Blessed by GOD, to be loud and proud of what is good and right and true! GOD bless us, Everyone! IJCNA

Saturday, August 27, 2016

Coming From My Heart

I question GOD all the time about why is there Muslims who love me on my Facebook?

And I worry that Americans might think I have gone over to the other side.

And then GOD showed me I must do this because they are the ones who are misguided and need to learn that Jesus holds the keys to heaven... and that wine and women are something to love and enjoy here on earth, not having to wait till they get to heaven... its time to stop playing GOD and stand up to the ones who are loving the actions of playing GOD in the here and now.

Because long ago, it was not just the Muslims who played GOD... many different PEOPLE have tried to play GOD and if you look throughout history we can see that the ones who think of themselves as GODS have the worst of falls. You can't deny it. You can't change it.

Because the SPIRIT of GOD moves within ALL men and women... GOD no longer reserves HIMSELF only for a small handful of men who are hiding behind a veil.

Or anyone who hides behind anything.

GOD IS available to all who call on HIM in the name of Jesus... ALL who read the New Testament and learn about the MAN Jesus who lived his life for GOD! Teaching us as an example on how to have THE PERFECT LIFE!

There are simple rules we can follow... 'if we will'...

Now GOD didn't have this SPIRIT AMONG MEN like HE does now, always... there was a time when 'our will' didn't matter... according to men... we 'had no will' in this issue... and then GOD saw that this was not how HE wanted things to be for HIS PEOPLE.

GOD loves it so much more, when we 'CHOOSE HIM' willingly!

If we don't want to acknowledge HIM we don't have to... but I can tell you right now if you don't, you will not have the best'est life that you could have, if you would just follow these ancient marvelous words that lead us down the path of what is 'all good'! And if you say, well I can be good without GOD... well if you stand for all that is good, how can you deny GOD as being the SPIRIT of all that is GOOD? Isn't that like not acknowledging the good in others? You know... a common spirit felt by others?


LOVE ONE ANOTHER was the words to be exact.

Now a days, we put labels on different PEOPLE because there are so many cultures and characters and creeds out there in the world and it is hard to know where you fit in.

Well, I can tell you that you can fit in where ever you feel the most comfortable. But rest assured that there will be OTHER PEOPLE... I mean that's what life is all about!

This includes PEOPLE everywhere, belonging to any group.

Does your PEOPLE promote LIFE and LOVE???

If it doesn't, then your in the wrong group! Just find a group that does promote LIFE and LOVE and the idea that we should be CARING about other PEOPLE...

Remembering that 'no one is perfect... no not one'! We all have our downfalls... and those are the things that control us...

Someone said, "I just couldn't control myself!"

Well if you were not in control... Who was?

Because we are born into a world of many different spirits... and some are good and some are bad... many years ago men saw fit to name them as 'angels and demons'... who always try to get us to do either very lovely things... or some very horrible things...

HEY... if you wouldn't want for it to happen to you... you probably shouldn't be doing it to other people... for example... it drives me nuts to have someone come into the room and ask me 'what I am doing' when they can see what I am doing... and then this morning... I walked into a room and asked someone 'what are you doing'?  Is it just something that people say to start a conversation?

Its just a natural thing...

Its all about self control.

Lets talk about rape... now some men think that if a woman is dressed like a slut, she wants to have sex... not even realizing that she is dressed that way for a reason... her reason... maybe she is proud of her body and wants to show it off... even tho GOD tells us that vanity is a sin... some women don't know this... and they are not wanting to be raped, they just want to show you their wares... or maybe a girl has lost a lot of weight and she is so happy and wears skimpy clothes... now you must remember, here in America, women have been having their freedom to walk around half naked if they want to... and men love it... but most know to just enjoy the view and make no more of it. You see... the men who feel like they can rape a woman because they think that's what she wants... must realize that... that is something that they themselves want... and they cannot control themselves. Now losing control might of been the norm back in the Neanderthals days... (but probably not)... these days we believe and know that in a civil society, we need to control ourselves! Don't listen to the evil ones when they whisper into your spiritual ears... BE strong and control yourself!!!

Its like me... my sin is gluttony... and every day I must control myself from overeating! Its a real struggle for me. And it upsets me to have commercials on the TV with all the luscious foods that are not so far away and easy to go get... it's a real struggle for me... but not for others who don't have the sin of gluttony. They appreciate the food and forget about it!

We are all different in our sins and none should play GOD... ever!

It baffles me how some sit in judgement of others when they themselves have sin on them too... it bothers me that some sins have become so common that most PEOPLE don't see the sin anymore. Just other people who have problems. So if you want to go on with your sin and not try to overcome it... please don't complain of the complications it brings... like adultery...  most people don't agree with it, even if they don't see it as a sin... they still know it's a bad thing.

But to whom?

Some may have a different perspective... its not our place to judge them... they need to work it out themselves... its really between them and GOD... but believe me... if someone comes to me and says... 'I've got a problem'... you best know I am going to point out the root of the problem and it is always going to fall back on the sin that GOD tells us to avoid!

In order to achieve heaven we must eliminate hell... and that will take a lot of cooperation!

We must stop the hating... stop the fighting... you see, Satan wants for us to all hate and fight each other... he feeds on it and throws it up to GODS face... so as long as we are not fighting against him, he will be strong in us, through us and over us :(

So bring on the Savior... the one called Jesus who leads us into a life of LOVE and RESPECT and strength in numbers of all of us who LOVE GOD and seek TRUTH!

Its you and its me... whether your Muslim or Jew or Christian or any other label people use to separate us. It will be when we are ALL united in the name of Jesus... where Jesus's message is strong and clear to everyone... LOVE ONE ANOTHER... DO GOOD TO ONE ANOTHER... HELP EACH OTHER OUT... and then don't forget another really important thing... CONFESS YOUR SIN ONE TO ANOTHER... that is to say... lets talk about the things that will bring you down in life... lets talk about the things that will lift you up... if we cant talk about the bad... how can we see the good?

You know... seeing another persons perspective is a good thing!

Don't be stuck in your own way of thinking... get out there and share your thoughts and ideas among yourselves... ohhh... OK... GOD is telling me that 'some of you' can NOT discuss new ideas because you will be murdered for it. Yes, there are exceptions to the rule... you do need to know when not to say anything... because many people suffer under men who play GOD, but I can see in my Godly eye view a PEOPLE who do not play GOD... A PEOPLE who know that GOD is LOVE and LIFE and CARING about other PEOPLE who don't have it as good as they do.

I see PEOPLE standing up and doing their part to help others... and this is how we get to a higher place in our lives... Oh, PEOPLE have sung songs about it since forever! :)

I am trying to think of titles and there are to many...

And so now we are waiting for the ONES who are closed minded to this idea of a 'LOVE' that has traveled around the world to 'open up their hearts and minds' to A Godly LOVE that we share and trust to be a good path to follow. And there will be no more hate and no more violence.

We have reached a point of a final battle... and it will be the final because now everyone around the world can see the GOOD and the BAD in this life... and with GOD we know which way to go!

We can look and see and know the truth even tho many evil ones spout lies and say they are truth. We know the truth... because GOD in US shows us the TRUTH!

We have a foolproof plan... and that is the way that GOD wants us to be... LIVE with LOVE leading and guiding you into TRUTH... don't back down and be strong because the Lord is strong in YOU!

I want to thank all of you from all the different countries who are reading... I am amazed to see several countries a day logging on and reading... and coming back! I praise GOD for the 102 countries on my readers list...  I am only doing what GOD tells me to do. I get a thought in my head and I have learned to just come in here and let it out! Sometimes I only have 5 words in my head and I come in here because GOD tells me to and I don't argue with HIM much anymore and then HE takes those 5 words and brings out a message that I have go go back and reread to even get it all! It just comes out so easily... and I feel a sense of joy at the weight lifted off of me.

GOD knows what HE is doing! And if we need answers, we can always ask HIM... and if you KEEP GOD in your own heart and mind... HE will only lead you into the way that is GOOD FOR YOU and your PEEPS!

For GOD is the culmination of all the SAINTS and SINNERS who have ever lived and breathed and died in nature.

GOD is the COMMON SPIRIT of LOVE for ALL OF US to know!

As We... learn to... LOVE EACH OTHER!

GOD Bless US, Everyone! IJCNA :)

Wednesday, August 24, 2016

The World Of Worlds

I recently got back from an 8 day trip up into Arkansas and Missouri. I LOVE to meet PEOPLE! I cant wait till I can sell my books and go on book tours! I will be able to meet more PEOPLE like that... for the rest of my life! I day dream about it all the time! :)

What I love about GOD is when HE IS inside a person... that person is predictably Godly!

You know that GOD is a spirit and that spirit... The Holy Ghost... is what lives in our hearts and minds and tells us to do things that are good for other people... because we know that GOD IS LOVE and anyone who has that spirit loves others... like GOD tells us to.

I can instantly tell when someone 'has not' the spirit of GOD. Its easy to see, by their attitude and actions... Like those teens who go up to a person on the street and beat them up... or this new wave of BLM people who stand like stooges in the middle of the streets and freeways... gonna get their point across... Really? Me thinks not! Because what if there are PEOPLE in those cars being blocked who have to be somewhere important? What if there was a person who needs their medicine... what if there is a person who is trying to get home to a sick child? Or a person trying to get to the hospital? These actions of stopping people on the freeway, are NOT by the spirit of GOD and that is how we know they are not GODLY PEOPLE.

When some people do these things... they are not going to get 'good' attention... they are going to get angry people who have places to be and needs to fulfill. It is better to stand on the side of a park where people are at leisure who are willing to connect with you on a one on one basis, to learn about your hardships and spread your story, so as to help resolve the issue. People shouldn't be out in the street... the streets were made for CARS... not people and their protests... and look see how some will drive right through a pack of protesters who are in the middle of a street. It is not a good thing.

Now, what I saw when I was traveling with Sharon was very different... I was surprised to see how kind the PEOPLE were in Arkansas and Missouri...they are the home grown LOVE type (created by Jesus)... who are always so very nice. You know the sort of people who will see you doing something wrong and will ignore you and pray for you. And the same person can see you doing something right and pat you on the shoulder with a smile of understanding that no one else ever gets but you. You see, I too am the type of person that if I see you doing something wrong I will ignore it... unless of course you're in my house... and then your gonna hear what I have to say, with both barrels.

Anyway, as we drove and saw many farms and homes I realized how many people have their own little worlds in this HUGE one that we share. I can see these people... all kind and good... treating other people nicely and actually caring about all the other little worlds too! And lot's times, sharing those worlds. In each and every brain there is a small world all its own. We must learn to look beyond it... we ALL can learn to love and share the earth!

I see families together and everyone loves everyone... very few ugly people in GODS world... you know... spiritually... because you know the demons... they roam the earth to seek whom they can devour... and to many empty headed people do lose their lives to them. We are always finding dead bodies... after some demon possessed person murders them in cold blood.

It was their world. They did what they wanted to do. They lived their way.

BUT, life can be good! We can create a wonderful place like a lot of people have already done, if we just acknowledge GOD and learn to do things the right way.

You can look into the world and can see both good and bad people.

Some people are bad because they have no direction from the right path... they live in a world where people live to feed the flesh. And then people forget that there have been many good Godly people who have walked this earth before us... learned the hard lessons for us... WE are not the only ones... but yet, Satan wants us to think its all about ourselves... because if we are always thinking about ourselves, we totally sabotage GODS plan for us to have a good life caring for ALL of US.

Let me tell you... it might feel good now... but when your body wears out... and you 'are' no more...  then you will see the light and know the old ones... you will then know that you had failed and you can never go back and fix things... because although your spirit lives on... your body wont and your gonna have to go throughout all eternity knowing that YOU MESSED UP and you cant fix it!

GOD tells us in the New Testament, through Jesus, how life is... who we should be... and what we must consider in this world... because although we have our own little world in our own mind and spirit... we share the same earth... You see, the world and the earth are not the same thing... the world is a HUGE place... way bigger than the earth we live on.

The world goes much farther than some wish to believe as they only see their own world. Some believe this earth is the world... but we will see the real world when we pass over into the spiritual one. Then we will see what really matters!

Your body and your life is and will be what you make of it... but when you lose your life... what will you have left? Will you have wonderful memories? Or will you have terrible memories? This is where we find the difference between heaven and hell.

Some people do illegal things because their soul is corrupted and they are following the demons. They will hurt you! They are not Godly people... you cannot trust them... they can pretend to be good but they will murder you for your tennis shoes or your money or your jewelry or your religion or even just because you snore to loud!

Hey! Did you know that 'that' is something that GOD talks about? HE explains it so clearly... don't put your heart and soul into these 'things' in the earth that can be taken away from you! If you are blessed to be rich enough to have money or jewelry you should know... if you love it too much... when its gone... your world is gone. That is making the jewelry and such other things, your god.

Really... that is why GOD tells us to love HIM 1st... and follow Jesus... who tells us that our world should be about 'each other'... we should value US as A PEOPLE... the whole group... All of US!

We all matter... we all have this matter in our brains... we all deal with the earth in all her glories... but what really matters is what GOD has created! There is a difference between things that GOD made and things that men have made. However it is a nice surprise when you see men make things that are inspired by GOD! Because you have Godly PEOPLE who read and know GODS WORD and understand the key to heaven is to 'LOVE ONE ANOTHER!!!

And OHHHH did I feel the love! Its weird the gift that GOD has given me...

I have like... a Gods Eye View of things when I listen to HIM and see the whole picture!

The down side to that is, when I hear someone say they love me and I know they really love the party life more... how many of you have someone you love like that... you love them so much... but they love the drinking and the drugs and cigarettes (etc etc etc) more than you and more than GOD?

And who did that? Men. Men made cigarettes and men made alcohol and certainly men have made drugs that can kill us!

But GOD gave us all things that are created from a seed... a tree... a plant... (that includes marijuana)... and remember... in order for a person to be born, a seed is planted also!

Nature is a fabulous thing!

We all have our own lives that we create... and we get out of it what we put into it! We should put love and respect and joy and PEOPLE who enjoy all these things into it... the world we are born into can be a good thing! Many people in the earth know this... many, many good people doing good things all around the world! And I Praise GOD for it and I thank GOD for it!

But then you have the ones who serve only themselves.

What matters to them is only what they can see in their own little world! Its all about what feels good to them... what they want for themselves... and they couldn't care less about other people. In fact they will kill them or rip them off any way they can, to fluff their own pillow! They are selfish and inconsiderate... they go against what GOD has laid out for us to follow... they just fall asleep with their fleshly eyes open in church, because they are not there to advance their spirit... they are there to be seen of other men... so they would think of them as 'good people'... but they are not... and the minute they get out of church they are off to their next sin and they don't even think they are sinning.

Like so many others who are traveling the wrong road... they don't even know they are doing wrong.

You know, when you see a woman who cares more about herself than anyone else?

GOD says women shouldn't be like that.

LOVE ONE ANOTHER... is so easy!

We all have our own worlds... we each have our own memories... we all create our own legacy. I love to see PEOPLE serving GOD! I love to see people heading in the right direction!

I know that the earth offers all sorts of pleasurable things... people have created a place where we can have anything we want! But at what cost?

Will you pay with your very own soul?

Will you give up 'knowing GOD' only to lose out on the great things HE has to offer?

Because if you follow anything other than GOD, you will miss out.

I am so thankful that GOD made a way for me to go on this 8 day trip, deep into the heart of America! I felt the love... I saw the people LIVING in a way that if not for the clothes and the cell phones... it could be 100 or more years ago.

But... not all people live for LIFE or LOVE...

Some people seek thrills that have nothing to do with GOD.

We are all different in our desires... not all can make a speech... not all can skydive... not all can fix themselves. But with GOD we can do all of that and then some!

Some people love the outdoors... some people love the indoors... some people love to ride horses... and some people prefer driving a car. I remember when I was 12 and living with my dad in one of the smallest towns in Texas... I rode a horse to the store, just like they did over 100 years ago!

We all have different likes and dislikes... and that doesn't make us 'wrong' in GODS eyes! But for some reason its making people see people as being wrong 'in the world'.

We are here to make sense out of non sense. We are not here to 'save' all the people,
 cause most of the people are doing just fine and dandy... We are here to help save the ones who do not have it together. We must show them the right path... I mean if we've never traveled, how do we know the right path from the wrong one?

You must get GOD into your heart and mind and HE will tell you the difference.

And you will be just like me... able to see with new eyes the world of the spirits!

Be right... follow the way that has been tried and proven to be the most'est best'est way to walk. Its real and its ready and waiting for you to spread the word to all who are lost... wouldn't it be great to link up all the lost souls with someone who knows the way and can reach out and let them know they too can be wise and have a better life than what Satan has to offer them in this world.

Look and see... in the world of worlds... see the corruption?

This will lead us into hell... Godly PEOPLE will stand up and STOP the corruption for goodness sake... because regardless of what  Satan wants us to believe... GOD is stronger than Satan... and we can know HIS WORD and we know ungodly people are just plain wrong... we know them... be cause we know GOD!

I thank GOD for all HIS wisdom that can be read about, starting in the New Testament in the Bible, don't waste your time reading the Old Testament first, we no longer go by that.

Read the New Testament, read about The Man Jesus, who came to save us of our sins.

You see... its not good enough to know that Jesus died for our sins as the last sacrifice for sin... we also need to know what he said and how he lived... as an example to us to go by.

We should all strive to live like Jesus did!

And also remember the words to the woman at the well who was a self professed sinner... remember what Jesus told her? Words that we need to know...

"Now, Go... and sin no more!"

You can get through sin... and don't do it again... or your going to have the same problems.

This is our problem today.

We had lost the wisdom of GOD!

But now, I am happy to see THE PEOPLE scrambling to find it!

Now go and get on with your life and LIVE and be HAPPY... stop doing the things that hurt other people... stop doing things that are hurtful to yourself. And you will also see how practical it would be... to live and see and be all that GOD wants and hopes for us.

It is not GODS fault if you don't listen...

But you will see GOD working in your life if you do!

Praise GOD... Thank You Jesus!

GOD Bless US, Everyone!


Thursday, August 04, 2016

Trump and Khan and Clinton Too

I try to forget certain things... I really do try... I have so much to do in this real life of mine, its easy to let things go... but when I cant let it go, when they won't leave me in peace... I come here and spill my guts to you... and it works every time at releasing them!

I am not a stupid woman. I keep up with the news and current events and I have several sources of news... so I am not trapped into believing whatever one chooses to show.

Some are just to stupid to repeat... but now, seems like this is really getting seriously stupid!

I have discovered that we have a very ambiguous world, you can find whatever you want to in the media... whether true or false. There is such an overflow of news out there that somehow some facts get twisted into someones opinion... like I can go to a Hillary loving site and find all sorts of positive things about her, or I can go to another site and find out all negative things about her. We have come to an age where people can say and do whatever they want to... and try to hide the truth and pretend to be something they are not. But people get wise to the lies!

I am so tired of watching 2 certain shows that are back to back after the news. I wont mention names or titles and I really love both of these shows and have watched them for years. But I am about ready to find something else to watch. Because every single night its been hating on Trump... hating on Trump. I keep asking myself WHY are they being so hard on Trump with his small things... and not even mentioning Hillary's current news? Why are they not talking about her HUGE things?

And then I discovered. She has employees who are somehow related to the top media dogs!

I just get madder and madder...

I mean, how many times has Trump lied while under oath? I don't think we have anything like that on him. Yet, Hillary has been proven to be a liar and treasonous... and not to mention she would rather sleep than get up and take care of our people who are being murdered... in cold blood... to pacify our enemies! Some of her atrocities are the most horrendous ever... but no one is making jokes about her and her HUGE corruptness!

I suppose as long as people are not taking about it... other people cannot be educated to the real facts. But I hear that the media is not really all that stupid... I hear some people are coming up in the media who don't care about money or ratings... they want to expose the truth!

Praise GOD we have these young people coming up who don't mindlessly follow the lies of the manipulators... we all need to stand on truth and speak our minds about things.

And Mr Khan... Grrrrrrrreetings... I would like for you to tell me just what makes you so special when we have SO MANY parents of soldiers who have died as heroes in the line of duty? What makes your blood better? What makes your family so much more important than all the other families who have suffered the same exact loss?

Ohhhh could it be that you were bought and paid for... for the side who wants to hate Trump and make everyone else hate him too??? (with a corrupt purpose) why??? And what pray tell does Donald Trump have to do with your sons condition? I mean really? Where does The Donald come into play here with your story? Me thinks you should back up and realize how you look in the eyes of THE PEOPLE! You take one jab... Donald is not a sissy boy... he is a REAL MAN and he's gonna give ya what for... because you need it! Its not right all this BS occupying our minds while there are more important issues at hand!

Now, I don't know if Donald Trump reads these words... but I want to just get this out there...

I know Donald is not 'the most perfect man' in the world... (I would have a hard time finding one of those)...  but Donald Trump stands for Home and Country... he cheers on a Family that has the right to free enterprise and the ability for men to work the system for the good of all. We have basic laws and rights that if you follow, you too can achieve greatness!

But know this... Hillary works for Hillary and Clinton Foundation. All I can say here is I hope your paying attention to the facts about this woman! And believe me... People are talking! Because when you do things that make people talk... PEOPLE DO TALK... and we need to open our eyes and ears and listen to these facts! Lets face it... there are not many of those 'studious news loving types' out there... most people are out eating and drinking and shopping or at the party.... rather than to sit down and pay attention to politics!

Can you believe this? That some people don't even know what Hillary is actually doing! They only see the regular short clips of her doing her thing for the camera... trying to make you love her... sorta reminds me of Mommy Dearest.

Its all to deep and ugly for me to want to see more!

Here is a simple reminder.... the fight is not one flesh and blood... it is one of morals and principals of right and wrong. It is the fight where we call out corruption when we see it... and expose it to THE PEOPLE as the truth that it is!

I still don't understand why Hillary is running for President and Snowden is in exile, with 'this current administration' pointing fingers of treason at him! He can't even go home! :(

I'm wondering if we will even find real justice in this world these days??? But I can close my eyes and can see Trump living in the White House! And it will be a good thing!

I think if Trump wins... we will be saved... and we will find true justice for all the wrong doings in the system today... because look see...  Trump has not sold out to our enemies! And you know in all the movies... after the good guys rid the town of the bad guys... they always set all things right again! And Praise GOD, We will too!

The fight is to wake up every day and do the best you can for those around you... because when you make sure others are OK... they will make sure that YOU are OK!

Its not that hard... a child can understand! Its as easy as the story of Jesus!

There was once upon a time, a man of GOD named Jesus... who taught us to LOVE ONE ANOTHER... and to DO GOOD TO EACH OTHER... and He left us a good legacy for our children to follow! Because when we follow the path of Jesus... we follow a man who walked this earth and taught very important lessons we need to know in this life, so much so that several men wrote it down... and now over 2000 years later...  we still tell his story... of how he united THE PEOPLE!

Yet still alive is the ways of men loving the POWER that they have had from long ago... the ways the Muslims still believe in today... you know... men playing GOD and murdering for sin... they don't want to think about how Jesus came and took that power away from 'mere men' and put it within the hearts and minds of THE PEOPLE!

Only GOD is GOD... and no man can be set up as HE... we know that when men set themselves up as a god... that they will have the worst fall!

We are a blessed nation... but lately we have lost track... I don't know why... most likely we were just doing other things and didn't pay attention as the demons crept in among us... like they do when we don't have GOD to protect us and keep our heads straight!

We sure did ourselves a great dis-service when we took GOD out of our lives, so many people have lost their way... hopefully there are enough still hanging on to GOD so that HE will be with US and protect US from the evils among US!

Hillary... "Shame on you!"
Khan... "Shame on you too!"
Trump... "GOD Speed, Brother! IJCNA!"

Thursday, July 28, 2016

Sexuality and Lies

I was irritated with what I saw on The Bill Cunningham show...

I am certainly not hating on the transgender people... but come on... TRUTH is TRUTH!

There was a woman who was dressed like a man... and she wanted to be called 'him' and 'he'.

Now, You and I both know that if you want to live transgender... it's really none of my business... and most likely I will never know anyone who lives like that... so, I don't begrudge those who wish to.

But... when you want me to start feeding into your delusion, that you are a 'real man'... well... that is just not possible in my logical brain. I know that if you are born a woman... you have the DNA of a woman and no matter what... your DNA will always say you are a woman. Same with a man... If they are born a man... nothing can make their DNA say 'woman'! I promise, if one died anonymously, the autopsy people would do blood work and it would tell the truth!

So back to the show, the mother and sister were having a hard time dealing with it... and rightly so in my point of view. The transgenders are asking us to go along with their untruth, when truth is... they are NOT the real thing... they may dress like one and may pretend to be one... but they are NOT one!

It's not that this mother hates her child... she just didn't want to speak a lie! She knew her child was a girl! She knows the truth in their family all to well!

And when you say that its my 'ignorance showing'... oh, now you see that's where I draw the line!

I have MY RIGHT to know and believe the TRUTH!

Your asking me to speak and believe a LIE!?!

Is this what our world is coming to?

In light of current events it seems like 'lies' and 'corruption of truth' is the norm.

Why is it that I am hated for not wanting to speak a lie?  If I call 'her' a 'him' you and I both know it is a lie... HA... Like I am going to be stupid enough to believe something that I can see with my very own eyes is not true? What sort of fool do you take me for?

Your expecting me to accept this lie, shows me your own deviant mind!

NO... I am not going to agree or accept this UN-truth as TRUTH... I am NOT GONNA DO IT! And you can NOT make me... This is a prime example of people loving money more than morals... more than truth. Your gonna press a lie as truth... for ummm... what? Ratings? I guess freak shows have always been very popular!

This is what GOD, through HIS SPIRIT has warned us of!

And we are smack dab in the middle of it!

What will we choose?

To feed into the delusion of one who refuses to accept what GOD made them to be?

The last quote... I wish I would of written it down... cause now I cant think verbatim... but he is allowing the one who is delusional... to hate the ones who are trying to tell them the truth... and embrace the delusion that they feel! Oh yeah... embrace the lie... embrace what ever you mind wants to think it is! Truth doesn't matter anymore... only 'self' matters!

People this is a wrong way of thinking!

GOD is LOVE... GOD is TRUTH... and this show was not serving GOD. And it struck me as odd because I have heard Bill refer positively to GOD in the past. But maybe... he is only reading the script! You see, only GOD knows where his heart is. We as a people can only judge as humans can... by the actions... but only GOD can know the inside of the soul.

So here it is for today... NO I will not say she is a he... if she wants to pretend she is a he... that is her right to play pretend... (to say the least)... but NO... your not going to make me accept a lie as truth!

The solution to this disagreement is... knowing and remembering... that not ALL PEOPLE have turned their backs on GOD... remember???... Or maybe you don't remember because you have not actually read your Bible... but hopefully you can remember the story of Lot and his family... and the story of Sodom and Gomorrah... thinking about the conversation with GOD and how GOD said that HE would not destroy the city of there was 'one' good Godly person in there... and look... there was none... and so the city came down.

We must remember that GOD loves us... and most of US are HIS! HE will not destroy US for their sin... not as long as we can pick ourselves up and know that GOD IS TRUTH and LOVE and LIFE... and WE ALL work together for the common good of THE PEOPLE! And we are A LOT of PEOPLE... I am telling YOU! GOD has shown me that HE has good loving people around the world who love each other and follow TRUTH and have JOY in LIFE and LIVE with HAPPINESS, watching the family grow!

Praise GOD! We will not allow them to force us or push us or bully us into their lies and delusions!

We stand on the Word Of GOD and we KNOW that in the end... WE will Win!

With all the LOVE and LAUGHTER and GOODNESS of GOD that we can hold!

And there will come a time... when all sin has been forgotten... and THE PEOPLE will KNOW and LOVE GOD, because GOD knows and LOVES THEM...

I can see this time as clear as time standing still! And yet... so much LIFE going on all around us! As we learn to LOVE the moment that we are given... and do the good things we can do while we're in it... because one day our chance will be gone... and our job handed to another!

Praise GOD... Thank you for letting me let off some steam...

I love you all! Because you are here with me! You keep coming back... like a family!

And we are... The Children of GOD!

Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus!


Tuesday, July 26, 2016


I am writing this letter to you, because I was very angry at the CPS and after many angry letters and posts... someone said, the CPS is only following the law and that I should direct my anger to you... the DEA.

I want to invite any of you and all of you to my house to see the home that you tore down! I want you to see the space and place that YOU took the children from! I want you to know that you could probably find it hard to see a place more suited for kids, with the REAL LOVE of a Grandma that they can't resist!

I was at the hospital last night, July 14th... to bring my daughter and her daughter home. You see... CPS had placed my grand daughter in a place that was abusive... and she was so terribly abused, she ended up at Texas Children's Hospital.

When I saw her... she cried and shied away, she wouldn't come to me... my own granddaughter WAS AFRAID OF ME!

Let me start here... January of 2015, I was coming home with a friend who I had gone on vacation with. My daughter had had her baby girl while I was gone. And when we pulled up into the driveway... I saw a tall black woman all angry, demanding the removal of the boys... my daughter had called their dad... and he was there... my daughter crying... not just crying... but wailing! And the boys dad is jerking them away from their mother... they are crying and they see me and they scream... "NANNY NANNY NANNY" the pain that stuck me to the middle of my soul, was the most terrifying helpless moment of my life, something YOU wouldn't understand and I pray to GOD you never have to know the feeling of.

Their dad... who is a 2 time drug felon... started screaming at me in front of that CPS woman... saying things that he KNEW was not true... just to make me look bad so he could keep the boys, The courts had given my daughter custody and he was supposed to only have supervised visits, it was unlawful for them to go with him that day. (It would of been better for the state to take them... but that's not how it had to be... cause they didn't have anything, other than the small amount of THC on her). And he knew CPS would jump on his band wagon. Which they sure did... Now, he has kidnapped them and moved and wont answer the CPS phone calls.

I haven't seen them in 19 months??? Over a little POT???

You see, my daughter was a pot smoker...

Heck... I have smoked pot since 1972... oh not all the time... just sometimes....  and I have never been in trouble... I have NEVER harmed a child... and I have NEVER sat around smoking pot while the kids went hungry and unsupervised...  I think this makes me the most angry... THEY THINK I put the pot ahead of the children... and they think they know that I am terrible evil demon pot smoker... they think that I cant do anything except smoke pot! I tried to tell them... but they wont listen. Where is the justice in that???

When CPS first came into my life, back in 1988, it was because a female neighbor who tried to get me drunk and have sex with me got mad at me when I wouldn't have sex with her. The next day 'someone' called CPS saying my son was in the street spraying himself with Raid! And that was a LIE... it was easy to get through that one... and then years later, when they came and asked me if I smoked POT, I told them the truth... "Yes, I have been smoking pot since 1972... and I don't mix it with the kids. And nothing was made of it. They could see that all the kids were well taken care of!

Now... today, I firmly  truly believe that these black women who have come into my house the past few years have had an agenda... and that is to screw my family over for 400 years of black slavery... I felt that they hated me because I am white and they are making it more difficult because my family is white and the trend these days is blacks hating whites.

There was never any abuse... there was never any neglect... there was never a judge who demanded that the kids be removed... NO... it was just black women who came in like gestapo and scared my daughter into giving up her babies... now... if it was today... I have learned... I would of told them to get a warrant! I would of protected my grandchildren with my life!

This time with my daughter... I told her to stop smoking 'pot' because I knew they could use that against her... (which they never did to me, and yet, the laws are changing all over the nation)!

Yes, I told her to stop smoking and she said she did...

But of course, she was a defiant youth! I must say that she was a perfect child until she turned 12 and started going over to friends houses... one in particular where the parents pretended to be good and yet, they allowed the kids to drink alcohol and do drugs. I didn't know this... because they came in saying how they love to go to church and all... since then... I have learned some terrible things... and it makes me so angry that I was so deceived.

I will never forget walking up and down the street in the wee hours of the morning waiting for her to come home, to find out later that the so called PARENTS... would drive by and not let her out until I went inside. Grrrr... And wouldn't you know that later, they did get in trouble and CPS placed 2 of their boys in a home where they were both murdered... I think it had something to do with a fight over a video game between the boys and a family member.

Anyways... I have been though some hard times... but she was really doing better the past few years. She had testified for the state... and we were left in peace. She stopped drinking and she stopped doing all the man made chemical drugs... all she did was smoke some pot with a friend when the boys were sleeping. In fact it was a rare event for her. And we had talked about how important it was for her to quit smoking... which she said she did... but the baby came early... and even though she had passed her drug test, they dug into the babies first poop and found THC.

That's it! No abuse or neglect... nothing but that...

So here we sit... 19 months later...

Both of the boys have been kidnapped by their 2 time drug felon biological father... and the little girl... doesn't even know me as her loving Grandmother!!!

It has been a week and she still wont come to me!

I have 7 grand children... All of them come to me, except her.

My heart is truly broken!

I wake up with terrible anxiety worrying about the boys... I cry all the time for them. They were such a big part of my life! I want you to see the video of me singing with the boys before they were so wrongly ripped out of our lives. And now... oh... wow... I cant tell you how much hurt and pain I have been through. You could never know the sleepless nights, crying myself to sleep.

When my daughter was able to go see the boys, before their 2 time drug felon dad kidnapped them and moved away... she told me that the boys asked about me... and cried to their dad to come see me... but their dad is mean... That's the reason my daughter left him... he hit her and one day threw all her stuff out in the yard and even threw her down the stairs... and she was pregnant! And then he locked her out for hours, while she begged him to let her in. Do you blame her for leaving him???

Do you blame this blameless pot smoking granny for wanting to love and care for her daughter and her offspring? Can you see me? Can you see the real me???

So this man knows that if the boys come to see me, they are going to want to stay... so he tells them NO... and tells them they will never see me again?!? Grrrrr...

I will never in my life time ever believe that this man is a better person than I am, just because I have THC in my system. HA, he does too!!!  What this means is... I never smoke around the kids... you can do all the things right all day... and then when the kids go to bed... I can go out in the back yard with a friend on Friday night and we smoke a joint and a month later I fail a drug test... I am a bad person because they find THC in my urine... has nothing to do with the actions of a good mother and grand mother... has every thing to do with the corrupt thinking of some people who love to hold power over someone else.

None of my grand children have ever seen me smoking... and they are 9 and 8 and 7 and 5 and so on... the 9 year old has never seen me smoking, but he knows I do and he doesn't judge me like that... he knows in his heart that I LOVE him more than anything.

And here's something interesting... I AM THE ONE WHO taught the boys to LOVE their DADDY when he came over and they were afraid of him... I hugged him and said I loved him as an example. Yes, you see, I knew it was important to share them with him... but his attitude of anger... and meanness is not something they would ever be fond of.


I don't drink, I don't hang out in bars or night clubs, I don't do any drugs that you can find so easily on the street... Nooooo.... I love to stay home and take care of the home and family!

But no one sees that... no one cares...

Did you know that CPS gets paid by the case and are not salaried?? Did you know that the more cases CPS has open, the more money they get???

Did you know that CPS preys on poor people who cant afford a good honorable lawyer?

Did you know that with CPS rules... a simple casual pot smoker is treated the exact same as a hard core abusive heroin addict, who physically abuses their kids??? Ha! A CPS worker told me that!

Did you know that all someone has to do if they get mad at you is call in anonymously and they can lie all over the place... and are really taken seriously?

I even tried to tell them... hey, I am MotherPope... I LOVE THE CHILDREN...

They didn't care... they just hated me more, to prove to me that I am a NO body in their book.

And did you know that CPS got my daughter off the pot which they labeled a dirty drug test... enough to have all her kids taken away... but was given a clean slate for the Prozac and the Ambien and the Xanax and the codeine for pain that the Doctors put her on...  Oh YES... they took her from being a totally functional pot smoker where she could at least get up and take care of business... to someone who couldn't even get out of the bed!!! She was drugged up beyond belief and yet... that was all good for CPS! Well, IT WASN'T GOOD FOR ME!!! I had to witness this destruction of my family! And I had to deal with my zombie daughter for almost a year, until I convinced her that all those man made chemical drugs were bad for her! She finally quit them on her own! She misses the pot but doesnt dare do it anymore for fear someone will judge her by her urine...

And if I was such a horrible bad person why was I able to spend all that time with my sons kids and my daughters oldest son? How can they say that I'm a bad person and take away the boys and my youngest grand daughter and yet allow that? Truth is, it didn't fit into their agenda... because my son would fight them tooth and nail with his very last dollar and they know they don't have a leg to stand on.

I also maxed out my credit card for a lawyer who didn't do anything, just told my daughter to do what CPS says and she stopped answering our calls. And then I gave up my savings I had put away to pay the taxes... but I gave it to a lawyer who made a few calls and told my daughter to do what CPS says... and then said 'the money was gone'... I live in poverty... I can't just pull money out of my... you know... I don't have a money tree... oh I used to... I had an inheritance... but then I lost over 100,000.00... from friends who... I thought I was helping... but then discovered they were not really friends when they ripped me off! So I feel like I have been screwed enough in this life...

Are you people even giving a care? Or has all the world gone crazy?

Something tells me you are so bored with my TRUTH...

Well... this is why you need to come to this house and see what you have done to destroy not only the house and the kids... but MY HEALTH! I know you don't care about my mental and physical health... because I am DYING inside!

And you know... the law that made pot illegal in the first place was also based on a LIE...

How do I know? Because back years ago, I found myself smoking a joint with a United States Marshall. And of course I am asking him, "HUH" ???

He told me that the crime that was committed back in 1903 that made pot illegal was NOT a crime of, 'oh he was so stoned he killed someone'... NO it was a crime of passion and adultery and racism... that was covered up and blamed on the innocent weed that was found in the hotel room that day! Back in 1903 it was unheard of, for a white politicians wife to have an affair with a black man. You know... they twisted the truth 30 years later in the movie Reefer Madness. But the thing is... it wasn't a white piano player... he was black... and the woman was not a popular prominent politicians wife... in the movie she was a young unmarried girl who was dancing all crazy and killed someone... OK... let me speak the truth here... There was once upon a time... a politician and his lovely wife... and after some years, she became bored... and so she started hanging out at the local piano bar... drinking her loneliness away... in time she fell in love with the black piano player there... and they started having an affair... as you would know soon enough people started talking and word got back to the politician... and one night when his friends told him where they were... he went to confront his wife... a fight ensued... and the black man killed the white man in self defense... and as we still see today... these things like racism and adultery are covered up...

So, the pot became the blame...


We now know that 'pot' is not as bad as we thought... it has spent so many years, talked about as a bad seed... and people are believing false words... oh isn't that an old story? Imagine that... PEOPLE believing LIES!

But...  if we had been reading our Bibles... we would know that Genesis 1; 29 tells us that "GOD has given us every herb bearing seed that is upon all the face of the earth for our use..." And I can tell you from personal experience that 'pot' cures a lot of ills. My own doctor who is a long time respected Dr... would give me... and has given me Prozac and Xanax... and other drugs... because he knows I grew up in hell and he's been my Dr since 1972! Yes... its true...  but I told him YIKES... after taking them I knew that I couldn't take them. I ended up in the bed all day not caring about anything, much less my kids! I need to be able to get up and do stuff... I can't be out of it like that!

For me... the pot works better than the man made chemicals... that the tax payers and insurance people have to pay for... and to speak the truth here... WE SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO GROW THIS BEAUTIFUL BENEFICIAL PLANT IN OUR GARDENS!

Who are you to tell me that GOD doesn't have it right, when I can see with my own eyes... that HE does... and that pot doesn't keep me in the bed all the time! I think that some people are working with some other people for greed and lust of money... because if growing a plant in our garden can help us... and can help us FREELY... we should be doing it! Especially knowing it is a natural help!

Stop standing behind the lies and confusion... I bet 100% of pot smoking people would agree... smoking pot is not as bad as the law says.,.. and I bet 100% of never before pot smokers are only saying NO SMOKING POT because of the law... not because they know it is a bad thing. They are only following people who train them to say such. Because I don't think pot is for everyone... some people don't want to smoke and that is good! I am glad they have such wonderful stress free lives! But then you have people like me, who have found great relief from smoking it!

Cannabis got a bum rap back there in that hotel room, in 1903. But you know... the truth was actually known by many people... and the truth has been passed down in stories like the one told to me.

Now WE AS A PEOPLE need to FIX IT!

Just like we have to fix our corrupt government... we must fix this law that was based on a lie!


The way I feel is, I haven't lost yet... I am still alive... but if I died tomorrow... and I have not seen the boys in 19 months because of the corruption of many... then I will have lost. But for now... I am still alive and I am here... and I have written about this subject many times before... but whats different now is Grand child #7 is home with her mom. I know she is safe now... and it makes me so mad to know about her abuse and wonder how long it has been going on. How long has my baby grand daughter been suffering this awful abuse???

My daughter and I got into a fight this past Sunday... and it is YOUR fault, Dear DEA...

My daughter wanted me to watch the child while she went in the hot truck to do some errands... normally I would say 'Absolutely Yes'! But I had to tell her 'no' because the child still wont come to me. Until she clings to my neck like she clings to her mothers... it has to be no. I am not going to babysit a child who sees me as a stranger... and if things would of been different... she would know me... she would come to me and give me baby love. She sees her eldest brother and her cousins giving me love and hugs... but sadly as of today all she can do for me is turn away.


Oh the anger... and the rage... all because of the corruption... and the lies...

Did you know that instead of ripping the kids away from the mother... CPS could of kept them together in a facility? Oh... but when we told them about it... they said, oh your almost through... your fixing to get your kids back. But is has been several months... Why???

I would guess that CPS doesn't know where the boys are! If my daughter can have her baby, those boys should be home! But their NOT... because CPS let a 2 time drug felon take them! And now... HELLO... did I say he kidnapped them???

I want to see my grands #4 and #5!  This is Grandmother abuse!

And when CPS came and ripped crying children out of the arms of a crying mother... that was CHILD ABUSE... and even then it was intentional abuse on our family! There was only 1 black woman... no police, no warrant to remove the kids...

Ohhh... I can't put into words how angry I am... and HATE... Oh let me tell you I have to ask GOD to forgive me several times a day... I beg for HIS help... and HE only tells me to shhhh... its all apart of HIS plan to set things right...

One day I will see the boys again... and I will have all of my 7 grand children all together for Sunday dinners... and it will be wonderful...  I have all faith in my GOD who loves me through the pain... and helps me find some bits of PEACE... that TRUTH will come out and all will be set right!

Unless WE as a PEOPLE are gonna allow lies and deception to be the norm...

I am waiting for you... my door is open... come over any time and see the LOVING HOME you tore apart! Come on... I bet'cha won't... I think you don't want to see the truth...

Maybe you can't handle the truth!!!

Lord GOD, allow this post to be read by someone who cares...


GOD Bless Us... Everyone!

Wednesday, July 06, 2016

American Mistake???

I'm wondering if we made a mistake with America.

We want everyone to be the same... trouble is, we're not the same!

People ARE different...

Look and see the attitude that has come about with it!

HATE abounds within the hearts of too many people! WHY???

I am thinking its because we took GOD out of the hearts and minds of THE PEOPLE... For a long time our world was run by people who had a GOD sense about them... they knew the right and wrong of life and they founded our nation on the belief of FREEDOM and JUSTICE for all...

But now look! There is no freedom and there is no justice, because the powers that BE in the American PEOPLE have changed... The PEOPLE used to run things... but now, the people are getting screwed as the top dog gets away with lies and murder... and we cant even seem to be able to tell the difference anymore... harvesting a vote from dead people and simple minded people who can be bought and paid for with free food and a cell phone... small price to pay for all that power, 'eh?'... and really its THE PEOPLE who are paying that price... always has been, since someone put in the social care of people who have never learned to stand on their own two feet.

It's crazy to me to see these things...

People are actually afraid to shout out, "The king has no clothes!"

So now we have a bunch of people who live in the gray area...

Without the very thing needed to fight for what's right.

GOD... because GOD and HIS son Jesus are the very ones who we need to remember here. We need to know that GOD is truth... and in 'accepting a lie' you are 'denying TRUTH'.

Too many people do this in this day and age...

They don't have GOD in their heart and soul to tell them the truth!

Their own minds cant differentiate between right and wrong!

And when PEOPLE don't have GOD to guide them... they don't have the ways and means to stop the evil in their lives... many many many bad things that happen are the result of PEOPLE not following GOD... as GOD is TRUTH and LOVE and JUSTICE...

We can see the corruption all over the world, with Satan's plan in action... 'to make PEOPLE believe there is no GOD'. He planted the seed... probably way before Genesis. He wants us, not to have a way to discover who he is and what he is doing in the world.

Ahhhh, The old battle of GOOD against evil... not a new story. But sure looks like PEOPLE cannot understand that concept anymore since they don't have GOD to speak to them!

Its everywhere... in politics, in religion and in the hearts and minds of 'some PEOPLE'.

We as GODS PEOPLE... we have been knowing, that one day it would come to this... corruption in high places and THE PEOPLE had no clue cause they were to busy to give a care about other people and what they think... or to see what they were doing.

I, as a child of GOD... do care about what other people are thinking... and the more I look the more I see that to many people are not thinking about GOD, nor contemplate the things that are 'right and wrong'.

Some PEOPLE who are pretenders, only pretend to be good... they go to churches and think as long as they sit there for an hour or so... (some 45 minutes... less than an hour)... they are saints. Then they go and do the things that they would not talk about in church. They do things that they would never ever talk about with the PEOPLE at the church.


They hide it from others.

In their hearts they know that they are wrong, but the lust of the flesh, will get them every time! You can pretend that you care... but GOD knows, in your heart you really don't.

There are none so blind as those who will not see...

Some people become so power hungry that they corrupt what power they have to induce more power for themselves... they love to glorify themselves! They love to see others bow down to them... it titillates them! They feel like the most'est.

This is what I think men call narcissistic.

It is never a good thing when PEOPLE seek their own glory.

But we are to glorify GOD!

Remember Jesus... who came with GODS Spirit... and left it for US to utilize!

Be GOOD to each other... Play fair! Respect and care about others, if you expect them to respect and care about you!

We live in a world that could be a good place... but right now... so many people are serving Satan, its hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel...

People are blindly following Satan because they can not see GOD anymore!

Our GOD STRENGTH is not there without GOD!

So we live like humans do... satisfying the flesh... doing only what makes us feel good and to hell with all the rest... but this can only go one way... to hell... just like you said. When you live to serve only your self and screw others... it will, in your end... bring on pain and destruction... sometimes only of ourselves and sometimes it includes others. :(

But you should know... we only had our backs turned for a second... and we WILL notice what you do... and we will have GOD on our side!

I am remembering hearing something recently... and he said... "Opinions don't matter... only the facts of law." Well when a few people twist the law to suit their own agenda... we ARE going to notice... and we WILL have an opinion!

We can look and see the history of the battle.

Its been around since forever... and its a battle of good verses evil... and if you take away the leader of the good... HA... you got that battle pretty much whooped!

So without Jesus... how can we win?

We cant... we will all fall down into the pit...

Until some HERO stands up! I mean a HERO that GOD sends... and that one will have what will be known as HIS SPIRIT... and THE PEOPLE take on the SPIRIT of GOD... only then can we see the enemy clearly!

And that's when we will defeat him!

And the battle will finally be won... for ALL will have the knowledge of GOD... and ALL THE PEOPLE will rise up together to fight the sons of men... until the very last one is gone!

Can you imagine a world where differences are celebrated! (Hey! We're working on it!:)

A place where PEOPLE understand each other and are helpful to the point of a great and mighty social success! A place where you can let your kids play outside again... where you don't have to worry about anyone hanging out trying to rape your daughters and murder your sons. A place where we can all live in peace wherever we are... not having to worry about bombs and demons directing people who choose to follow the evil in the world... simply because they can't see it!

Because in this place we KNOW evil, we talk about it and we avoid it at all costs.

I know that one day this will be the 'Heaven on Earth' that we have all been waiting on!

Praise GOD Thank You Jesus!

And HUGS4ALL... and ALL4HUGS! :)


Thursday, June 30, 2016

I See... Current Events

I have seen more in this life than I want to. But GOD must want me here to write my thoughts because here I am... and we are up to 95 countries now... so GOD must be having me do this for to help you to understand HIS TRUTH, for the Lord is with me!

I saw a post from Syria... an ISIS man had cut a Christians throat and hung him up to die as he said, "See, Jesus didn't come to save him"... This shows the mentality of ISIS... and I have a message for him... for them...

Dude... you are so wrong... and I'm going to tell you why... because you see, Jesus already saved that Christian... Jesus already came into his heart and mind to live, so that when 'you' decided to end his life... Yes, you... all you see is a man dying. You never see the man living... and just because you can kill the body... you can never kill the SPIRIT! And he knew that... so you didn't destroy him, you only set him free! You think that you control life and death? Just because 'you think' its right?

How wrong can you be when you cant even see that Jesus came to save YOU!

He came to save YOU from your misguided deeds your sins and your creed... and to help you to understand you have been following a false GOD the whole time. As GOD clearly states HE is the GOD of the LIVING... and for real... HE doesn't like it when you play GOD and murder for sin... and if you think that GOD gives you the power to murder someone just because they don't believe the same as you do, you are very much mistaken and will feel GODS wrath with a quickness and you will totally understand as you meet GOD, to be judged!

Some people are so blinded when they refuse to open their minds and hearts to the Lord GOD who loves us so much that he sacrificed Jesus for to show us what we're doing wrong.

Yes yes, the Christians used to do this too... many people throughout history have. But that doesn't make it right! Stop using that as an excuse! GOD says NO!

Jesus did not come to save the ones who got it going on... the ones who know LOVE and respect for others. Jesus came for people who are believing a lie... who are doing wrong... and that is YOU! The ones who believe they must kill all those who don't follow along with the corruption of murder for sin. Sure, some people believe its a good thing. I cant count how many Christians thought it lovely that the attack in Orlando came and murdered for sin... it's a sad fact, but it's not the way GOD intended for us to deal with sin.

How can you think that you can change the world with violence and death and destruction, when most people in the world never hear about you and what your doing? You think your some sort of hero, because you are killing someone who is not Muslim? You are a disgrace and you are NOT a hero and will never reach around the world because most PEOPLE know the truth... LIFE is good... death is bad... creating something beautiful is good... tearing down something beautiful is bad.

And you get so defiant because you feel like your doing what your told to do... but again... your wrong because they are wrong, two wrongs don't make it right... it just makes you both wrong. There is no love and respect for others... you say you are with the religion of peace, and you think its the truth, but you forget that its only a religion of peace with your own. Screw everyone else... right?

Well that's where your wrong! You would be so offended if it was Christians murdering your people and you would fight and fight and fight and make war... with no end in sight.

Jesus holds the keys to heaven and hell...

Jesus says to LOVE one another... do good to one another... HE is not saying to love and be good only to whom you think deserves it. Jesus came so that those who have fallen can pick themselves up off the floor and dust themselves off and try again.

Only this time, include the message of Jesus!

When PEOPLE around the world see and understand these words, then... it is written the end will come. Not the end of the world... some people have used those words to scam others, with the fear... and the misunderstandings... but you see, we can see beyond that now. Its not a mystery anymore. Its not going to end the world... its going to end the hate and the corruption and the death of sin.

It could of never happened before now... because throughout time there was no way for all of us to know and hear... but today we have the technology to reach around the world... We are all paying attention... except for the ones who have no access to this sort of thing... but many do. And around the world is where the SPIRIT of Jesus will now go! Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus!

Another thing that has been weighing heavy on my heart is this...

I saw a video of an 11 year old little boy.

And he was saying things that I KNOW were written down by an adult... and this kid, he did practice and he did well.. but I heard the catch in his voice... I felt his spirit of not wanting to be there, much less say the things he was told to say. And I am very angry that some supposedly adults have drug this child into the game... the kid was from Iraq... at first he was complaining about our troops coming in... and then complained about the troops leaving them vulnerable to ISIS and other groups who profess murder for sin and death to all who don't believe...

You know... just thinking about it gives me the creeps... I can feel the spirit of these men and its all of evil... wrongdoers... men who follow a 'religion' that gives them power over the people. When GOD really means for THE PEOPLE to hold the power!

Good thing for me is, I am human... I live in a place where I can turn it off... I can go about my merry way and not have to worry about it. But then, GOD gives me the gift to feel the spirits of the ones who only want to raise their children in peace... the ones who secretly in their hearts hate the Sharia Law, and they want to abolish the out dated ancient barbaric ways... but they know that they have to shhhh and not say anything because that would bring certain death for them and the innocent children who have to live their life in fear...

This IS WRONG PEOPLE... Just plain wrong!

There is a right way and there is a wrong way... and its wrong to raise kids up in war and hate and violence and blood and pain! Wrong wrong wrong... how many times do I have to say it???

The young boy goes on to blame the American PEOPLE... HA! Most of the American people don't even know what the hell is going on in this child's world! And to be honest... most people don't care because they are all ready to HATE you back and figure if you want to raise your children in hell... whatever. Its to bad, but Americans are going to feel that way. Most Americans are just living their lives in peace... working and taking care of home and family because its THE RIGHT thing to do. They would never think of hurting their kids... and many Americans are ready to kill you for hurting their kids... you see, your hate and violence can be matched... and like Rambo said... "They... (meaning you) drew first blood." And we will be stronger and better with the real GOD on our side!

You as Muslims who want to play GOD and want to show violence and death if the people don't mind you... you will someday see... YOU'RE WRONG! Your bad... your evil because you are going against GOD... when HE tried to help straighten us out... you just defy HIM and do your own thing that puts you in GODS PLACE... Yes, when any PEOPLE put themselves as playing GOD... and demand men to do evil to one another... your gonna fall! I guarantee it!

Because GODS PEOPLE are GOOD PEOPLE... and we support LIFE and LIBERTY and the FREEDOM to choose your way!

You know... this reminds me of some words... the desecration/ abomination... something something about sitting in a place not meant for mere men... and it seems to me that this happens when men sit in a place thinking themselves as GOD... and they don't acknowledge YHWH GOD at all and think of themselves as a superior supreme being.

My GOD... can't we keep anything sacred?

Can we tell this little child that we do love him and that we do care about his future... and we want him and his sisters to go to school and learn the golden rule and learn to LOVE others?

Is there any way... someone can give this kid a hug and tell him it's going to be OK soon...

Only when ALL PEOPLE can humble themselves and acknowledge that it's not all about US... there have been millions or more before us and there will be millions or more after we're dead and gone... and where do you think all those little balls of energy go? They go to the others... and together they all make up GOD The Almighty!

And with GOD... it doesn't matter when you pray... or where you pray... or what you have on... GOD is not a respecter of persons... GOD says HE has PEOPLE all over the world who follow HIS simple words... LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF...

I saw the bombing in Turkey in the news... now is that showing the LOVE?

Absolutely not!

You have to stop the hate... in order to find the LOVE!

I know... your only doing what you are told to do... but I am telling you now... STOP IT! If some Imam tells you to go blow yourself up in an airport or a restaurant or any other place... KNOW this is not what GOD wants you to do... don't go... and get away from the idiot who told you to do it!

Be like the 3 wise men and DON'T go back to the one who told you to do it!

We're never going to stop the war if you continue in your hate...

Because WE as GODS PEOPLE... not only here in America, but also around the world... are going to see you as evil... we are a SMART PEOPLE... we can see and know the truth! And we will always be your doom... because always good overcomes evil... and if you can't see that... you need to take another look!

You think your gonna win just because you scare a few people... I am here to tell you... Goliath was a HUGE horrendous fighter... the best of his clan... but yet not even he was mighty enough to kill the small teenager David who had GOD on his side! And Goliath fell!

GOD works wonders in mysterious ways! Praise GOD, Thank You Jesus! :)

One thing more that is in my heart today... this story doesn't get much publicity... because it doesn't fit onto the plan of those who want war and want to control the people... but... I see more than just the TV news... I have news sources from around the world... and I see that GOD is reaching those whom HIS WORD is intended to reach. And, I don't mind sitting here and writing for GOD because I am after all, HIS faithful servant... and I know I have complained about sitting here in the heat... but for real... I do it because I want to help GOD show you... 'It's all about the LOVE, Man!'

I am so happy to see many people today... even some from ISIS... finding Jesus!

Knowing the LOVE that Jesus wants to share!

And going home to family and friends and neighbors and doing good deeds for others! Instead of causing the death and pain, through hate and the power to dominate PEOPLE.

And I Thank GOD that HE gives me a way to show you the truth of life... my kids are gown... adults on their own and I feel like GOD has made me every ones mother to scold and correct as needed.

Smart people will hear and follow Jesus and then it will spread and grow within a PEOPLE... and then people will no longer live in fear... but will find PEACE... through 'loving each other' and doing 'good things' for each other.

Let go of the bad... let go of the old evil habits... let go of the ways of old demons who only want you to hate and destroy everything... let go of the strong idea to kill anyone in your way... and grab hold of the wonderment of not only a 'social love', but a UNITED LOVE that supersedes all colors and creeds... and shares this LOVE with everyone around the world!

When GOD sent Jesus to save the lost souls from hell... HE never wanted for us to all be alike... HE loves the diversity of HIS PEOPLE! HE loves to look across the land and see PEOPLE loving PEOPLE... helping and caring for each other no matter what nationality!

Life is not... and should never be about death and destruction of all who are different, all who oppose...  to GOD its all about 'who wants to go and do what the good Lord tells them to do'.

When you live with death and destruction and hate... you can never reach the beautiful place where GOD wants us all to be and you will never find in death what you can find in life.

Life is to be cherished.. Life is meant to be lived in a way that is good and honest and clean for all who live it... but it doesn't happen with all that blood letting!

When you bring in lies and deception though manipulation... and self centered ways... no one wins... it just makes you a liar and an evil person and your days are numbered... and soon, the young folk are gonna actually get it... and will understand!

My heart goes out the the young boy who spoke on that video... the 11 year old who was reading what others wrote.  But I saw through his pain... he's really just a kid who only wants to go play ball with his friends... and not think of adult problems.

And to the one who murdered a Christian and mocked GOD as he said, 'Jesus didn't save the Christian'... I say... Look into your own heart and mind and see that GOD wants you to know HIM too... and HE is there for you to find too... let go of your 'men killing men' way of life.

Because the one Jesus has come to save is YOU!

But of course if you want to stay stubborn in your sin... you will die in your sin and will never have a chance to know anything that GOD has to offer.

To me it's a simple thing... but I know its not so simple when you have elders not just telling you but forcing you to fight and kill other people. This is born of hate and destruction... and the idea that you must murder all who don't agree with your way of life.

Just remember one thing... it all starts with YOU...

GOD will forgive and direct you into the way of LOVE... and if you follow LOVE... the LOVE will follow YOU... and your children will know you as a GOOD MAN who loved and helped others to learn and grow into the way that is GOOD and RIGHT and JUST!

Know that it is an abomination for you to play GOD...

There is only ONE GOD... HE is the GOD of the LIVING and Long life and happy grand children and good times and in LOVING ONE ANOTHER... we fulfill HIS desires!

GOD Bless US... Everyone!