Saturday, April 11, 2015

Jews, Christians and Muslims

Hatred and violence in the name of a god is something that our GOD (the real god) doesn't want. GOD never confuses anger with hate.

In fact, GOD says its OK to be angry, but don't sin because of your anger.

And today if you pay close attention you will see that it is only 'some' who espouse hate. We are not seeing all the ones who are expressing shock and outrage, and yet they remain non confrontational. But I think GOD wants us to confront the evil when we see it! Its not like being a tattletale... its like being a whistle blower! And GOD wants us to expose all evil when we see it. (well, there are sometimes you must remain quiet, like if you are looking for evidence or if you are in imminent danger).

I am not a big fan of secrets. GOD tells us there is nothing hidden that shall not be revealed. So when you try to hide your violent hatred... know that it will not last. In all the ways GOD always finds a way, to expose you for the violent person you are. (if you are violent)

I am trying to focus on all the love in the world... Oh yes... its there... if you cant see it then you need to be a seeker of GOD because GOD is truly the author of LOVE and CARE... and I do see it all over the place... the world is a big place.

But then if you look and see the details... like GOD does... (you see GOD has a GODS eye view... something like a birds eye view, but much much greater!)

So we know that GOD sees everything...

And the most amazing thing about GOD, is that HE can spot a ounce of hate in a pound of love any day! And GOD says... "don't be a hater... be a helper"!

GOD is really great at teaching me things... and that's because I am a seeker... so GOD is more than obliged to show me the truth of life.

And when HE showed me the extent of the hate in the world... wow... I couldn't believe it! But of course I do believe it... because GOD gives me the time that I need to absorb these types of things.

I still don't think that GOD made a mistake for giving us a free will. HE did that on purpose... for a reason. And as an x restaurant manager, I can appreciate the difference between an employee who comes to work with a smile on their face and a happy heart in their soul... rather than someone who is being forced to work... who really doesn't want to be there and does a half ass job.

Its the same with GOD, HE wants a HAPPY HELPER!

Now... this whole blog idea came when GOD showed me the hate that is all over...

To much needless hate... and it is still there...

And it started a very long time ago... and GOD has tried over and over and over to tell us that it is better to LOVE ONE ANOTHER... rather than hate one another.

And boy can some people hate... I see it.

But the real problem is lack of respect... now who is not respecting whom?

Ok, GOD is showing me a people who were not labelled... they lived in a time when they didn't know much about differences... they were just people.

And then Moses gave us The Law.

And people started following the law, because it was good and it kept order and let everyone know there was a standard set about the actions that are good and bad. You see GOD tried to raise us without sin... but we wouldn't have it... the lusts of the flesh always get in the way.

And men became rulers of themselves and started labeling themselves... As Jews they did pretty good... the old ways were ancient barbaric torture and death for sin.

But it was the rich who could sin all they wanted and then go to a priest and give them a goat or a bird etc... and they would be absolved of their sin. It didn't matter to them, they had many birds and many goats and sheep. It was a sacrifice for sin that most of the sinners could care less about. It was the law and when they would sin, they would always just give up another animal... they had plenty. Sometimes some places, if you did not have a sacrifice for sin... you were the sacrifice.

Now that's not to be confused with the 'other' people who actually did sacrifice unblemished children on the alter :(

Soon GOD became dis heartened...

GOD saw that men loved the sin more than they loved the animal.

So GOD thought and thought and finally figured out the perfect plan...

HE HIMSELF would live and die on the earth. No longer would HIS blessing be only for a chosen few... for HE would go beyond the Jews and spread HIS love to ALL who seek after it! And so HE chose the beautiful and practically perfect Mary and Joseph and HE swooshed down and impregnated Mary with HIS SPIRIT... and the spirit became a living soul! (wow, it was so powerful I am getting goose bumps!) This is a mystery that not many will truly understand, I have my ideas, but GOD is telling me not to go there right now... that is not the issue today.

So Jesus came... GOD in the flesh! Oh he was perfect from the get go! Even at the age of 12 he was studying with the elders in the temple... learning as much as he could!

Now I don't know about you, but 12 is when my daughter went off the deep end and started lying to me about what she was doing and where she was going... and had adults telling her to lie to me so she could stay and party with her friends. Well that too is another story...

But I was so impressed by Jesus who chose to do the right thing and educate his brain with mens laws and such... I believe he even studied Confucius... because he interpreted Confucius's old saying... 'Don't do something to someone that you wouldn't want done to you."  (great advice eh?)

But it was in the negative and we know that it is better to be positive so Jesus took that great advice and said in the positive... 'Do to others as you wish they would do to you!"

Jesus was a great man who lived and died as a real man... he suffered like we all do... he was tempted like we all are... and he triumphed when he won the keys to hell! And he replaced it with the key to heaven... and its there for all of us... even when the Jews rejected him... oh wait... God is saying... SOME of the Jews... the majority of the Jews... and most importantly the Jews who were in charge of the church... they were in bed with the politicians of the day. (could that be why we separated the 2?) and of course the people were going to side with the ones in power... to favor them hoping they would be favored... and not be murdered for their opinion... so they just followed along with the religious men who hated Jesus because they were afraid to confront them... for fear of their own death. It was a crazy world... but GOD saw the corruption among the religious men way before we did... but everyone who knew Jesus stood up for him... but it just wasn't enough... the good news of Jesus wasn't even enough to save him... because the people of that day were haters... and corrupt... Jesus did his very best to change all that... but they hated him for wanting to take the power of men's souls out of their hands.

When Jesus died, the word was already out... had been made flesh and the people who lived in the flesh took it to heart. LOVE ONE ANOTHER... LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF!

Lord its so easy a child could understand!

And the people became Christians... the ones who defied the worldliness of sin... the ones who took the law and said, "If you love each other you wont lie and cheat with each other! Much less murder rape or steal from them!!!

So the word spread and the world accepted the GOD of LOVE... and the PEOPLE learned and spread Christianity as far as the mouth could take them! And people were so HAPPY to hear it! It was so simple and it was what they wanted to do anyway... LOVE each other! And peace was the norm! Living life with happiness was the norm!

But still... there were those who hated the fact that they had lost control of their people... they lost their power to control them... And so they defied the word of Christ... oh, I think it was about 600 years later... the evil again came into the earth... and controlled the hearts and minds of the ones who let the evil control them... urging them on with the promise of power... ohhh the lies that were told from the evil one...

And we remember that we were told after the Gospels of Jesus Christ... that if anyone come with any other doctrine... do not believe. For love is the key to a happy successful life! We should know by now there is nothing better!

And then came Islam... they called themselves Muslims... they say they worship the same god as the old testament. My thought is, if your worshiping the same god as the old testament why didn't you hear the call of the new covenant? And why did you change with the distribution of the Koran that teaches hate? Oh yes... it teaches to hate, so deeply that a man can easily lop off another mans head for not agreeing with them... now isn't that what they did to Jesus???

Didn't the people murder Jesus because they didn't like what he had to say???

Now I know that Muslims love their religion as much as the Christians and Jews love theirs... but come on up with the times Muslims... we no longer sacrifice for sin. Jesus was the final sacrifice for sin and we don't do that anymore!

Yes we have the law... but the law also recognizes the importance of LIFE, we do still have the death penalty, but not for sin... but for crime! And this is a good thing!

And how can anyone serve any other GOD other than the GOD OF LOVE???

The truth is... it is the same as it was in the old testament, the people follow out of fear.

Oh sure, some of the arrogant haughty ones really want the control of the PEOPLE!

But the thing we are waiting on is for the ones who still espouse hate to realize that LOVE is where we need to be... and loving LOVE is something that we could all benefit from.

And its not just those people... you know the ones I am talking about... the ones who are against us... the ones who espouse hatred in their religion... there are others also who have no religion... and those are the ones who don't have Jesus... the ones who do what they want to do when they want to do it and how they want to do it. They defy Jesus and they hate anyone who gets in their way.

This happened when we took GOD out of our school system. And all that was, was a bunch of lies put out by a bunch of arrogant people who couldn't and wouldn't acknowledge the GOD of LOVE! We see people going on murder sprees... some are Muslim Jihadists who are doing it to kill off all the people who do not agree with their Islam... and then there are those who do not have Jesus in their heart to guide them... and so they lose control.

You know its all about maintaining control when we don't want to.

My example is always the sin of gluttony... if I don't control what I eat... ugh... I will get fat and ill and die young! And GOD doesn't want that for me!

For the sin of adultery... its all about controlling those super strong desires to have sex with random people that you meet on the street... or in keeping up with our times, on the internet!

For murder... its all about controlling your raging anger...

You get what I mean?

So in the end...

Doesn't matter what label you put on yourself...

As long as you follow the word of GOD and follow what Jesus said...

We won't lose!

Because LOVE lives on... and on and on...

And a 100 years down the road it will all be different for THE PEOPLE.

Because we will conquer hate with the loving actions of LOVE and CARE and HELP!

And everyday I am seeing more and more loving actions...

If you are carrying hate in your heart... I can tell you now it is not the way of LIFE... it creates a hell for so many innocent people... and this is the greatest of all sin... harboring hate... holding on to something that murders and destroys all things that are good and lovely.

Some people live large in the world... they have great power... and they don't want to lose control... but who needs control where there is the LOVE of GOD???

Well, I feel like I could go on and on, on this subject. But I am needed somewhere in just a few minutes! And I am not one to let other PEOPLE down, because I LOVE THEM!

GOD Bless us... Everyone!


Tuesday, April 07, 2015

Ho's, Harlots and Homos

This is another blog that I would rather not write... but GOD says to do it, so I will, because I want to please my Lord, HE is... who gives me strength and power to absolve the tests and trials in life!

These 3 types of people have a lot in common. But the big thing they have in common is that they serve the flesh... they serve 'self' and they live in a world where they are accepted as normal.

And they are normal,  because we are all sinners... in one form or the other.

I have very much experience with all of these types of people. In fact... there was a time I was a 'ho' myself! Oh yeah... and I loved it! It was a lot of fun and very self gratifying!Those years which were 5, I think, were some fun years! And not only was I a 'ho' I was also very selective on who I would be a ho with! I had just come off of my last divorce, so I didn't want a relationship, but I also didn't want to waste my youth... I was early 40ish, and not getting any younger... and the internet made it so easy to find friends who wanted the same thing. So to solve my problem I only dated married men, I knew they had a wife that they would go home to. I didn't want anyone to love me at that time. And I justified it by saying I was getting old and just having fun while I could.

But... GOD always has a way to make me understand HIS ways and to understand why I needed to follow them. So, one of the guys I was seeing on a regular basis was the 'toe sucker'... he loved to suck on my toes... we were hot and heavy for a couple years. And then one day he called me and said he was in the hospital because he had run over his toes with a lawnmower and the Drs didn't know if they were gonna be able to save the toes. Oh wow... now GOD wasn't talking to me back then like HE does now... and of course it was because HE cannot be in the midst of sin. But I got the message real quick and prayed hard to GOD and told HIM that if HE would save the mans toes I would never sleep with another married man again. So, when my friend called and said they saved his toes I knew GOD kept HIS side of our deal. So when I explained to him that I felt like it was a warning from GOD and I had to stop. He... and his other friend, tried so hard for days, months to tell me no, and said 'it was just a coincidence'... but I know better. It was an action brought on by GOD for punishment for the sin of man... and it reflected on me too because I was allowing and helping him to sin.

I am happy to say... that I have not slept with a married man since.

Being a 'ho' puts you in a lower class, that no one who has any self worth wants a part of. Well, except the other ho's and pleasure seekers. They are arrogant in their ways and think only of pleasing themselves.

Sleeping with different men fed my ego, made me feel wanted... and I must admit I did feel a certain power when I refused a serious relationship and only played on my terms. Wow, did I have some sexual power! I could seduce, reuse and then throw away the men who came to see me.

But, it was a sin... and GOD dealt with me about it.

My sin was not a secret. I told a close friend and she understood and just made me promise I would never have sex with her husband (I never have). And I respect that, because I didn't like knowing the wives and this was one of my closest friends! And she also told me her sin... we shared and talked about it, to try to understand... and still we walked away not knowing the motive of the sin.

Well now I know... it was all about serving the flesh!

And I think that's what ho's do... they are serving their flesh to feel good!

(that is what I do when I over eat)

Now a harlot is a bit different than a ho... and the word 'harlot' is a very old label. These people have been around a very long time. And what makes them different than a ho is... the ho has sex for fun... to satisfy the flesh... the harlot charges money to satisfy her needs, other than sexual gratification. We have a lot of these people today and these days they are called, 'prostitutes'. Most of these women don't even get off sexually. Their only concern is to get the person off who is paying them to. And some pay a very high price.

We always have to remember here... we should never judge, because we are each going through our own ordeals... following our own path... making our own decisions and the reasoning of others we cannot know. We must never judge, because we are not like them... we don't walk in their shoes.

Now homos... HAHAHA... I hope your not offended of the word, but it is a word... a label put on those who choose to have same sex relationships. I want everyone to know... I love my homosexual friends... they are so good to me... they are sweet and funny and I always love to see them when they come to visit! They don't all come at the same time... but I have known all of them for several years... one since she was 5 and she is now 26 and like a daughter to me!

I believe there are several reasons why people turn to same sex sex... right off the top of my head I think a lot of it has to do with hormones. We all have different levels of hormones and some may be a little off balance. So a man who has feminine gestures doesn't mean their gay and a woman who has more manly features doesn't mean their lesbians. I think its just the hormone levels of each individual.

Also there is bullying among the more level hormoneded people. I think some people become gay simply because they are told over and over that they are, by some mean person or people.

And also society accepts homosexuals now... and that is good... because there are a lot of good people who are homosexuals.

But think with me a minute about an experiment... now we only have to go into our minds to do this experiment because the truth will be known here and now by the ones who seek after truth.

OK... first of all... before I get started on that... here's a question I ask...  lets say homosexuality is the 'right' thing to do... now come on... just go with me here for a minute... ok... now... homosexuality is the 'right thing to do among men' and so we all do it... think hard... what would happen?
OK now think on that for a minute...

Now... here is the experiment... lets 'separate the people' ... lets go along the secular lines and say we are different... and lets say we put all gays on an island of their own design... and we put all lesbians on an island, and then lets say we put all straight people on an island... I know... these are some BIG islands...  HAHAHA

OK... a 100 years go by... lets check back and see what happened... well on both the homosexual islands there is just a handful of very old people, and they are waiting to see who it will be... who will be the one to bury the rest... the last one sitting in the chair... or laying in the bed. And then... the islands would go back to nature without THE PEOPLE there.

Now, lets go see what is going on at the island of the straight...

OMG... do you see it?


Life is going on... there are CHILDREN there who learn from the adults how to carry on and LIVE and care and help and LOVE each other! Serving the GOD of the LIVING!

Remember when the children were coming up to Jesus and their parents shushed them and said leave him alone... let him relax... do you remember what Jesus said????

He smiled and said "Hey... its OK... please allow the children to be close to me, because this is what heaven is all about, brethren"...

... and so it was, that the children loved Jesus... why? because HE LOVED THEM!

And we all know that was the message of Jesus...

He told us to LOVE ONE ANOTHER...

And as far as sin goes... we all got em'... and what we do with it, is our own personal thing between us and GOD... it is not good that men judge men for sin.

And that is the commonality of these 3 types of people.


And its OK... the world is full of sin... and sinful things...

But the wonderment of GOD is that HE can take us away from our sin... and bring us closer to HIM, because believe me, I know... our closeness to GOD depends on our closeness to sin.

Do we serve our flesh?

Or do we serve the spirit among men?

Do we care more for what we're gonna wear or what we're gonna eat.. rather than caring about what legacy we are leaving behind for THE PEOPLE?

GOD is telling me now that the thing to appreciate the most today is that HIS people outnumber the other people... and remember GODS PEOPLE does include sinners... who are on their way to learning and growing... and knowing GOD, because HE is the ONE who tells us in our hearts and minds what is good and what is bad... and we live and learn as we grow.

We must learn these things at one time or the other... its better to learn from other peoples mistakes... if you can look beyond your own noses... and see there are other people out there who have made many mistakes... lets not keep doing that!

Lets get on with it. Because the only thing that matters here and now is the example we are setting for the children... we are showing more hate than ever in the world today. It is terrible!

Lets get away from the judging and hatred. Lets let go of other peoples sins and allow them to work them out with GOD... we are not GOD, we are not the ones who have power over life and death.

Let all men agree that no one is without sin... there are many many sins and different people have different sins...

And with these 3 types... that is their commonality... simply sin...

Being free with your body... or charging for the use of your flesh... and even having same sex sex... they are all sins... just like other sins... we all got em... and our job with Jesus at our side is to get over them and become PPP's... (practically perfect people)

I once was lost, but now am found...

... was blind but now I see!

GOD bless us all... IJCNA

Thursday, April 02, 2015

The 7 Spirits of GOD

Never in my life have I ever heard a preacher talk about the 7 spirits of GOD that is talked about in Revelations... and I never really gave it a thought when I was a kid and a teenager because I never read Revelations until after I was baptized. After that event, I read my Bible 7 times over before I actually read Revelations. I think... because it scared me. So it wasn't until I was much older in the Lord that I read Revelations. And when I did some things popped out at me and some didn't... and it wasn't until very recently I have re read Revelations... just to see what I could get out of it. And I again, read about the 7 spirits of GOD. And I started to wonder about the root of that statement... and I was certainly old enough in the Lord to understand... I did a Google search... and there was nothing about it, except one guy who wrote a book and said the 7 spirits of GOD can be found described in the whole of the Bible.

Well... hmmmm... I just wasn't to clear on what that meant... I mean I thought he could create whatever out of anything that he could of read and picked an event to describe... what... I don't know... and when I don't know something, I always go to GOD. And so I did. And HE gave me a vision... of 7 different men standing side by side... and I thought... huh? It was sorta fuzzy... or in the distance at first.

I thought on it a couple months and and examined the vision... and kept asking HIM questions about the vision... (and that was for my own mind... just to make sure I wasn't making anything up out of my own thoughts and dreams). I always want to get it right so I did spend a lot of time with GOD on this vision... and it helped me to understand a little better what is meant by the 7 spirits of GOD and what that means to us now... in these times... and over time I saw more clearly the whole of the vision and soon it became clear... the whole thing...

And this is what I saw...

I saw 7 men standing side by side... they were all smiling... at me, and among themselves... they are pleased that we are talking about them... they were all friendly and there would be times they would create a circle among themselves and they would laugh and chat like they were old friends getting together after a very long time... and then GOD allowed me a closer look... and I saw them backing up in line again... watching me watch them... for this was their time to shine and show the true meaning of the 7 spirits of GOD...

The first man was a Jewish man... he had a long beard and was dressed like Jesus and had that circle cap and robes... the 2nd man was a Christian and dressed in a suit and a tie... like a lot of our preachers today... and the 3rd man was a Muslim... dressed in Muslim garb... and the 4th was a Hindu man... and the 5th was a Buddhist, and he was NOT fat! And The 6th was a Native American... dressed in his loincloth... and feathers... oh and he was not fat either... I could tell by his 6 pack and all those muscles... and the 7th man was a man dressed like Confucius... and as I was shown down the side and over the top, I could see that all of these men...  had men, (and women) standing behind them all dressed in different attire... the lines were so long I couldn't see the end of it... and GOD told me there was no ending to them... for they are THE PEOPLE... in line standing behind the 7 different men in the front... but what I could definitely see was that the many different people were standing in straight lines... and at times they relaxed and chatted and laughed, waiting for me to examine the vision... some even talking about me! That sorta freaked me out! HAHAHA

And then, the thing that GOD asked me next, sorta floored me... HE asked me what was the most important thing to notice... HAHAHA... (nervous laughter) WHAT? How do I know... ??? And HE said... LOOK! And I did look... and I saw the most obvious thing of all... There was no hate! They were not fighting! They were not killing each other...  they were all humans getting along!

And then GOD said... "when all THE PEOPLE in the earth come together and agree with the message of Jesus, my son... so that LOVE is KEY in our life... and serving that LOVE is the most important thing we could ever do for each other. Then PEACE will come"... when we all realize that with GOD, color and creed doesn't matter... to GOD the only thing that matters is that we 'love and care about each other'... and live and love and marry and have children to share this beautiful life of love with! And always do right by others... because they are human too... just like you. And each of us deserves respect as a human being.

And I did try to forget... I knew if it was my own thought I would forget... but I couldn't forget... and GOD kept telling me... 'write the vision'...

And so I did...

GOD Bless us... Everyone! IJCNA

Monday, March 23, 2015

Beyond Jesus

I feel like my job as MotherPope is to try to simplify things of the spirit... its not so bad because I always pray before writing and it just takes off... even tho its my fingers doing the typing... it is GODS spirit that moves me... motivates me... makes me get up at 5am with a blog in my head! HAHAHA... You know it really doesn't matter to me tho, because when I am on GODS side... I know HE is on mine!

My thoughts today are about what goes on after you accept Jesus and you gain GODS SPIRIT within your own heart and mind! We must remember what Jesus told the woman with multiple husbands that she was forgiven... "now go and sin no more!"

Surely, what brought us to Jesus is the desire to do things the right way!

I mean, if you really don't care... and you love the sin your in... well you go on with your bad self and don't come whining when things fall apart for you! Like so many do... because here's the problem, some proclaim Jesus for to be seen of the PEOPLE... or certain people... because around other people those 'half hearts' would never even mention the name of Jesus!

But we're not talking about them today. They can go and do all the wrong evil stupid stuff they want to... and believe me, they will soon suffer the results of their ungodly wandering ways.

OUR knowledge has been around since... uhhh... 4-ever!

We have kept track... and GOD told us what not to do. Well, I guess it was to much for some people to read and understand... or maybe they just didn't care...   So then GOD sent us Jesus to make it simple for us... Just LOVE ONE ANOTHER... because then you would not do the terrible things to other people, especially to other people who trust us.

I believe the trouble comes when some of us get confused on what GODS love actually is. We get all caught up in lust and self love that we forget that it's not about us as individuals so much as it is about ... US... as a united PEOPLE with the GOD of LOVE leading and guiding us by HIS SPIRIT!

But beyond loving each other... hmmmm... well before we go there... I want us to understand... that, with all due respect to the great and lovely Whitney Houston... God rest her soul... she was a human blessed by GOD who lost touch with her reality. Sad sad sad... :( but... the greatest love of all is NOT self love... loving yourself to the point where your food and your clothes and your stuff has always got to be the best and the most perfect... to show everyone else how great you are... no, no, no... the greatest love of all is the ability to love others more than yourself. We are so into this ME ME ME general thinking... and then of course some have all the admiration for the one voted most rich or most beautiful. Not the way of GOD...  But don't you see this 'self love'... is putting your self more important then the GOD of LOVE who tells us to LOVE ONE ANOTHER... ...Hmmmm... I am thinking of a religion whose god tells them to love themselves more than others... and I think that's just the wrong thing to do. GOD says, WE ALL matter!

Now, just as the Islamic Imams are calling out for 'lone wolves' to attack and kill... I am going to ask people to act out on their own to 'help others' when they see the need! (for every action, there will be a reaction!)

Years ago, Amy Grant used to sing to GOD... "I only have to do what I can find." And this is key.

But how bout this... This call goes out to all of GODS children who are rich and want to do good for GOD... go to the places where poor people hang out... sit in the room where they do their paperwork to get govt assistance... look around... when you see 1 woman struggling with children... CHOOSE HER... take her and help her... or... buy many many gift cards from Walmart where they can get food and stuff and pass them out to poor people... and those of you who can really afford it... reach out to the ones living on the street... find them an apartment and pay for a year... help them find a job...

If you find someone you really trust and proves to have GODS spirit... give them a credit card... buy them a home or a car... whatever you see that they need!

Let the spirit move you to do good things for others who need it... and do it without thinking twice... do not expect them to pay it back... do not ask them for anything... because whatever you do for people in need... it is like you are doing it to Jesus!

There are so many people in need... and then there are so many people with so much they don't know what to do with it all. I hope you heed GODS call!

I love the Holidays... they are fun, and colorful and just make life more interesting... but... I don't celebrate them. For I feel we should have the spirit of giving and thanksgiving... everyday!

Give with JOY in your heart... and with thanks to GOD for leading you to a place where you can really do some good for THE PEOPLE!

And when you are led by GOD... you will not be led to the people who are evil and corrupt... just talk to them a little bit... GOD will give you discernment to know which have that 'entitlement mentality' and which have that true 'humble gratefulness' that comes from the spirit of GOD... just as a righteous rich person should be grateful to GOD for the gifts that they are given and allowed to share!

In loving one another you have love and respect for your elders... or I should say your 'righteous elders'... run run run fast, away from your evil elders!

When it comes to all the evil in the world... we stay away from it... we do not partake in those ways that have been proven to be bad over the years... and years... and years. How many times in the world has it been said... "I'm sorry, I was drunk!"

OK... now that doesn't mean you mustn't drink... it just means you should drink only a little... to where you always have control of your heart and mind and body. Because you know... its all about self control... because it's good to control the urge to have sex with the neighbor or a co worker... sure it would be fun and exciting... but hardly proper!

Sure sometimes you want to smack the crap out of someone... HEY... I have those thoughts too! I really do! Honest! But... I know its all about CONTROLLING MYSELF! And so I never smack them, even when I want to so badly! We know that old violent ways don't work... they have a rebound effect on the children of defiance... with a 'gonna get you back' attitude, which leads to too many children killing parents. Another serious chapter in the book...

But hey, wanna go out dancing and partying with your friends on a Friday or Saturday? HEY, you young folk... have fun! But don't get so stupidly drunk that you lose control and do something you will regret later... you see this is where its about having the spirit of GOD inside your heart and mind telling you that it is wrong to lose your mind to the drink and do things with your body that you know you shouldn't because the consequences could be catastrophic!

So after you find your love for Jesus... its all about knowing right from wrong and trying not to do the wrong stuff anymore... and boy do I have some stories for ya on that subject... but best save it for another time! :)

Loving Jesus is the first and foremost thing that changes our direction to finding GOD... and understanding the legacy of Jesus will be what keeps HIM ALIVE within the spirit of THE PEOPLE!

GOD Bless us, Everyone! And I want to say a special prayer for Ted Cruz... who I see as the next JFK... or Ronald Reagan, or a mix of the 2!

GOD save America!


Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Respecting Religions

When I was little and lived in hell... nobody came and told me the way out. Our secrets were so hidden, nobody knew the pain that I was in, as I learned to repress it and keep it a secret. I think it was because I was ashamed of it. Sure, I had friends who had normal families, I did see here and there things that made me believe in a better world.

But for a kid...  their world is all they know. They don't know that there are so many people out there who want to help them. Throughout my childhood... I think there were a few teachers who stopped to take a good look at me, but I had gotten so good at holding in my pain and suffering... how could they know unless I'd let it show?

I have always been alone inside... no one close to me... the ones who were supposed to love me the most, my mother and dad... were not there for me. Well I never knew my dad till I was about 9... and my mother was... well, she was my mother. Thank GOD for my Grandparents, who didn't know me that well either... but they did the best they could to show me the right way to live.

You know, I really don't blame any of them for my suffering. In fact I praise GOD that I went through it, because it made me who I am today... a survivor! A real life survivor.

It was a real nightmare... haunting me in my dreams... and continued to be most all my life. Until a few years ago and I finally conquered my demons. It was a hard road.

Alas, I cannot go back and change anything.

Truth is... there is good and evil in the world for us to choose from. We can live in darkness, making the same mistakes over and over again... or we can find a way to get out!

My day dream as a little girl was always to get out and live like the other kids... with normal families who cared deeply about their children... in my heart I felt like no one cared deeply about me.

OK I'm gonna save all that for the bio... but my point is... I was living in a very terrible state and is probably why I have anxiety problems. My Doc feels like I am dealing with PTSD from it all. And I am. I know I am... I can never erase those horrible memories :(

So in my dark despair... I began to search for an escape...

Oh I looked everywhere... I went to a Methodist church with my Grandparents when I was with them. It was a huge church and it made me feel so small, but accepted me as their own, lots of good people were in that church... when I got a little older my sis and I used to walk to Sunday school and church at the neighborhood Baptist church... I learned the big mystery of GOD with words like... Jesus Loves you... and gave his life for you. And the people were good people... but still I kept my secrets.

Throughout my life I have gone to many different churches... read many different religious books, met many different people from all walks of life. And now as a Grandma... I see things differently than when I was a kid. My world is no longer limited to my pain.

As I got older and I got baptized in the name of Jesus... I began a more serious search, because now... GOD was with me! He might of been a small entity to me back then... but over the years as I have gotten closer to HIM... wow... you cant even imagine how big HE really is!

And me? HAHAHA... I wake up talking to GOD... and go to bed talking to GOD... as GOD loves it when we 'pray without ceasing'! We are in constant communion with HIM and HE never leaves us. Not like HE used to have to do with the ones of old... and some of the ones today... GOD hurts from the ones HE has lost to the dark side.

Now in my life... I never took things to seriously, that others told me because in my mind, I knew there was probably something that they were not telling me (just like I wasn't telling them). So I wanted to find out for myself! So I started reading my Bible... myself... to learn it... for me... I've read it 7 times over in my life... some parts I have read thousands of times over... reading for myself... with GODS spirit inside... it showed me a whole new world! Now, I would suggest if your going to start reading the Bible for yourself, please start at Matthew... read the new testament first because that is the covenant we have with GOD for today! Yes, read the old testament after you have read the new one, its gonna be a bit hard to deal with as there is some terrible things back then... but then again... there is still terrible things going on today. But the old testament should be used to school us on the ways of old. Not something we do today. Its totally different now than it was back then. One biggie... we no longer sacrifice for sin.

I would like to point out that the most important difference between the old and the new testament is... in the old... GOD would only dwell within certain few, who spoke and led the people... but sadly men become corrupt... so GOD had to make a way so that we all have equal access to HIM... so HE took HIS spirit out from behind a veil.. and sent Jesus to have and disperse HIS spirit... which is the HOLY GHOST... to comfort us in our hardship and pain... we are so blessed to live in this age! I mean... when we get the word around the world... and simply explain its about a common spirit... doesn't matter color, custom or creed...

We are led by LOVE...

Now this is something deep... that not a lot of people have talked about. In fact, I don't ever recollect anyone talking about the 7 spirits of GOD that is talked about in Revelations.

So who are we to judge one another?

I believe it was men who created 'religions' to control the people... keep them like minded. Which is OK... but of course... the spirit of GOD is not in all religions! You can find peace and happiness in many religions... but you can only FIND GOD through Jesus... why?

Because the message he gave... and his life that he gave... an innocent good man sacrificed because of lies and arrogance of some of the 'religious men' to show their corruption... now I had to think in men's terms here... that led me to the understanding of the root of why men want to hold onto such ancient barbaric practices... that yeah they did way back when...

But what of the now???

How bout TODAY... because this is the day that GOD has allotted to us... What are we going to do with the life that GOD has given us?

Because GOD is the GOD of the living... the GOD of LIFE... every time a child is born GOD shows us that there will be LIFE!

And loving that life is what HE wants us to do...

But when we create problems through our high minded mistakes... its hard to love life.

We have been told from the beginning... the 10 commandments... in fact our laws are based on these things. But then... here came Jesus to say... 'Hey... this is the way..."  And he teaches us to LOVE ONE ANOTHER... DO GOOD TO ONE ANOTHER... and HELP EACH OTHER OUT!


Now either ya get it... or ya don't.

Its all a personal road we must travel... you can walk it alone... sure you can... and you will live and die... but you would not have GODS spirit... so how can you go home to GOD? You don't... and that is the second death... and that is, death of the spirit... when GOD says... "I never knew you!"

Its a private thing to be chatting with GOD... HE will tell you the truth of all things... HE will show you in unimaginable ways the truth of HIS existence. No one else can show you GOD... you must find HIM on your own... and when you do... you WILL know it! Its a private personal relationship...

But that doesn't mean you are all alone... for GOD gives out HIS spirit to all who call on HIM in the name of Jesus... and there is where we find...

Its all about the LOVE, Man!

The love of man... the love of WE THE PEOPLE!

United by LOVE for one another!

Remember... 7 SPIRITS of GOD...

All finding their way to LOVE... and when you find that LOVE... you realize there is respect and honor among all people!

Well, I thought that I was done... but GOD says there is something else...

Islam... an ancient religion... GOD is telling me that Allah is one of the 7 spirits... and pleads with the people to find the LOVE...   For LOVE is not all about hating others... why do you hate so much? GOD has nothing to do with hating... and you are hating the Jews... another one of the 7 spirits of GOD! And GOD is very angry with your arrogance and your selfish visions... and will fight till all 7 spirits come together into one accord with HIS spirit unto completion!

You are doing things wrong if you are following hate and violence... you will never know peace... your joy in destruction is only the joy of the evil one coming out in your soul... please don't accept the dark ideas... be enlightened... its about the LOVE! When you are hanging a gay or fornicator... or throwing a gay off the building, or stoning an adulteress... you are not showing love or respect for the FREEDOM of the PEOPLE...

You are following a OLD long ago habit of men trying to control men... through fear and violence.

We are in the AGE OF THE SPIRIT... the spirit that LOVES and CARES... not judges and condemns... GODS majority will still find your actions of hate and greed and arrogance an abomination unto HIM. And as long as you follow the dark side you will never win.

Because in the end... we know GOD wins... and LOVE will be the key to our success!

I can see it happening today, seeing people caring about others... rich people caring about the poor people... as well as the poor people caring about the rich people, who are able to help them!

The problems come when hate spreads among the people.

We must stop the hating... and overcome hate with LOVE!

Now some may want to live in the dark side... if they want to, we must let them! They will suffer for their own sins. Or as we say in Texas... "God'll get em'..."

Respecting other peoples customs and habits is good. As we are a diverse world... and isn't it great there are differences? Life would be so boring if we were all alike! Viva la differance...however the French say it! I am part French HAHAHA :)

For ourselves... we do not hate... we do not cause pain to others... simply because we love them and don't want to cause them pain... we want to help them to become better people... we don't just throw people away like that... we must love and care in order to instill loving actions in others.

The root of GOD is found in LOVING ONE ANOTHER.

But at the same time... until Islam gives up the sacrificing for sin... we must always be aware that they see all others as ungodly and feel it is their job unto Allah to annihilate all his non believers... well... unless they can pay money. Hmmmmm...

Now I know... I can see... there are Muslims who know that to murder in this fashion is not any part of loving life... loving each other... and they want things to be different... but they can't talk about it. Because those ancient barbaric horrible habits would come back on them and they would also be murdered in cold blood. Not every Muslim wants Sharia Law... in fact there are people working to get Sharia Law taken out of Islam... so that they may become updated with LOVE and the FREEDOM of THE PEOPLE to choose and love democracy! Many want to just catch up with the rest of the world!

So now we know that anyone who professes to know GOD and still murders for sin... does not in fact know GOD and needs to start their own search.

When I see all these people going on killing sprees... when I see men sexually assault children... I know that they do NOT know GOD. Remember? We know them by their actions... they are dark and evil people who allow the dark side to take over... usually for selfish purposes and we are not blinded to that truth.

Many people from many places can be hiding their evil behind many religions... but that doesn't mean they are all bad. For all intents and purposes... GOD is ALIVE and well within the hearts and minds of HIS PEOPLE... all 7 of HIS different spirits!

Don'tcha just love diversity?

GOD Bless us... Everyone! IJCNA

Monday, March 16, 2015

Stereotyped, Stigmatized and Condemned

It's so hard for me to believe we still have such a corrupt system. But in my heart I can feel THE PEOPLE rising up to straighten the way... for we need to be straightened out for sure!

I have already written about how the law became corrupt in this matter... so I wont spend a lot of time doing that. Because the point I need to make today is that we still got it backwards!

I would love to see a reality show... well, as a matter of fact, I can actually see it in the spirit... so that tells me that prob one day it will happen... if it wasn't it would be covered with black splotches... now I know that sounds crazy but this is what I do... what GOD has gifted me with... that's why I always come in here to write it all down... and I thank you for reading... you know most all GODs workers have been a little uuummmmmm... out of this world! HAHAHA... so anyways...

I would love to see a reality show showing two places... sorta like WifeSwap... only in these two places there would be drinkers in one... and all that goes with that... and the other place would be all and only potsmokers... and all that goes with that! Oh... wow... I can see it now... different people from different places... calling in wanting to do the show... like Big Brother... and let the chips fall where they may... so that ALL can see the results!

Now... I am feeling like I should not talk about the differences... we just need to SEE them!

OK, here is some truth... the #2 woman that I have been writing about the past couple of months is actually my daughter... and for years... evil people have used lies and partial truth to call into CPS... for various reasons... but, they were all because they got mad at her. Now as her mother, it has been horrible on me too... about 6 years ago, CPS made my daughter go to drug classes... and because she lived with me and she was a minor... that got me involved too... and we all know by now that I am a advocate for the thing that grows from a seed and fulfills a need... (I grew up in hell and have had many pharmaceuticals prescribed to me... but they made me into a zombie)! Well... I did do a urine test and THC was found... but it was at such low levels that I passed a urine test just 2 weeks later... and that was because I am NOT what they think I am, I do not lay around all day making smoking pot my top priority. They categorize all pot smokers into 1 lump... and you have to remember... only some are actually 'bad people'... and they are usually doing way more than just smoking pot, many do very well with their life! You see, when I went to the drug classes with my daughter, (they had to put us into separate classes something about not opening up in front of each other)... but when I was there, we were laughed at... people were there for some really terrible drugs, PCP... Heroin... and other horrible stuff...  and when I had to say... "Hello my name is Nancy and I am here because Im a pot smoker and have smoked pot since 1972"... OMG... were we ever laughed at! Even the owner/manager of the place called me into her office one day and I told her my story, she told me to "never stop fighting"... I think she understood that I was not the person 'the system' thought I was. Anyway... I felt the pity from them... and vowed I would never stop fighting for 'OUR' (the potsmokers) rights too!

Now look around! See the laws changing?

It is STUPID to have a law against something such as cannabis... that could be and SHOULD BE grown in our gardens! It is NOT what some people think it is... who have no experience with it. I do understand that many people who have never smoked it, continue the law that was created against it, oh about 100 years ago! Good honest people have been raised up by good honest people and simply continue the law... simply because they were taught that way.

But that's not the way it should be!

Something I find very hard to wrap my head around is that gays have come out of the closet, but potsmokers are still hiding in it! Really freaks me out!

Now, many PEOPLE are coming into our system with the real knowledge that 'pot' is way over rated... and some know that the murder that was committed back on 1903 that caused legislation to pass this ridiculous law in the first place... was based on a cover up and a lie.

And so many are suffering because people want to play judge and jury on something they know nothing about! It is about time we correct this... because I am really tired of CPS stereotyping us...  my daughter is a good person... and I need to say something that I really don't want to... but I must speak the truth... my daughter... was a simple 'pot smoker'... she was a little lazy but kept up on her stuff... I helped her out a lot... because I have always done things for her... and I love making her life better than mine... remember I swept her floor and gave her my mattress when her babies daddy took his bed and moved out... (it didn't turn out good for him when he discovered that it was me who was sleeping on the floor... not my daughter) ...

So like I was saying... she was a typical pot smoker... always keeping up... then she had the baby... and I have written about this before so skipping to a 'trace of THC' found leading to them taking all her children away... screaming... wailing... it was gut wrenching... and hard to believe they would do this in this day and age... and shortly after this... her new born babies father... passed away in her bed... (more on that later) and now she is seeing a psychologist, which is actually really good considering what she has been through... but now she is on... Prozac... Klonipin... and Ambien... and now... she is like a zombie... doesn't care about much of anything... and sleeps most the time. And when she is awake, she's not really awake... you know? Like alert? It is a real serious change and I don't think its a change for the better! It would be much much better if they would just give her the cannabis back! She was not a zombie back then.

Hey, we could grow that in our back yard if it was legal! And another benefit... y'all know my family lives in poverty... we made a smidgen over $17 grand this past year... so my daughter has medical paid for by the hard working taxpayers... and she is prescribed these man made pills that cost the tax payers... thousands of dollars a year! (And I do thank the American people for that... I appreciate her having the medical)... not like me, I will try not to cost you a dime... I will die instead of being able to get medical. Which many people have done, as they slip through the cracks of our system. It is sad that we have such a great nation and such a poor run system.

But I must confess... I do have hope in THE PEOPLE... because we are basically GOOD... GODLY PEOPLE... and even, there are those who don't profess to be Godly, but follow Gods basic law anyway... and that is to LOVE ONE ANOTHER... Sadly there are many who have turned their backs on GOD and religions because so much corruption has been exposed... and instead of understanding that humans are not perfect and they do sin... and forgiving them and helping them through rehab... they pass judgement and automatically think they are totally evil and throw them off the train... riding on that timely life line.

It is wrong that we categorize people. I remember my mother at least tried the pot before passing judgment and she said... "it was very over rated, it just enhances what ever mood your in."  HAHAHA no wonder many partyers want to smoke a 'doob'... it just makes the moment better!

Now, I actually feel like a victim. And in my heart I am so angry at the way things are. Having my grandchildren ripped out of my house because my daughter smoked a joint a couple months ago. Its really crazy... as hard as I try to do everything... to the point of exhaustion... because you see... my life is all about others... I take to heart the message of Jesus... LOVE ONE ANOTHER... DO GOOD TO ONE ANOTHER... HELP EACH OTHER OUT! You see this is why Jesus is so special... you can simply wrap his message up in a tidy note that anyone... even a 7 year old, can understand! I wake up early... for other people... I love helping the children... do you honestly think that 'pot' would be a higher priority to me than the children??? Huh?  I say... NEVER!

What is life all about? I say its the PEOPLE... the people you love and who love you... different for different people... but one day... we will ALL come together with one thought... and that would be the legacy of the man, Jesus... the one who taught us that its not 'the religious' who hold the keys to the kingdom of heaven!   And... because he specifically died for us... ALL OF US... not just a chosen few...  so that instead of sacrificing for sin... WE rehabilitate!

And we help each other to overcome the ills of this life...

Through... learning to LOVE one another.

Which is something I always give to the children... true unconditional LOVE... other than a clean home, and clean clothes and good foods and vitamins... so now, they are missing out on my love... taken away by people who have no clue... who are only doing their job like they're told to do.

Such an injustice :(

GOD Bless us... Everyone!   IJCNA

Saturday, March 07, 2015

Satans Sins

What a crazy day for news!

Today in downtown Houston a man stole an ambulance, drove off and crashed into a pole or another vehicle... cant remember which as there was another accident at the same time and I don't remember which hit the pole and which hit the other vehicle... but anyway, that's beside the point! When he got out, he told people that 'God told him to do it'!

This is a classic example of how Satan can use a human to work against GOD. Now, how many people will hear that and say something negative about GOD???... again... and they do it because they do not know or understand GOD!

Right off the top, we know that GOD tells us 'not to steal'... so a man of GOD would of never stole any vehicle in the first place... GOD would never tell us to do something that HE has always said was a sin... if we follow this mans crazy logic, it would mean that GOD is telling us to sin... well, we ALL know who is telling us to sin!... We know its that lying thief himself... Satan!

Remember, its all different for different people... but this man has never known GOD... or if he ever did, he has fallen away and is listening to Satan... remember GOD and Satan are both here in spirit... they are both telling you to do this or that... always throwing ideas at you to either catch or not catch... in our hearts and minds we have to sort it all out. And GOD has given us a HUGE heads up on the bad habits of Satan... so we know that it is Satan who tells us to sin!

Again... ISIS has gone into another ancient place and destroyed it. This is another lie of Satan... he loves it when he can make a human be destructive and disrespectful to others! Satan is dancing in the streets with joy when he sees his servants destroy old churches and other places that are sacred!

Another example of Satans antics is the news of Hillary Clintons private email being used for uhhhh... what?  Now if it was NOT such a big deal, why didn't she use her proper govt email address? Now I am not pointing my finger at Hillary herself as I know for a fact it was Satan using someone to encourage her to do it. I just don't think Hillary is that stupid to come up with the idea on her own... someone seduced her into doing that, so that they would have access to her personal space. Now I know it goes deeper than that... but you get the idea I'm sure!

And one more example... those loco Bokos down in Africa, are at it again... I think they are seeing their end is near... I think they know that the whole world is against them... trouble is... they really don't care! And I am sure we will see many more go out the hard way. And we must not fret when we see them going down... yeah they are humans... yeah they got families... but when you make Satan the god of your life... well... it is written and proclaimed here today... 'your gonna go down'... and will live in the hell that Satan has created with all his lies and murders and destructions.

Even as we know that Satan is out there throwing all sorts of bad ideas at us... we know by the spirit of GOD that it is Satan... and he is wrong... and a stupid sinner himself... who takes delite in bringing as many humans down with him as possible! And he will be laughing at you when you discover that there IS a spiritual world... and you denied it all that time... and suddenly discover there is not another chance... you blew it!

Don't listen to Satan.. he will lead you down the road to ruin!

Instead live with LOVE leading and guiding you into the way that is good!

GOD has promised us the comforter... which is the Holy Ghost... which is the spirit of GOD that is living and breathing in the hearts and minds of HIS PEOPLE!

Be a child of GOD, with Jesus HIS seed... sown for the salvation of our souls...

And you will find the way that is good...

And you WILL then... know GOD!

GOD Bless us... Everyone!