Friday, April 18, 2014

I'm Sorry, But I Can't Say "I'm Sorry"

I guess we all have those topsy turvy moments when we don't know which end is up... sometimes when something seems bad, it is good... and when something seems good, its really bad.

This is the story of Bosco.

Bosco is my dog. Or I should say WAS my dog, until yesterday.

He was almost 15 years old. He was having a hard time getting up in the mornings. Like most old folks, he prob had arthritis. And for the past few years he has been crying for no reason. He has had a cyst on his back for a few years now and one was growing on his neck. He had developed a skin condition on his back a spot by his tail where he would chew and the hair stopped growing there. We had treated it several times and then we knew he would always suffer from this condition. He wouldn't let us touch some areas. And he got to where he wouldn't let me brush him below his waist. When he was younger he would sit as long as it took me to make his hair clean and beautiful. But lately... he was matted up and would sometimes get his long nails caught in a mat and it was very frustrating for me to blame him for not letting me brush him there. So from the waist up he was the same beautiful boy we loved... but from the back he looked like some homeless dog who couldn't find anyone to brush him. But we knew. He was our stubborn old dog.

Bosco was a miracle dog. I met him early 2000. I had just gotten a divorce and the thing I missed the most was the dog, Saber. He was a big German Shepard mix that belonged to my X. I told GOD I would like to have a dog just like Saber but just a little smaller. And one day I had a friend here from Washington and she was on my pc and I was watching tv and I looked up and saw a dog in my back yard... I said, "Hey, there's Saber", we all got excited. But it was not Saber that time. I laughed because after the divorce Saber would jump the fence and come to my house which was just a couple miles away. So I thought he had done that again... but on second look I saw it was a smaller dog that looked like Saber. We checked his tags and saw that he belonged to a neighbor around the corner. He was about 8 months old according to our PPP vet.

We went around to their house and no one was home. We went back again and no one was home... my friend from Washington was so upset... when we took him there the first time we looked around and saw the dog food stuff in the back yard so I lifted him over the fence thinking he was OK... we started walking away and I turned to look and watched as he jumped up on the chair and then up higher on the table and then over the fence into the neighbors yard and then out their gate and into the street where a car hit him in the front and then he went right between the tires. Well my friend went nuts! She called the police saying the dog needed medical care... I tried to tell her that the city of Houston police department had better things to do than worry about that dog. He was OK... We decided to take him back home.

My daughter and my friend kept going around the corner to see if anyone was home. It was very late by the time they got home... and my friend had gotten the run around form the police for hours, saying they couldn't do anything until they were told to, by the city animal control people. Well, this wasn't good enough for my friend, she just called the police and told them to meet her at the peoples house. Like I said, my daughter was keeping a vigil out for the people... and a neighbor must of known how to contact them because when the police showed up, so did they. I stayed home but my daughter and my friend went around the corner and talked to the people about what happened. And it was close to 10:30 pm when she came home and asked if we could take him. I told her I would think about it.

That night I prayed to GOD and I asked GOD what to do. My house was filled with kids... I was a single mother...  I wanted a dog like Saber and this dog could be it. So the next morning I told the kids... Yeah... this could be the answer to my prayers... so we went around to their house and again they were all gone, but we saw the dog tied to a fishing stringer, you know... the kind you use to put your fish on while your fishing... it was so short about 6 feet and was next to the water and food, but was still restricting him from the yard... I realized that... not only could he be the answer to my prayers... we might be the answer to his! So I wrote a note saying we would take him and left it on their door. Again, my daughter couldn't wait till the people got home... she was constantly walking around the corner to see if they were home.

When she saw a car there she came and got me and we went around there and knocked on the door. The whole family came to the door. The father said, "we were just talking about this." And he had my note in his hand. He told us that they were having a problem keeping him in the back yard. (Their house was so pristine they didn't allow dogs in the house). I finally convinced the boy to let us take him. I had a house full of kids who would love him... and he would be a house dog... and the kid could come over any time to visit!

He finally said OK and he led the dog to my house while the dad carried the huge bag of dog food. They were very nice people but I could see they were relieved to find him a loving home. And the boy did come visit every now and then, but after about 4 years, he stopped coming around. I am guessing these people are the sort of people who stay busy, I think they all worked.    I would also see them from time to time when I would walk Bosco to the vets office. Its just around the corner past their house, half way up the street.

We has many good years...

But lately... I have been very concerned... and frustrated... poor Bosco... slowly became blind and deaf... he couldn't hear me when I would call him. He used to love going outside with us... like, in the driveway... but last week a neighbor lady complained. My daughter told her he was blind and deaf and wouldn't hurt her. He was a loving dog... loved most all people. Loved most all other animals.

And after Saber had jumped his fence so many times, my X just left him here. So Saber and Bosco... great buddies until Saber, who was about 12 years old went walking on his own... he was also blind and deaf... in his mind, he was just 'walkin'... which he loved to do! And stepped out to cross the street and because he couldn't see or hear... he was hit by a car... a neighbor came and told me... and I called my X who came and got him and buried him. He has been gone... let me see... January 16th, it was 5 years.

The last few months I have been very frustrated. Bosco was old and didn't like the kids messing with him... and by now... my daughter has 2 little boys, both in diapers... and they love to play with Bosco... but Bosco didn't love to play with them... and would always try to get away from them... sometimes nipping at them. He would seek his privacy in my personal bathroom in my bedroom. There is a dark stain on the wall where he laid in the corner there... nice and cool and quiet! He was a GOOD dog... I loved him so very much.

But the worry... it was hard seeing him have a hard time getting started in the morning.

And when he became less tolerant of the children... I prayed to GOD on what to do.

I had been talking about putting him down. But everyone said NO and wouldn't go for it. But I was worried. He wasn't hearing me calling him back from the street. We have an open house... lots of friends... and he would just walk out the door with us. And couldn't hear me calling him home.

He was also phantom barking... like barking at nothing, at odd times... like 3 or 4 am. I am a very light sleeper and can hear a pin drop. A dog bark goes through me like hearing one of the kids fall down. It goes through me like a million frozen knives all at once. I would get up and all was well.

His stomach was getting sensitive... many days I would wake up to stomach bile by the back door... and just prayed that the boys wouldn't get into it when they woke up before anyone of the adults. Nothing worse in my head than visualizing the boys playing in the dog throw up.

I think what tipped me to the edge was when he got vicious with one of the boys last week.

I called my vet and talked to them about it and they told me he was so old and has had so many shots over the years he doesn't have rabies. I was concerned about the small scratches he had put on one of my grandsons... and knew he didn't have rabies. Well, they said they didn't do the euthanasia and gave me some numbers to call.  I took the day to talk to a few friends. And got some very good support.

Like my brother said... I am doing him a favor. And to my dad it is just the cost of a bullet. But he is country folk, that's just the way its done out in the country. But I couldn't let anyone do that to Bosco. I was torn between the grandchildren and the dog. It was the worst position ever. But I knew what I had to do.

    I didn't want to do it... but I had to.

I finally decided to take him to the City. I mean... if he would of bit a neighbor the city would come and take him. So we decided to go to the city. But I didn't choose the city of Houston... we chose the city of Pasadena. I must say... The city of Pasadena, Texas has some GREAT people working there!

When I went in I was greeted at the door by a VERY nice lady... I didn't even get her name.

But she was a small middle aged Mexican American... Her hair was long and permed and she had on make up... very lovely lady... she was so understanding and so helpful! I just wanted to hug her, but I didn't. I cried the whole time. I did have to pay... but I didn't mind that. I just knew that Bosco wouldn't have to suffer. He would never walk in front of a car like Saber did and get hit and be in pain for an hour or so until he died. He would never have to suffer the pain of a heart attack... he would simply 'fall asleep'... this gave me comfort.

And there was a beautiful young girl who came out to get him... I wonder if he thought it was my daughter? Well she stood there for a few minutes... we all talked...  I didn't get all into a long goodbye... because I had been saying goodbye for a while now... and I was already crying silent tears... I would of broke down if I would of gotten down in his face to say anything... but they knew... and Bosco was just so happy to have all these lovely ladies make over him... he WAS a GOOD dog!

Even now... as I am finalizing here... tears are dripping from my eyes...

But like that lady said... I gave him a good life!

And I allowed him to die with dignity...

RIP little buddy Bosco...

I will see you when I get there!

Beloved Bosco

Monday, April 14, 2014


And I could see THE PEOPLE, each as droplets of water on the top of a great tsunami!

The activity was GREAT and AMAZING...

There was some falling down in the back... they were old and tired... and new ones springing up in the front, bringing on a LIFE FLOW of a great and mighty PEOPLE. And this has been the way since the beginning of time and will continue on until we perfect the way we walk! For WE THE PEOPLE have the chance to knock out all evil... we have the power to destroy all creators of hell and all those who bring violence into a world that was made for the people to LOVE ONE ANOTHER... and help each other survive!

But there is some corruption among the people...

We should ALL stand up and say "NO" to the ones who choose corrupt means to feed their ego.

Little do they know it will be their arrogance that will cause them to fall/fail!

When some see themselves as all powerful as a god... and subject the people to their subjugation, that is going against what GOD wants for us. We can do better! We WILL do better!

The good news is... there are many, many good people doing many good things in this world! Living life with a passion doing what they want to do, which always includes helping others who are less fortunate.

I have always said I wish I could create a place... called Mother Popes Place... where I can help THE PEOPLE who are trying to get away from the evils in the world, but then I knew that I had already started that! For over 35 years I have taken care of over 30+ people who have come and slept on the couch or the floor and then moved on in their own lives. (But one day I hope to EXPAND! :)

But getting back to the facts... I want us all to agree that LOVE and RESPECT is the way to go.

And GOD will give power to THE PEOPLE to overcome the evils in the world!

Yes, one day when we can all agree,  the teachings of JESUS still ring true...




Then... We shall be saved!

IJCN,A  :)

Friday, March 14, 2014

In Memory Of Brother Ed...

I wanted something very special for my 200th post.

But I never knew in a lifetime that this would be it.

I am both sad and joyous with the death of this man...

This was the man... head of 7 churches in 7 states... including, but not limited to... Iowa, Nebraska, Illinois, Missouri, Ohio... the good ole mid west USA where people are just born to be good!

I met this man when I was 19. He was head of the church I was baptized in.

And he was also my 1st father in law...

And because he was that special person in my life... I spent many an hour bending his ear and listening close when he was talking. I will never forget those years we would all go listen to him preach on those late Saturday mornings. The church which was the best I have ever known and was always in someones home...  was a non profit sorta thing... this mans only mission in his life was to spread the WORD OF THE LIVING GOD! And he did a GREAT job!

I'll never forget the day he walked around and laid hands on different people... and I was one of them... not all spoke, but as soon as he laid his hands on my head, my mouth opened and spoke words that I had no clue I was saying... but they did come. And it was that day that I was told because I was one of the chosen to speak... well, that brought on a new meaning to my life... a new purpose. They called me a Prophetess.. a Teacher... and then weird things started happening to me... like when GOD told me to go tell the lady who worked at the post office something and I argued with GOD, because I didn't know her that well much less the intimate details of her life...  I didn't want to look stupid... so for 3 nights I couldn't sleep GOD kept telling me to go... so the morning of the 4th day... I went to the post office to a woman I barely knew and said some words I had no idea how I knew them... and the moment I stopped speaking, her phone rang and confirmed what I had just said... I was so shocked I had to sit down on the floor right there at the post office window! And then the word got around... not that I was a prophetess... but that I was the 'girl with the ESP'... and they wanted me to get involved with them... but my father in law... put a stop to me joining in their world... I guess he wanted me to save myself... not for the world... but for the SPIRIT... yes... Brother Ed had a great deal with shaping who I am in my spirit today!

He was always proper... and fun to be with.  And he even supported me when I accidentally killed a neighbors horse!   (Oh Lord knows that's a story for another day)

His spirit was strong and fierce, yet his soul was gentle and kind. He LOVED all his children and all the people in his flock... and we all loved him too!

He was the man who taught me to follow GOD with these words... "All you need is the SPIRIT inside you! You don't need anyone telling you what or who GOD is... because you KNOW HIM intimately because HE LIVES inside your heart and mind!"

These are the words that shaped my soul... and brought me to have a mind of my own... I learned to ask questions... be a thinker... and to read GODS WORD for MYSELF!

The memories he has placed in my heart... will live on forever...

I am saddened that he died accidentally going to fast on a motorcycle...

I am filled with joy to know that he is finally flying high with our Lord!

He was a true man of GOD... He only cared about spreading the word and loving Jesus!

RIP Brother Ed...

I can hear the voice of GOD greeting you in heaven... saying...
"Well done, GOOD and FAITHFUL servant!"

Wednesday, March 05, 2014

Dear John Cornyn,

I hear you are not sure about the 'point' of open carry...
I hear you are not sure of the 'attraction' of open carry...

Well, I feel like it is my job as a mom and a child of GOD and a Texan, to explain things to those who don't understand. And so I wanted to get in here and really explain things to you today!

As a native Texan... my fellow Texans and I know that when there are many good guys carrying guns... the chances of some bad guy coming in and doing harm is FAR LESS than if no one had a gun but the bad guy. I mean... think about this... lets say YOU are a bad guy... and your thinking about going into Luby's and gonna shoot people at random cause your mad about something and you feel like your gonna make a statement.

Now wouldn't you think... 'Oh, this is Texas... if I pull out a gun, there's gonna be 10 Texans in there with guns to stop me before I can get 2 bullets spent.'

I mean really! You really don't have to be a rocket scientist to figure... your gonna die!

We have a saying here in TEXAS... 'Don't mess with Texas!'

So if its possible for you to OPEN your mind... THINK about this... when there are many GOOD guys carrying guns... the bad guys know to STAY AWAY!

It would be an idiot who does try to do harm.

Well, on second thought... even an idiot knows to stay away from places where the GOOD GUYS will out number you and will always be carrying guns... MULTIPLE GUNS! If someone is that stupid to where they are going to pull out a gun in front of 10 others with guns ready to stop them in their tracks... HA!

The outcome IS GOOD!

Now it would be different if no one was allowed to have a gun... and we know the bad guys are not going to listen to any laws against guns... the bad guys are always going to be seeking and wanting guns for the POWER they possess. This would be a bad scene where there are no good guys with guns to stop the bad guys who have guns...

We as GOOD people are not going to be afraid to do whatever it takes to fight evil.

Maybe not everyone feels comfortable carrying guns... (some have that fear) that's OK.

Because you can bet your sweet bippy there will be many who will be very comfortable!

I am locked and loaded... my mother is locked and loaded... my son is locked and loaded... my neighbors are locked and loaded... and many Texans are locked and loaded. It would be sure suicide for someone to bring a gun in a public place with the intent to do harm. And we should all know it!

So do you get it now?

Surely you do...

GOD Bless Texas and GOD Bless the USA where the GOOD PEOPLE openly carry guns to openly show that we are prepared to fight back!

Monday, March 03, 2014

The Perverted Truth

There is nothing worse than someone who is trying to convince someone that something is true when its not. And people do this! I am so totally freaked out about it. And I must talk about it here today.

When I was a little girl, it was my Grandmother who influenced me the most. And I THANK GOD for her! She was the example that I followed in my life as my mother and dad were to young to consider the consequences of their actions.

So, my Grandmother would tell me this... "You should never get caught up in being a liar. When you start to lie, it becomes easier and easier and pretty soon you are telling so many lies that you forget which lie you told to whom and eventually it will come out that you are a liar and people won't believe anything you say anymore and won't want to be your friend."

I knew in my heart what she meant. She was right, I wouldn't want anyone lying to me!

And can you believe that in some religions people believe that, as long as its not your brother, its OK to lie. This is the worst lie of all... that it is OK to lie to someone if they don't matter to you. HA! But...


It doesn't matter if the person doesn't know you and will never know that you lied... GOD knows!

And that's all that matters!

It is so very strange to me how lies have become acceptable as the norm.

I gotta tell ya, this is INSANITY at its best! Manipulation at its worse!

I have 3 examples... the first is something that I have said before... and its about Chastity Bono. I remember Sonny and Cher had a little GIRL... and when she was dancing for DWTS, I just couldn't watch... because everyone kept referring to her as a 'he'... this is just plain WEIRD to me... I mean if you are born a girl and you want to be a guy... you can pretend... but that doesn't make you one, you cannot change the chromosomes you were born with! I cant believe that people feed into this delusion! You cannot be a boy if you are born a girl! It just cant happen in the real world of truth!

Another thing that really bugs me is this... here in Houston there is a law firm that has a commercial that I see all the time and the words sorta go like this... "Have you been in an accident... call us and we will make the bad guy pay!"  Now... if it is an accident... who is the 'bad guy'???

Again... on Steve Wilcos Show... there was a part that said... "Are you having a problem with someone and need to prove your innocence?"  Now... don't we live in the good ole USA? Where people are considered innocent until proven guilty???  When did we become a PEOPLE who needs to prove our innocence?

I will tell you when...

When people became liars... an now, no one believes anything anymore!

We live in a special time... a time that has seen a lot of corruption of the truth... we need to recognize the problem here and hold onto what is true. Not let lies go unnoticed. Call em out on it... or don't, its up to you... because, sometimes I know when people are lying... and sometimes I let it go because I don't want to waste my time on trying to straighten people out when they don't even realize they have gone astray in the first place. They would just be offended and tell everyone how terrible I am.

When PEOPLE see the truth and deny it... we will surely fail as a PEOPLE.

GOD wants us to live and speak the TRUTH...

And young people coming up today need to hang tight to what is right and stand up for the truth when they see it perverted. Don't let it go by... don't let perversion win... stand up for the TRUTH... just make sure your right in your thinking... we live in an age of info... we have smart people everywhere... we are no longer bound to having to lie to advance or escape a reality. That ole saying... 'If you cant dazzle em with brilliance, baffle em with bullshit.' Just doesn't ring true anymore, because the 'bullshit' is a LIE!

GOD has told us from the beginning... DO NOT LIE...

It is better to say nothing, than to speak a lie!



Monday, February 24, 2014

THANKING GOD For Sochi Protection!

I want to THANK GOD today for keeping the Olympians safe and the games going smoothly!

I didn't get to see all of the Olympics. But what I saw kept me mesmerized! I LOVE that people can do these things... I love to see them push themselves to the max... some give up... some stick it out.

I cant really say which part I loved the most! But what I am absolutely sure of... is they are ALL WINNERS! Everyone of the players get congratulations from me! These are the best of the best!

Falling down is human... we are not gods... nothing can ever be perfect... so don't ever think anything can be. Nothing is perfect... you can win or you can lose... either is possible, even when you fall down.

The spirit of THE PEOPLE was captivating! I LOVE to see PEOPLE loving each other! These games are proof that we CAN all get along! I am not to much into competition. Like I said, they are all winners! But the details are fascinating. The memories will last a lifetime for these people! It is something good to get involved in as long as there is no corruption among THE PEOPLE.

So I loved watching! I won't name any names here cause I loved them all!

I thought the closing ceremony was awesome! I WILL mention the Bear and the Hare and the Leopard! They looked so real I would of sworn they had a soul. Then I realized it was the heart and soul of the people who created them I was seeing!

I LOVE the Russian PEOPLE!

What Majesty! What Elegance! How proud the forefathers of Russia are today, that Russia has come so far to the good! The PEOPLE are excellent! The age and perspective of the Russians is EXPERIENCE! They are heading in the right direction! Doing the RIGHT THING! THANK GOD!

I even LOVE Putin! Why? Because I can see him as a PERSON... not as a god or idol or anything superior to THE PEOPLE! Law and Order is the name of the game in Russia and this is GOOD!

The sparkly people at the end was just... WOW! Even when the 5th star didn't open up... I could feel the sense of humor among THE PEOPLE! I LOVED IT! Its always better to laugh, rather than to cry about some things! And when you look at the WHOLE of them... working together to create a certain effect. Now that is what life is all about!

THE PEOPLE working together to create beauty, for the world to see!

And I was very IMPRESSED!

Sunday, February 23, 2014


But I do believe in practically perfect people whom I call... PPP's... I can see them all over!

And I can also hear the murmurings... some are saying... "Oh she thinks she's so perfect!"  I know people who are my enemies read what I write here. Doesn't matter to me at all. Because I know that Big Brother is reading me too... and so many others... In fact, this week 3 countries have joined my reading list. And I am Amazed! I never thought in my wildest dreams that one day I would be here writing words that are read around the world! And I THANK GOD for it... because... well... my whole life I have lived in hell and danced with the devil. Even now I fight daily the evil demons who try to ruin my day... but ya know what? I NEVER LET them WIN! HAHAHAHAHA... And the devil never will win, as long as my LORD GOD is with me!

I really want to list this list here! I listed it in Facebook but here and there are different. Just like when I comment on Yahoo. Its weird... something just comes over me and my fingers start flying and I cant even keep up and even afterwards I read what I wrote and I think... WOW... where did that come from? Here is the list of amazing readers in order of most readers... GOD Bless you all...

United States
United Kingdom
United Arab Emirates
South Korea
and Spain!

I keep this list close to my heart and it does my heart good to know so many are reading... and the views are climbing every day! It is amazing, yes, and I give all the praise and glory to GOD! Because I couldn't do it without HIM! You see... the thing is... I am really not special or perfect, ONLY GOD IS! But I strive to LIVE like Jesus who is and was a PPP too! There are millions of people like me who serve GOD. We just serve GOD in different ways! We are all servants to GOD, we just have different jobs. 

And the reason I am as close to GOD as I am, is because I grew up in hell and searched for a way out! I am working on writing about all that on another project. Sorta like an autobiography. I call it, 'MY SEARCH FOR NORMALCY'.

But GOD is there for ANYONE... even YOU... if you apply the time... and the need... and the questioning... OH the questioning... I have always had questions. Not so much anymore... I am older now and have grown in the Lord for... wow... 37 years since I got baptized. GOD has never left my side and I have never left HIS. I have gotten angry at HIM a lot... and I have not wanted to do some of the things HE wanted me to do. But I learned to do them cause when it comes to arguing with GOD... you NEVER win! 

Think of all the saints... and all the knowledge of every crack and every crevice in everything that is and was alive in all of this earth and sky since the beginning of time! IT IS HUGE! IT IS MASSIVE!


And HE is watching... always has... always will... and people can choose to believe and grow in the Lord and become PPPs... or they can chance it on their own... feeling alone... and scared. WOW... I don't know how I could live without placing my problems in GODs hands... Believing in the miracles that HE does every day! 

I was talking to my Dr on Monday... I got some bad news... for me. And my problems do seem hopeless... I asked him if he believed in GOD... and he told me that "the medical field has seen some things that they cannot explain. How someone can be sick and dying and somehow it seems faith in GOD can heal them... and we don't understand it." 

So I am believing in GOD for a healing.. a HEALING of the PEOPLE... and I am apart of that healing.

When you live in hell, you start looking for a way out. Well, at least some do... I did. And the only way to overcome evil is with GOOD! Oh have I tried to be good... but goodness sometimes never changed the situation for me. I was very lucky to of had Grandparents who were PPP's and loved me. 

LOOKING for GOD is something of a personal road to travel. You cant buy it... someone cannot take you there... and you could die looking if you don't have the right attitude. But... if you continue and keep looking to what is GOOD and RIGHT and TRUE... that's when you see the true beauty of LOVE... with its wonderful spectrum of colorful elements! So different and multifaceted... So new... yet so OLD!

The search has been around since the beginning of time. 

And here we are... in our time... reading the old books... believing in the spirit and communing with GOD and all of HIS saints... and what are we doing?

Hopefully we are doing what we LOVE to do!

People are so different you cant really say one way is better than the other... you just have to do what you feel in your own heart is good and right... FOR YOU! And let others do their own thing and they will reap their consequences from the actions they choose to do. 

Someone chooses to cheat on their spouse... they think its a secret... but THE WORD says... 'There is nothing hidden that shall not be revealed'... so... all in good time the truth is exposed. Well, unless you figure out your wrong and ask people to forgive and make the change to do better. But somehow.. someway... the truth always comes out! I would rather someone hear the truth from me, rather than someone else.

Someone chooses to have sex before marriage... oh... it feels good alright... but this is wrong on so many levels. For one, a girl should value herself more than just being a freebie... and 2, if there is not true love there... eventually it will fall apart... and 3 the chances are very high you will create a child... and not have a father or any paternal family to help you. When I think of all the young girls who gave themselves so cheaply... was seduced like Eve was... and lost the most precious part of themselves... well, it makes me want to cry to see all the unwanted children from unwed mothers who cant even take care of themselves.

Someone chooses to rob a store... people should know by now that there are cameras EVERYWHERE!
They are listening in on your phone calls, reading your texts... being a thief is never the way to go. It is better to be a beggar on the side of the road, than a thief.

And I wont even get into murder here today because there is to much information it needs its own blog. But no one... I mean NO ONE should ever play GOD... no one is able to take a life and not be held accountable by GOD. We just don't do this!

There are things that we have learned over a period of time that should be and are second nature to some. Good people all over the world doing good things... and fighting for the ones who are not so fortunate and don't have a voice. Are not allowed to have a voice or has had their tongue cut out.

Here's my deal... I am not perfect, I am not special... I am just a grandma... however... I am a child of GOD and I try everyday to do the right thing... I CHOOSE to do what I do because I LOVE GOD and know HIM personally and want to tell the world about it! I have struggled and fought and have fallen a time or two or 3... but the thing is... I haven't given up... I always get up because GOD is not finished with me! And tho I am stressed and ridiculed and hated... I am still happy with the beautiful blessings of GOD (LOVE)!

People, don't choose the sin! Just don't do it! Its not gonna be worth it in the end.

People... keep the LOVE flowing even tho you are persecuted and in pain...

Its GONNA be worth it... in the end! :)