Blessed by GOD, to be loud and proud of what is good and right and true! GOD bless us, Everyone! IJCNA

Thursday, November 26, 2015

Carnival Cruise

I have been back almost a week, the bad news of the day has really gotten me down. You know... world news... and I had to wait till I felt a little better in order to write this blog.

And what a great day to write about it, too!

It's Thanksgiving! Now I am not one to celebrate any doctrine or tradition... as I feel like we should be thankful everyday! But, I also understand that some people only get this time of year to travel to be with their families... so it's all good! Let the PEACE that surpasses all understanding settle in!

First of all, I must say how much I appreciate GOD putting it within Sharon's heart to ask me to go with her... She pays for everything, beings that I live in poverty, I could never afford to do anything that she takes me with her to do, all the places she has taken me to, Tennessee, Kentucky, Indiana, Illinois, Mississippi, Arkansas Florida, Louisiana, Alabama! She is my personal Angel, because there are many people who would love to go with her, who could and would pay their way... but she chooses me! Praise GOD! She tells me that I am her favorite traveling companion! I am so grateful for this! I have known Sharon for many years... about 25. We have always been good friends. Even though we didn't stay in close contact when she moved across town with her husband, but she did move back over on this side of town a few years ago.  She is about 10 years older than I am and she is the one who got me hired with Mary back in 1988, or about that time. I walked in the place and she said I made her think of Rebecca of Sunny Brook Farms! HAHAHA... Those were the days... But about a year ago, her husband passed away. And they had loved to travel, so this was not her first cruise. But it was mine! And I know that GOD will always bless Sharon for her kindness and generosity... she is one in a million and she is the sister that I never had. Oh sure I have a few blood sisters... but none like Sharon. We have truly, a sisterhood of love, that GOD has blessed us with! Even when others have turned their back on me and treat me the way they would never want to be treated... Sharon has always had my back!

And she is my soul sister according to our Lord!

Praise GOD for Sharon... she has been a GOD send!

So, she surprised me with her desire to go to the Caribbean...

Now, I have only been out of the country one time before, and that was when I was 12 and I went with my mother and stepfather to Canada. It was a great place! But while my mother and I were sight seeing, my stepfather got drunk in a bar and said "fuck the Queen" and he got his ass beat out of the bar and we left right away... and that is the extent of my going out of the country... until November 16th, 2015!

That was the Monday that we arrived to the ship, this was an awesome day... a great adventure for me... Sharon is always full of surprises! HAHAHA ... I love it!

When I was a very young child I remember learning in school about the Mayan Indians... and I have always been fascinated by them. Always wanting to go see the Mayan Ruins! why? I don't know... Maybe their blood runs deep somewhere within my own mixed blood... I know that I am a mutt... part French, part Scotch/Irish and 2 different types of native American... and I can honestly believe that maybe hundreds of years ago when the Spaniards came and mixed with the Mayans and created American Indians... that my blood was there... with them. This is not documented as far as I know. I am just going by my gut feelings. And for some reason I felt a connection with the Mayans. So when Sharon told me we were going to explore the Mayan ruins, I knew it was GOD within her, blessing my soul!

But of course, now I am getting ahead of myself...

Monday was a day of wonderment for me... when we pulled up to the dock, they take the luggage out and scan it and take it to our room. And we had to go park in a parking lot and got a shuttle back to the ship! When we got inside they check passports and drivers licences and birth certificates. Making our way through the line, we finally got on board! WOW... what a majestic place... it was like walking into heaven... we found our rooms and giggled like 'besties' who had been blessed by GOD... and went out to explore the ship... the only bad thing was, I am so sensitive, I could feel people thinking we were lesbians... which we are not... and that's what makes it worse for me. Sharon doesn't care... she is A-sexual... has no desire for sex. And me... well I can live without it! For one, homosexuality is against my religion... and... two, I am very much into men!

But that didn't stop me from totally enjoying everything I could and wanted to!

Monday started with a party on the deck... it was GREAT... the music and the dancing... the smile was on my face instantly! Seeing PEOPLE together... sharing and having a great time really tripped my trigger... it gave me a whole new sense of respect for THE GOOD PEOPLE! I was so happy to see everyone having a good time! And when the MC was talking, he did remind all of us to leave the attitude behind... and all just have a good time!

So, Monday we roamed the ship... from front to back, we went around and around... loving the music and the fresh air! While we were walking around, 2 men asked us to play fooseball... but we politely said "no" ... but it was nice to be invited to play!

There was so much excitement in my soul!

The wind whipping my hair was like electric...

The awesomeness of GOD and HIS creation was evident! The color of the water, a sapphire blue and the spray off of it, reflects the blue in the sky!  The feel of it was grand, the feel of it was great! The room was clean and welcoming... the cabin boy a jewel all on his own! He would be there to support and help us the whole way through and making us feel like part of the Carnival Family!

There was so much food on board... we never even ate at all the different places... the buffet was a marvel to behold with so much healthy food and I did eat well... I had Eggs Benedict and ice cream everyday and a great salad every night! And on 3 of those days the eggs Benedict had salmon on them!!! Oh yes it did!!! Even though I had eggs and ice cream everyday it was such a small part of the things I ate... I never gained an ounce!

Tuesday was very similar to Monday... this was so great to me!!! You wake up at your leisure... and get dressed and leave the cabin to go eat breakfast and whatever you want to do that day... and when you get back, your bed has been made and new towels set in and any dishes and trash taken out!

There was so much to do on board... but we didn't want to do it all... we didn't go gambling and we didn't hang out in any of the bars... but we went to the Theater and Comedy Club every day, except on Thursday... and I will get to that a little later... lol... the only thing different about Tuesday at sea was that Sharon went in to Guest Services to buy us excursions to the Mayan ruins... 2 days worth and they were not short ones either... it was all day... well until 4PM... that was when we had to be back on the ship! It was hard to go to sleep Tuesday night because I was so excited about Wednesday!  We had two twin beds, so I could wiggle my foot as hard as I needed to!

Wednesday was the greatest day of all! If ya can even say one was better than the other... they were all so great! Its hard for me to realize that some people make this 'cruising bit' a habit and do it so often that their kids just take it for granted that they have the posh life! Me, I was amazed and in awe of everything! I think even our tour guides could see the excitement in my eyes! Wednesday we got off of the ship in Progreso, Mexico! HAHAHA I almost wrote New Mexico at first... I didn't even snap to the fact I was in the original, authentic Mexico! The Mexico my Great Aunt also loved! And I now can see with my own eyes why she loved it so much! I want to talk a bit about my Great Aunt as she was so great a person! She was a writer, but I never knew it growing up. I mean I never knew what that meant while growing up! She never had any children... I often wondered why GOD never blessed her with children... and I think maybe that HE knew that she could be better blessed as a writer if she had a life of peace and quiet with no messes to have to clean up, or have to chase after little people who love to argue with all the big people! HAHAHA... I think I get it now! Well, she did have a great writing career. She was Camilla Campbell. Best known for her 'Star Mountain', that was used in schools to teach about the old Mexican Legends. I remember reading her books as a child, I was always fascinated with this old country! Which was probably why The Lord blessed me with this trip to the real Mexico!

This adventure was the greatest to me because Progreso is not the big tourist place like Cozumel. Progreso is this little place where the Mayans still live today! Our Tour guides were Jose and Shibata and Jose Louis was or driver! Such GREAT MEN! It was these men who made the whole day as memorable as it was! I will never forget this day! I will never forget these men who were funny and happy and helpful and very informative of the natives! They were all good looking men... their smiles were enchanting! I couldn't help but fall in love with them and all of their people!

I hope that some day I can go back to Progreso!

The day was great from the very start! We got very lucky to have the front row of seats in the tour bus, I caught every word that Jose and Shibata said! And the ruins were all that we had hoped for... the air was clean and clear and the grasses swayed in the breeze, the ruins were strong and stately, I got good vibes... I wonder if the people way back when, ever pondered on the people of the future coming to their home, remembering them? I for one love them... the sights I saw were of a great and loving people... having fun and having babies and knowing there was something greater than them... they were just trying to appease the gods... when sending a 'messenger' to them, through human sacrifice... they try to soften these words by saying it was a 'messenger', not a human sacrifice. And I appreciate their words but when their remains were found with their hands tied... me thinks it was not a willing soul who wanted to disappear from the earth for any god. But all throughout different times in history, around the world, there have been human sacrifice's... only to appease their gods... but now we know that it is the words of Jesus that lead us and guide us into doing something better. Something that is filled with LOVE of THE PEOPLE... the ones who love and serve a loving GOD who only wants us to do good things for each other!

One of the greatest moments of the day was at the 'sink hole'... it was a place smaller than a foot ball field and larger than 100 cars... some people were swimming in it and others were sitting along the side with their feet in the water like us... while small fishes ate the dead skin cells off of our feet! This was a little startling at first, but once you get used to it... it is one of the most wonderful feelings in the world! We hated to have to pull our feet out! I can imagine all the people who have been there and done that... what a wonderful, beautiful PEOPLE the Mayans were... and are! Sharon and I agreed we would go back there one day! GOD willing, we will!

Jose said that many people think that the Mayans are extinct... but he is one... and he and his people are still here... which I thought was way cool!

After the ruins they took us to a restaurant on the beach... Wow! I cant even remember the name of the place... I imagine its like all of them on the beach. The music and the people were very nice and kind... altho, I picked up on some who were sad that we didn't buy their wares. And the waiters really gave great service to those who were spending the most money... which I can understand that, being in restaurant management is something that I used to do. Oh, I know they were kind to us too... but we are not rich women. So I understand, but I also know that when Sharon said something in Spanish about their tip, they brought us 4 more drinks! Now the drinks did not get us drunk, I think they were more of a 'refresher'... since I was hot and dry after walking the ruins. The food was simple and YUMMY! We shared some shrimp... I can't even remember the name of the food, but it was so good... and I do remember the margaritas were so appreciated!

There were many local people with homemade treasures for sale... necklaces, bracelets, hats, sea horns... hammocks both beds and chairs... lots of things... we did buy a necklace from this guy who had one leg, he was so very nice, his name was Jorge... I hope that's the right spelling. I didn't really want the trinket as much as I wanted Sharon to give this man 5 bucks! I wish I had more money and I wish I could of bought everything... but as Jose said, just say "No, gracias." and they wont bother you. And that was what happened for the most part. I sure understand why they want to sell their wares... and there was security telling them to back off... and there was this young boy... now Jose had told us that there might be children, but don't buy from children because that encourages the parents to send their children out to sell instead of going to school... so when we saw this young boy we asked him why he wasn't in school... he looked up to the security man... and what I felt was only LOVE... the adults loved the child so much they wanted them to go to school, there would be time for selling later. So the young boy disappeared. I was sorta sad about it, I really wanted to hug the child and give him a hundred bucks! Heck, I wanted to take him home with me! But... I could see the LOVE in the peoples eyes... as we were walking out of the restaurant there was a couple of nuns asking for money... but I had no money to give... but the greatest thing happened when I leaned over and gave her a hug... SHE HUGGED ME BACK!!! GOD Bless her! This was the greatest gift she could of given me! My heart is forever changed from the LOVE of the Mayan PEOPLE!

When we left in the tour bus, we were very close to the ships and someone had taken our front seats, after Jose had told us to keep our same seats, but some didn't listen I guess. So I didn't hear much of what Jose and Shibata said on the way back to the bus... but when I got off the bus, I also hugged Shibata! It was so warm and so loving... I will never forget this man... did I forget to tell you that he taught me how to count to 20 and say a few words in Mayan? Oh yes, he did! He could tell I was in love with the Mayan culture and he made the whole trip memorable for me!

So, I got to hug a Mayan nun and a Mayan man! The joy in my soul will be everlasting! It was so hard to say goodbye to Progreso... the Mayans don't have a word for goodbye... so that was lovely... so maybe if GOD says 'yes'... I will see you again Progreso... and both Jose and Shibata say... "Me casa is U casa! ... I think one day, I will hold them to that! The day at Progreso with Jose and Shibata and Jose Louis... was the greatest day ever! I think... I left a piece of my heart in Progreso!

GOD Bless Progreso, Yucatan Mexico!

Getting back on board the ship was sorta happy and sad... we went to the room which was all made up, everyday they made a towel animal and set them on our bed! I showered the sweat off of me in a daze... remembering the day... as it ran over and over in my head! We did get to the Theater and the Comedy Club also that night... I was sure loving life... the Theater was always a great show! The people were great and talented... the mood was festive and light! The night could of lasted forever and I would of been happy... forever!

On Thursday we docked at Cozumel... and I knew instantly what they were talking about... Whereas Progreso was a quaint little town... Cozumel was a grand city! I learned a lot of facts about the Island. And could see why everyone wants to go there! WOW...

We went again on a Mayan ruins excursion... and to a restaurant on the beach where they had the little fishy pedicure for 30$... our guide was David... it was a great day! These Mayan ruins looked like a smaller community than the ones in Progreso, but I was amazed at what I saw... we didn't climb up any of the ruins... but other people did. I saw some signs saying not to climb. I did want to pick up a rock or two for my rock collection... but funny how I forgot in both places. I was in awe of how the people used to live in these stone places, I am sure they have withstood many a storm. And also they are still standing even after the Spaniards came in and destroyed not only the things that were sacred to the Mayans, but even their way of life. I sorta got a little angry hearing how a few hundred men could ruin such a huge amount of people... when I was told the reason was that the Mayans turned on each other... and that division was the downfall of the mighty Mayans... I guess all in all, the people learned about Jesus and became loving PEOPLE... living for GOD and the LOVE of Christ! So it seems to me, that the Mexican PEOPLE heard about Jesus and loved him for the leader of LOVE among humankind!

Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus!

Getting back on the ship on Thursday was sorta melancholy, knowing our adventure was halfway over. We had both taken on board, 1 bottle of chocolate wine each! But we didn't drink it until Thursday after we came back on the ship from Cozumel! Oh yes... I was so happy and I think I drank faster than Sharon... I drank about a bottle and a half... whooohooo... I was a little tipsy! We had finished the bottles of wine and went to eat dinner and then had plans to go to the Theater and Comedy Club... but by the time we finished dinner and of course I had to get some ice cream so I could tell my Grand children that I had ice cream EVERYDAY...and then, since Sharon had only gotten a half of a bottle of wine, she wanted to get more drinks... ya know, keep the party going... so we went to the Frog pub... HAHAHA I cant remember the name exactly... it had something to do with a frog... HAHAHA... but I couldn't put another thing in my mouth! Oh yes, I was offered... but my stomach was so stretched out from the wine and dinner and the ice cream, just the thought of another thing to eat or drink was painful! In fact every time I sneezed my stomach hurt! After Sharon had 2 drinks I couldn't take it any more. I had to go lay down... we had struck up a lively conversation with a man at the bar... and it was with great regret I told them I was going to have to go lay down... I told Sharon to stay I would find my way to the room... but she said she was ready to go relax too... THAT my friends is the night we missed the Theater and the Comedy Club... In my head was a gazillion things tumbling round and round... normally, I don't even drink... but on Tuesday night I had a 'Cruiser' in the Comedy Club and then on Wednesday I had a 'Punchliner'... their signature drink! I was getting into it. But not enough to make me drunk... just enough to buy a couple of drinks while listening to some adult comedy... they had the PG times... but we loved the 'grownup' jokes!

I cant remember which day it was, while we were sitting in the whirlpool, there was about 4 kids in there... when the adults got out we got in... this one kid... wow... he was so smart. We wondered if he was home schooled or had a private school. He was so intelligent with his words... oh yes... using words that I could understand, but seldom use with the kids. We were so impressed that some people lived like this... this was not his first cruise. And I blessed GOD that some people get to be raised like this. I have never been apart of that world. I grew up in hell and was never apart of the elite. It pleases my soul to know that there are such wonderful people out there doing such wonderful things! I did speak to a small handful of people along the way. My Grandmother taught me good manners and all. But being apart of that world is only a dream for me. Sad too... cause I would of been a very good rich person! :)

Friday was another day at sea... heading home... I was sorta sad... but the ship was so entertaining there was so much to see and do.... and they also had a couple of fun contests by the pool... we had a great afternoon sitting in the sun, enjoying the music and the PEOPLE! They were fun and lively... and I felt blessed to be a part of it!  I was counting my blessings... all the way from having a friend like Sharon who was more like a sister... all the way to having my bed made for me in the morning and also having my bed turned down for me at night! I have never been able to live where you can eat and if you make a mess you don't have to clean it up! In fact that was one of the things said to me the first night we were there... Sharon had made a small mess on the food line and I laughed and the man standing behind the buffet said "No worries... your on vacation! We clean up for you!" And in an instant... I didn't even see who it was, came up behind me and wiped the mess away with one swipe! WOW! I was loving that! I am a 'neatnik'... I love things to be neat and clean. I was so impressed!

The crew was AWESOME! I think they were amused by my happy face! And I don't know who was who... but the greatest thing to me was the fact that all the crew were multinational! Young PEOPLE from all over the world getting along... singing songs... just being everything we needed!

We made it to the theater and the comedy club Friday eve... an awesome show! Both of them!!! By then we were pretty good at finding our way around the big ship! I have to say the only thing that was bad was the news of the day... the attack in Paris and Obama saying... "We're monitoring the situation." I was pretty mad about that... but tried very hard to not let it ruin the last few hours of our trip. So we turned off the TV and talked about happy things, until we fell asleep!

Saturday morning was even great, I had my usual Eggs Benedict and ice cream... we had some coffee while waiting for our numbers to be called. We enjoyed every second we could get out of the morning of the day! Things went smoothly as we got our things in order to come off the ship. No problems! It was all good! I couldn't be happier! There are no greater memories!

I think the only thing that made Sharon mad was when she got upset that the waiters in Mexico seemed to be more attentive to the people who had the most money... and we felt like our little bit of money was just as good as theirs! Sharon is not a rich woman either... she has struggled and worked hard for what she has. She belongs to some travel club and gets great prices, being a senior citizen... so we both felt pretty lucky to be able to go. She had only been a few times with her husband the past few years. And before she married him, she was just making it week to week like me. He blessed her... and in the end, GOD blessed him with HIS saving grace. Praise GOD!

I will never forget the blessing of this Carnival Cruise!

I will always be grateful for Sharon's love and support of my life when she has her own personal problems. I mean... here she is... thinking about me and getting me out of my stress for a bit. Like she says, "We're makin' memories!" Lordy, YES Ma'am... WE ARE!

Memories of a lifetime!

Hard to believe rich people live like that everyday!

Healthy food... great entertainment!

Happy Happy Happy I was...

Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus! :)

Now, I just want to sell my book and go on book tours... and go back to see Jose and Jose Louis and especially Shibata who touched my heart and soul with the telling of the history of the Mayans!

GOD Bless Mexico and Jose and Jose Louis and Shibata... and

GOD Bless Progreso ...Yucatan... and

GOD Bless Us All... Everyone! IJCNA

Friday, November 06, 2015

Road Rules

I got to thinking about how very much GOD is like the rules of the road!

I was in one of those left hand turning lanes when I realized that everyone was doing exactly what they should be doing... as we learn the rules of the road, when we first learn to drive. There are a few out there who never learned these rules and they are the ones who make trouble not only for themselves, but for the rest of us in their path.

As a Grandmother, I can look and see what the deal is... you have those teens who are defiant and want to do their own thing. Now, I was defiant as a teen also, but I grew up in hell and I was defying the devil... I saw the evil in the world and decided that I didn't want any part of it.

I wanted to do things the right way... the way GOD intended for it to be!

How can a kid be so defiant against those who are trying to tell them to do the right thing? And then get all upset and blame you when they make the wrong choice and screw up their own life? It's not my fault that you went the wrong way and caused your own problems... and it sorta irritates me when you come to me to fix your problem that could of been avoided in the first place, if you would of listened to me as someone who cares enough to give that good advice.

Every time someone comes to me and complains about their problems... its hard for me to discuss it when I have to tell them they brought on their own problems. And most people do... but there are some who suffer for the problems (sins) of others. Their parents or children or any other member of the family who is showing them the wrong ways to be.

I just thank GOD that so many people out there, know that certain things are wrong to do in the world... whether they learn it from GOD or a good parent. We should do away with bad instructions yes, but that would mean that we would need to know GOOD instructions...

And that is what GOD is all about!

It baffles me when PEOPLE don't know who and what GOD is.

GOD is the culmination of the SPIRITS of all the saints (and sinners) that have ever lived and breathed the breath of life. GOD knows the GOOD and the bad... and want's us to know the difference! So, HE gives us GOOD INSTRUCTIONS to help us along the way.

We only have one life to live...

At least that's how it seems to us... some believe that we can come back again... and I am not going to be one who sits and says that GOD wont allow us to ask HIM to come back for another chance... I have never died... however I do know that there is a spiritual world that lives beyond the grave. When my Grandfather was dying, he lived with me... and the last 10 days in his bed I would often sit with him and watch TV or listen to some music. I still have the CD's that I bought him for the last few months of his life. We talked... we cried... we speculated about death... and he told me what he saw... a few days before he passed, he was seeing all the ones who were important to him in his life... his mother and grandmother... his wife and a Dr and an Indian... they were all there in the room with him and he said they were coming from a veil in the corner of the ceiling... he said they would come and go... and 5 months before that, his wife... my Grandmother, fell over one day and I tried to get her up, she tried... but fell down again after about 3 final steps... I was desperate with 911 on the phone... but she passed before they got there... and I remember as I was doing CPR to my dead grandmother I felt many souls behind me... I thought it was the ambulance and fire crew... but it wasn't... I looked back behind me and no one was there... but I sure did feel their spirits... some of them I knew... it really freaked me out... I felt them pulling her that way, as I was hanging onto her in this life. In the end they won... she wanted to go, she was suffering for another persons sins... and her family knew it.

What I am trying to say is, I have felt them... and I know that they're out there... and that includes GOD HIMSELF... GODS SPIRIT trying to help us... and the only way to help us is to be within us... so that we can know too... the difference between right and wrong.

But some don't want to listen...

So its like the road rules that we have learned... and then someone comes along that hasn't learned the rules... and they defy the rules and make their own rules.. and what does that do???

It sorta screws some of the rest of us, who are following the rules...

Such is the mercy of sin... that we choose... and how more than just 'we' suffer... our children suffer also... so we need to make ourselves aware of what we are teaching them... irregardless of  their accepting our wisdom or not... we put it out there and they make the choice... we all get to make that choice... its a darn good thing that most are intelligent enough to make the right choices!

The problem arises when some choose to do things their own way and their way, is selfish and or lazy... now, knowing that both of these things are a sin... we try to ignore them as sin and turn them into something socially acceptable, so we can 'do our thing'.

When I was making a right hand turn... someone politely turned on their blinker to let me know they were turning... and thankful for that, I was able to turn myself in the way that I wanted to go more easily without stress or worry. This is so true with our spiritual life too... if we love one another and we care about the path of the others... we let them know where we are headed so they can know their own way also. We teach each other. Like two stones rubbing together to create a smoothness that everyone loves! Smooth and groovy... yeah :) HAHAHA, ya get it? :) We are SMOOTH in the GROOVE of GOD following the way of good, that has been set in stone many years ago :)

And when I was going up and over the hill I was driving my old beat up little car and suddenly a fine fancy new sports car was on my left... we were both going over the hill together, side by side... and in the end, we both got to the same place... the other side of the hill... it doesn't matter to GOD what sort of car you drive to get to your destination.

We are all going to the same destination anyway.... death comes for all of us.

When I was younger I thought that GOD was good and the devil was bad... and that was true but there was so much more to learn... I didn't realize that they're both out there in the world... working against each other... in our own hearts and minds. Fighting for the control of THE PEOPLE.

I know in the end THE GOOD PEOPLE will rise up and show us all the TRUTH of life and all will realize the message of Jesus transcends all time and space, PEOPLE from all around the world will someday agree that LOVE and LOVING ONE ANOTHER is the way to be.

For LOVE will set us free.

When ISIS learns to LOVE the infidel...

When the HO learns to love the housewife...

When the BOSS learns to love his employees...

That will be the time that has been talked about since... 4-EVER!

If there is one thing I know for sure... GOD IS NOT a respecter of persons... GOD is there for the rich and the poor... the smart minded and the idiots... the hot minded and the hot headed.

We all are in this together... and its a good thing to learn the rules of the road so that we can all get along and know what the other is doing out there... so, it is with the SPIRIT that we learn to live...  we just need to respect the spirits of others... we should never force by fear of death what should be learned by the LOVE of LIFE... as GOD so loved the world.. that HE gave HIS Jesus as a sacrifice to show the world what is TRUE and JUST and RIGHT!

And we know what is RIGHT by reading the rule book.

We know what is right... by acknowledging TRUTH!

We will create whats right whether we build roads or relationships, buildings or bridges, when we work with LOVE leading and guiding us within our own hearts and minds towards each other!

Praise GOD... Thank You Jesus!

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA

Wednesday, November 04, 2015

Proposition 1

I have not been known to vote in every single local election, but yesterday I got out the vote! And today I feel so relieved... like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders!

And last night I was so concerned... but not really to worried, because I know that most of the people here in Houston are good GOD fearing PEOPLE.

But our homosexual Mayor had an agenda... early this year she proclaimed, it was against the law to discriminate against transgenders. Now, we already have laws against discrimination, but this lesbian wanted to make it to where, if a man feels like he is a woman, he can dress like a women and use the women's restrooms! The PEOPLE exploded with anger... there was some tension for a little while because our Preachers and Priests were so mad the lesbian mayor was trying to change GODS word! That's right, the agenda of the homosexual is to force US as GODS PEOPLE to say its OK for them to sin. Our lesbian mayor even tried to demand our preachers and such, have their sermons confiscated and sent to her office. HA! But, some of the good PEOPLE of Houston got together and filed a complaint with our system and WE WON! What that meant was the matter would be set before the VOTERS!

So most all of us were dealing with verbal abuse from the homosexuals, because they hate us for hating them... however, truth be told... GODS PEOPLE do not hate homosexuals... just like GODS PEOPLE do not hate 'gluttonous over eaters'... fact is, we hate the sin... not the sinner.

GODS word, goes way back... it is knowledge gained from millions of years.

Why is homosexuality against GOD??? Because it does not promote LIFE and it deceives others. How many times have we seen on Jerry Springer, men who go nuts, when it is exposed to them that they were seduced by a man pretending to be a woman?

You know... really, if someone wants to dress up as the opposite sex, funny... whatever... but don't be deceptive in your words... tell people you are really a man, just doing it for kicks... many men do this... men who are happily married to women... men who love to dress up in drag just for fun and entertainment. I remember years ago, on another show... this issue caused a man to kill himself. It's just not right to lead others to believe your a woman when your DNA says you are a man! GOD made you what you are and if you have a penis, you ARE a man!

About 9 years ago... someone close to me said... "I would rather have a daughter who is a lesbian than have a daughter who is an unwed mother"... REALLY!?!?!

Well, each to their own.

But for me... I would rather have the daughter who is the unwed mother... because... LIFE goes on!

GOD is the GOD of the living... and if we separated us by sexual preference... like, put all the lesbians on their own island... and put the homosexual men on another island... and put heterosexuals on their own island... and wait 100 years... what would happen???

Well I have wrote about that before, so I will leave it at that.

So I got out the vote yesterday and waited patiently for the 10 PM news.

When I saw the prop failed... my faith in the PEOPLE of Houston was restored... and the lesbian mayor blew a gasket... I think she actually thought she would win! HA! NOT! Praise GOD!

She freaked out and spouted all sorts of BS... and ya know... she is the one full of BS... because the commercials that was promoting prop 1, only had people, like priests and straight people... a man and a woman who was pregnant... a soldier and such... never showing the true agenda... why didn't the commercials have the truth on them??? Why were they not filled with lesbians and homosexuals and transgenders? The commercials were misleading and PEOPLE were concerned! How can they make a prop for the lesbians and transgenders and not have them in the commercial? Could it be that if they told the truth, THE PEOPLE wouldn't go for it???

I honestly believe that the only reason it got the votes that it did was because it was misleading... they did it on purpose and then added in 'small letters and words' that no one reads anyway. The lesbians have their own secret agenda... and that is to create a place where they are equal to men and that just ain't gonna happen! A woman can't have sex with a woman and have a child... a woman NEEDS a man to have a child. Oh... except when you go to the Dr and be artificially inseminated... key word here is 'artificial' ... yup... we have come a long way. But without money to pay... a woman cannot get pregnant without sexual penetration from a man.

Now, I am not saying that all homosexuals are horrible people... its just what they learned from society and on Montrose street here in Houston. I am not against homosexuals... but I am against them twisting reality into something that isn't real, trying to change GODS WORD...

Men dressing as women seducing men who would never 'go that way' if given a choice... and also a different sort of man... or 'men' who secretly get a kick out of having a man on their knees in front of them. I think it makes them feel superior.

Well all in all... the Mayor says her fight is not over... she blames us... well DUH...

Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus!!! :)

THE PEOPLE have silently spoken volumes with their vote!

GOD Bless the USA! IJCNA

Friday, October 30, 2015

Mad? Still?

Not so much.

I am still angry, but not so much raging as I was. But I do feel that there is a possibility of being mad again. But here it is, Friday and haven't heard a word. And that's a good thing. I don't need evil corrupt judgmental people up my butt inside my own space. Now, if I was a horrible person it might be different. If I was a horrible person, GOD would not be on my side.

GOD has always been on my side!

GOD has never let me down!

So I woke up early today from one of those surreal dreams...

In the dream someone I was close to was having a problem, but I don't know who.

But it was a big family and they were very rich. They lived in this HUGE mansion. From what I saw the house was as big as 2 football fields, but I only saw portions of it.

The problem was... the house was divided. Some of the people living in the house had become evil and corrupt. And I was helping the good lady fight against them. Yes, it was a woman... and she had other younger people with her, but in the house the evil lived.

It was sorta like a video game I see my grandson play... I never got to see the whole house, much less enjoy it! But I did find the evil one... (ones)... and things got a little crazy with guns going off, them screaming words of hate... and ended with me driving right into them as they were trying to shoot at me! You know how GOD works. How many times have we heard about bad men trying to kill good men and the gun jams... or something happens that stops them. I know GOD works like that.

I have an idea what this dream means... but I don't think I have to go into all that as I know with GODS SPIRIT you will know yourself what it means!

I think this is why some people hate me. Because I am saying that you can find GOD right there inside your own heart and mind. Remembering it is true that before Jesus men had to go to temple and make fleshly sacrifice to the priests... it was a BIG deal... so much rigmarole... to appease GOD

But when Jesus came HE changed all that!

No longer could men sin all week long and then go and make a sacrifice of a bird or lamb... what have ya... and it be no skin off his nose... and so the hearts and minds of men were not so good at that time, because sin was pushed off on the animal being sacrificed... and can you believe that in that day that was moderate???

Then Jesus came and when he died, he did not leave us without help... and that was the comforter... and that is the SPIRIT OF GOD that dwells within the hearts and minds of HIS PEOPLE...

And there are many people who don't want you to know that.

For a couple of reasons...

1. Religions are BIG business... we know this by how mad Jesus got when he flipped the tables of the corrupt people in the temples... and let me say... some of these men live like kings! And maybe so... after all... they do lead you to GOD... if you listen to them... and give them money... and do what they say... but in the end you will find that GOD was inside you all of the time... and you know other men follow men of more ancient barbaric times of older religions who sought to control THE PEOPLE... through strict rules... and also ways out of those rules, and proceeded to make sin OK.

2. Which brings me to the next reason. Some people don't want you to even believe in GOD because SIN IS BIG BUSINESS! They are people who work for the evil one, Satan. But then they are the same people who want you to think its all a joke, doesn't mean anything!

But the truth is... with GOD... through Jesus... it does mean something... it means a lot... it means you can have a perfect life... if you follow the message of Jesus who was GOD in the flesh... who taught us to come together with LOVE for one another... in the name of Jesus to share a common spirit of LOVE... and do the RIGHT things among THE PEOPLE. When you do the right things... and your kids do the right things... you create a GOOD LIFE for the family. If a parent doesn't teach a child the ways of GOD the child will learn on the streets... from other dark horrible people... that 'ya do what ya gotta do to survive'... and that includes... cheating, lying, stealing... murdering... there is so much bad out there in the world, you wouldn't believe... and most of them always PRETEND to be good... just to get your goat!

Its amazing to me... that so many people are so clueless...

But I Praise GOD and I Thank Jesus when I see PEOPLE who have the spirit of goodness and righteousness... and I do see them... every day, I do!!!

GOD gives us LIFE... and then he gives us a CHOICE... to choose whom we will serve... there's a part of me that thinks GOD is thoroughly entertained by our antics... but is always there to set us straight when we seek the good things in life. Home, Family. A job to go to that is helpful to society. But look, we are allowing evil people to have their way because we have become complacent... accepting of sin because its so common.

But the thing is... GOD wants you to do BETTER!

Our struggle is not with each other... its against the power of evil which can make our lives a living hell... we see in the world... GOOD and BAD... we see gods of the past... both good and evil ones... its about who we, as A PEOPLE...  are going to lift up and promote!?!

The word on the street is, the churches are PACKED! People are choosing the GOOD things in this life over the things that hurt us so badly... and it is sin... don't be a dummy... read, read, read the Bible... and don't start with Genesis... start with Matthew, Mark,  Luke and John... and continue the New Testament because remember Jesus changed the covenant with GOD... learn about Jesus... the man! Its not a fairy tail... its all about what we have learned in the world. We cannot dismiss our studies of mankind. We cant just live in the moment because in a moment the moment will be gone! We must consider history and think about the future of our children!

Please consider your spirit... because its whats in the inside that its all about... Pretty is as pretty does... ya gotta act pretty to be pretty... Goodness is as goodness does... ya gotta act good to be good!

Praise GOD Thank You Jesus!

I am feeling much better now!

I know there are new readers who I feel need to know why I do all of this... its because I was raised up in hell... and my way out was through Jesus... his words showed me the way out of hell! So many people think heaven and hell are a myth, but its not... we see evidence of this everyday! And of course... 64 countries is pretty good, I think... and that's what keeps me here!

And its not that I have some theology degree... or any degree at all... its just that throughout the last 39 years since I was baptized in the name of Jesus and desperately sought a way out of hell... I have learned so much by reading my Bible and other religious books that were also helpful for me to see that the SPIRIT LIVES... within US!!! And in the spiritual realm there is a FORCE of GOOD against EVIL... its not just some game... well... wait... OK... if you want to think of life as a game... OK... play the game for real... because the fight is for real... because people who are doing the bad things think they are right... and they need to be educated to the truth of life! And we got to do it! WE as GODS PEOPLE must take a stand and show that there is a much better way...

You can have a much BETTER LIFE if you follow the Christ who serves the GOD that is GOOD and JUST and RIGHT...

Its all just your matter of thinking...

GOD Bless US... Everyone! IJCNA

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

I'm Still MAD

Still waiting for CPS to show up with their warrant...

And I think its RIDICULOUS that I haven't seen 3 of my grand kids in almost a YEAR because of the harsh JUDGEMENT of the all powerful all mighty CPS corrupt people and their comdemnation of simple pot smokers!

Can ya tell I am still mad??? I am one MAD Grandma! GRRRRR...

GOD forgive me :(

GOD Bless US... Everyone! 

Monday, October 26, 2015

I'M MAD Part 2

Here we are waiting for the 'warrant' from the CPS...

My blood is still boiling... I want to scream and cuss at them, but GOD tells me to settle down.

I am going to be OK.

But all I can think about is how they turned my simple pot smoker daughter into some zombie type taking Prozac, Klonopin, Ambien and something with Codine for pain... OH... but THAT'S OK...

Well its not OK for me! Is one big reason I hate them, when I should not be... I have to ask GOD to forgive me every hour... every few minutes for the HATE that I feel with this corrupt system. I would much rather deal with a slightly lazy pot smoker, rather than the zombie that cant get out of the bed!

Thank GOD she is weaning herself off of them!

Another thing that bothers me  WHOLE LOT... Other than the fact that I have never even met my 11 month old grand daughter... YES... this crap has been drawn out for 10 months now... just for the natural weed that grows from a seed and fulfills a need!

But my grands # 4 and #5 have also been taken away from a pot smoker and given to a 2 time drug felon and are not allowed to come to my house! And what makes it even worse is I have a grand #6 who misses the the boys and who hung out with them... and with them gone... he is not very happy and I know that the boys, grands # 4 and #5 would of already shown grand #6 how to use the potty chair!

I cant believe how it is legal for CPS to ruin lives like they do!

And guess what?

I am still MAD...

But praying to GOD for HIS strength and HELP!


Friday, October 23, 2015


When I started this blog... in my mind it was just a journal for my grand children (family) to read when they grew up... and most importantly I learned to keep a journal when I went through 3 years of psychotherapy after I tried to commit suicide at 28 years old. It took some time to undo all the damage that was done to me when I lived in hell... and it taught me how to fix what ailed my head. At the end, my therapist who was with United Way was Madelyn... oh how I grew to love her. I went to her for 2 years... (the other therapist was court ordered from my divorce). Which was OK... but that didn't help me as much as Madelyn did... and when I stopped seeing Madelyn, it was because she told me that she was taking a private job and would be leaving United Way and that she thought I was well enough to go on my own, but she would hand me over to another therapist if I felt that I needed to. Well, she had become the mother that I never had... and had helped so much to set me on a road to recovery... FROM HELL... and I thank GOD for her! I had changed my life... oh... it wasn't drug related... it was about growing up with domestic violence. Violent beatings that had made me a victim.

Anyways... so I started this blog from the idea from the therapist to keep a journal... but now it has reached 64 countries... I never in my life would of thought that it would do that. And so I know that many people, even in my home town of Houston, Texas are reading! Praise GOD!

I have to say... I live in poverty... and if I had the money... I would hire a lawyer to sue CPS, to CHANGE THEIR DRUG POLICY! ... And if you hear me... feel me... please call CPS in Houston Texas and tell them their drug policy is WRONG! PLEASE??? Because I cant seem to do anything without money... all I can do is come in here and post my thoughts. Praying that someone somewhere can help! GOD tells us that HE created the rich and the poor... I think its because we need each other to survive and that keeps us humble... or it should. Some think money means they are above others... and in a way they are, because if I was rich I would already have a helpful lawyer who does it to help people... I need a pro bono lawyer to start :(

Many smart people are getting wise to the lies of the devil... we now know that the 'weed' ...  'pot' ...  marijuana is not as bad as some say, the propaganda over the years has been ruthless as well as useless. Many intelligent minds are being changed about legalizing this 'weed' that comes from a seed and fulfills a need! And I would LOVE to be apart of that change... since CPS has hurt me more than they ever helped... I would like to see the policy changed to where simple pot smokers are not considered the same as meth heads or heroin freaks who kill their children!

I have been an on again off again pot smoker since 1972... oh sure I have done other things... I was a little wild and crazy... but I quit cigarettes and I don't drink much anymore... maybe once every 5 years for a specific reason. I have never been involved in many other chemical drugs. And I have never been in trouble... I love and respect the law... but in this case the law has it wrong... the law against this beautiful plant is wrong... HOW CAN WE HAVE A LAW AGAINST SOMETHING THAT GROWS FROM A SEED IN THE GROUND??? Sent to us by GOD HIMSELF for to help us with our problems!?! For me it has been a life time of abuse and depression and emotional pain that would of killed me, had GOD not saved me through people like Madelyn, and the healing parts of the beautiful marijuana plant!

We know this by Genesis 1; 29!

But yet... STILL... CPS treats us like an abusive heroin addicts who neglects the children! My Lord... I don't even abuse the dog! I even hate to kill spiders, because they eat the flying insects and I would hate to hinder their food chain!

Inside I am so angry... and I DO NOT like it!

I am feeling the hate more than ever... and I DO NOT like it!

My stomach hurts and I DO NOT like it!


Because yesterday morning my sleep was so rudely interrupted by a HUGE knock on the door... you know the kind of knock that the police make! I scrambled to get dressed, the whole time my heart is beating like crazy and I go into panic attack. When I got to the door, I knew it was CPS...

It would of been better had it been the police! I love the police, (as long as they are not corrupt)!

Instant anger and hate rushed through my whole body... these people have been screwing up my life since 1989... and I have never been in trouble and I have never had my kids taken away, the rumors were proven false! But they still want to come messing around because of the evil lies that some people say because they get mad and they USE and ABUSE the system to 'get back' at who ever they get mad at... why cant I be charged with something before CPS comes banging on my door? Why wasn't it the police banging on the door? Why doesn't CPS only respond to calls by the police or the hospitals? Why do they make it policy to believe anyone off the street... including the ones who are drug users and are revengeful for someone sleeping with their boyfriend? Why is our system so screwed up that it is wasting all this time and money to harass (not help) us, simply because of the lies of Satan?

For starters, I will NEVER again allow CPS in my house! I used to allow them in... many times I allowed them in... and I was nice and polite to them... but never again... They can knock all they want but, NEVER again will I ever be kind enough to let them in! They have already ruined my life and caused me to have anxiety problems... I used to let them in... EVERY TIME... BECAUSE I had nothing to hide... and I only wanted to straighten out and resolve what ever caused them to come here. And they were nice... back then. I never had any charges of neglect or abuse and the people who came in here had sense enough to see that I was a good mother and nothing became of it. I even told them I was a pot smoker, but NEVER around the children... I never let the pot... (which is lower on my list of priorities)... to ever be more important than the children. GOD forbid!

Now... just now... at this very second... 3 CPS people are at the door... with a policeman... they say for their protection! HA, I ask them... what about MY protection... they say... he can be there for me too... so I do let the cop in... HAHAHA I really liked him! But CPS will never come in my house again! I explained to him that this all started when someone met my daughter at my sisters house and it was a drug house and a house of prostitution... and they wanted to have sex with her and she told them no... the next day they had someone call CPS... I am so mad because for all these years CPS has been told that it was MY house that was the drug house and a house of prostitution... when it was actually my sisters! And with the murder that was committed there... the house was shut down. Has nothing to do with MY house! And I yelled... I did go off on those women. And I am glad that there was 3 of them... to see how angry I was.

So they want to see my niece... you know, the one I talked about before... the one who is an x stripper and x drug user. And remember... she didn't have anything to do with our family while she was lost to drugs... but... she prayed to GOD to help her get out... and soon she became pregnant. After all the years I prayed that GOD not allow her to get pregnant... GOD answered her prayers and so she is 36 with her first baby. When she did discover she was pregnant, it was her way, her chance to get out and she knew it... so she bravely asked me to stay here, the whole time she is thinking I would say no. But I let go of the past and helped her for GODs sake... and I know my Grandmother would want me to be there for her... and so I am. I do help her, teaching her things and... with all my heart I love that little baby! As I have always loved all of the children!

I never hesitated. She is a new person now. She is a good mother... she is seeing the joys of being a mother and she has been crying all morning. Well, I wouldn't let the CPS in but I did allow the police in... to check on the baby. And they did and every thing was fine... but that wasn't good enough for CPS. They wanted to come in and see the house... take pics of the fridge... and you know...I am really OK with that... but my niece was scared. But they have nothing on her. Except a past. And today, my niece is clean... she has nothing to fear... she will be negative... but she made the decision to tell them to get a warrant... which is our right. The cop was a good man... he was really on my side. Praise GOD! Thank You Jesus!

So they didn't get in... and I am waiting for them to come with a warrant.

So CPS is forcing a young mother to be scared for her situation and will now run away again. In fact, they are already gone. And I HATE CPS for it! And I would allow her to live here... for free... but...

Doesn't this mean that CPS is NOT allowing me to CARE for my niece? Sure she has other places to go... but they are not clean or a good place to be. CPS is forcing a 2 week old baby back on the streets because of a scared new mother! (Fact is, they were both tested in the hospital when the babe was born and were both clean.

All because of the confusion of Satan... he hates me so much he is trying to get me to fail... I will never fail because I will never give up! GOD has made a promise... to always be with me and help me even though the devil uses other people to try to destroy my life.

Oh, they're not after me... they don't even want to talk to me. But it's MY house and isn't that what Jesus tells us to do? Help the ones who are down and out... be there to love her and care for her when she has the realization that she wanted to escape hell, to have a better life? And I am here to help!

So obviously SOMETHING is wrong here! With the CPS drug policy... when Jesus says to love and care for someone and the official politically correct CPS who are above the police... who can order the police around... but that doesn't mean the police are really on their side. Today, when CPS was gunning for us... the police were there for ME! Praise GOD!

Now... I promised GOD that I was going to say this... even though its not politically correct... but this is what these horrible CPS has caused for me... in my soul... I hate to say this... I don't want to say this... and I know that some will be mad at me for saying this, but it is the honest truth... so I will say this... as of today... and I cant say it is forever... CPS could change their policy and then my opinion would change... but here is some truth...  If and when I see a child being abused or neglected... I WILL NEVER CALL CPS... never... because that child is better off being in the hands of people who have a problem but still love the child... rather than be in the hands of someone who only wants to help because of the money they get! I promise to GOD... this is true. As corrupt as CPS is these days... never will I report abuse or neglect... because the abuse and the horrific things I have seen because of CPS, ripping crying babies from a crying mothers arms... whose only crime is she smoked a little pot... and handing them over to a 2 time drug felon, who had some time to clean up before he was asked to do a drug test. This should be a crime!

Such a mess... such a mess...

I am sick and tired of being judged and condemned just because of a little pot!

I have never been in trouble... I love the law... I respect the law... and none of the 10 commandments say 'Thou shalt not smoke pot'! For GOD has given us this plant for its resources! Throughout the years men have manipulated this law to suit them. I can imagine how empty our prisons would be if they let go of all the 'simple pot smokers'. Even the CPS Specialist said her case load would lighten by 12 if they would just adjust the law to not include this natural seed growing plant as a DRUG!

And you know what??? I am still mad! Because I am frantically trying to figure out how to fix this. I do have a plan growing in my head... but I wanted to get in here and finish this blog so I can tell the whole story. Sometimes when I am fighting for my life... I get the anxiety and its hard to talk. So I want to post it all here first before I start heading down another avenue. Altho, you know GOD tells us not to worry about what we will say, HE will put it in our mouths what to say when we need it!

But I am still baffled... GOD tells me to help and CPS says that I cannot! They are judging me under false pretenses without knowing anything about me except what lies were told.

We went to the Lawyer who is handling my daughters case and they are only interested in the one issue and they have no more pro bono hours to help me with this one. So if anyone knows someone who will help me... please contact me at   ... or anyone wants to write... I do check that email. Or contact me on Facebook

I know that GOD has a plan... and I know that CPS has a job to do... I understand that, but I am not sorry about going off on them this morning... I was angry at them... they don't hear me telling them the truth...  and they believe liars... and their current policy treats non criminals like criminals.

OH... that's right... its a crime to smoke a little pot, but sodomy is now legal!!!

Yeah I am mad... and funny thing... my engines are still rolling with this issue. I remember when my daughter was a minor mother who smoked a joint and CPS made us both go to a drug rehab class... and I will never forget the OWNER calling me into the office to get the details of my story... and she told me... "Never give up the fight!" And she was talking about the fight to free the weed that comes from a seed and fulfills a need! If one woman can start a chain reaction to get GOD taken out of our schools... maybe one woman can start a chain reaction to set THE PEOPLE straight about this beautiful natural plant that solves many many problems...

LOOK and see... I predicted that Colorado would have monetary success beyond belief when they legalized this natural plant that helps us in so many ways. Peoples opinions will change when the truth comes out... and we are just now discovering the truth... its not as bad as we were led to believe in the war on drugs... you see... its because of this... Cannabis is NOT a drug... it is a natural PLANT that comes from a seed... is a gift of GOD... that men have throughout the past hundred years ago tried to make it into something evil when its not. I want to again tell the story that I got from a United States Marshall... about WHY the law is against it... you know... about the murder that was a crime of passion and racism... not really a case of 'oh he was so high he killed a man'. The propaganda against it was way different than the truth. And if anyone wants me to rewrite it... as I think I have written it on this blog already, somewhere but if anyone wants me to rewrite it, just email me at the email above and I will come back and re write that story.

But in the meanwhile... I need help.

Its not about drugs... its about my address and my reputation... and the way I am judged by people who don't even know me! People who sit in offices all day getting paid to solve all the children's problems, when they don't even see with their own eyes the truth. Well I am here to testify that they have only ruined the lives of the people I have seen them touch... and of course I don't see the good work that they do, because I don't hang around people who are that stupid.

From here on out I will be in constant prayer that one of you out there can be there for me! If you know someone who would be passionate about this issue and use my story to fight to make proper changes... please ask others, to ask others... can someone out there help me?

Oh and one more note... a little off the subject, but touches my heart! When I logged on here today I saw that 5 Russians were reading at the same time and there has been also in the past 10 and 12... up to 21 Russians reading at one time, many times... No, I'm no scared... I am elated! I LOVE IT!!!  I have seen many documentaries on Russia, it is a beautiful place... and the Russians are beautiful people... and to anyone who thinks I'm wrong for loving the Russians... I would ask you... WHY??? Do you hate them?? Because I don't! I love Russia... I love China, I love France... I love many countries... many many... I love ALL the GOOD PEOPLE around the world. I do not believe that all are evil... I feel that evil is scattered around the world... not stuck in one place or type of people... And I know that in the end... we will find HEAVEN when we all learn to LOVE one another!

After all, wasn't that the message of Jesus?

One day in the future... it will all be OK... we will fix the wrong in our systems and we will be able to free the weed that comes from a seed and fulfills a need!

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA