Blessed by GOD, to be loud and proud of what is good and right and true! GOD bless us, Everyone! IJCNA

Saturday, January 13, 2018


I was saying the Lords Prayer the other day, as I sometimes do and I was struck at how simple the opening words were...

The Lord is my Shepherd... I shall not want!

And I stopped and thought about it... if I were to simplify for the ones who have no clue, I would say this...

GOD is my guide... I have everything I need!


Really! I mean have you ever thought beyond the repetition of these words?

I was feeling them not just reading them!

Most of my prayers are these words... "Lord, Lead and guide me by your Spirit!"

This means that even tho GOD doesn't have any materialistic signs that point the way..  HE does have spiritual signs. And its like, you cant see them unless you are feeling HIS Spirit. If you're not feeling the Spirit it's because GOD is not LIVING within your own heart and mind. And all you have to do, is ASK HIM IN! HE is not going to barge HIS way in. He is not going to FORCE you to take HIM in... he isn't going to cut your head off or shoot you in the head for not serving HIM.

We all have our own choices.

That is the wonder of our Awesome GOD... HE gives us the freedom to choose our way!

I've been reading a lot lately about how many atheists and agnostics are in the world. And I laughed to myself... HAHAHA, if they only knew that if they are living with LOVE for each other.. and they are kind to each other and are being helpful to each other... they are ALREADY doing what GOD says for us to do! They work hard and they LOVE LIFE!

GOD is LOVE... GOD is the god of the LIVING... that's US... thats WE... but not limited to US... because someday it's going to be THEM... cause WE will become THEM...

The Unborn... the ones who will be coming after we're gone... no one can live forever!

It is fascinating to me that we can create something that will live on and go on forever! And that we ourselves are so limited. I've seen people come and go and the stuff they made/created is still around! I have these really cool shelves that I watched my Grandfather build, when I was a young child... they now sit in my back room... the room that I am in right now... and I look at them and I remember him building them... and I get all joyful inside my soul for giving me those moments in my life that I feel my roots running deep! I read somewhere that some people believe that as long as someone is remembered, they never really die!

I believe that is what keeps Jesus alive and well...

The second coming is not going to be his body floating out of the sky... it's going to be when HE comes into your heart and mind and shows YOU the difference between good and bad. No one has to tell you... you just KNOW... that is KNOWING GOD... that is GOD being in the very place HE wants to be! Inside your soul... left to US when Jesus was murdered.

The SPIRIT OF GOD will indeed LIVE forever!

Let's be apart of it!

It's what makes us KNOW someone personally, we watch what they do, we hear what they say... we know them by their actions. If they are trying to tell you that your better because your label is different than someone else's... they are wrong!

The enemy is ARROGANCE... thinking yourself better than others to the point where you can kill them and steal their stuff and you think it's good!

But, when Christian people meet Christian people... we know its not about labels... it's not about color or creed or culture or doctrine or tradition... it's about the LOVE man! It's about knowing that they are not going to turn on you with lies and deceptions... but now... that is not 100% ... there are some who hide behind religions... some who use religions as big business. I'm sorry I have to say this... but it's the truth. I wish it wasn't. But corruptions have run amok... and we are sure that there will be problems when someone with power becomes corrupt. We've seen it a billion times over!

And praise GOD we have HIS PEOPLE who come and stand up for TRUTH and for what is RIGHT and GOOD for ALL of US! I love it when I see people who make lots of money who go out and help others who don't! This is going to be what saves us as a PEOPLE! The rich will actually be grateful for their bountiful harvest, so to speak... and will use the extra to help others in need! We do see this... but it's not a popular thing... to many are selfish and do not care for others... but one day... the Spirit of Jesus will be in the hearts and minds of EVERYONE... EVERYWHERE!

Because we can all agree that LOVE is where it's at! LOVE is the best way to go... when PEOPLE spread the LOVE ... whether they know it or not... they LIVE with LOVE... they act with LOVE... they speak with LOVE.


Don't let anyone tell you that you have to do this or that to be accepted by GOD... it amazes me what some have done in the name of a god. You see it's not about if you are seen going to a church or a temple or a mosque... it's not about having the power of life and death over a people... it's about how much you cherish LIFE and LOVE! It's about how much you respect others... how much you help others to take the first few steps in the right direction, making them able to be a productive citizen!

We are faced with choices everyday! It's been that way since forever!

Some people know that it's natural, normal even... to have some who are good with their money... and some who squander their money! Some say that MONEY is the root of all evil.. don't believe that! In fact it's when you LOVE money more than you love GOD... that's when it becomes an evil habit. Its like, its OK to love your make up... as long as you LOVE GOD more!

Its OK to love your home... as long as you love GOD more!

GOD can make ya or break ya!

You can learn these things by me or someone like me who teaches the WORD... or GOD will have to teach you the lesson! And that usually includes consequences that your not gonna like!

I tell the children when they are little... you can avoid a lot of problems if you just do not have anything to do with their causes!

Its OK to love your job... or your position... but LOVE GOD more!

Its OK to love your car... but LOVE GOD more!

What is GOD???


Where do you find HIM?

Within the hearts and minds of HIS PEOPLE!

Where is the evidence?

Look at all the GOOD that PEOPLE have done for each other! My Grandparents did good by me... I do good by my Grandchildren, which teaches them to do good to their grandchildren. Now, I used the example of Grands because I didn't have a good mother... and I don't blame my dad for leaving her. But he wasn't there for me either! But truthfully it's the parents JOB... it's the parents responsibility to do right by their kids... and it's a good thing when kids take care of their ailing parents or grandparents!

You know poets have written about it... singers have sung songs about it... about LOVE with both its joys and pains. GOD doesn't want you to have pain with it! Only joy... is why HE has caused people to write about it and record the good words of LIFE and LOVE!

Can't find GOD?

It's because your not looking in the right place!

You can't find GOD 'out there' or 'over there' or 'in that building.' You can't follow someone to GOD, like don't believe anyone who says 'I will show you GOD'...  because the only place you can find GOD is within your own heart! When you follow the example of Jesus... you will find 'the love' that will save you! The power of LOVE that GOD gives to you freely when you open your mind to the truth... I don't want you to be confused. GOD is not the author of confusion!

I could talk about this issue all day...

But really it's simple...

The words are easy...


No hate... no anger... no death... no destruction of souls for sin...

Be good to each other...

HELP each other out...

Can't find GOD???

Look for LOVE because GOD is LOVE!

You want to be loved... you can find that, in the EYES of HIS PEOPLE!

GOD Bless US, Everyone!


We are now up to 109 countries!

I praise GOD and Thank HIM for that!

Monday, January 01, 2018


I am not sure why GOD wants me to write like this. My life is so full of LOVE and LIFE... I am surely blessed these days! So much to do, I never get caught up!

But in all my ways...I acknowledge HIM and HE directs my path here... for you!

I remember the song, This Little Light of Mine... and I remember when someone in the church said it should be this BIG light of mine... and I think about how BIG the Spirit of GOD is... and yet we still  say 'its little' because we each have our own little part!

It is my belief that my little light will combine with the SPIRIT of GOD!

I am thinking about Russia! A beautiful GRAND place that has a history that is as rich as GOLD... actually more precious than gold. When GOD speaks to me about Russia... it is with great LOVE!

Here's truth... GOD LOVES Russia!

Now that doesn't mean GOD doesn't love China or Russia or Australia or Africa or Mexico, ect! Because GOD LOVES ALL OF US!

I just don't understand the hatred for a PLACE... any place. And if you say you hate Russia... than the problem is within you! Its not that the Russians are coming to take over. Truth is... NO OTHER place or religion will ever take over America! Not that they haven't tried...

America has always belongs to Her PEOPLE... and we are a GODLY PEOPLE!

Truth is... when you strip away the labels... PEOPLE are PEOPLE no matter what place, color or creed... or traditions or doctrines there are for people to follow and be labeled by.

I don't know why we always want to use labels, I guess they are there to tell us differences of state and mind. But for real... GOD has PEOPLE around the world who LOVE HIM and want to promote the TRUTH/facts of Jesus... of anyone who teaches LOVE and PEACE and KINDNESS and GOODNESS among the PEOPLE!

I'll never forget seeing a video... and even then, I didn't see the woman who spoke in the video, but she could of been any woman as far as I can see. What was going on was, the take over of Gaza by the people who promote death and destruction... she spoke out against them... "But we are a good people..." and you know I know when someone speaks truth... and this woman was speaking TRUTH... they were and still ARE a good people! They are just caught up in the front lines of the age old war of... GOOD against evil!

This is the war that we are fighting still today... its not a place that hates a place that has a different label! It is a war of PRINCIPALS... morals... ethics!

I will always remember our Beautiful Judge Milian explaining to the people that it might be ethically, morally wrong... but its not against the law. It hurts my heart to know this is true.

And its a problem!

But with GODS ways... if its morally or ethically wrong... its wrong against HIM!

And to be honest... Russia is not responsible for the Trump Presidential win... if anything the Russians were praying to GOD that Trump would win! And of course we know that Trump was sent by GOD to win! And we PRAYED... as in the Russians and Americans and also with others around the world who knew the consequences of the OTHER CHOICE!!! 

So many people were absolutely clueless of the moral/ethical facts!

I was like... WTH???

I am so surprised with all the fake news! Its just lying without being morally or ethically wrong!!! Or so they think... and so they do!

Here's more TRUTH... GOD tells us 'do not lie'... and everytime that someone posts fake news... they are lying according to GOD! And you know... 'There is nothing hidden that shall not be revealed'! There will always be GODS PEOPLE to make right the wrongs done by men who entertain evil.

I know, that within my lifetime we will see the perfecting of the saints! It is already happening! You know... GOD sometimes works very slowly... but its because of the stubbornness of some people.

I love to know that even tho' some do not talk about it... they do always follow GODS laws simply  because of their ancestors who made the CHOICE to follow Jesus.

That is to live life, loving and respecting others.

Helping those who need help. I see where some go out and pick up street people and give them the chance to step up in life. They help them get a job and they in turn help society be strong enough to help anyone else out there. And that's what GOD is all about.


Recently a Church took in 2 lost souls off the street... (as many do)... but these two, stole from the church and disappeared. HA... to me... I would be glad they are gone... but hold on to the lesson... some want the help and do a good job becoming a good citizen,  others take advantage of the situation for their own selfish ways. But GOD tells us to just wipe the dirt off your feet and do not be bitter or judgemental... the next one might be one who was sent by GOD to get real help!

Ya win some... ya lose some!

But keep going in the way that is good because its GOOD for YOU, by GOD!

I believe we work out our own salvation... you can't save all... but that is only while we are still learning. Someday we will live in a world where there are none who are alone... helpless in the dark. We are the CHILDREN OF GOD... with the knowledge of the ages!

Some will be hard and hopeless... let GOD take care of them. HE will!

You know what they say... "Do the best you can and leave the rest to GOD!"

I love to see how GOD works and what GOD has planned for us... HEAVEN! And we can make it! We know that in the end LOVE always wins! Some will suffer but at the end of the day and the dust is settled... WE THE PEOPLE will win!

People everywhere around the world will let go of the hate... and cleave to LOVE...


There are places in the world where the crime rate is very very low... the PEOPLE have learned to be civil.. and LOVING and caring and helpful!

Its so funny to me... someone does something kind... and the news people are right on that! I mean... this should not be news... but it is, because we are still fighting the demons that are roaming the earth seeking innocent people to devour. But its getting smaller and smaller...

It seems like its an explosion of hate... but really its not... we're just figuring out the details. Looking for the day that every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that the way to go is to follow the example of Jesus... the man who showed us GOD...

Sometimes it overwhelms me... the spiritual world... as in Genesis... I can see both the evil and the good... and I know that WE THE PEOPLE GOT THIS!

We can overcome evil with good!

If you could see how easy it is to stomp on that ole' devil... You would be having a dancing party stomping out the evil among us. But then...

 Ohhh, I am so HAPPY for THEM... THE CHILDREN OF GOD who always promote the good... and spit out the bad... we will all be tempted... you know... like to sell your children... or follow the whore... or drink yourself to death...

But... WE choose NOT TO!

GODS GOODNESS will happen... I can see it coming!

The world will not fall... the world will not fail...


And we are glad about it!

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA...

I LOVE you Russia! Not all people are haters... Thank You for always coming back to read these words... I am always a little excited when 13 to 23 people from Russia log on at the same time. I love it.. I always wonder if its some class. Whatever it is... whoever you are... I Praise GOD and Thank Jesus 4U!

Sunday, December 10, 2017

Back To Basics

First of all let's go over what GOD is... G-O-D is a label we put on the SPIRIT of LOVE...

Since the beginning there has always been a force... and they are pressed against each other like 2 shields... one against the other. It has alway been so. Since the beginning.

Which by the way, was not the beginning of the earth... it was the beginning of the separation of good and evil. The beginning of the KNOWLEDGE of good and evil! As in Satan's own words, now we are like GOD... knowing the difference.

To me Genesis was an experiment in a time that was before time existed.

Men inspired by the good things that GOD has given, to began to develop written wisdom.

And here we are... so lucky to be living in these days... we have so much to learn and understand. All the things and ways since the beginning of time are ours to choose from!

As Eve was innocent in the garden... who exactly was hanging out over the wall encouraging her to take of the thing that GOD had told her not to... that spirit was one of deception for the destruction of her spirit... she had no clue... but now Adam... he knew in his heart that he didn't want to disobey the one who gave him 'the LIFE'!!! But he was alas, human... and swayed by the woman.

And this is why some old religions do not include women in the GOD HEAD!

Now the difference is, that of human desires... which is more important? Feeding the flesh or feeding the spirit? Its all a matter of personal choice. What you value in your world!

What really cracks me up is those who live and lie... and yet, get mad at someone for lying to them. Or someone who is cruel... and then falls apart when someone is cruel to them.

Now when GOD established this wisdom... some men... and I have to use men because it was the men who ran things back then... not so today! But at that time... men became corrupt and saw to it that their 'religions' were self serving... instead of serving others.

Whereas GOD tells us to LOVE ONE ANOTHER, do good to each other...

And PRAISE GOD I see this happening all over the world today! WHY???


I love to see all the BEAUTIFUL spirits!

Now as time went on... GOD saw that men became corrupt in the flesh... which distracted them from the SPIRIT! And GOD knew that HE would have to find a way for men... errrr PEOPLE to become healed from this sin... GOD gave us the 10 commandments... but the people still had a fleshly heart and succumbed to the weaknesses of the flesh.

Time marched on... and people used the old ways to conquer and convert the people to a rigid course that was destructive and demeaning to GOD and his SAINTS. If someone messed up the system killed them. There was no mercy... and the people learned to hate... there was no love in their hearts... only revenge and murder.

After all, since the beginning we had free will... Eve had the will to follow the evil words of Satan... or cleave to the GOOD that GOD had given her.

She wasn't the first and she wasn't the last... but she is one of the first few, used by GOD as an example to us of what happens when you fall away from GOD.

And GOD cried... and then became angry.

And in GODS anger HE knew that HE must give us an out... a way to know and understand HIS SPIRIT... and after a time... as predicted... GOD gave us Jesus!

Jesus was a good man who had the strong will of Samuel... Job and John among others!

He was the perfect man who had come to spread the word of GOD much better than anyone had before... well... I think Confucius had it together too... as we know that 500 years or so before Christ, he said... "Don't do something to someone that you wouldn't want done to you!"

But with Jesus... we learned to LOVE EACH OTHER... and when Jesus was murdered... sacrificed for nothing other than the sins of THE PEOPLE... He left us THE HOLY GHOST... The comforter... the one who is with us when no one else is... the SPIRIT OF GOD!

Yes, GOD found a way to establish HIS will in our own hearts and minds... we don't have to worry about anything because with GOD comes a LIFE of LOVE and TRUTH and JOY and PEACE... and above all... the wisdom to know the difference between that and 'death and hate and lies and depression and chaos!'

I look around and see more than most... I see the difference in the hearts and minds of the PEOPLE... and I see GOOD GODLY PEOPLE standing up for what is good and condemning what is bad.

The confusion comes when people don't know what is bad for them. They think that sin is OK and are trying to justify it. But the thing is... we can never make lies into truth.

We can never make life out of death.

Ohhhh I wish all of you could know the JOY of the Lord! It is so wonderful... and THANK GOD many many people out there have it! Why? Because the spirit of the family! Good people who live and love and help and see LIFE as it should be... the way GOD intended it!

Many people out there know of this... and it's not in the money... because I would rather sweep a dirt floor where there was LOVE rather than recline in a mansion of hate.

Oh the pain of it all... comes from within...

So as we grow as a PEOPLE... and I am thinking about the ones who are young and strong in the SPIRIT and know GOD intimately! They know what is right and good for them and their PEOPLE... and they will get there... and I believe we are in that generation... because GOD has said the info would be around the world at the same time... and we have that with the media and the internet!

Even now they are going strong... GOD IS WITH THEM!


We are the ones who are going to get it right! We will overcome the evil with good.

In time... not to long of a time... evil will die out because people will no longer be fooled by the lies and deceit. Evil will no longer dominate our world like it has in the recent past.

I love to look forward to when evil has been locked up in hell... is no longer tempting the children... the people live and die in peace as nature progresses.

Yes... smart intelligent people who know and respect the HIGHER POWER that is GOD... the SPIRIT OF GOODNESS and kindness and LOVE for each other.

The SPIRIT that has been repressed by some will be glorified by all!

It won't be about gluttony.. adultery... or being selfish at all. I don't want to even say... but I can see why and how this got started... but you know my policy... no finger pointing and no blame.

As these are things that we work out ourselves with GOD.

GOD shows you in your heart truth... and what we do with that information will create the human that we are. 

I love seeing the good that will be done by GOD through the hands of HIS PEOPLE!

Some only think of themselves... OK... for example, here's one a lot of people can relate to... feeding our flesh more than it needs when we could be feeding others.

Giving our love to only one who satisfies our flesh... (adultery) and not caring about the results this will have on other people in your life. The one that you married... and the children you have... you choose to glorify the flesh of some bimbo who doesn't love you... only your money.

I remember when I did Proverbs. I got stuck... took me 3 days of prayer to see the meaning... it was so different than the words said... but in all, it was how sad it is for a rich person to have to wonder if they are loved for their hearts or for their money.

Many people say... 'money is the root of all evil' ... but truth is... its the "LOVE of money" that is the root of all evil. When you love the money more than the person handing it to you.

Yes, the world is in a squander because of the choices of certain people who became corrupt... or in other words... followed the voice of Satan... that lying self serving manipulator that has many names... many places in time... the one who convinced some to be self serving... at the expense of every one else... or some bodies else.

But we remember that GOD HIMSELF knows that HIS LOVE... in the end... will win!

Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus for the words of LOVE


I love you all... I am grateful and thankful for you to come read... when I get down and discouraged... GOD reminds me of YOU... all of you... and I find the strength to carry on...

For the LOVE and care of my BROTHERS and SISTERS in CHRIST!

GOD Bless US... Everyone!


Saturday, November 11, 2017

A Room Divided

The Lord has given me a vision to remember here today.

I see a very large room.

I mean it's HUGE like a stadium... with many people... packed so tightly, they are almost fused together. In the middle of the room... there is a wall, running down the vertical length of it, dividing the room into 2... and on each side of the 8 walls, there are 8 mirrors. So that when in the rooms it is reflected back on itself so the rooms seem infinite.

I can look close and see what is going on...

There are lots of PEOPLE on both sides...

On the left there is chaos and violence... hatred streaming out of mouths that are abusive. Some people are screaming and some are breaking things... tables and couches, chairs and whatnot... There are cries of pain and suffering. There is blood splattered everywhere. They are scratching and biting each other. Everything seems to be black and red in color... black for the darkness of their minds... and red from the blood that is spilled every now and again.

No one is calm. No one is kind. There is no peace. People are arguing nonsense of things that I have never even heard of... arguing of things that have never been argued about ever before.

People hurting people... people treating other people like animals.

There is fear and confusion.

My mouth has dropped open in response to the shock of it all. I back up with my Lord to feel all that can be felt in that room. It is a sadness almost like a sickness that overwhelms my soul.

But, I am safe from the suffocation of evil people.

For, My Lord Is With Me!

We watch the old Dracula movies... and we wonder... but we are not afraid because its just a movie. But this ancient tale is based on a man who was written about from long long ago. But he didn't feed off of blood from a biting wound in the neck, he feeds off the blood of others as he arrogantly commands death to any person for any reason.

And sadly, there was a time when people lived this way, like animals devouring each other for the process of personal gain. It's not a pretty picture. In fact, its pretty dark... and the people are not very smart.

I don't understand the mentality of  people who will use and abuse other people just to fulfill their own personal lusts. I don't want to see it. But I have to see it. GOD says to see it and to show it to everyone. HE wants us to know of the evil in the world so that we can avoid doing THAT again.

Because one day... life... The PEOPLE... who are alive... are going to see... and understand that LOVE is our GOD... and life will soon become like the 2nd room... the other room... on the other side! I LOVE this room and this where I choose to be... I can go in and feel welcomed and be treated well indeed! Oh the beauty of it all...

People in this room are very smart... they know that LOVE is the most precious commodity that there ever was... and is! They are wise to teach their children to live with LOVE leading and guiding them! They are helpful and caring because they have seen this all their lives! They are kind and considerate...

They know that God is just a label we put on the SPIRIT of GOODNESS that we as Christians share. The love that has been passed down from parents to children since... well, since the beginning of knowledge!

And wisdom is thick in the room on the right!


I love that we can know what we want in life and we can teach these things to our children! We love to show them how to be lovey and caring and honest and helpful!

They know not to lie because when you lie... it shows that you know it's wrong!

Did you ever think about it???

Oh I love to see it! I love to know that its real!


He IS the GOD of the LIVING!

And here we are... LIVING!

We all know that my #1 sin is gluttony... I love to eat all the yummy foods that are so plentiful in this day and time... but my other sin... (aaaahhh, you didn't know I had any... right? HAHAHA)

I get jealous... envious of the people who live like GOD wants us to live... not like for me... my parents... both of them loved themselves more than they loved me... or any of my siblings... and most people who live with those like that... learn to be just like that... self absorbed... self indulgent and screw anyone else... you know... like the one who will go to a banquet and eat a whole pile of food while there are some who haven't eaten... sitting on the sidelines... wondering if the glutton realizes what they are doing... don't they know they are being selfish??

I am thinking of the ones who can learn from this.

So as I was saying... I was envious of the woman who had great parents and who had raised great kids who learned to love their parents... and then marry a man who loves her like her parents loved her, and she knows it... not like the ones I married who thought more of themselves than they did of me... but it was what I was raised with, it was what I was used to... what I knew.

Now, I see these practically perfect people all the time! Its very rare that I come across those who are heartless and ruthless and conniving, all just to satisfy their own fleshly desires!


There are so many good ones... like the ones in the room on the right... Loving... and laughing... and watching in wonder as they discover fascinating things together! They love the children... they love to watch the children grow! They don't care if its their own kid, or someone else's... we appreciate them ALL!

Remember when Jesus said... "Suffer the little children to come unto me... for such is the kingdom of heaven."  YES, He did say that!

They were all out camping and there were many people chatting and laughing... and the little children LOVED Jesus, because kids are smart like that... they can feel the love! And so their momma's were telling them to get back and leave Jesus alone... he was tired and didn't need to have children all up in his space... and that is when He said it! He knew that our hope is with the children!

And so it is now... but you can see the battle raging, can't you... you can see the good saints of GOD standing up for truth and justice! For life and for LOVE! And for FREEDOM to choose! :)

It's all about the LOVE, Man!

It's so easy a child can understand!

It takes an adult time to develop the hard core sense of corruption that comes from the greed and lust! And all the stuff that that implies!

I love to watch as people LOVE and help each other! I mean... its the way that GOD intended!

The problem is, to many people get all into themselves and their idols who are all into themselves... I mean the whole world can see the problem here.

Now here's the solution...

GOD is first... my friends and family are second... and I am third...

That is to say... when you are loving your peeps... and they are loving you... well... It just don't get much better than that! Loving... helping... sacrificing self for to give help to others!

Its a beautiful thing!

And I am really working on not being jealous of those practically perfect people... having practically perfect children and grow to be practically perfect grandparents! Children who grow to have a good life and a practically perfect story... with a practically perfect ending!

I know lots of them!

We cant live forever... but while we're here we can create a beautiful story... that one day will make people cry tears of joy at knowing the struggle is real...

And, I tell myself... I grew up in hell... if I hadn't, I wouldn't be able to tell my story of how I survived and how GOD has helped me... even tho it was a horrible terrible time for me.

In my life, I have missed out on a lot of good stuff... and yes I am sometimes a little jealous of people who have all that good stuff... but ya know... I guess for some reason... that only GOD knows... HE chose to bless those people with the goodness they have!

So that is why... I am dedicated to my story... and the good thought that, you can have that good stuff too... and so can your children... and your children's children... and so on and so on and so on.

I guess my final thought here today is, you cant pick the cards that are dealt to ya... but you can pick how you play the game!

Just like you can pick a room... left or right?

You choose...

It's your turn!

Praise GOD Thank You Jesus!

Thank you for sharing... we are up to 108 countries now!

GOD Bless US, Everyone... IJCNA

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

The World As We Know It

So much running through my head... I'm working hard as i can, and so much yet to do.

But I had to come in here... I have to let go of some of this stuff.

I need to start with this new shooting. And everyone wants to know why this man did this. I can tell you this... its very simple he did NOT know GOD!

GOD is the GOD of the living... and anyone who makes death of innocents is not acting according to what GOD has told us throughout the years. This man was entertaining demons.

If you don't believe in demons... doesn't mean they are not there.

GOD is all kind and loving...

GOD teaches us through Jesus, to LOVE one another... and to LOVE your enemies... do good to those who spitefully use and abuse you... and then dust the dirt off your feet and get on your way.

There are so many people out there who want us to forget about GOD, they want to do their dirty deeds and have 'the people' say its OK. Oh yes.. there are some who want to sin every day and have you believe that its all good. But it's not!

GOD said the word is the word and will always be the word and if anyone tries to change or manipulate it, will be cursed. And this is because we do not, should not distort TRUTH!

The truth brings freedom... but the truth is also something that can hurt.

But GOD will never stand behind sin... sin will always be sin for a reason.

So, no matter what they try to say... or do... to try to convince us that they are good... we know by their actions and attitude who they're living for. Who they're working for...

Good on us that MOST of us are GOOD PEOPLE. We were raised by good PEOPLE who taught us the difference between good and bad. I mean its been there for a million years or more... the war between GOOD and evil. It happens ever day in many different places.

Praise GOD that most of US, LOVE GOD!

But there are some who are self serving... both my mother and father thought of themselves before their kids/family. How sad we learn to late where our priorities should be.

Where there is no LOVE for each other... that is Satan's playground. And how does he get in??? You let him in... simply by not acknowledging him. He can get in your heart and mind and play tricks on your brain. And you don't even believe...

The worst thing we could do is deny GOD.

Things can go so bad so quickly if we don't know or understand what's going on in the world. So its a good thing to recognise that GOD is GOOD and wants us to be kind and helpful to each other.

Look see whats happened... there is no idea of good versus evil... but we've been dealing with this issue in our movies and cartoons for a long time. It's not make believe.

Truth is, we can all be a Super man or a Super woman! I see them all the time... and I sure admire the ones who do their best everyday for the betterment of their world. Our world!

GOD showed me that there is one earth... but many worlds... in each of our own minds there is a world... a happy world or a world of pain... or maybe a world of stress... or a world of sadness... we create our own worlds... we create our own stories.

How many worlds are there? Well, how many people are there in the earth? Billions? We all have our own thing going in our world... and sometimes we share our worlds... so we are together... but separate... in perspectives. It's a good thing!

You can't expect everyone to think and agree with you.

GOD has shown us that we are to respect other people's... cultures... creeds... and doctrines and traditions... Life is variable.. depending on who you are and how you were raised. I think it so wonderful to see the differences! We can enjoy going to different places!

GOD says the thing that is the worst is corruption in high places.

And that is why people... bad people... corrupt people... hide what they do.

And yet they don't know that GODS word says, 'There is nothing hidden that shall not be revealed'!

So what is the wise thing to do? Be smart and know that GOD wants us to have a GOOD life!

Too many people are down and depressed... why? Because they got caught up in their own self pleasures... as Mary Poppins said... "Some people can't see beyond their own noses." And they can't help but not care about others. Because they don't know GOD.

We are wrong to listen to corrupt men who see themselves as better than common folk... better than GOD... they want you to accept their sin...  and that is the first step over the edge... before the fall.

And people who don't know GOD or understand HIS ideas and words, live in a wasted world. A world that is created for themselves... and when they discover they are all alone... it's all downhill from there. This is the reason for the suicides... Lonely people who don't know how to LOVE.

So we as a PEOPLE in the USA struggle with the ones who want us to respect their sin when we know it is not the way to be. Sin causes trouble and trouble causes pain.

Who wants to live in pain??? Not I, said the one who is writing these words.

I don't want to suffer anymore! I've lived in hell... and some people still cause me grief... but for the most part, the people who live here all love and help each other. We are all happy to be here and we enjoy the simple things in life. Like, GOD has blessed me with 8 of the most beautiful grandchildren! And, I even have 3 great grandchildren... altho they don't know about me... long story, saved for later.

I really want PEOPLE to know that GOD has better plans for us... and one day we're going to find our way... because GOOD ALWAYS OVERCOMES EVIL!

And the more we fight, the faster we'll get there. Let them come with their evil, bad selves... GOD IS WITH US! We will win in the end... which won't really be the end.. just the end of the 'world' as we know it!

I have found my PEACE! I am happy with the LIFE that GOD has given me...

I am not afraid to talk about the hell I went through... but most days are spent in a joyful daze... or do I mean days? Does it matter? Can it mean both? :)

I'm doing the best I can with what GOD gives me! I stand up for those who can't stand up themselves... HAHAHA that reminds me of what happened when I was shopping the other day... in front of me there were 2 kids wrestling on the floor... the mother was trying to tell them to stop, but they weren't listening... (typical children) and the older sister was on top of the younger brother and he was crying... now, my heart always goes out to a crying child... so I leaned over him with a big smile and asked him if he wanted help up... and I reached out to him... his mother came over and I think I had put an idea in her head... she leaned down and hugged him and kissed him and I smiled and when I walked by the older sister, I smiled and said.. "Now you be good to your brother! OK?"

I don't know if it was a good thing or a bad thing... wasted among the unlearned... but the little boy got hugged and kissed by his mother... and that is always a GOOD thing!

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA!

Wednesday, August 02, 2017

The Second Coming Of Christ

First of all I want to Thank You for bearing with me here! We are up to 107 countries now and I do appreciate you sharing with your people... there are many coming to read everyday!

I am working 46 hours a week now. Thank GOD I am able to pay the bills! But this keeps me very busy and when I am done for the day, I only want to shower and fall in the bed! One thing for sure, I sleep really really good at night!

I am always communicating with GOD as I do what I do. And this blog has been rolling through my head for several weeks now... changing titles and content many times over.

The thing that forced me in here right now today is I got yelled at by one of my friends... well maybe not yelled... but she leaned close to me with squinty eyes and loudly said, "I'll pray for you!" which made me smile at the time, mainly because I am old in the Lord and she is a babe in the Lord.

But I got to thinking about how many people are not understanding facts because they haven't learned them yet. And I began to wonder about how many people are being deceived by men who use religion for profit. You know they have been doing this for years, but that doesn't mean it's anything other than self survival of the ones in charge.  And by the way, I know this is why so many hate me, because I am a truth teller of the SPIRIT! And they don't want me to tell you these things because it's going to take the power away from them and put it back where it belongs... 'Within the hearts and minds of HIS PEOPLE'!

Long ago in the early 80's I saw a man on the TV say that 'he could tell how much a person loved GOD just by looking into their check book'! Ohhhh I got so mad that I actually threw a pillow at the TV... as he glanced to the side like he was looking at someone like... 'do ya think they bought it?'

Since the beginning of time there has been... 'usually' men who have control of the PEOPLE. And in many places we still have that going on. You can tell when you look at the facts of truth.

But the real SPIRIT will not be in a building... You will discover Jesus... as we all do... when He comes alive withIN YOU!

OK, now... here is why my friend got upset with me. She said, "we have about 6 more years until Jesus comes back and fixes things" ...  Now I have heard this before... my Grandmother said long time ago, 'in the 40's someone said  "Jesus is coming... Get ready for the rapture!" and many many climbed to the top of a hill'... and waited... and waited... and waited.

Nothing ever happened! And I have seen this happen many times over.

I ask GOD about it and GOD said, 'These people are living in the flesh." Jesus and his flesh will not come down out of the clouds... and think about it... If Jesus is coming out of the clouds and I can see Him... the PEOPLE on the other side of the world can't! And so this alone blows the theory of waiting for Jesus to come out of the clouds! And another thing... what this statement implies, LIMITS GOD... and there are no limits with GOD. He is not coming for just US... the statement is for everyone... those 1000 years ago and those 1000 years from now... Jesus will be there for them too!

Now, how I see it is by the SPIRIT! This makes much more sense to me. We can all see Jesus when he comes for US... and when we understand that Jesus will come in the SPIRIT... it lets us know that one day PEOPLE all around the world will see the GIFT of the SPIRIT of LOVE that Jesus brought to us... and Him leaving, involved 'each of us' having the chance to know Him!

We will ALL see and know the SPIRIT of Jesus which is LOVE, JOY, PEACE, prosperity... and all things that are good and right and true! As you can tell, Jesus has already shined within the hearts and minds of a lot of GODLY people who recognise that we are here to LOVE and HELP each other.

You see, to many people are living in the flesh, just like Satan wants... 'Live for the moment (in the flesh)... do what makes you happy (in the flesh)... only care about what gives you fleshly pleasure'... and we can see this happening... and we can see it's not the way that GOD wants us to be.

Many people know that GOD IS LOVE... but are you forgetting that it was GOD who breathed the breath of LIFE into us? Do you ever consider how some can have babies and others can't? GOD is the giver of LIFE and if we discount LIFE we discount GOD :(

I have heard that 'discord among the elites' is the problem... but I say not entirely... the problem is the 'arrogance' among men of the earth... every horrible thing you could do falls under arrogance. It takes arrogance to walk over and murder people who don't agree with you. It takes arrogance to take the food out of the mouth of babes... It takes arrogance to to feel superior enough to murder for personal gain... or to hide the truth.


So some believe in the need to erase GOD from the picture... erase their truth... to conceal their personal sin. Because some folks don't like their toes stepped on... if ya get my drift...

But we all know that in the end GOD will win because WE THE PEOPLE are a good people... we recognise good and bad when we see it... and we go on with the knowledge that we gain.

I can see the majority of the people are good and right and true... and when we find out that someone is a selfish liar we know we are not their priority. These people need to know... they need to become educated to THE TRUTH... and we know the TRUTH is RIGHT!

Don't feed their delusions. If a man decides he wants to be a woman... live life as a woman... truth is... he's confused if he claims to be a woman. He can be a he and pretend he's a woman... but to deny the truth... don't do it. SMH and walking away.

Things are changing so much these days... and there are so many people standing up for others who are just not right... so, 2 wrongs don't make a right... Yes we love them... but we don't lie to them and say... he's a she. It is untruth and therefore not something that GOD would promote.

So all in all... stick to the truth... PEOPLE will not like you if they catch you in a lie. So weird how some feel like they are allowed to lie... but they get really angry when someone lies to them.

We as a PEOPLE know... we have the common knowledge of Jesus!

We strive to make a good place to raise our kids.

We've made a huge mistake taking GOD out of our system... its because some people running our system don't want to go by what is good and right. I praise GOD for those who stand up for TRUTH and JUSTICE for ALL! I see it every day! And I can't wait to see the results of the GOOD works of GOD!

We will get it together... We got this!

As long as we know and have and keep GOD as #1...

We've got this!

Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus... for GOODNESS sake!


Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Suicide is Painful

I've heard it said that suicide is painless... and I'm like... Says Who?

Not only is suicide very painful when your body/heart explodes... but there is so much pain within the PEOPLE who have to deal with the aftermath of such an event. It's not what GOD wants!

At night when I can't sleep, I love to read about PEOPLE in the past. People who have been known and talked about. People who commit suicide. And we are all like... 'Why?'

First of all I am not one to point fingers... We know who they are and We know who WE are.

And we just don't get it... we just don't understand it :(

I feel... and I have felt all along as MotherPope, my job is to simplify GOD. Because really it's all very simple... as simple as we need it to be. We can tell a child... GOD IS LOVE... Jesus teaches us to LOVE ONE ANOTHER... and that's it! For most people, that's all they need. We are born and if we are lucky we naturally know LOVE through the PEOPLE who love us. As we get older it's our job to teach the younger ones... just what sort of love it is... :)

Its the Jesus LOVE... or The Love OF JESUS.

We are so busy loving other things... we forget about the basic things in life.

Like the reality of GOOD versus Evil. This is a true thing.. and it will be, until WE change it.

In the world, there are both of these entities. It's simply the SPIRITUAL nature. It's how we ARE. It's what we DO. When you are facing the world, you can have the 'birds eye view' if you get yourself close to your creator... find GOD and HE will show you all about everything you need in this life.

The problems come with all the death and destruction... (that is what GOD is trying to PREVENT for us to have to deal with... US and our children). So we know that the problem is the LACK of SPIRIT within THE PEOPLE. When GOD is not there... there is no direction within the person... the evil one can talk them into doing anything just by throwing a spiritual dart... you've seen the movies... poisoned darts... think of them like that... they are bad ideas. And when these people get a bad idea, if GOD is not in their hearts and minds to show them it's a bad idea... well... you know what happens. And it always has an unhappy ending... especially when you figure all the good years there could of been left.

We can make our lives either bad or good, by following people who are good or bad. And one day there will come a time when ALL will choose the good and the bad will simply be tossed away.

I look and I see these lost souls who have no god other than their money or their clothes or their cars... or the booze and such... these people think in materialistic terms... they think the more you get the better you are. But, nothing could be farther from the truth... truth is... the more you get the more likely you are to become obsessively corrupt. And that is following the evils that are in the world.

Have we totally forgotten about the SPIRIT!?!

Now the good news is... I can see the SPIRIT coming back into THE PEOPLE!

I can see it when people fight corruption... and that happens everyday now a days! We are finally getting it and we know there are certain things that we shouldn't do and should do, but sometimes it's hard to know the difference without the SPIRIT leading and guiding you... like, we want to tell a person they are dragging a roll of toilet paper behind them, or their skirt is tucked up... like tucked into their underwear at some point. But we don't want to tell a drunk or a druggie that they are sinning like crazy and yet... they can still overcome it and claim victory within and for their own soul!

So many people see the world in a way that is overwhelming and cruel... and they feel like killing themselves is the only way out... and some choose to take others out with them. The more they don't know them... the better they are known. It's some crazy thoughts I know. But hey, it is what it is. We can only see it, recognise it and fix it.

So, I think that as we learn to control ourselves by learning to control the SPIRITS within... we will see much progress in the prevention of suicide and/or murder-suicide.

Here's TRUTH... GOD gives us a free will... you don't have to serve GOD or acknowledge HIM... but if you don't, you are bound to learn the hard way... not learning from GOD means you're going to learn within the world... and within yourself. You can see if there is dark despair... you know if there is hope for a better tomorrow. We know these things to be true and we have domination over them by knowing that GOD is on our side... working in our hearts to lead us into a way where there is no suffering and no pain. If PEOPLE loved each other like GOD wants us to... there would be no heartache... no 'desperation' felt so strongly, that we feel we're going to take the devil's way out.

You see, the Devil wants you to kill yourself... he looks at GOD and laughs... and says... "Oh yeah... see what your 'child' has done?"

But,  GOD wants you to live and have a better life. You can't control other people, so if people are bringing you into a place where you're feeling like you need a way out... call out to GOD and HE will help you find the path that you are best suited for. You know... it's not the label or labels that you put on yourself that matters... it's the way you treat other people... ALL other people, not just your own people!

I often wonder about the parents and/or families of the victims here.. how they can learn to survive and forgive... I mean what else is there to do when GOD says HE will take care of it? We learn to sit down and hush... and give it to GOD and just do the best we can for the PEOPLE we love. I know our nature is to strike back, but if you do that... it makes you just as bad... two bad people don't build each other up... but two good people who are forgiven with LOVE... CAN help hold each other up!

Do you get it? We can choose to do better!

We can be good for OTHERS sake!

If you care for me... and I care for you... it's a really good thing! And it's the way that GOD wants us to be. Caring for each other... you can see the difference can't you?

Let me go a little deeper... there is one person who inherited a million dollars... and it didn't take them long to go blow it with a huge home and new clothes and jewelry and a fancy car and probably be the life of the party, buying all the drinks and foodstuffs... but when the money's gone and you can't pay for the party anymore... what do you have?  But, if you gain a million dollars and you spend it helping the people that you love... like, you pay off their houses and debt... all these people will be there for you when your money is gone... you could probably find more than one person who will carry you when you need it! It's the way of the SPIRIT! But then you have to know when to end your stay... you need to find a way to provide for yourself... it's the GODLY way... the Bible says, "If a man don't work, he don't eat." It's good incentive isn't it?

So, we are faced again with another suicide. A smart woman who was a veterinarian, made a deal with her boyfriend, they were going to kill both of their spouses... well they were found out and so the female jumped off her apartment in a high rise. She was a rich woman... Owned her own business. What was going through her mind? GODS word says 'there is nothing that is hidden that shall not be revealed'... so when you think you are making a secret plan and its bad... it's going to backfire in your place. There are police on the lookout for people who want to kill other people. So, when the Devil gives you the thought to do something like that... its best if you have GOD inside to show you the right way. And there was a better way, if she would of had GOD in her heart, she would of never had anything to do with a 'murder for hire' in the first place because one of the original commandments says... Don't kill! So she wouldn't of even entertained the thought... she would of rebuked it and with the SPIRIT of GOD to back her up, she would still be alive today. But she didn't call on GOD to help her... she thought she knew best. And now... well, her boyfriend who is sitting in prison wants to be out for the funeral.. But NO, he won't be able to go. Texas Law is tough! You know the old saying... "Don't mess with Texas!"

What I'm trying to say here is, we have a choice... choose Jesus and learn what he taught us as a HUMAN... and as The Son of GOD!

I have another thought here... and this is for the others who didn't mean to die.

There are those who didn't mean to die... and their story is that of a suicide. But to get technical here, sometimes we don't know that we are about to die... not like the girl who jumped off the high rise... she knew she was going to die. But I am talking about the ones who go to the party and drink to much and take to many pills...

DEAR GOD, I don't know the attraction to the booze and pills... except that some folks are so unhappy in their life, that they use drugs and alcohol to cope with their sad existence. Here's the kicker... its even so important that its written about in our national paperwork... its called 'the pursuit of happiness' so if you are unhappy, you have the right to be happy and if someone is getting you down... you move or divorce... but that's not the way GOD says it should be. When you get married PLEASE make sure that it is True LOVE. Because True LOVE never fails... and it never dies... it can be wounded... but it can also be healed. But, I do digress.

My point is something that I already have taught my older Grands. Don't make the party your life. Enjoy the party but KNOW when to go home! The party is not THE LIFE... the party is a result of a good life... when you work all week and then on Friday or Saturday, go out with your friends... enjoy yourself, but just don't love the party more than you love GOD! Remember your sensibilities... remember your responsibilities... remember not to blow your money on the party... because in the end, you will have nothing.

So invest your time in the good things for you and the people you love... doesn't matter how you do it... just do it... LOVE EACH OTHER... stay close in hearts with each other... CARE about this...

Remember GOD, Respect your elders... I LOVE this part cause now I'm an elder! HAHAHA

We need to put the SPIRIT OF GOD back into ALL our hearts and minds... that is where GOD intended for us to be... with HIM... in SPIRIT!


Praise GOD Thank You Jesus! We got another country this past week! We are now up to 106 countries! And I Thank GOD for it!

I am sorry I haven't been able to be in here to be MotherPope much lately, but my babies daddy lost his job and Praise GOD, I am working! Getting paid minimum wage to take care of folks... and I Thank GOD I can pay the basic bills!

I want to thank you for coming to read this blog, it has gone way farther than I ever thought it would... and I think GOD for that! And I Thank GOD for You too!

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA