Blessed by GOD, to be loud and proud of what is good and right and true! GOD bless us, Everyone! IJCNA

Thursday, September 22, 2016


I saw in the sky this morning, the clouds forming into the shape of a baby holding up a rattle. And i thought how many people look to the sky for the coming of Jesus... and that led me to thinking about how the media... the world... and Satan in it, has always tried to confuse and misdirect THE PEOPLE.

I know... because GOD tells me... but what about those who have lost communion with GOD? Or those who have never had it and seek it. I was one of those PEOPLE growing up in the world of good and evil and seeking a higher power for wisdom and guidance.

And I feel like GOD wants me to help PEOPLE understand that The Holy Ghost of GOD... The LOVE that Jesus left us, is not all about the physical, you will not see Jesus coming out of the clouds. Its about the SPIRITUAL.

I am not so much religious as I am SPIRITUAL... with the SPIRIT of GOD!

And after all these years... I have learned so much, but also I know that I have so much still left to learn. I expect that I will be the same as anyone else close to GOD when I am older and ready to go to HIM.

And the thing that is again in my heart today is... we are always looking to the physical... its not about what we see in the sky... unless its symbolic for a personal reason and in that case, GOD will reveal it to you as you need... and of course, your ability to absorb it.

Jesus is not going to come floating down in the clouds for all the world to see... and just because we see something symbolizing something sacred in the sky, doesn't mean it is something that we live for. Its a pleasant thing when we see and understand... but... with Jesus... the real second coming is when HE COMES INTO YOUR HEART AND MIND! When you invite GOD into your own soul, you get blessed by Jesus and all He stood for! And we can see this within HUMANS... many humans... PEOPLE have the Spirit of Jesus within...

We emulate Him in the things we do for others!

You can see it all around the world! You see, GOD shows me through the eyes of the SPIRIT... The Spirit of GOD alive and well within the hearts and minds of GODS PEOPLE!

GOD is all about LOVE and HELP and LIFE... Satan is all about HATE and DESTRUCTION and DEATH. Its all out there for all to see. We can look and see the difference. Satan wants you to live in that grey area where you cannot see the difference between right and wrong... and there are to many people who do that. People are not focusing on the moral issues of LIFE.

One of the worst things I am seeing in the world today is the DISRESPECT... and this is actions of Satan... the evil bastard who is leading our children astray. Satan is making it acceptable to hate and disrespect others and their passions and possessions. When you see people in the streets causing violence and mayhem and destruction and pain... we know... or at least those who know GOD and HIS word know... these are actions that GOD specifically tells us NOT to do. Read it in the New Testament... and know that the death and destruction are not from GOD.

Again I must go back to the Muslims... and I can see that they really have a serious problem... on 2 levels... for the ones who don't know... and for the ones who do know... and we don't know how to tell them apart... we cant even trust their actions because they are allowed by Allah to lie to us.

So we must pray and ask GOD to reveal it to their hearts to change their ways according to Jesus and His worth. We value Jesus because He saved us all from the death and destruction... its just to bad that some PEOPLE do not give Him credit for his selfless loving actions. Jesus was a young man at 33 and he was murdered by the people who hated him... hated him for what reason? Jesus taught us to LOVE one another and if we don't love one another... well... all sorts of bad things can happen.

Without LOVE in our hearts we are able to murder and cheat and lie with no conscience.

GOD works in our hearts and minds... GOD will show us Jesus in our spiritual souls!

It makes me so mad when some people try to deceive others with their words... they do not speak the truth as we see and know it... yet, they actually expect us to believe it.

When I see that you don't care about me... it sorta makes me sad for you... because one day GOD will have to teach you the lesson about caring, when you see that no one cares about you and that will be such a sad day for you.

I think that's the worst feeling in the world.

Lonely. No one there for you.

I sure learned my lesson.

I want you to learn yours in a much gentler way!

Why? Because I CARE about you and I care about the state of mind of greedy men who seek power to control the world. Oh yeah... that's a BIG one there, Folks... People who seek power and control above all else... including GOD.

When we think of ourselves more than we think of GOD we limit our broad thinking.

We must learn to be inclusive of all thoughts and ideas... and over 2000 years ago, GOD had a GREAT thought... and that was, putting HIS SPIRIT into ALL of US... at least all who want HIM. You see, GOD saw the corruption long ago... and you know... corruption comes from sin.

I can see the lies and corruption of the day... today. And not only me... but ALL of my Brothers and Sisters in Christ do too! We need to ask GOD to come into our hearts and minds and show all of the people who need to know, the GOOD NEWS....

There is a BETTER WAY!

When men use violence and murder to control THE PEOPLE... it is not wrought out of LOVE and CARE... when men throw other men off tall buildings while handcuffed because of homosexuality... it forces these homosexual men to die in their sin. Whereas, all men need is Jesus to show them the way of LIFE... with LOVE and JOY and the KNOWLEDGE of GOOD and EVIL!

See, you young folks get to fight the ultimate battle in the world... would you ever think that the games you play could teach morals and principals?

As you seek out new LIFE with GOOD INTENTIONS...

Teaching the children everyday to fight the good fight of FAITH!

Knowing that what we are doing is above and beyond the simple truth. For example... It is a truth that people are starving to death in the world... and it is a GODLY PEOPLE who can see that and will choose to go out and help the ones who need to eat! You see, The Lord Is With You!

You see, I see you too! And GOD Bless YOU for it!

Your children will grow up and say all sorts of GOOD things about you! And you can die in peace knowing you did the best with what you had. And that is our goal.

Well, other than to make the world a better place while your in it!

Praise GOD!

Something good has happened in my life!

Do you remember the 2 friends who stabbed me in the back I wrote about a year or so ago? Well... we know that GOD gives out the good and the bad. One friend died last month... we will never be able to fix what was wrong. GOD will have to be the Judge of that one. And it will probably always haunt me till the day that I die and can go and am able to talk to this old friend again in the SPIRIT... but maybe we wont. I did talk to her daughter and her sisters... they all tell me that she had felt so bad. But you know what? She died in her pain and can now never change the fact that she hurt me and my family so much, you remember the day she gave all the money she had gotten from the sale of her house to her son... after I had paid off her house with my inheritance, thinking she would pay me back when she sold her house... and she had said that for about 15 years... and when she did sell, she never paid me back... gave the money to her son... and then, even her sons wife threw her out after they got the money and she had to go out of the city to live with her daughter.

Well, shes no longer in pain.

And on the Bright side... my other friend who hurt me so badly... whom I never thought I would see again... contacted me! And the thing with her is... she's alive to fix the problem. With her, we had been good friends about 23 years... I mean close friends... we saw each other often and would, on occasion go out and have a 2 hour lunch and chat like sisters! A cool thing is... she did this without knowing that my other friend had died. She contacted me saying she was just mad at something I said... thinking I was directing the homosexual law at her daughter... and her daughter isn't even homosexual! It was a HUGE misunderstanding... I was never pointing my finger at her daughter... I LOVED her daughter... and she knows that I have to teach GODS WORD... and GOD says, its an abomination unto GOD to be homosexual... I can't change those words. Those words are in the OLD and the NEW Testament. And they will never be changed... simply because 'GOD is about LIFE' and homosexuality does not promote LIFE. You know... its supposed to be only between the homosexual and GOD... we need to pray that THE PEOPLE understand and leave the judging to GOD!

So, I did say that "If your going to stand up for the homosexual... you need to stand up also for the ones who love incest and bestiality. Hey... they have rights too... Eh? And you would be so surprised at how many homosexuals would FREAK OUT over someone who likes to have sex with their dog... or horse... or parent or sibling... I mean... they are all found in the same place. They are all lumped together under 'sexual sins'... it is clear to see that these sexual ways do not promote LIFE.

I mean... if you put all the male homosexuals on one island and all the female homosexuals on another... and the straight people on another... after 100 years... what will you find???... Me thinks that the straight island will still have PEOPLE on it to go and bury the last body on both of the homosexual islands... do you get what I mean about how important it is for us to support LIFE?

I want to PRAISE GOD, that HE put the 'LOVE' in my friends heart to contact me and work on fixing our friendship! I want to THANK GOD for the fact that she is still alive and willing to let go of the hate... that was created by a simple misunderstanding of a ambiguous situation.

We really have to pay attention... Of course you have the FREEDOM to be homosexual... and I give you that... and love you anyway... and I also know that your sin is between you and GOD...

My sin... gluttony is so common people stopped caring about it anymore.

HA! My Sister who was estranged for so many years... whom GOD has brought back into my life because she too... needed the LOVE and CARE of someone to validate her self worth...

You know that is so important... we need to know that WE LOVE... beyond measure!

For as long as it takes!

We glorify GOD for THE LOVE for one another!

We make today... better than yesterday!

And we do that with LOVE!

When I look into the world today... and I see all the chaos... I also see the ones who do not educate themselves and cause themselves to be equal to the animals... Awww now wait a sec... some animals are even better than that! Some animals live in total peace and harmony with each other!

You know that bit about 'the lion laying down with the lamb'...  We have that now! Its all about what you have been taught to believe!

Some people are taught to believe a lie.

We gotta work on that!

Here's to me and here's to you... and here's to the TRUTH of LOVE and LIFE!

May LOVE LIVE LONG, within the hearts and minds of THE PEOPLE...

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA

Thursday, September 15, 2016

The _________ People

Isn't it odd how many different people can put many different other people in the blank?

It sorta bombarded my head with all the different labels we put on people.

We make it about ourselves... "Those _____ people are sure getting on my nerves!" And that is putting it mildly! I can hear those who are not so mild... the ones who rage!

When in fact... it really is all about the 'Good verses Evil' war that has been going on since the beginning of time. And we know it! Satan has always been there to stomp on GODS plans for us. Its to bad... I mean, its terribly bad, because other family members suffer too, when one doesn't follow a good path. My mother did not follow Jesus. And my sisters and I suffered for it.

I know this wonderful lady... Meredith... I can say her name because she doesn't even know about this side of me! But this beautiful lady Meredith, she is both beautiful on the inside and the outside... she had a good, Godly mother... who raised her with loving care... and look see... she is now a beautiful Grandmother, still married to the same man for 38 years! Hers is a beautiful world and she shines in it! GOD loves her so much and it shows!

She chose to follow GOD, whom her mother taught her about! She was one of the lucky ones... to have parents who served GOD unconditionally, just because its the right thing to do!

The right thing to do...

Most people don't even know what the right thing to do is...

We have forgotten about GOD... and we have people... who, like Satan... wants to BE GOD!

But no one can BE GOD... except GOD... the best we can do is to be a part of HIM.

We choose the things that HE chose... we live like HIS SON Jesus tells us to... and why??? Because its the RIGHT THING TO DO... anything else will cause trouble for you.

I really don't think there is anything wrong with labeling people... I mean it is what we are... but when people start using those labels to hate and discriminate... that's where the trouble comes in.

All the different cultures are BEAUTIFUL unto GOD... until they become corrupted.

The thing to look for is THE LOVE!

GOD is LOVE and when you are LOVING the PEOPLE around you... no matter what or who they are... that is GOD IN ACTION!

We can see it all the time!

I go off and see different people all my life... and I have lived a long time... and I have met many cultures and creeds... all the way from... ______ to ______.

And I can tell that GOD is within many different sort of PEOPLE...

And that would be the ones who are the blue bloods... and I am not talking about royalty... unless we're talking about the royal ones of GOD... the saints... and you know... saints can be more than just a man in a ______... it is anyone whose heart is filled with LOVE and CARE and HELP for people other than themselves.

And they are out there! Praise GOD, thank you Jesus... these are the heart and soul of MANKIND... the ones who LOVE and appreciate and respect other people who are different, but the same.

Doesn't matter if your a _____ or a _____.

What matters is, what do you fill your soul with?

GOD gives us all a personal choice, what do you make of it?

Of course Satan that ole bastard he wants you to choose things that are hateful and mean to others... Satan wants you to think of yourself as the supreme being... Satan has many, many demons in the world hanging over your shoulder telling you to do wrongful things.

There is no grey area... as much as Satan wants you to believe that old lie.

Now that's not to say that people are exactly the same if they are ____ or ____.

No.... just because one carries the water in one bucket on their head and another carries the water over their shoulders in 2 buckets on the sides... they are both bringing water to the home.

To bad we cant all live in a grand house that has water running into the sink in the kitchen.

But you see... all are doing good... helping the family!

I am sad to be taking so long to write... we still haven't gotten an AC, its still so hot back here. My friend Dee had the room open and another shut off so it was cooling a little in here. But something has happened that has made us open the other room and shut this one back off.

My long estranged Sister called me! Oh YES! Praise GOD... you see... she is a _____ person and I am a _______ person. Its a long complicated story I will go into as I write, 'My Search For Normalcy'... But it has been many years since I had seen my older full blooded sister.

She called me out of the blue one day. Remember the guy who went from being a millionaire pimp daddy to being a poor working man of GOD? He wasn't a man of GOD 2 years ago... but right now... he is a man who has come so close to GOD in such a short time, that his is a miracle story! Praise GOD... well anyway... he is the one who told my sister to call me. You know me... I will not push myself on anyone... I had settled into life without her, only prayed for her. But that day she called me, gave me such JOY! I mean to tell you... the JOY in my heart and soul leaped so high I thought I would burst with happiness!

The down side is, she had called me from MD Anderson... the cancer hospital. Her cancer is back. She needs to make peace with herself as well as others. She told me about the place she was staying since her house burnt down. And I hurt inside for her... so I told her that if ever she feels like she needs to come here, my door is always open to her. She seemed surprised! I, in fact surprised myself! But I love her... regardless of our differences. Jesus has left us the ability to LOVE unconditionally!

And so when she left the hospital she came here. She is now in the room that was closed off... and Praise GOD there has only been peace and love and laughter, some serious talks... because we were both raised up in hell. She remembers too. But it was harder on her than it was on me because she was the oldest and had to be the strong one. Did I tell you that when she was 12 years old, I was 10 and I was sick... and she walked in a Minnesota blizzard to get my favorite cough drops! GOD knows my mother didn't care. But I will always remember these actions of love. And I love her for it, even though she hated me for so many years. yeah its a long story... but Praise GOD Thank You Jesus that she has made PEACE her priority and has let go and let GOD take care of the hard times.

It has been very good for me... I see that GOD is allowing me to help resolve the issues she has... I never thought that she would ever be listening to me about Jesus! But she is!

It has taken much of my time... but also... sometimes when I get overwhelmed I shut down... it is my sin to tend to be lazy and I have to fight it a lot here lately. When I get the grand kids to school in the mornings, I LOVE to come home and take a nice nap! I should be in here... working hard! Its what I want to do... is what GOD tells me to do... but like everyone else... I have to fight the sin! I love naps! But I also love to come in here and express my heart and soul! We are up to 102 countries now and I want to THANK YOU for sharing... I couldn't collect all these countries of readers without your help!

I don't care where your from... whether _______ or _______... I want to thank you for reading! I get filled with the HOLY GHOST and it is strong within me... and I come in here to release whatever it is that GOD tells me to. I want to share what I have learned growing up in hell and want to prevent you from living there and I want you to know...  how GOD through Jesus saved my life!

I keep thinking there is a purpose for Mother Pope and I am hoping that I can encourage young folk to take the right paths in this life and be aware that the devil is always going to try to drag you down. Its the way of life... we are born and some don't have a choice, they have to live like they are told. But here in the USA we are FREE to be what we want to be. And I see that most folks are PEOPLE of all walks of LIFE and they are LOVING OTHER PEOPLE!

When I was very young, The Baptist Church taught me... 'GOD is 1st, my Friends and Family are 2nd and I am 3rd, I know I have written about this before but it is my truth and a specific memory. It was all I needed to know, to set the priorities straight in my head. After all I was only about 6 or 7... and open to new ideas and this was a GOOD ONE! It shows us a nice order of things! GOD IS LOVE and all that goes with that!

But also, remembering that the GODLY SPIRITUAL LOVE is not a sexual love.

That's a whole different ball game!

I look into the world today and I can see a struggle that is about to end... because THE PEOPLE will stand up for what is GOOD AND RIGHT FOR THE PEOPLE!

This is not being done these days because of the corruption and hard hearts... there are to many who have put the LOVE of GOD aside and have claimed host to that self love... walk all over the people to serve self... and this is not proper LOVE. It is improper. Not GODLY... because GOD is an inclusive GOD... HE will include all who find HIM though the words and ways of Jesus... so you must learn about the words of Jesus... and these words have been around a lot longer than me...  please start with The New Testament as the Old has passed away and the NEW is inclusive with Jesus showing the way! Learn it... Live it... These are words of wisdom that THE PEOPLE knew long ago... its not that we are any different, except we are the NOW PEOPLE and they were the THEN PEOPLE... and the more we change the more we stay the same... and no matter what you label yourself... whatever... a _____ or a ______... LOVE is there for you to learn and share!

GOD brought it up to the Jews... but they rejected HIS WORD... they were to caught up in the system of things... like a lot of us are today... so then GOD said... then it is for the Gentiles... and any from afar off who LOVE GOD and want to serve HIM through serving HIS PEOPLE with LOVE!

It is a New way... a New Hope!

And the way of the Old Testament is the old way...

As you grow up... and you feel the LOVE in your heart... this is the way GOD wants us to feel... Its All about The LOVE, Man! But the problem is... some people don't get it,  because they refuse to look at anything farther than their own noses!

Its a terrible shame :(

But all the serious problems in life can be solved easily with GODS WORDS through Jesus who taught us a NEW WAY... the way of LOVING and SHARING... do you know... that I believe that when Jesus fed so many with so few loaves and fishes... that it wasn't magic that created the feeding of all... it was the introduction to the act of SHARING! When Jesus showed them how to share... ALL WERE FED!

Now, I know that that version is different than the Hollywood version that we were all raised up with... but it is the version that GOD has shown me. And yes I do feel weird about sharing these things... but I think I must. Just like when Hollywood showed Lots wife to turn into a beautiful statue of salt... why, that wasn't the way it was at all... you see as they were escaping a burning city,  an earth quake sent down a HHUUUUGE pillar of salt that came down and smashed her like a bug under a rock... but that is to violent for a peaceful happy filled PEOPLE... and I don't really blame them. It was more pleasant learning the lesson that her heart was still within the city... with all her stuff and friends and social obligations... she looked back... longing for the old ways. Her heart was not right with GOD. And GOD gives out the good and the bad accordingly.

The battle of good and evil is here and now... we are smack in the middle of the worst of it, because we have the technology to see around the world all at the same time... we can ALL know the truth if we seek it. We can all see that murder is wrong... lying is wrong... disrespecting _____ or ______ kind of people is wrong.

We can... as A PEOPLE see... and know... and SPEAK OUT!

Lets talk about what we need to do to get back on the right path...

I saw a recent news story, which is quite common, about a young boy who had committed suicide because some kids always bullied him... and the news PEOPLE asked... what is the answer? And I knew... The Answer is Jesus... its the LOVE that He shared with us... and left with us... as he said... "Love them like I love you!"

If everyone was LOVING and KIND we could stomp out Satan... I mean, that's the only way we're going to be able to do this... Stop the HATE... Stop the insanity... Stop the Injustice... stop the murdering... call out the corruption and stand your ground!

Be peaceful and sleep well at night!

Think about all the PEOPLE throughout history... they all had a choice.

GOD gives us the freedom to mess up if we want to follow the wrong ways...

But GOD can also save you a lifetime of pain if you choose to LOVE ONE ANOTHER!

I hope and pray that one day we can ALL learn this lesson of LOVE... I mean... I know we eventually will because GODS WORD says we will! And so I know we will!

We just must try harder to educate the children of the potential of sin. We must teach the Children to use their own noodle and see for themselves what is right and good. And know the difference between things that can harm them and things that can help them.

And we must get the old codgers to open their minds to a BETTER TOMORROW!

A Better World where PEOPLE LOVE EACH OTHER and DO GOOD things for each other!

I can see it already... many PEOPLE working together for the betterment of THE PEOPLE! Now just waiting for a few others to get on the band wagon of LOVE! :)

Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus!

GOD Bless US... Everyone... IJCNA

Saturday, August 27, 2016

Coming From My Heart

I question GOD all the time about why is there Muslims who love me on my Facebook?

And I worry that Americans might think I have gone over to the other side.

And then GOD showed me I must do this because they are the ones who are misguided and need to learn that Jesus holds the keys to heaven... and that wine and women and song are something to love and enjoy here on earth, not having to wait till ya 'don't have a body to enjoy them anymore'...

Its time to stop playing GOD and stand up to the ones who are loving the actions of playing GOD in the here and now.

Because long ago, it was not just the Muslims who played GOD... many different PEOPLE have tried to play GOD and if you look throughout history we can see that the ones who think of themselves as GODS have the worst of falls. You can't deny it. You can't change it.

Because the SPIRIT of GOD moves within ALL men and women... GOD no longer reserves HIMSELF only for a small handful of men who are hiding behind a veil.

Or anyone who hides behind anything.

GOD IS available to all who call on HIM in the name of Jesus... ALL who read the New Testament and learn about the MAN Jesus who lived his life for GOD! Teaching us as an example on how to have THE PERFECT LIFE!

There are simple rules we can follow... 'if we will'...

Now GOD didn't have this SPIRIT AMONG MEN like HE does now, always... there was a time when 'our will' didn't matter... according to men... we 'had no will' in this issue... and then GOD saw that this was not how HE wanted things to be for HIS PEOPLE.

GOD loves it so much more, when we 'CHOOSE HIM' willingly!

If we don't want to acknowledge HIM we don't have to... but I can tell you right now if you don't, you will not have the best'est life that you could have, if you would just follow these ancient marvelous words that lead us down the path of what is 'all good'! And if you say, well I can be good without GOD... well if you stand for all that is good, how can you deny GOD as being the SPIRIT of all that is GOOD? Isn't that like not acknowledging the good in others? You know... a common spirit felt by others?


LOVE ONE ANOTHER was the words to be exact.

Now a days, we put labels on different PEOPLE because there are so many cultures and characters and creeds out there in the world and it is hard to know where you fit in.

Well, I can tell you that you can fit in where ever you feel the most comfortable. But rest assured that there will be OTHER PEOPLE... I mean that's what life is all about!

This includes PEOPLE everywhere, belonging to any group.

Does your PEOPLE promote LIFE and LOVE???

If it doesn't, then your in the wrong group! Just find a group that does promote LIFE and LOVE and the idea that we should be CARING about other PEOPLE...

Remembering that 'no one is perfect... no not one'! We all have our downfalls... and those are the things that control us...

Someone said, "I just couldn't control myself!"

Well if you were not in control... Who was?

Because we are born into a world of many different spirits... and some are good and some are bad... many years ago men saw fit to name them as 'angels and demons'... who always try to get us to do either very lovely things... or some very horrible things...

HEY... if you wouldn't want for it to happen to you... you probably shouldn't be doing it to other people... for example... it drives me nuts to have someone come into the room and ask me 'what I am doing' when they can see what I am doing... and then this morning... I walked into a room and asked someone 'what are you doing'?  Is it just something that people say to start a conversation?

Its just a natural thing...

Its all about self control.

Lets talk about rape... now some men think that if a woman is dressed like a slut, she wants to have sex... not even realizing that she is dressed that way for a reason... her reason... maybe she is proud of her body and wants to show it off... even tho GOD tells us that vanity is a sin... some women don't know this... and they are not wanting to be raped, they just want to show you their wares... or maybe a girl has lost a lot of weight and she is so happy and wears skimpy clothes... now you must remember, here in America, women have been having their freedom to walk around half naked if they want to... and men love it... but most know to just enjoy the view and make no more of it. You see... the men who feel like they can rape a woman because they think that's what she wants... must realize that... that is something that they themselves want... and they cannot control themselves. Now losing control might of been the norm back in the Neanderthals days... (but probably not)... these days we believe and know that in a civil society, we need to control ourselves! Don't listen to the evil ones when they whisper into your spiritual ears... BE strong and control yourself!!!

Its like me... my sin is gluttony... and every day I must control myself from overeating! Its a real struggle for me. And it upsets me to have commercials on the TV with all the luscious foods that are not so far away and easy to go get... it's a real struggle for me... but not for others who don't have the sin of gluttony. They appreciate the food and forget about it!

We are all different in our sins and none should play GOD... ever!

It baffles me how some sit in judgement of others when they themselves have sin on them too... it bothers me that some sins have become so common that most PEOPLE don't see the sin anymore. Just other people who have problems. So if you want to go on with your sin and not try to overcome it... please don't complain of the complications it brings... like adultery...  most people don't agree with it, even if they don't see it as a sin... they still know it's a bad thing.

But to whom?

Some may have a different perspective... its not our place to judge them... they need to work it out themselves... its really between them and GOD... but believe me... if someone comes to me and says... 'I've got a problem'... you best know I am going to point out the root of the problem and it is always going to fall back on the sin that GOD tells us to avoid!

In order to achieve heaven we must eliminate hell... and that will take a lot of cooperation!

We must stop the hating... stop the fighting... you see, Satan wants for us to all hate and fight each other... he feeds on it and throws it up to GODS face... so as long as we are not fighting against him, he will be strong in us, through us and over us :(

So bring on the Savior... the one called Jesus who leads us into a life of LOVE and RESPECT and strength in numbers of all of us who LOVE GOD and seek TRUTH!

Its you and its me... whether your Muslim or Jew or Christian or any other label people use to separate us. It will be when we are ALL united in the name of Jesus... where Jesus's message is strong and clear to everyone... LOVE ONE ANOTHER... DO GOOD TO ONE ANOTHER... HELP EACH OTHER OUT... and then don't forget another really important thing... CONFESS YOUR SIN ONE TO ANOTHER... that is to say... lets talk about the things that will bring you down in life... lets talk about the things that will lift you up... if we cant talk about the bad... how can we see the good?

You know... seeing another persons perspective is a good thing!

Don't be stuck in your own way of thinking... get out there and share your thoughts and ideas among yourselves... ohhh... OK... GOD is telling me that 'some of you' can NOT discuss new ideas because you will be murdered for it. Yes, there are exceptions to the rule... you do need to know when not to say anything... because many people suffer under men who play GOD, but I can see in my Godly eye view a PEOPLE who do not play GOD... A PEOPLE who know that GOD is LOVE and LIFE and CARING about other PEOPLE who don't have it as good as they do.

I see PEOPLE standing up and doing their part to help others... and this is how we get to a higher place in our lives... Oh, PEOPLE have sung songs about it since forever! :)

I am trying to think of titles and there are to many...

And so now we are waiting for the ONES who are closed minded to this idea of a 'LOVE' that has traveled around the world to 'open up their hearts and minds' to A Godly LOVE that we share and trust to be a good path to follow. And there will be no more hate and no more violence.

We have reached a point of a final battle... and it will be the final because now everyone around the world can see the GOOD and the BAD in this life... and with GOD we know which way to go!

We can look and see and know the truth even tho many evil ones spout lies and say they are truth. We know the truth... because GOD in US shows us the TRUTH!

We have a foolproof plan... and that is the way that GOD wants us to be... LIVE with LOVE leading and guiding you into TRUTH... don't back down and be strong because the Lord is strong in YOU!

I want to thank all of you from all the different countries who are reading... I am amazed to see several countries a day logging on and reading... and coming back! I praise GOD for the 102 countries on my readers list...  I am only doing what GOD tells me to do. I get a thought in my head and I have learned to just come in here and let it out! Sometimes I only have 5 words in my head and I come in here because GOD tells me to and I don't argue with HIM much anymore and then HE takes those 5 words and brings out a message that I have go go back and reread to even get it all! It just comes out so easily... and I feel a sense of joy at the weight lifted off of me.

GOD knows what HE is doing! And if we need answers, we can always ask HIM... and if you KEEP GOD in your own heart and mind... HE will only lead you into the way that is GOOD FOR YOU and your PEEPS!

For GOD is the culmination of all the SAINTS and SINNERS who have ever lived and breathed and died in nature.

GOD is the COMMON SPIRIT of LOVE for ALL OF US to know!

As We... learn to... LOVE EACH OTHER!

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA :)

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

The World Of Worlds

I recently got back from an 8 day trip up into Arkansas and Missouri. I LOVE to meet PEOPLE! I cant wait till I can sell my books and go on book tours! I will be able to meet more PEOPLE like that... for the rest of my life! I day dream about it all the time! :)

What I love about GOD is when HE IS inside a person... that person is predictably Godly!

You know that GOD is a spirit and that spirit... The Holy Ghost... is what lives in our hearts and minds and tells us to do things that are good for other people... because we know that GOD IS LOVE and anyone who has that spirit loves others... like GOD tells us to.

I can instantly tell when someone 'has not' the spirit of GOD. Its easy to see, by their attitude and actions... Like those teens who go up to a person on the street and beat them up... or this new wave of BLM people who stand like stooges in the middle of the streets and freeways... gonna get their point across... Really? Me thinks not! Because what if there are PEOPLE in those cars being blocked who have to be somewhere important? What if there was a person who needs their medicine... what if there is a person who is trying to get home to a sick child? Or a person trying to get to the hospital? These actions of stopping people on the freeway, are NOT by the spirit of GOD and that is how we know they are not GODLY PEOPLE.

When some people do these things... they are not going to get 'good' attention... they are going to get angry people who have places to be and needs to fulfill. It is better to stand on the side of a park where people are at leisure who are willing to connect with you on a one on one basis, to learn about your hardships and spread your story, so as to help resolve the issue. People shouldn't be out in the street... the streets were made for CARS... not people and their protests... and look see how some will drive right through a pack of protesters who are in the middle of a street. It is not a good thing.

Now, what I saw when I was traveling with Sharon was very different... I was surprised to see how kind the PEOPLE were in Arkansas and Missouri...they are the home grown LOVE type (created by Jesus)... who are always so very nice. You know the sort of people who will see you doing something wrong and will ignore you and pray for you. And the same person can see you doing something right and pat you on the shoulder with a smile of understanding that no one else ever gets but you. You see, I too am the type of person that if I see you doing something wrong I will ignore it... unless of course you're in my house... and then your gonna hear what I have to say, with both barrels.

Anyway, as we drove and saw many farms and homes I realized how many people have their own little worlds in this HUGE one that we share. I can see these people... all kind and good... treating other people nicely and actually caring about all the other little worlds too! And lot's times, sharing those worlds. In each and every brain there is a small world all its own. We must learn to look beyond it... we ALL can learn to love and share the earth!

I see families together and everyone loves everyone... very few ugly people in GODS world... you know... spiritually... because you know the demons... they roam the earth to seek whom they can devour... and to many empty headed people do lose their lives to them. We are always finding dead bodies... after some demon possessed person murders them in cold blood.

It was their world. They did what they wanted to do. They lived their way.

BUT, life can be good! We can create a wonderful place like a lot of people have already done, if we just acknowledge GOD and learn to do things the right way.

You can look into the world and can see both good and bad people.

Some people are bad because they have no direction from the right path... they live in a world where people live to feed the flesh. And then people forget that there have been many good Godly people who have walked this earth before us... learned the hard lessons for us... WE are not the only ones... but yet, Satan wants us to think its all about ourselves... because if we are always thinking about ourselves, we totally sabotage GODS plan for us to have a good life caring for ALL of US.

Let me tell you... it might feel good now... but when your body wears out... and you 'are' no more...  then you will see the light and know the old ones... you will then know that you had failed and you can never go back and fix things... because although your spirit lives on... your body wont and your gonna have to go throughout all eternity knowing that YOU MESSED UP and you cant fix it!

GOD tells us in the New Testament, through Jesus, how life is... who we should be... and what we must consider in this world... because although we have our own little world in our own mind and spirit... we share the same earth... You see, the world and the earth are not the same thing... the world is a HUGE place... way bigger than the earth we live on.

The world goes much farther than some wish to believe as they only see their own world. Some believe this earth is the world... but we will see the real world when we pass over into the spiritual one. Then we will see what really matters!

Your body and your life is and will be what you make of it... but when you lose your life... what will you have left? Will you have wonderful memories? Or will you have terrible memories? This is where we find the difference between heaven and hell.

Some people do illegal things because their soul is corrupted and they are following the demons. They will hurt you! They are not Godly people... you cannot trust them... they can pretend to be good but they will murder you for your tennis shoes or your money or your jewelry or your religion or even just because you snore to loud!

Hey! Did you know that 'that' is something that GOD talks about? HE explains it so clearly... don't put your heart and soul into these 'things' in the earth that can be taken away from you! If you are blessed to be rich enough to have money or jewelry you should know... if you love it too much... when its gone... your world is gone. That is making the jewelry and such other things, your god.

Really... that is why GOD tells us to love HIM 1st... and follow Jesus... who tells us that our world should be about 'each other'... we should value US as A PEOPLE... the whole group... All of US!

We all matter... we all have this matter in our brains... we all deal with the earth in all her glories... but what really matters is what GOD has created! There is a difference between things that GOD made and things that men have made. However it is a nice surprise when you see men make things that are inspired by GOD! Because you have Godly PEOPLE who read and know GODS WORD and understand the key to heaven is to 'LOVE ONE ANOTHER!!!

And OHHHH did I feel the love! Its weird the gift that GOD has given me...

I have like... a Gods Eye View of things when I listen to HIM and see the whole picture!

The down side to that is, when I hear someone say they love me and I know they really love the party life more... how many of you have someone you love like that... you love them so much... but they love the drinking and the drugs and cigarettes (etc etc etc) more than you and more than GOD?

And who did that? Men. Men made cigarettes and men made alcohol and certainly men have made drugs that can kill us!

But GOD gave us all things that are created from a seed... a tree... a plant... (that includes marijuana)... and remember... in order for a person to be born, a seed is planted also!

Nature is a fabulous thing!

We all have our own lives that we create... and we get out of it what we put into it! We should put love and respect and joy and PEOPLE who enjoy all these things into it... the world we are born into can be a good thing! Many people in the earth know this... many, many good people doing good things all around the world! And I Praise GOD for it and I thank GOD for it!

But then you have the ones who serve only themselves.

What matters to them is only what they can see in their own little world! Its all about what feels good to them... what they want for themselves... and they couldn't care less about other people. In fact they will kill them or rip them off any way they can, to fluff their own pillow! They are selfish and inconsiderate... they go against what GOD has laid out for us to follow... they just fall asleep with their fleshly eyes open in church, because they are not there to advance their spirit... they are there to be seen of other men... so they would think of them as 'good people'... but they are not... and the minute they get out of church they are off to their next sin and they don't even think they are sinning.

Like so many others who are traveling the wrong road... they don't even know they are doing wrong.

You know, when you see a woman who cares more about herself than anyone else?

GOD says women shouldn't be like that.

LOVE ONE ANOTHER... is so easy!

We all have our own worlds... we each have our own memories... we all create our own legacy. I love to see PEOPLE serving GOD! I love to see people heading in the right direction!

I know that the earth offers all sorts of pleasurable things... people have created a place where we can have anything we want! But at what cost?

Will you pay with your very own soul?

Will you give up 'knowing GOD' only to lose out on the great things HE has to offer?

Because if you follow anything other than GOD, you will miss out.

I am so thankful that GOD made a way for me to go on this 8 day trip, deep into the heart of America! I felt the love... I saw the people LIVING in a way that if not for the clothes and the cell phones... it could be 100 or more years ago.

But... not all people live for LIFE or LOVE...

Some people seek thrills that have nothing to do with GOD.

We are all different in our desires... not all can make a speech... not all can skydive... not all can fix themselves. But with GOD we can do all of that and then some!

Some people love the outdoors... some people love the indoors... some people love to ride horses... and some people prefer driving a car. I remember when I was 12 and living with my dad in one of the smallest towns in Texas... I rode a horse to the store, just like they did over 100 years ago!

We all have different likes and dislikes... and that doesn't make us 'wrong' in GODS eyes! But for some reason its making people see people as being wrong 'in the world'.

We are here to make sense out of non sense. We are not here to 'save' all the people,
 cause most of the people are doing just fine and dandy... We are here to help save the ones who do not have it together. We must show them the right path... I mean if we've never traveled, how do we know the right path from the wrong one?

You must get GOD into your heart and mind and HE will tell you the difference.

And you will be just like me... able to see with new eyes the world of the spirits!

Be right... follow the way that has been tried and proven to be the most'est best'est way to walk. Its real and its ready and waiting for you to spread the word to all who are lost... wouldn't it be great to link up all the lost souls with someone who knows the way and can reach out and let them know they too can be wise and have a better life than what Satan has to offer them in this world.

Look and see... in the world of worlds... see the corruption?

This will lead us into hell... Godly PEOPLE will stand up and STOP the corruption for goodness sake... because regardless of what  Satan wants us to believe... GOD is stronger than Satan... and we can know HIS WORD and we know ungodly people are just plain wrong... we know them... be cause we know GOD!

I thank GOD for all HIS wisdom that can be read about, starting in the New Testament in the Bible, don't waste your time reading the Old Testament first, we no longer go by that.

Read the New Testament, read about The Man Jesus, who came to save us of our sins.

You see... its not good enough to know that Jesus died for our sins as the last sacrifice for sin... we also need to know what he said and how he lived... as an example to us to go by.

We should all strive to live like Jesus did!

And also remember the words to the woman at the well who was a self professed sinner... remember what Jesus told her? Words that we need to know...

"Now, Go... and sin no more!"

You can get through sin... and don't do it again... or your going to have the same problems.

This is our problem today.

We had lost the wisdom of GOD!

But now, I am happy to see THE PEOPLE scrambling to find it!

Now go and get on with your life and LIVE and be HAPPY... stop doing the things that hurt other people... stop doing things that are hurtful to yourself. And you will also see how practical it would be... to live and see and be all that GOD wants and hopes for us.

It is not GODS fault if you don't listen...

But you will see GOD working in your life if you do!

Praise GOD... Thank You Jesus!

GOD Bless US, Everyone!


Thursday, August 04, 2016

Trump and Khan and Clinton Too

I try to forget certain things... I really do try... I have so much to do in this real life of mine, its easy to let things go... but when I cant let it go, when they won't leave me in peace... I come here and spill my guts to you... and it works every time at releasing them!

I am not a stupid woman. I keep up with the news and current events and I have several sources of news... so I am not trapped into believing whatever one chooses to show.

Some are just to stupid to repeat... but now, seems like this is really getting seriously stupid!

I have discovered that we have a very ambiguous world, you can find whatever you want to in the media... whether true or false. There is such an overflow of news out there that somehow some facts get twisted into someones opinion... like I can go to a Hillary loving site and find all sorts of positive things about her, or I can go to another site and find out all negative things about her. We have come to an age where people can say and do whatever they want to... and try to hide the truth and pretend to be something they are not. But people get wise to the lies!

I am so tired of watching 2 certain shows that are back to back after the news. I wont mention names or titles and I really love both of these shows and have watched them for years. But I am about ready to find something else to watch. Because every single night its been hating on Trump... hating on Trump. I keep asking myself WHY are they being so hard on Trump with his small things... and not even mentioning Hillary's current news? Why are they not talking about her HUGE things?

And then I discovered. She has employees who are somehow related to the top media dogs!

I just get madder and madder...

I mean, how many times has Trump lied while under oath? I don't think we have anything like that on him. Yet, Hillary has been proven to be a liar and treasonous... and not to mention she would rather sleep than get up and take care of our people who are being murdered... in cold blood... to pacify our enemies! Some of her atrocities are the most horrendous ever... but no one is making jokes about her and her HUGE corruptness!

I suppose as long as people are not taking about it... other people cannot be educated to the real facts. But I hear that the media is not really all that stupid... I hear some people are coming up in the media who don't care about money or ratings... they want to expose the truth!

Praise GOD we have these young people coming up who don't mindlessly follow the lies of the manipulators... we all need to stand on truth and speak our minds about things.

And Mr Khan... Grrrrrrrreetings... I would like for you to tell me just what makes you so special when we have SO MANY parents of soldiers who have died as heroes in the line of duty? What makes your blood better? What makes your family so much more important than all the other families who have suffered the same exact loss?

Ohhhh could it be that you were bought and paid for... for the side who wants to hate Trump and make everyone else hate him too??? (with a corrupt purpose) why??? And what pray tell does Donald Trump have to do with your sons condition? I mean really? Where does The Donald come into play here with your story? Me thinks you should back up and realize how you look in the eyes of THE PEOPLE! You take one jab... Donald is not a sissy boy... he is a REAL MAN and he's gonna give ya what for... because you need it! Its not right all this BS occupying our minds while there are more important issues at hand!

Now, I don't know if Donald Trump reads these words... but I want to just get this out there...

I know Donald is not 'the most perfect man' in the world... (I would have a hard time finding one of those)...  but Donald Trump stands for Home and Country... he cheers on a Family that has the right to free enterprise and the ability for men to work the system for the good of all. We have basic laws and rights that if you follow, you too can achieve greatness!

But know this... Hillary works for Hillary and Clinton Foundation. All I can say here is I hope your paying attention to the facts about this woman! And believe me... People are talking! Because when you do things that make people talk... PEOPLE DO TALK... and we need to open our eyes and ears and listen to these facts! Lets face it... there are not many of those 'studious news loving types' out there... most people are out eating and drinking and shopping or at the party.... rather than to sit down and pay attention to politics!

Can you believe this? That some people don't even know what Hillary is actually doing! They only see the regular short clips of her doing her thing for the camera... trying to make you love her... sorta reminds me of Mommy Dearest.

Its all to deep and ugly for me to want to see more!

Here is a simple reminder.... the fight is not one flesh and blood... it is one of morals and principals of right and wrong. It is the fight where we call out corruption when we see it... and expose it to THE PEOPLE as the truth that it is!

I still don't understand why Hillary is running for President and Snowden is in exile, with 'this current administration' pointing fingers of treason at him! He can't even go home! :(

I'm wondering if we will even find real justice in this world these days??? But I can close my eyes and can see Trump living in the White House! And it will be a good thing!

I think if Trump wins... we will be saved... and we will find true justice for all the wrong doings in the system today... because look see...  Trump has not sold out to our enemies! And you know in all the movies... after the good guys rid the town of the bad guys... they always set all things right again! And Praise GOD, We will too!

The fight is to wake up every day and do the best you can for those around you... because when you make sure others are OK... they will make sure that YOU are OK!

Its not that hard... a child can understand! Its as easy as the story of Jesus!

There was once upon a time, a man of GOD named Jesus... who taught us to LOVE ONE ANOTHER... and to DO GOOD TO EACH OTHER... and He left us a good legacy for our children to follow! Because when we follow the path of Jesus... we follow a man who walked this earth and taught very important lessons we need to know in this life, so much so that several men wrote it down... and now over 2000 years later...  we still tell his story... of how he united THE PEOPLE!

Yet still alive is the ways of men loving the POWER that they have had from long ago... the ways the Muslims still believe in today... you know... men playing GOD and murdering for sin... they don't want to think about how Jesus came and took that power away from 'mere men' and put it within the hearts and minds of THE PEOPLE!

Only GOD is GOD... and no man can be set up as HE... we know that when men set themselves up as a god... that they will have the worst fall!

We are a blessed nation... but lately we have lost track... I don't know why... most likely we were just doing other things and didn't pay attention as the demons crept in among us... like they do when we don't have GOD to protect us and keep our heads straight!

We sure did ourselves a great dis-service when we took GOD out of our lives, so many people have lost their way... hopefully there are enough still hanging on to GOD so that HE will be with US and protect US from the evils among US!

Hillary... "Shame on you!"
Khan... "Shame on you too!"
Trump... "GOD Speed, Brother! IJCNA!"

Thursday, July 28, 2016

Sexuality and Lies

I was irritated with what I saw on The Bill Cunningham show...

I am certainly not hating on the transgender people... but come on... TRUTH is TRUTH!

There was a woman who was dressed like a man... and she wanted to be called 'him' and 'he'.

Now, You and I both know that if you want to live transgender... it's really none of my business... and most likely I will never know anyone who lives like that... so, I don't begrudge those who wish to.

But... when you want me to start feeding into your delusion, that you are a 'real man'... well... that is just not possible in my logical brain. I know that if you are born a woman... you have the DNA of a woman and no matter what... your DNA will always say you are a woman. Same with a man... If they are born a man... nothing can make their DNA say 'woman'! I promise, if one died anonymously, the autopsy people would do blood work and it would tell the truth!

So back to the show, the mother and sister were having a hard time dealing with it... and rightly so in my point of view. The transgenders are asking us to go along with their untruth, when truth is... they are NOT the real thing... they may dress like one and may pretend to be one... but they are NOT one!

It's not that this mother hates her child... she just didn't want to speak a lie! She knew her child was a girl! She knows the truth in their family all to well!

And when you say that its my 'ignorance showing'... oh, now you see that's where I draw the line!

I have MY RIGHT to know and believe the TRUTH!

Your asking me to speak and believe a LIE!?!

Is this what our world is coming to?

In light of current events it seems like 'lies' and 'corruption of truth' is the norm.

Why is it that I am hated for not wanting to speak a lie?  If I call 'her' a 'him' you and I both know it is a lie... HA... Like I am going to be stupid enough to believe something that I can see with my very own eyes is not true? What sort of fool do you take me for?

Your expecting me to accept this lie, shows me your own deviant mind!

NO... I am not going to agree or accept this UN-truth as TRUTH... I am NOT GONNA DO IT! And you can NOT make me... This is a prime example of people loving money more than morals... more than truth. Your gonna press a lie as truth... for ummm... what? Ratings? I guess freak shows have always been very popular!

This is what GOD, through HIS SPIRIT has warned us of!

And we are smack dab in the middle of it!

What will we choose?

To feed into the delusion of one who refuses to accept what GOD made them to be?

The last quote... I wish I would of written it down... cause now I cant think verbatim... but he is allowing the one who is delusional... to hate the ones who are trying to tell them the truth... and embrace the delusion that they feel! Oh yeah... embrace the lie... embrace what ever you mind wants to think it is! Truth doesn't matter anymore... only 'self' matters!

People this is a wrong way of thinking!

GOD is LOVE... GOD is TRUTH... and this show was not serving GOD. And it struck me as odd because I have heard Bill refer positively to GOD in the past. But maybe... he is only reading the script! You see, only GOD knows where his heart is. We as a people can only judge as humans can... by the actions... but only GOD can know the inside of the soul.

So here it is for today... NO I will not say she is a he... if she wants to pretend she is a he... that is her right to play pretend... (to say the least)... but NO... your not going to make me accept a lie as truth!

The solution to this disagreement is... knowing and remembering... that not ALL PEOPLE have turned their backs on GOD... remember???... Or maybe you don't remember because you have not actually read your Bible... but hopefully you can remember the story of Lot and his family... and the story of Sodom and Gomorrah... thinking about the conversation with GOD and how GOD said that HE would not destroy the city of there was 'one' good Godly person in there... and look... there was none... and so the city came down.

We must remember that GOD loves us... and most of US are HIS! HE will not destroy US for their sin... not as long as we can pick ourselves up and know that GOD IS TRUTH and LOVE and LIFE... and WE ALL work together for the common good of THE PEOPLE! And we are A LOT of PEOPLE... I am telling YOU! GOD has shown me that HE has good loving people around the world who love each other and follow TRUTH and have JOY in LIFE and LIVE with HAPPINESS, watching the family grow!

Praise GOD! We will not allow them to force us or push us or bully us into their lies and delusions!

We stand on the Word Of GOD and we KNOW that in the end... WE will Win!

With all the LOVE and LAUGHTER and GOODNESS of GOD that we can hold!

And there will come a time... when all sin has been forgotten... and THE PEOPLE will KNOW and LOVE GOD, because GOD knows and LOVES THEM...

I can see this time as clear as time standing still! And yet... so much LIFE going on all around us! As we learn to LOVE the moment that we are given... and do the good things we can do while we're in it... because one day our chance will be gone... and our job handed to another!

Praise GOD... Thank you for letting me let off some steam...

I love you all! Because you are here with me! You keep coming back... like a family!

And we are... The Children of GOD!

Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus!


Tuesday, July 26, 2016


I am writing this letter to you, because I was very angry at the CPS and after many angry letters and posts... someone said, the CPS is only following the law and that I should direct my anger to you... the DEA.

I want to invite any of you and all of you to my house to see the home that you tore down! I want you to see the space and place that YOU took the children from! I want you to know that you could probably find it hard to see a place more suited for kids, with the REAL LOVE of a Grandma that they can't resist!

I was at the hospital last night, July 14th... to bring my daughter and her daughter home. You see... CPS had placed my grand daughter in a place that was abusive... and she was so terribly abused, she ended up at Texas Children's Hospital.

When I saw her... she cried and shied away, she wouldn't come to me... my own granddaughter WAS AFRAID OF ME!

Let me start here... January of 2015, I was coming home with a friend who I had gone on vacation with. My daughter had had her baby girl while I was gone. And when we pulled up into the driveway... I saw a tall black woman all angry, demanding the removal of the boys... my daughter had called their dad... and he was there... my daughter crying... not just crying... but wailing! And the boys dad is jerking them away from their mother... they are crying and they see me and they scream... "NANNY NANNY NANNY" the pain that stuck me to the middle of my soul, was the most terrifying helpless moment of my life, something YOU wouldn't understand and I pray to GOD you never have to know the feeling of.

Their dad... who is a 2 time drug felon... started screaming at me in front of that CPS woman... saying things that he KNEW was not true... just to make me look bad so he could keep the boys, The courts had given my daughter custody and he was supposed to only have supervised visits, it was unlawful for them to go with him that day. (It would of been better for the state to take them... but that's not how it had to be... cause they didn't have anything, other than the small amount of THC on her). And he knew CPS would jump on his band wagon. Which they sure did... Now, he has kidnapped them and moved and wont answer the CPS phone calls.

I haven't seen them in 19 months??? Over a little POT???

You see, my daughter was a pot smoker...

Heck... I have smoked pot since 1972... oh not all the time... just sometimes....  and I have never been in trouble... I have NEVER harmed a child... and I have NEVER sat around smoking pot while the kids went hungry and unsupervised...  I think this makes me the most angry... THEY THINK I put the pot ahead of the children... and they think they know that I am terrible evil demon pot smoker... they think that I cant do anything except smoke pot! I tried to tell them... but they wont listen. Where is the justice in that???

When CPS first came into my life, back in 1988, it was because a female neighbor who tried to get me drunk and have sex with me got mad at me when I wouldn't have sex with her. The next day 'someone' called CPS saying my son was in the street spraying himself with Raid! And that was a LIE... it was easy to get through that one... and then years later, when they came and asked me if I smoked POT, I told them the truth... "Yes, I have been smoking pot since 1972... and I don't mix it with the kids. And nothing was made of it. They could see that all the kids were well taken care of!

Now... today, I firmly  truly believe that these black women who have come into my house the past few years have had an agenda... and that is to screw my family over for 400 years of black slavery... I felt that they hated me because I am white and they are making it more difficult because my family is white and the trend these days is blacks hating whites.

There was never any abuse... there was never any neglect... there was never a judge who demanded that the kids be removed... NO... it was just black women who came in like gestapo and scared my daughter into giving up her babies... now... if it was today... I have learned... I would of told them to get a warrant! I would of protected my grandchildren with my life!

This time with my daughter... I told her to stop smoking 'pot' because I knew they could use that against her... (which they never did to me, and yet, the laws are changing all over the nation)!

Yes, I told her to stop smoking and she said she did...

But of course, she was a defiant youth! I must say that she was a perfect child until she turned 12 and started going over to friends houses... one in particular where the parents pretended to be good and yet, they allowed the kids to drink alcohol and do drugs. I didn't know this... because they came in saying how they love to go to church and all... since then... I have learned some terrible things... and it makes me so angry that I was so deceived.

I will never forget walking up and down the street in the wee hours of the morning waiting for her to come home, to find out later that the so called PARENTS... would drive by and not let her out until I went inside. Grrrr... And wouldn't you know that later, they did get in trouble and CPS placed 2 of their boys in a home where they were both murdered... I think it had something to do with a fight over a video game between the boys and a family member.

Anyways... I have been though some hard times... but she was really doing better the past few years. She had testified for the state... and we were left in peace. She stopped drinking and she stopped doing all the man made chemical drugs... all she did was smoke some pot with a friend when the boys were sleeping. In fact it was a rare event for her. And we had talked about how important it was for her to quit smoking... which she said she did... but the baby came early... and even though she had passed her drug test, they dug into the babies first poop and found THC.

That's it! No abuse or neglect... nothing but that...

So here we sit... 19 months later...

Both of the boys have been kidnapped by their 2 time drug felon biological father... and the little girl... doesn't even know me as her loving Grandmother!!!

It has been a week and she still wont come to me!

I have 7 grand children... All of them come to me, except her.

My heart is truly broken!

I wake up with terrible anxiety worrying about the boys... I cry all the time for them. They were such a big part of my life! I want you to see the video of me singing with the boys before they were so wrongly ripped out of our lives. And now... oh... wow... I cant tell you how much hurt and pain I have been through. You could never know the sleepless nights, crying myself to sleep.

When my daughter was able to go see the boys, before their 2 time drug felon dad kidnapped them and moved away... she told me that the boys asked about me... and cried to their dad to come see me... but their dad is mean... That's the reason my daughter left him... he hit her and one day threw all her stuff out in the yard and even threw her down the stairs... and she was pregnant! And then he locked her out for hours, while she begged him to let her in. Do you blame her for leaving him???

Do you blame this blameless pot smoking granny for wanting to love and care for her daughter and her offspring? Can you see me? Can you see the real me???

So this man knows that if the boys come to see me, they are going to want to stay... so he tells them NO... and tells them they will never see me again?!? Grrrrr...

I will never in my life time ever believe that this man is a better person than I am, just because I have THC in my system. HA, he does too!!!  What this means is... I never smoke around the kids... you can do all the things right all day... and then when the kids go to bed... I can go out in the back yard with a friend on Friday night and we smoke a joint and a month later I fail a drug test... I am a bad person because they find THC in my urine... has nothing to do with the actions of a good mother and grand mother... has every thing to do with the corrupt thinking of some people who love to hold power over someone else.

None of my grand children have ever seen me smoking... and they are 9 and 8 and 7 and 5 and so on... the 9 year old has never seen me smoking, but he knows I do and he doesn't judge me like that... he knows in his heart that I LOVE him more than anything.

And here's something interesting... I AM THE ONE WHO taught the boys to LOVE their DADDY when he came over and they were afraid of him... I hugged him and said I loved him as an example. Yes, you see, I knew it was important to share them with him... but his attitude of anger... and meanness is not something they would ever be fond of.


I don't drink, I don't hang out in bars or night clubs, I don't do any drugs that you can find so easily on the street... Nooooo.... I love to stay home and take care of the home and family!

But no one sees that... no one cares...

Did you know that CPS gets paid by the case and are not salaried?? Did you know that the more cases CPS has open, the more money they get???

Did you know that CPS preys on poor people who cant afford a good honorable lawyer?

Did you know that with CPS rules... a simple casual pot smoker is treated the exact same as a hard core abusive heroin addict, who physically abuses their kids??? Ha! A CPS worker told me that!

Did you know that all someone has to do if they get mad at you is call in anonymously and they can lie all over the place... and are really taken seriously?

I even tried to tell them... hey, I am MotherPope... I LOVE THE CHILDREN...

They didn't care... they just hated me more, to prove to me that I am a NO body in their book.

And did you know that CPS got my daughter off the pot which they labeled a dirty drug test... enough to have all her kids taken away... but was given a clean slate for the Prozac and the Ambien and the Xanax and the codeine for pain that the Doctors put her on...  Oh YES... they took her from being a totally functional pot smoker where she could at least get up and take care of business... to someone who couldn't even get out of the bed!!! She was drugged up beyond belief and yet... that was all good for CPS! Well, IT WASN'T GOOD FOR ME!!! I had to witness this destruction of my family! And I had to deal with my zombie daughter for almost a year, until I convinced her that all those man made chemical drugs were bad for her! She finally quit them on her own! She misses the pot but doesnt dare do it anymore for fear someone will judge her by her urine...

And if I was such a horrible bad person why was I able to spend all that time with my sons kids and my daughters oldest son? How can they say that I'm a bad person and take away the boys and my youngest grand daughter and yet allow that? Truth is, it didn't fit into their agenda... because my son would fight them tooth and nail with his very last dollar and they know they don't have a leg to stand on.

I also maxed out my credit card for a lawyer who didn't do anything, just told my daughter to do what CPS says and she stopped answering our calls. And then I gave up my savings I had put away to pay the taxes... but I gave it to a lawyer who made a few calls and told my daughter to do what CPS says... and then said 'the money was gone'... I live in poverty... I can't just pull money out of my... you know... I don't have a money tree... oh I used to... I had an inheritance... but then I lost over 100,000.00... from friends who... I thought I was helping... but then discovered they were not really friends when they ripped me off! So I feel like I have been screwed enough in this life...

Are you people even giving a care? Or has all the world gone crazy?

Something tells me you are so bored with my TRUTH...

Well... this is why you need to come to this house and see what you have done to destroy not only the house and the kids... but MY HEALTH! I know you don't care about my mental and physical health... because I am DYING inside!

And you know... the law that made pot illegal in the first place was also based on a LIE...

How do I know? Because back years ago, I found myself smoking a joint with a United States Marshall. And of course I am asking him, "HUH" ???

He told me that the crime that was committed back in 1903 that made pot illegal was NOT a crime of, 'oh he was so stoned he killed someone'... NO it was a crime of passion and adultery and racism... that was covered up and blamed on the innocent weed that was found in the hotel room that day! Back in 1903 it was unheard of, for a white politicians wife to have an affair with a black man. You know... they twisted the truth 30 years later in the movie Reefer Madness. But the thing is... it wasn't a white piano player... he was black... and the woman was not a popular prominent politicians wife... in the movie she was a young unmarried girl who was dancing all crazy and killed someone... OK... let me speak the truth here... There was once upon a time... a politician and his lovely wife... and after some years, she became bored... and so she started hanging out at the local piano bar... drinking her loneliness away... in time she fell in love with the black piano player there... and they started having an affair... as you would know soon enough people started talking and word got back to the politician... and one night when his friends told him where they were... he went to confront his wife... a fight ensued... and the black man killed the white man in self defense... and as we still see today... these things like racism and adultery are covered up...

So, the pot became the blame...


We now know that 'pot' is not as bad as we thought... it has spent so many years, talked about as a bad seed... and people are believing false words... oh isn't that an old story? Imagine that... PEOPLE believing LIES!

But...  if we had been reading our Bibles... we would know that Genesis 1; 29 tells us that "GOD has given us every herb bearing seed that is upon all the face of the earth for our use..." And I can tell you from personal experience that 'pot' cures a lot of ills. My own doctor who is a long time respected Dr... would give me... and has given me Prozac and Xanax... and other drugs... because he knows I grew up in hell and he's been my Dr since 1972! Yes... its true...  but I told him YIKES... after taking them I knew that I couldn't take them. I ended up in the bed all day not caring about anything, much less my kids! I need to be able to get up and do stuff... I can't be out of it like that!

For me... the pot works better than the man made chemicals... that the tax payers and insurance people have to pay for... and to speak the truth here... WE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO GROW THIS BEAUTIFUL BENEFICIAL PLANT IN OUR GARDENS!

Who are you to tell me that GOD doesn't have it right, when I can see with my own eyes... that HE does... and that pot doesn't keep me in the bed all the time! I think that some people are working with some other people for greed and lust of money... because if growing a plant in our garden can help us... and can help us FREELY... we should be doing it! Especially knowing it is a natural help!

Stop standing behind the lies and confusion... I bet 100% of pot smoking people would agree... smoking pot is not as bad as the law says.,.. and I bet 100% of never before pot smokers are only saying NO SMOKING POT because of the law... not because they know it is a bad thing. They are only following people who train them to say such. Because I don't think pot is for everyone... some people don't want to smoke and that is good! I am glad they have such wonderful stress free lives! But then you have people like me, who have found great relief from smoking it!

Cannabis got a bum rap back there in that hotel room, in 1903. But you know... the truth was actually known by many people... and the truth has been passed down in stories like the one told to me.

Now WE AS A PEOPLE need to FIX IT!

Just like we have to fix our corrupt government... we must fix this law that was based on a lie!


The way I feel is, I haven't lost yet... I am still alive... but if I died tomorrow... and I have not seen the boys in 19 months because of the corruption of many... then I will have lost. But for now... I am still alive and I am here... and I have written about this subject many times before... but whats different now is Grand child #7 is home with her mom. I know she is safe now... and it makes me so mad to know about her abuse and wonder how long it has been going on. How long has my baby grand daughter been suffering this awful abuse???

My daughter and I got into a fight this past Sunday... and it is YOUR fault, Dear DEA...

My daughter wanted me to watch the child while she went in the hot truck to do some errands... normally I would say 'Absolutely Yes'! But I had to tell her 'no' because the child still wont come to me. Until she clings to my neck like she clings to her mothers... it has to be no. I am not going to babysit a child who sees me as a stranger... and if things would of been different... she would know me... she would come to me and give me baby love. She sees her eldest brother and her cousins giving me love and hugs... but sadly as of today all she can do for me is turn away.


Oh the anger... and the rage... all because of the corruption... and the lies...

Did you know that instead of ripping the kids away from the mother... CPS could of kept them together in a facility? Oh... but when we told them about it... they said, oh your almost through... your fixing to get your kids back. But is has been several months... Why???

I would guess that CPS doesn't know where the boys are! If my daughter can have her baby, those boys should be home! But their NOT... because CPS let a 2 time drug felon take them! And now... HELLO... did I say he kidnapped them???

I want to see my grands #4 and #5!  This is Grandmother abuse!

And when CPS came and ripped crying children out of the arms of a crying mother... that was CHILD ABUSE... and even then it was intentional abuse on our family! There was only 1 black woman... no police, no warrant to remove the kids...

Ohhh... I can't put into words how angry I am... and HATE... Oh let me tell you I have to ask GOD to forgive me several times a day... I beg for HIS help... and HE only tells me to shhhh... its all apart of HIS plan to set things right...

One day I will see the boys again... and I will have all of my 7 grand children all together for Sunday dinners... and it will be wonderful...  I have all faith in my GOD who loves me through the pain... and helps me find some bits of PEACE... that TRUTH will come out and all will be set right!

Unless WE as a PEOPLE are gonna allow lies and deception to be the norm...

I am waiting for you... my door is open... come over any time and see the LOVING HOME you tore apart! Come on... I bet'cha won't... I think you don't want to see the truth...

Maybe you can't handle the truth!!!

Lord GOD, allow this post to be read by someone who cares...


GOD Bless Us... Everyone!