Thursday, August 14, 2014

Robin Williams, RIP? Ummm, only GOD knows :(

Poor Robin Williams... had the world in the palm of his hand... and it still wasn't good enough. Which shows us that all the money in the world... all the fame and wonderment of his 'gift of gab'... couldn't even save him.

When people live in the world... just for the world... and ignore their spiritual side, this is when they have problems. They are so deep into the world, they don't see past the end of their own noses. But this was not fully the case for Robin. He knew the world intimately. And he cared for other people!

I do know why he did this. I knew when it happened... the 'whys' of it. But I had to take some time to soak it all in. There is so much to the deal that was handed to him. Will he rest in peace? That depends. Did he see GOD and ask for forgiveness when he was in that state after he realized there was no turning back? This is really just between him and GOD. We as humans can only speculate.

There is so much to Robin Williams, I really loved this man, he was a lot like Charlie Chaplin, who wrote SMILE, which is like my theme song. Even I, have this nervous laugh and joking attitude when I am upset... if you find the humor in things, anything comes easier. But the pain is still there.

I can feel people. I don't know how I do this. But I can. Sometimes it is a blessing and sometimes it is a curse. But again, you can choose to see the good or the bad. Or I should say... we are aware of both the good and the bad, and some choose to dwell on the bad. This is not the way of GOD. When we go through life and go through trials and tests... there will be a lot of wrong out there. But what matters will be, if we choose the dark side. Or if we simply ignore the spiritual side. Like I feel Robin put that out there to the world. Now... how he really felt inside... who knows? He might of talked to GOD daily. We as humans can't know his personal relationship with GOD. He could of known GOD to the extent that he wanted to be good. But the world took him through places and things that he didn't ever want to talk about.

I feel like this last job was the straw that broke the camels back. He was faced with some reality that he just didn't want to deal with anymore. In my heart I think Robin knew the truth, but was afraid to say it for fear of making people unhappy with him. He went along with the trends... not because he wanted to, but it was his peers who influenced him in his worst times. And it was his peers who pushed him over the edge. He couldn't handle the pain that was givin to him by the people who was supposed to love him the most. And again, it was because his people lived in/for the world. And the world sucked him in... and dragged him down! I must say at this point, not ALL of the people did this... but a few. They know who they are!

I remember when I was doing Proverbs 2000... there was a scripture that I got stuck on for 3 days... and I prayed and thought and prayed and thought... and then BAM... it hit me all at one! The whole concept of how hard it is for a rich man to know if he is loved for his heart or his money! What a problem! :(

Living for the flesh... its fun...its great for some people... they do good deeds and all... but GOD says we won't get to heaven simply by doing good. Sure... you can live a good life... and when you choose to do good, you may not realize it, but you are doing GODS will anyway. But some refuse to acknowledge the spirit! And that is where they go wrong. If Robin would of loved GOD and served him and not the world... he would of known the LOVE and perseverance of GOD and would not of done what he did. But its not supposed to end like that... it should be more like this... through it all... we continue on... knowing that GOD has a plan... knowing that GOD will take care of every detail... every problem!

Will Robin go to heaven? I would like to think so... but he robbed THE PEOPLE of his gift!

Why do people live to serve the world? We can't survive the evil of it!

We can only survive the evil of it with the protection of GOD!

We as A PEOPLE know the difference between right and wrong/good and evil. We have laws in the world to keep us straight, but men of darkness take over and pervert the laws of our human system and then corruption abounds. They won't acknowledge GOD but they allow the dark one to come and posses their souls! :(

But that doesn't mean we have no hope!

When the GOOD PEOPLE stand up and speak out... and lead THE PEOPLE into a spiritual awareness... we will stand on the GOOD... demand the evil to GO AWAY! We as PEOPLE with GOD, have power over the darkness! And we CAN live through the hard times... because we all have that path to walk... and we do it alone... and other people are just like scenery passing by. In the end... its just US and GOD.

And GOD in US! :)

I do hope and pray that Robin found his way to the light! GOD knows he lit up our hearts... I would love to meet him on the other side! Because in all his pain... if he asked GOD to forgive him before he crossed... He will be happy on the other side... waiting for US! Lets keep his name in our hearts forever and always...

Thursday, August 07, 2014

RIP Momma :(

Where do I begin? I suppose with the pain... the pain is great!

Not because my mother passed... I know she is in a better place and is with the ones of old whom have already passed. I can hardly wait for my day to come... being able to communicate with past family and with Jesus and Socrates and Confucius and Nostradamus... and Mother Teresa and Charlie Chaplin... Andy Griffith... to name a few.

No, this pain comes from living in hell. Most people know my mother was not a very good mother. She was mean and self centered and if you dare to cross her... well, we could say, her revenges were well known. She taught me to lie... and to fear... and to keep secrets. When I was 15, she had sex with a whole group of motorcycle men, who came to the apartment... I could never describe her happiness to see all those 20 something motorcycles lined up in the parking lot... for her! I wish I could go more into this... but saving that for another time.

But also it was my mother who taught me to sing... and to clean as you go... this was prob the best advice she ever gave me... clean something right away, don't set it down... turn on the water and scrub it and leave it to dry... if you always do this, you will never have a sink full of dishes. Of course back then we didn't have a dishwasher... we were the dishwashers! I remember when my mother had broke her arm... well she didn't do it by accident... my then step father had grabbed her left arm and twisted her around and karate chopped it and broke it... but she lied to the people at the hospital... said she fell out of the truck :( and I had accidentally burned my right hand... so we worked together to do the dishes, Me using my left hand and her using her right! She also taught me to be tough and resilient... and independent and strong. There were some good things... but...

She also taught me to be a whore :(

I have so many mixed feelings.

So I came here to make my plea with everyone... Love your children... teach them to love other people, you do this by loving them more than you love yourself... and you show it! Like when my daughter broke up with her first babies daddy... he thought he was gonna make her suffer... and he took the bed when he left... so I... cleaned up her room... swept the carpet, because that was after a hurricane and we had no electricity for the vacuum cleaner... and when I had cleaned the area... I moved my own bed into her room. And made a pallet on the floor for myself... and it was 30 days before I bought a new bed. I always thought it was a good example of love... but it is possible it went unnoticed... except by the boy who wanted her to suffer. He was shocked to see that it was I who was suffering, sleeping on the floor. But me knowing my daughter was in a bed, made me happy. I just cant help that.

I am so different than my mother. When I was little, I was looking at my mother as an example of how NOT to be. I didn't want to grow up to be like her. And to this very day, I live with sorrow after doing to REB what I did to him, because of the advice of my mother. Looking back... I didn't win with the revenge... I hurt myself, probably more than I hurt him. Why would my mother give such terrible advice? I don't know :( He continues to this day, to tell me I worry about stupid stuff... and communicates through the rare text... but the thing is... I can never go back and have a redo. GOD I wish for that... but it will never happen. Sometimes I think GOD somehow protected me, because REB turned out to be a handsome Casanova... and all the girls wanted him. Still do. Me too. And years ago his mother said, that I was the one who ruined him. I guess maybe I did. And he reminds me that it was I who left him. YEAH, only because I listened to my mother... and did the wrong thing. I will regret that move for the rest of my life.

My mother was not a good example.

We as women, and really we as parents... need to pay attention to what we are teaching our children. Because if I would of had a Christian mother... well, she did profess to be a Christian... but she wasn't very Christian like and she wasn't reading the word, that's for sure... because if she had known the word, she would of told me to 'hold fast for love'... and when school was past, he would of come to me... and nothing from the school would matter any more. And you know that means that he would not of had found another girlfriend if I had stayed and stuck it out.

I was his first love... and he was mine. And we were torn apart because of the terrible advice and demands of my mother. I have seen who my mother was through her actions throughout the years. Saw her steal... commit adultery... lie. Be mean. I grew up in hell seeing and feeling the things I did. If my mother made a decision, it was going to be in her favor... screw all else.

But you see? She created me! To be... whom you see. Who has seen both sides of the world. And you see how I fight so strongly for LOVE... and where did I learn that?

Through Jesus! A man who existed over 2000 years ago... who really laid down a message of a rebirth of the souls of men... and he held the keys to heaven... and that is first to recognize both good and evil. Love is good. Hate is bad. Its really simple. Love one another. Do good to one another. Its so easy!

But people have to make things harder than they have to be. People are stubborn and arrogant and rude.They cant even see the beauty of truth anymore they have become so corrupted.

But we cant help what other people do.

My mother many years ago, chose to be a Wiccan. And you know, I know what GOD says about judging people... and I never judged my mother for her pagan beliefs. She quietly settled down in the country... and things were good for awhile... but then there was this murder in my sisters house. And I knew the victim... and I knew my sister... and I just didn't believe my sisters story. Well, court will settle the matter August 15th. Or I should say, the courts will start on the matter and work to settle things.

But you see, my mother believed my sister. Took her side. And I was made to understand that this was probably a way she protected herself from having to admit the truth. And even now I feel like GOD took her so she wouldn't have to go through what is going to happen to my sister.

But I don't want to get ahead of myself. And I cannot tell the whole thing yet. But rest assured I already have something going on for after the trial. But I do stray...

What hurts me the most... is when she sided with my sister, she unfriended me on Facebook... She wouldn't answer my texts or emails. Or answer my calls. I knew she had cut me off. It was like a knife to the heart... because it was based on lies. Lies of the devil who really really wants to make my life miserable. But... no matter what... I know GOD has a plan. I place all problems in HIS hands.

I want to thank Digger... he will always be my hero for getting her to the hospital and calling me on her phone and I had those last few words with her. "Mom! I love you!"... "I love you more!" (as she would always say)
"Mom, from what I understand you can survive this, but you just have to rest! OK?" ... "OK"... "Mom, I will talk to you later ok?"... "OK"...  "OK, get well, I love you!" ... "I love you more!" and those were the last words she would speak to me!

It was so quick... Sepsis came and took her within days... I am sure she would of died a lot sooner if they had not kept her on life support. But because I was shut out... I could call the nurses... but my mother left my younger sister in charge. And I know my mother would not of wanted to be kept alive artificially. And I understood what the Drs were telling me, but there was a part of me who just wanted her to survive... just to 'friend me' back on Facebook. By day 8, she was swollen and turning black... so my older sister signed the papers to stop life support. I couldn't get out there, but I did go on day 3... she was laying there... "Momma.... its Nancy... I come to see you!" no response... talked to the nurse a little bit... and again... "Momma... I wish you would talk to me"... And then... "Lord GOD bless my mother... Momma... all is forgiven... there is nothing to worry about... all is forgiven... I love you... and I pray it be GODs will that you come back to us! IJCN,A Walking out of that room was like, the hardest thing I had to do... but I had to do it because I had little grand children waiting in the waiting room... and they needed me.

My mother has for years been an organ donor, she had it all set up to donate all her organs... she had taken such good care of herself... didn't smoke, rarely drank... kept her weight down... but when the time came... the bacteria had penetrated every organ she had... it had even reached her brain. In the end, her body was unacceptable for science.

So my younger sister... still in charge of things according to my mothers will. But now my mother has seen the truth... she has communicated with Chris and he told her the truth. My mother is no longer blinded by sin.

8 days... and even then, that was to long. She lived on life support... some of us thinking she would pull through... my head going this way and that... knowing my mother wouldn't want to live with no hands and feet. The Drs had told us, even if she did survive she would lose both hands and feet due to gangrene. My mother would be so unhappy about that. She was already unhappy that her daughters didn't get along. But I tell you truth here, it wasn't because of me. My mother now sees the truth... the truth that my hands are innocent.  And in the end... when they took her off of life support... she cried.

I faced the reality of it all... knowing GOD has a purpose.

And thanking GOD for sending Dig... because of him, we had that last phone call.

We as A PEOPLE, We got to know... When you least expect it... the Lord gives and the Lord takes away... and then the Lord gives again... Today... I found out that I will soon be blessed with another grand daughter... if ever there was a way to try again... this is the way... I only show the way of Jesus... the way of LOVE! Now its time for me to write my own family chapter... and believe me, it's all filled up with LOVE!

Keep to the path of truth my little ones... you know not when your Father in heaven will call for you!

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

My Love, Our Love, ONE Love

My love is... our love... and that is ONE LOVE... around the world love! 

When people realize that LOVE is key to a good life... that will be when we see the second coming of will be when we all learn to share HIS LOVE and that would be the LOVE of the FATHER who is GOD who IS a spirit which lives within the hearts and minds of HIS people!

My love is so strong that I spend my time thanking GOD for the opportunity to help others. 

Our love is so wonderful, that we learn to work together for the common good of all.  But that doesn't mean we sacrifice any one on purpose! 

I wish ALL MEN could learn that life is to short as it is... to waste time harming instead of healing! We must have honorable intentions and practice peace and not just talk about it! I know THE PEOPLE are hearing my words... my blog is now read in 44 countries... and I thank GOD for that, because I feel blessed to be able to be here and speak my mind! Lord knows, everyone knows I'm gonna speak my mind... as long as my mind is there to be able to think and reason and figure out and learn and teach... things like, we should learn something new everyday and that would mean being open minded to the truth when you see it and having the ability to make changes for the better! And that is... to consider the space and feelings of others. If you are offending someone... BACK OFF... GOD tells us not to be offensive or rude or hurtful!

Put away the ways of old and evolve into a new age... That would be the age of PEOPLE who find the truth about true love... they almost had it right in the 60's... but they screwed up thinking sex was love... OH Dear PEOPLE... sex is not love... but in a sexual explanation, GODs love is like our hearts making love... getting as close to each other in our hearts, as possible... and that includes deep places... like sacrificing our own self for others who need us more than we need ourselves!

Oh last night on The Tonight Show with Jimmy Fallon... there was a band from Jamaica... I LOVE Jamaican music! I love Bob Marley, even tho he wasn't perfect in everything he did... his music was perfect and will continue on as the generations go by... ok... I am going on about my own thoughts... lol... but I do love PEOPLE all around the world... just like Jesus tells me to... I am in love with every culture and every creed... I love the diversity of THE PEOPLE... it's ingrained in me somehow... I can find the beauty in every race! And I do mean race... that would be ummm Arabian people... not Muslim people...because we all know being a Muslim is NOT a race of people... but a creed. And even then it's all about the difference between the ones who implement Sharia Law. Sharia Law is not about PEOPLE LOVING PEOPLE... but about people CONTROLLING people! And that is the one thing that we know that we cannot, should not do... control people. I mean, if some people prove that they cannot control themselves... then yes, we need those people in a controlled place where we all know they need to be. 

But the FREEDOM we are givin... the ability to make that personal choice of which path to follow... that is what GOD wanted from the first place! But men continue with this control crap! Hey! SET THE PEOPLE FREE! Allow for personal choice! Because GOD only wants a servant who serves HIM willingly... its a heart thing... ya know? Between each of us and GOD... only.

'ONE LOVE' which serves all... hopes for all and dreams for all... will one day rise up... not to make war... not to show hate... but to HUG and show nothing but LOVE for one another! 

We can all be different and still be the same with ONE LOVE felt round the world...not for the sake of Thanksgiving... or Mothers day etc etc etc... but for EVERY DAY of our life! 

There is so much murmuring and complaining... but we are taught not to do that. We sit down and talk about the issue like adults and work out the problem with detailed finesse!

I have admitted here that I lost my love when I ...  'done him wrong'... but here I am still, showing the love to the children... because... 'such is the kingdom of heaven'... 

But I am still suffering for that terrible choice I made all those years ago when I chose to harm instead of heal... but please forgive me because my mother taught me to hate... to be angry and resentful and to seek revenge, even when its cold. My mother was not a very good mother. 

So no one can tell me that LOVE does not overcome evil... what matters is how hard are you gonna fight for it? How hard will you fight for the righteous goodness of loving someone? ...anyone? ... everyone, if possible... because I guarantee... GOD is not looking at the color of our skin... (we all bleed red blood) or the size of our income... (we all make our way)... NO... GOD looks at the heart... which is reflected there if you just look in the mirror and see something more than your flesh or your dress... GOD looks for LOVE!

We all must go through it...  you know... its a personal thing... and GOD is a spirit WHO CAN get all up in there... in your heart and your mind... BUT... you must remember... you find, most always... what you seek... and you ALWAYS find GOD when YOU seek HIM... and no one or nothing else has anything to do with it! Just between spirits... YOURS and GODS!

Its not hard to life a good life... its just about choosing who you serve...

Who do you serve? Examine yourself and you will see... you should be all that you are meant to be... to them... to us... to the world... in this day... just show what you say...

What do U say?

Thursday, July 17, 2014

Should US Invade Syria?

I can't believe I just saw an ad for a poll asking this question! Should the US help invade Syria?


What kind of people are running things here in the USA? Sharia Loving Muslims?

Syria is the last hold out for secularism. You can be who you want to be in Syria... but not if the IS takes hold of it. If that happens, Syria will also belong to Islam where they hate everyone who is not a Muslim and are instructed to murder anyone who won't convert, unless they are rich and can pay money to be left alive.

What a sick evil world it is under Sharia Law.

Syria run by Assad is not run by Sharia Law. But if the idiots who are trying to take it by force have their way, Sharia Law will come in and there will be many heads a rolling!

I personally think its the Muslims that Obama has paved the way for into our system, who want the world subjected to Sharia... this is their ultimate goal... to spread Islams Sharia Law world wide. This is the Sharia that murders for sin... the Sharia creates a life where men can play gods and command jihad to conquer the world for Allah. And remember my friends... 'If the blind lead the blind... they both fall into the ditch.'

I would rather have a world with no religion, than live in a world under Sharia.

It is amazing to me with all the information in the world, these certain men think we should still murder for sin. Now I understand the law of the land, where people do get the death penalty for committing certain crimes. But under Sharia Law... most sin is legal. It is legal for a man to have 4 wives at a time... here in America a man can have more than 4 women in his life... but not be married to more than 1 at a time. A man having sex with a goat is legal in Islamland... as long as the goat is a female. It is legal under Sharia Law for a man to beat and/or murder his wife... legal for a father or brother or Uncle or Grandpa to murder a female family member for sin...  Oh the list goes on and on... but I will not, for times sake go on and on about the sins of Islam. But if I'm asked... :) I will talk about it.

And while I am here... I also want to comment on Israel and Gaza. Again, arrogant men who want to spread Sharia Law... They wanted Gaza... Israel says, 'OK, have Gaza'... and then they use Gaza to get close enough to shoot Israel! Have they not ever heard, 'don't bite the hand that feeds you'? If a man loves bloodshed he is not of GOD... because the real GOD >IS< LOVE... Sharia Law shows no love!

I hope... and I pray... in Jesus Christs name... that GOD knocks out the evil quickly! The Bible tells us it will be 1 generation that sees the Holy War finished... and now... we have the power to do it, see it, know it! We have the power to tell the world how wrong HATE is... how wrong it is to play god and murder for sin... how wrong it is to lie... or pressure anyone to do anything they don't want to do.

People... GOD is not a god of war... HE does not like bloodshed... HE wishes 4 the people LOVE and prosperity... and to treat each other like we want to be treated! I read a comment a day or so ago... and it is so true... 'Islam is the only religion that does not know the GOLDEN RULE!'

I pray for all of us... there are so many places where the evil is trying to spread its wings over the populations and cover them with Islam... in my heart I know they are fighting a losing battle, because I know according to THE WORD... THE PEOPLE of GOD will rise up and smash out the evil within... it has happened before... over and over and over... throughout history... there are many stories told and also untold stories of GOOD~V~EVIL... I mean that's a lot of what Genesis was all about... mans inner battle of good verses evil... well it was about more than that... but for times sake... we know GOD gave us the freedom to choose to do good or evil... and one day... I can see it.. around the world THE PEOPLE will stand and declare victory for the GOOD PEOPLE blessed by the GOD of LOVE!

GOD Bless us... Everyone! IJCN,A

Saturday, July 12, 2014

FUCK YOU! Its The Age

Uh, NOT! What is the fascination with these words? Why do people even use them?

The answer is simple... the people who use it are defiant and disrespectful!

What is the use? There is no good use of these 2 words!

I wish all the people who say 'Fuck You' would STOP it right now! It has no part of LOVE or respecting others. When you say this word it is like verbally spitting on people! Its the modern day 'I spit in your face!' attitude. But no person of class does this! Just like THE PEOPLE were so upset when some soldiers urinated on dead enemy. It is understandable... but not classy at all.

It is also not productive in the world. In fact, saying these words is counter productive! It makes people see you are the 'arrogant self' that you are. And that's really whats going on. People are all arrogant and speak out these words without even thinking, or knowing... it makes them look stupid!

Anyone with any common sense or any amount of education and class can find other words to properly get across what their thinking! It is not hard to do to find THE WORDS to let someone know how your feeling without insulting them. Insults are never productive... name calling is never productive!


I know and I understand that saying these words are a statement of FREEDOM. Yeah! For real... we have the freedom to show others that we are uneducated and disrespectful, if not just a tad defiant!

What happened to our civility? What about setting a good example for the children? Why are parents shocked and upset when their children repeats these words to others? Like extended family... and school.

Many people in certain cultures may think its OK to say these words... in fact... I gotta tell ya... all this fuss about name calling... people all offended... did I tell you I was sitting in a fast food place and there was a group of African Americans sitting at the next table... OMG, I can't count how many times they called each other 'nigga'... Me thinks that's like the English calling each other 'cracka'...  :(

Would we of ever heard Doris Day or Laurie Partridge say FUCK YOU?

Never, I say!

PEOPLE are degraded... and degrading... not holding to a more classier act!

GOD says LOVE ONE ANOTHER... and we all know this is not a GODly thing to do... it not only disrespects... it degrades... oh yeah... did I mention that? Well, I said degraded and degrading... and now I am saying degrades... draws down.. spits on. And it is clear that LOVE does not get involved with these actions. LOVE lifts a person up... LOVE respects others... LOVE leads THE PEOPLE into a way that is good and honest and clean and respectable!

If we can follow this simple law... I mean if we are that unlearned that we have to break it down like that... it is what it is... LOVE is patient and kind... if we simply LOVE ONE ANOTHER... that's all we need!

But... if we SEEK GOD... we will SEE GOD! That's HIS promise to us... all of us... if we look for GOD... we will find HIM... and that's just how it is... sorta like 'the choice' in Genesis... we are all given the choice to follow GOD or to not follow GOD. And let me say... in our attitude... it shows who we chose!

GOD Bless us... Everyone!


Monday, July 07, 2014

Wrong Things

Nowadays, nothing ceases to amaze me on the 'lack of respect' and the 'lack of honor' in the world. It is so good if you can live like that. You know, with respect and morality! There are people out there who have parents and grand parents who do the right things and the kids grow up and follow along... doing the right thing... and thus, the world goes round, as it should.

But sometimes things go very wrong. There are 3 things I want to post here. 3 things that just bug the crap out of me... 3 things that I couldn't stop, even when I tried. I think I posted something referring to one of them months ago. But here goes.

There is a widow who is in her 60's... who has lived in the same home for over 40 years.... the home was paid for and because she couldn't keep up with the paperwork and got behind and all tangled up in red tape... the home she paid for has now been sold by the Municipal Utilities District. For $3500.00!!! I can't believe we live in a world where the establishment literally cuts the throat of the senior citizen! I don't know how she is going to make it... I told her she could come stay here but we live in poverty and our central air doesn't work and she can't be in the heat like that, she is on 14 different medicines! And I think the lawyers work together to screw the people as gently as possible! I can't believe this has happened!

And another story of truth...  a single mom... who lives with her parents and was listed on the income tax... adding several thousand dollars to get back for her and her kids... But because her dad owed back child support... the state took her money and gave it to her little half sisters mother. So according to these actions it shows that an adult child is responsible for the parents back child support! This really hurt the mother... who was counting on that money to get a car so she could go to school and work. So now the mother is stuck at her parents house with her kids, no job and no school, having to depend on the tax payers to feed her and her kids! A real crying shame it is... the state isn't run by humans anymore... people are robots!

And here's a real kicker! Oh your gonna LOVE this one! A step mother who is legally married to her step sons dad... takes the thousands of dollars they got in back child support 'for the boy'... and she goes to California, for a 'shrink your stomach' operation! Oh yeah! This REALLY happened! I suppose it didn't occur to her to buy the boy a bed of his own! Or use it for school clothes... this is the same step mother who makes the mother buy all the school clothes and supplies... and then takes the child support money like that...  from a car accident payment... you know, if you wreck your car... and the insurance owes you money... if you owe back child support, you wont get that money. And you will be stuck like chuck... depending on the tax payers to buy your food!

It amazes me that there are people out there who do this! Its that ME ME ME generation... its all about ME... do you know anyone like that? Always... only concerned about themselves?

Well, maybe now that I got that out it will stop bugging me. Or maybe not... because its so darn irritating when you know something is wrong... but there is nothing you can do about it. I did try to contact the IRS... and nothing happened... such a HUGE mess!

I pray for our country... I pray THE PEOPLE work together to keep things from continuing in this horrible direction. I am so disgusted and disappointed our system has come to such corruption! :(


Tuesday, July 01, 2014


I do admit I am no scholar. I have never graduated from 'the right school'. But in my years, I have read so many books it isn't even funny! And in these readings there has been a lot of 'ologies'... Psychology, Theology, Sociology... even biographies, but my main interest was religions... I have inherited and have read all the religious books I possibly could! I have read many different Religions religious books. Of course the Bible, I have read a full 7 times, but of course not Numbers, once was enough for me... but the other books... yup, 7 times! Some parts I have read thousands of times... I feel like I know the Bible like the back of my hand. In those 7 times of reading the Bible, I have read different versions... my favorite version is the Hebrew/Greek Key Study Bible... because it has OPENED my eyes more than reading all the other versions. It is amazing to me what I got out of that particular Bible!

So, I do stand on the Word Of GOD ... I even wrote a song about it. We call it SOTWOG... (Standing on the word of GOD)... I am not an expert about doing this tech stuff, I did try to make a video of it a couple years ago, but some players wont play it... it was a rough draft... I should post it here anyway. The quality is not good, taken with my old phone... but at least some players can play it and it wont go lost forever.


Im here to tell you something
I hope you understand
GOD is great and powerful,
if you just take HIS hand
HE says HE'LL keep HIS promises
to all that take a stand
Im standing on the word
Standing on the word
standing on the word of GOD
When Im alone and troubled
the devil comes to me
he says I'll make it better,
just get on your knees to me
I say NOPE I wont,
Nope,Nope, No
I'm standin' on the word,
Standing on the word
Standing on the word of GOD
Now you know the secret
Learned many years ago
If you'll just keep your faith in HIM,
trust HIM and you'll know
He'll bless you and He'll keep you
from all your cares and woes
Standing on the word
Standing on the word
Standing on the word of GOD!

OK now... I was called into here today to write bout Religions... so here goes...

Religions have not always been apart of the HUMAN experiment... there was a time when men were left to themselves and had no spirit within them... some were peaceful and some were savages. And some were peaceful savages... THE PEOPLE of long ago were no dummies... they tried to teach a good legacy with basic rules... but...

Over a period of time... men learned that they could CONTROL THE PEOPLE... through religion... and it seems that each culture had their own way of doing things... we do need to respect all of the different religions just as we respect the different colored skin. Religions come from men... information passed down thousands of years. Over time 'men' have modified things. THE PEOPLE are learning to 'just live the good life and do things the right way'. THE PEOPLE are learning what GOD was talking about in Genesis... THE PEOPLE need to know they have spiritual side too, that has the root knowledge of good and evil. We know things now that have never been known around the world in times past... and the reason for this is technology. When it was prophesied certain events would be seen around the world THE PEOPLE were astounded... "how could things be seen around the world"? It was a great mystery. But it was known it would happen... because GOD always chooses certain people to carry on HIS WORD... and many many many are doing it and doing it really well! All around the world, people are living good and prosperous lives because 'the lamb can finally lie down with the lion'...  and it has been this way since modern age of technology! We can now know civility and peace among diversity... with love and respect for all. IJCN,A

But there is one religion of men... and that is the so called peaceful Islam.... you see they have this idea that they must spread Islam world wide because it is commanded of them by Allah... and this is truth... just like the Christians are commanded to spread the Gospels world wide...  but Islam wants to overpower the world with Sharia Law... and if you don't know what that is... you must get involved and do a web search on 'Sharia Law' and learn that this law is still alive and well living in the hearts and minds of ancient and barbaric men... yes there was a time when Christians did the same thing... but Jesus... the SON OF GOD... came and changed things to the way that GOD wanted since Genesis... but men kept bringing religions into the mix... we know 'men' fight about politics and religions... and you know... its all about 'the control of the masses. I am a witness to the fact that some men (and women) love to CONTROL people.  It is common in most abusive relationships... the abuse is all about the control... and Sharia Law does this... it 'controls the people'... it does NOT give them a voice or a choice.

I was reading an article today about some religious Imam a Sunni Muslim said 'without apostasy laws Islam wouldn't exist'!  Please allow me to tell you why... 'because anyone with common sense can see the light and  know the truth'... and most Americans have that FREEDOM to sit back a minute and check it out and know that it is not right. We as A PEOPLE will not be controlled by men... but by GOD!

Where do you find GOD? Not in any religion... you find GOD in your own heart and mind... HE displays HIMSELF as LOVE and KINDNESS towards others. Because that is what LIFE is all about... LOVE... it's the LOVE that is given and the LOVE that is received and carried on throughout the generations. When the key of life is discovered and THE PEOPLE follow the way that is good... they find themselves living the good life! Living for the only true GOD... the GOD OF LOVE!

I do believe if you have found a good religion and you are happy there... Like at Lakewood Church in Houston led by a great man, Joel Osteen... or Second Baptist... also led by a man of GOD... Dr Ed Young! And there are many more good churches in your neighborhood too... you just need to find the one that is good for you! It is good for people to have a place to go and gather together with other like minded people... and Lakewood and Second Babtist are just 2 of my favorites and also 2 of the biggest churches here in Houston. And both these men can be seen on TV! GOD Bless em' :)

PEOPLE in general are good people who know that LOVE is key to life and LOVING each other is crucial. But there is Islam... the religion that still to this day remains barbaric. Murdering its children for sin. Its all about 'the control of the people' ... it is sad that some are blinded to the truth and follow blindly the way of old, that does not give the FREEDOM that GOD allows to THE PEOPLE!

Of all the religions that I have read about, Islam is the one that worries me the most. I pray for them to become enlightened and come into the 21st century!

Its not that I am a hater. Altho I am associated with haters... but its Islam itself, that teaches Muslims to hate non Muslims... do the Muslims see that demanding tolerance for Islam and then not tolerating other religions is not allowing for the FREEDOM OF PERSONAL CHOICE?

This gives me a whole new thought of what John Lennon was talking about in his song, Imagine. Surely he must of seen the problems that religions cause when they 'fight over the people'. Muslims have to abduct women by gunpoint to be wives and serve them and bear children for jihad. Because most women in their right mind knows jihad is not good... just a bunch of arrogant men wanting to control the people and run things as they like... holding on to the thoughts of Mohammad... and we all know what sort of man he was... he might of pretended to be good in front of some... but enough have survived to tell us the truth. And I must give kudos to the Arabs who have seen the light and spoken the truth... unfortunately in some places who espouse Sharia Law, if you speak out against their ancient brutal ways, you don't survive the day... or month or year. To many good Muslims are being murdered by the ones who want to force Islam on the whole wide world... and personally I am OFFENDED... because I know in my heart and mind GOD gave us THE POWER TO CHOOSE... and you know there is POWER TO THE PEOPLE along the way. The good people will prevail... it was written and so shall be in times to come...

GOD bless All of THE PEOPLE around GODs beautiful diverse earth who are living at peace with LOVE leading and guiding us into the way that is good and right and clean... IJCN,A