Worldly Issues Of Today

 When I feel overwhelmed I shut down. I hate that in me. 

I am going through so many life lessons. 

My Grandfather always told me, "Learn something new everyday." And I do. And the more I see of the truth in the world, the more I just want to sit down and hide and cry, knowing all the people who will suffer from ignorance. And that is the ONE HUGE THING that GOD wants for US. And what do I mean by that, you ask? Well its all about ...

GODS Wisdom and Knowledge!

Oh yeah... GODS wisdom and knowledge can help you avoid many mistakes. I mean many, many! When we seek knowledge of TRUTH, GOD and the Angels are singing praises of great reverence to the ONE who knows and plans for the GOODNESS of the PEOPLE! (Jesus).

Today, the sad thing is not very many are seeking wisdom of truth. Some... (a lot of) people hear something and believe it without thought or question. And that's how the powers that be want it! Those who seek to have power over you, do not have your best interests at heart. 

For WE know that GOD gives us the gift of freedom, the right to choose and think our own thoughts. Be your own person with the SPIRIT of GOD within your own soul... Learn what has been taught from the past, from the very beginning. Because GOD saw the corruption taking root and HE realized that we should all see it. You remember, "You will know them by their fruit."

And we can plainly see what is going on in the world these days. The corruption is again overwhelming. People suffer and die for the greed of some arrogant selfish people who cant see beyond their own noses. This is what GOD has warned us about since Genesis. And even now, people like me are trying to expose the truth and some just pretend its not truth and other non thinkers believe them without opinion or thought. Them arrogant mucks don't want us to think. They just want us to be quiet and go with their announcement of lies, pretending it to be truth.

But sorry... the Bible tells us that in the end, TRUTH will win.

I see to many people who are just going with the flow... and that would be fine if the flow was good. Its good to go with the goodness of life that had already been laid out before us and we already knew, if we have been reading the WORD OF GOD. You will know it when you see it because GODS PEOPLE are HAPPY and LOVING and HELPFUL and KIND. Life is very much better if we follow it religiously.

I don't care what label you have, GOD can show you TRUTH within your own heart and soul where you can see clearly and make a proper judgement. I mean that's how the GODLY Judges do it. GOD within them shines on truth and a good Judge will see clearly to enact a proper sentence. Not all Judges have this gift, but if they are Godly they will.

What's sad is when one has fear... and they don't make charges because they know if they do someone will come and murder them or their family. I have seen it time and time again. And we wonder why do some people murder others like that for no good reason. Killing in self defense is one thing, but killing on a whim is murder. And of course you have justifiable homicide... a whole other thing. 

I watch a lot of true crime shows and really some people, we don't understand how they can murder for so many weird reasons. But one things for sure... just as GOD puts it in your heart to do good, Satan also puts evil in your head... I always say, You should have 3 voices that are natural inside... we have GOD telling us to do good things and we have bad, telling us to do bad things. GODS people recognizes the darts of the devil and rebuke them straight away. Sadly some don't understand and they follow those demonic thoughts, they have no defense because they have no spiritual knowledge.

I didn't forget the 3rd voice, its YOU... its the soul of you that has a voice, Thanking GOD here, for the freedom to have a voice! And WE hope... and WE pray that your thoughts (or your will) will match GODS will. That's when the magic happens. 

People have lost direction because they took GOD out of the mix. Without GOD their is no spiritual knowledge. And I hate it when I speak out about GOD, people think I'm strange and push me aside as a crazy old lady... or Bitch, whichever the sentiment. 

I have spent a long time talking to GOD, and HIS SPIRIT is second nature to me. Sometimes I want to give up. Sometimes I dream of being someone else. Which I have recently come to the conclusion that GOD doesn't like it when I do that. I day dream about being my spiritual Sista in NYC who has 2 degrees and 2 jobs has a roommate and rides the subway train to work. She is so wise and I am thankful to have her in texts on the phone. I spend a lot time wanting to be her. Another is to be one of those people who had GOOD GODLY parents who loved and cared about them. I do that with many people, because I see them a lot! And alas, I also dream of being a nun, kept away from the evils in the world. Like a Monk or a Saint spending my time in prayer and reading the WORD OF GOD. 

I get really sad that I don't want to be me.

Oh yes, I do have a good life, I have a safe home and lots of family who love me and are close to my heart. And altho I grew up in hell, my kids make me happy for being the loving family that they are... Going to the country to see the other grandparents and having normal family traditions. I love that. I work as a home health care person (for my bestie since 1972), its so easy to take care of her not just because she is disabled but because I love her. I have my BD who is also disabled and we have been through many troubled years, now I realize why I don't believe in throwing people away. I always felt like the perfect man would be able to read my mind and he really does a good job of it. We've never been married, altho we both married others. After 17 years apart... he is now so good... he actually chooses to watch various preachers and GODLY people on the 14.1 TV station. I love that! We hardly ever have a bad day these days, he's learned so much he's preachin' to me now! I love that! And nobody bothers me if I want to sleep late! They used to give me hard times in the mornings, but once they realized I ENJOY sleeping in on some days as on others I get up at 6:30AM, they let me sleep all I want now. 

We live and learn about each other! 

So you see, I don't have it so bad. I grew up in hell but I am presently HAPPY and at PEACE within, by the grace of GOD. By the knowledge of GOD I have pulled myself up and if I died tomorrow, I will consider my life a success! But I really want to do more for GOD... I want to help others know, if I can do it, you can do it! GOD has not come for the PPP's... Jesus came for the broken, the down trodden... the ones who are used and abused in more than one way.

There is more to life than accepting the bad and getting through it. There is the good, the BEAUTY of TRUTH... The knowledge to stand up against the evil in the world. The spirit to know that GOD is all about PEACE and LOVE and JOY of the Spirit... no thoughts or actions of death and destruction and making messy lies that always find a way to be exposed. We expose them by the TRUTH and we keep going and we don't give up and we just do the best we can daily to become one of those PPP's!

I want to Thank GOD for HIS GIFTS in this crazy ass world... Praise GOD Thank You Jesus!

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA

HUGS4UALL