesn't understand is that we are an educated PEOPLE.

Just because they THINK we're stupid, doesn't mean we are!

And that is why they will never win!

In the world where there is a clear line drawn by GOD, to educate us to the spiritual side of life, we know the difference between right and wrong. Good and bad. Saints and sinners. Love and Hate, We know what is best for us and no idea the cabal puts out will break US! 

We know in the end THE PEOPLE will see to it that we have a grounded base. Roots that value LIFE and LOVE! We are wise to the lies of the devil! And when we all stand together and fight against the evils in the world, we WILL win!

Like, I am going to tell you why Israel will always win! Because that is the home base where Jesus walked and talked as a man, who loves goodness, for goodness sake! No weapon formed against Israel will cause its fall, because GOD is on Israel's side. And if the ones who hate Israel would only open their spiritual eyes they will see they are wrong to HATE and do violence and they will stop and will end their own suffering! 

Praise GOD!

Hatred is just wrong, bad, evil! It only causes pain to the hater and the hated. Most of US know that already.  And we are smart enough to find out the true facts. We don't listen to the cabal!

We are not stupid and what the cabal doesn't know is, PEOPLE do research! 

I am so sick and tired of all the lies. You see, GOD has given the gift of truth to me. I can always see a lie as it comes out of the persons mouth. HAHAHA can you imagine living with me? I don't feel sorry for them because they don't realize how ridiculous they look. And mostly I keep my mouth quiet about it, but sometimes I do speak up and tell them I know the truth! HAHAHA

I guess that's why they stay around. They are so fascinated that I can help them see truth. Many people run away when they figure out I am onto them. But GOD bless the ones who stay and work on their own spirit to create a better life for themselves, filled with truth and LOVE!

Oh yeah, sometimes people HATE me for it!

I don't care! They've tried to beat me down and beat me up... but the Lord is with me!

Karma bites!

My favorite part of it is when they finally come to me and apologize and tell me how much better their life is with LOVE/TRUTH within, instead of lies and hate. This is the greatest thing because I LOVE to see people gain personal knowledge. I know how it feels to be lost and then found!

I know I said, GOD didn't come for those who have a perfect life! And its true, but many pretend to have the perfect life, but on the inside they have personal pain. Sad isn't it... when they cant admit it.

Even if it's just a little thing that bugs the crap out of you... GOD is there for you!

Many people want you to follow them... but I say... Follow Jesus! 

There are many people who already follow Jesus, hang out with them and soon you will be like Jesus, a smart good person who loves by the heart not by the size of the bank account. People who know what is good in life and they know to stay away from bad people.

Some people actually know this by heart, they are not a religious sort, but more of a spiritually good person. They have the wisdom that GOD gives when you seek it!

And wise PEOPLE know HATE is the wrong evil way that comes from arrogance and jealousy. These are both bad attitudes that will not bring you to the good places in life.

Our world will not be a place run by arrogance, but by caring about others.

I see the good people all the time! There are more good than there is bad. In fact I think its more like; 87% good people out there! I think the good will overpower the bad one day and we will all be the better for it! There will be a new earth and a new heaven, as the cabal will grow old and die and will have no more power as their support system rejects them as they catch onto their wicked ways.

I pray and ask GOD to let me live to see the day! 

I love to see the place run by young people who haven't let the evils of the world get to them! They are shining jewels in the sun! In the LIGHT where everything is seen clearly!

GOD Bless US Everyone! IJCNA

Mothers Day Weekend

What a crazy wonderful weekend I had. 

Saturday was spent in my favorite chair crying at the failure I felt like I was. I felt like I failed my children my faith and my friends. I was withdrawn and quiet. I am expert at crying silent tears. I've learned that over the years. 

My daughter even got mad at me for being so 'weird' as she said it, in the text.

I prayed most of the day. I felt a pain and I would cry again. 

GOD tells US to pray without ceasing! And that's what I was doing. Trying my hardest to give it all to GOD. You see my truth will always be my truth for ever. Nothing can change it. I have to just learn to live with it, even though its hard sometimes.

I finally told my daughter I was feeling like a failure as a mother and as a Christian and as a human being. She was quiet a minute and she said, "Just pray" ... "I will" I said.

Every time I thought about my dad abandoning me... every time I thought about how my mother abused me... I tried to figure out why and couldn't come up with any answer except to know they were only thinking about themselves, not their children. And I remember how Jesus loved the little children and called them the 'kingdom of heaven'... and so I know my parents didn't follow Jesus.

Well, this is all old news and I am not going to dwell on the sadness of it all.

But it was a hard day to get through, to say the least.

The next morning, about noonish I woke up to my youngest grand daughter coming in my bedroom... "Nanny, we're here!" she said in her little 6 year old girly voice, of which I LOVE so much! I knew by the smile on my face it was going to be a better day! HA! And I was going to do nothing that day... nope... my daughter had bought a really cool slip and slide and they set it up in the front yard! 

My sons 2 youngest came also... they just live 4 houses down! 

I did have a texting communication with my son. He is so smart when he talks about what he's doing its hard to understand, his work in his home office is very complicated, hard for me to know exactly all those technical terms. But he's also agnostic. He can talk about GOD and the devil and he's saying its just US... well he doesn't do good with labels and I am just so happy I taught him all about LOVE... I loved him with more than my life. He always came first in my 'mom life'! He was kind and cuddly and still is. He does work a day job with heavy machinery and comes home dirty, but he just cleans up and gets to the job of being a dad. Sometimes he does act like a baby, I feel for my daughter in law cause its like she has 4 kids sometimes, but she loves them so much and she loves my son with her whole being... he is good to her even though he whines. I say that's my fault, she doesn't argue with me. But she says he doesn't beat her or call her names... he is good to her and he loves her special. I am so grateful that my son paid attention when I told him, 'there would be lots of girls, but there would be 1 special one who he will love more than any of the others! So sure enough, he found that in his life and he has made a wonderful little family there! And I thank GOD for that!

I wish I could tell you what he gave me... well... you know what? I am going to tell you anyway because it is my goal in here to be open and honest. My son he sure missed his calling because he is a natural comedian! He is so very smart and he thinks of all sorts of things... I want to hit on like 1 thing here... His wife loves frogs... She has frog figurines and frog earrings and frog decals on her car. So my son he made a sign, put it in front of where she parks her car... sign says... 'Frog parking only; All others will be toad'! She came home and saw it and laughed so hard! He's always doing things like that. So when it came to Mothers day for me, he was quite the comedian... It was a keyboard box, when I opened it up it said... Happy Mothers Day in blue with a red line crossed through Mothers... and put Failures on the side... with a crossed out 'failed' with a red heart on top... with all sorts of hearts and smiley faces all over... and a by note; 'for us failures in life' ... (he has heart failure and is on meds) the box had a sack of hydroponic marijuana with the words, "Nigga! Feel better!"  OMG, I laughed and laughed! I bout fell off my chair! I have the craziest, coolest son ever! He truly LOVES his momma! 

I also had a cherished text with my daughter I put up for adoption back in 1978! I told her I was feeling like a failure, asked her if I failed her. She wrote back... "No, I don't believe you failed me at all. Especially knowing what I know now. If you would of  asked me how I felt at 16, I may have given a different answer... but I never once thought you FAILED me. I thought I was the problem. But not anymore. I'm 100% at peace with the decision you made and love and respect the hell out of you for being so selfless."  And then she said... "Its OK, We are supposed to talk and express our feelings. We are mother and daughter. It's how its supposed to be!"

Ummm you guessed it... I was crying! GOD look at her! She's amazing! And I thank GOD for her! And also want to note here, when I was pregnant as a teenager, 18. I was baptized in the name of Jesus! And learned to talk to GOD and GOD told me HE was going to get her to a good family who will love her and do good by her. OMG YES! HE answered my prayers... I didn't know then, but I found out in 2017 when she found me through Ancestery.com and Facebook! They are PPP's! Salt of the earth farmers! She grew up on a farm! Can you imagine? I am so grateful to GOD for keeping HIS promise!

So like I was saying, my daughter just showed up on Sunday! She doesn't live to close anymore. Its about 45 minutes drive. She is so awesome... She's 29 now. She has learned a lot in this life and she sure does love me lots these days... she was a typical teen, 'mother is stupid' thinkers... HAHAHA... it does my heart good to see her and her little family thriving and loving each other... and loving me!

It was a wonderful day for me... I managed to find enough food for them... and they were all having a really good time! I say all because my friend Denise had her niece come over with her two kids... we really enjoyed watching them have fun playing in the water, slipping and sliding and laughing!

Through all the pain... todays reality for me is the way GOD meant for it to be all along...

I am HAPPY! I did not fail as a mom... all my kids have the LOVE that is so cherished in our hearts... I did not fail as a Christian, because even tho I have not 'fans' on here (only 1 old friend)... I have many readers, hundreds a month! And that is what keeps me going! I may not have lots of 'likes' on Facebook but I have almost 5000 'friends' and only a few of them are perve's.... HAHAHA... for real though... I have a multi diverse readers/friends. And I am glad about it! 

I have not failed as a human being because in my world, GOD gave me 3 souls who have shown me that LOVE is a great gift... when you give it away! And so I also, give my LOVE to you, I thank you for reading this and sharing! I thank GOD for you! I know years ago some people tried to shut me up... but look see? I am still here! And...

The Lord is with ME!

And I thank GOD for it!

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA

The Last Commandment

 GOD didn't send Jesus for those who have a perfect life.

But for those who are confused and broken, Jesus is the man for you... to be learning about his words, his actions while he was alive on this earth. He was a perfect example of how GOD wants US to be. For those who are unlearned and in pain... you can find the answer in Jesus! No other name will take you to a person whose footsteps lead us directly to GOD. And this is why I stand and speak out. I AM... WE ARE... the full spirit of GOD in the flesh.

And the beginning of GODS wisdom begins with the knowledge of the difference between good and evil. I would say bad, but bad is not always evil. Its better to be bad than be evil. But still bad things always happen to bad people. We have learned that!

Now, no matter what labels you choose to use, and we must use them to be able to make someone understand something. For example, you see a crime happen, later you use labels to describe the situation... You say a man... well that just isn't enough! You must go on to describe the man... labels labels labels.

So I must. 

And I will, because I am a devout Christian, use the words that have been passed down in the Bible. And more important, I use my actions to show what sort of person I am. And GOD knows!

Yesterday I had a huge argument with someone very close to me. It was because my little 13 year old grand daughter was telling me that I must respect all people who choose not to follow GOD. They should be allowed to be what they want. Ummmm OK....

So the conversation spread and they were attacking me cause I was a hater... because GOD says homosexuality is a sin. And in the word, describing the event, GOD tells US that it is a sin. So I will stand on the word of GOD. Hey, I did write a song about that! 

How am I hater just because I quote GOD from HIS word?

I love the gay people that I know. I don't hang out with them in their life, but I still love them. And believe me, it would not be a good thing for me to hang out with them, with my mouth, I might get murdered. I am sure none of them want to put me in that situation, it's to risky. They know it and I know it. I'm not going to throw a fit about it, or be offended that they might not want me hanging around in their crowd. 

Look at me, I am fat. The sin is the same. Homosexuality and gluttony are both considered a sin. BUT... look at all the people who LOVE me? Wow, I am so grateful that people don't hold my sin against me!

So, what's with all the offence? Am I going to be offended when the kids call me a fat lady? HA, no... I'm going to acknowledge it as truth and try to keep from over eating in the future. It's my deal, I'm working on it. 

And remember, WHY does GOD consider homosexuality and gluttony a sin? Because neither promotes LIFE. You see, OUR GOD is the GOD of the LIVING! (US as a people, All of US)! 

Ok, my bad, I'll try not to eat that extra piece of cake next time.

Let take it one step farther... 

Another reason GOD gives US restrictions.

What about the person who thinks its OK to murder or steal... or lie or rape? 

Are we to sit back and allow their attitude even when we know in our hearts it is wrong? Should we tell them its OK for them to feel that way? Or should we tell them it's against the law?

The law, if you don't know is based on Christian values.

Like the 10th commandment. The last on the list that GOD in the old testament thought was important. It's sorta unique in itself because it is about the inward mans emotions, emotions that can lead you to do some very ungodly things. 

I'm not going to quote the original words because y'all will fall asleep before I am finished. 

So basically it says, Envy not. 

That means 'don't be jealous'!

Do you know how many bad things are done these days because of jealousy?

OMG... the results are overwhelming me!

God doesn't want us to be jealous, GOD want's us to be happy for those who have it so good!

This is a multifaced emotion, there are many ways we could understand this one.

So I can't really give an example because it could be one way for one and a completely different way for another. Depends upon the issue and the condition of the persons heart.

So without going to far... 

As A PEOPLE, lets live on the good side of life and let us be glad in it!

GOD Bless US Everyone! IJCNA