Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Like Jesus...

Or Christ like... that's the way we should all strive to be!

I am a little behind in my work today. The Lord was chastising me yesterday, I guess its because I really have been a little lazy... I should of been in here Monday... or at least Tuesday... but I am merely human... faults and all. But GOD always has a way of guiding me to the place where I should be... need to be... in HIS eyes!

So I woke up today... felt really good, (unlike yesterday). I think GOD understood... after all Jesus walked on the earth... he was tried and tempted... and he understands that some days are not as good as others. So I don't think GOD wants to punish me. However... HE does find ways to let us know we should be... or could be... doing something for HIM!

So I woke up this morning... having a hot flash... I took my gown off and turned over, ready to go back to sleep... when my phone went off with a text message... one of my Sisters in Christ (GOD bless her) sent me a pic of the NYC sunshine... WOW that sun was bright... (update; later that night after she read this blog, she told me it was actually not the bright sunshine, but it was the bright light from the platform at the station, but if it motivated me, that was good enough, HAHAHA) anyway, back to the event... GOD started in on me... sure I wanted to stay in bed... but GOD had better plans! Then when my lovely Sister in Christ... unknowingly said to me... "Good morning! I hope your day is good and that you get to your blog!" (she likes to read it)... but she didn't know GOD was using her to prompt me... so in the dark... I got up, to prove to GOD how much I love HIM! And I feel so much better that I am here and not laying in the bed being lazy! Isn't that how we feel when our natural body wakes up for exercise and we really don't want to get up but we do and we are glad about it later? :)

This blog is about something that came into my head on Monday morning... I had gone to babysit and it was early morning and the TV was on showing some morning talk show... they we're talking about some man who wrote a current running play... his name was Russell... and his new play is making a hit on Broadway, I don't know much of the details... I was busy and didn't get to see the whole interview, but got enough info to be inspired to come and write about what I am feeling!

I saw a scene in the play, where someone was being mocked for being 'like Jesus'...

So many thoughts rolled through my head... aren't we supposed to be like Jesus? I mean isn't that the goal? To be like Jesus? I think that's the truth...  and we are all called to be like Jesus!

I can see a place... where all THE PEOPLE of the world came together and agreed the words of Jesus are our salvation! The call to LOVE and RESPECT the goodness in people and work to abolish the bad... we have come a long way to this day but we are not that close because of the hardness of men's hearts... and that hardness has now spread into the hearts of women too... I remember a time where it was the women who cared the most... now it is equal... some men do care as much as women these days... but then again... some women have become hard in their hearts, only seeking personal gain.

I LOVE to see THE PEOPLE in time... but I prefer to look forwards... it is the best place to be... men have acquired heaven... and all is well... there is kindness and joy within the hearts and minds of THE PEOPLE... wow.. it is amazing how beautiful our future will be as GODS PEOPLE!

I am reminded that we 'as people' are like individual drops of water in a great tsunami... or a single grain of sand in a wide desert... WE have been and will always BE... but... we are not as GOD... GOD is something that defies the flesh... GOD is something that inspires us TO BE... like Jesus!

GOD is a wondrous thing... how HE can put the SAME SPIRIT... that was in Jesus, in US! And to think this should be the norm for everyone! We should all be like Jesus... Jesus himself expected us to be not only like him, but to do even better!

Because in the time that Jesus walked in the earth... it was possessed by men who ran things according to the flesh... it was all for themselves, in the moment... because they never thought of a higher power! I love to know there were men who were good in the world.. surviving in the dungeons... inspiring the people whom GOD had them come in contact with... THE PEOPLE who knew... KNEW Jesus was speaking the truth and was showing us that there is more to life than what we see with our fleshly eyes! There is something higher than 'self'...

Another thing is... 'We've come along way, Baby!" Many good people whether they are into religion or just into LOVING ONE ANOTHER... as long as you LOVE ONE ANOTHER... you will find the way... in LOVING ONE ANOTHER... we find a path to heaven! There are many ways we can do this... we could struggle to make things harder for some, to get what we want... or we can get there together... and that, my friends... is when we will have the second coming of Christ... when we ALL come together to agree it was the words of Jesus that saves our souls...

GOD is going to be there whether we are with HIM or not! And I pray we never get to the point where we do not acknowledge GOD! There is always some great disaster when THE PEOPLE do not hold GOD as a higher power!

We are born into a wicked world... we look and see our options... it is clear... what will we serve? Our flesh or our spirit? Now remember, the spirit is for forever... our flesh is only temporary... which are we to feed? The part that dies away? Or the part that LIVES forever?

There is a great reason why GOD wants us to serve HIM on our own... GOD loves it when we have a willing heart... when we want to do good things... not for ourselves, but for others... and that's not to say the other people around us... but we must consider the future US!

The US/WE that we will be in 100 years... the WE that will be in a 1000 years!

We must consider something much larger than ourselves!

It is so sad when people make it about themselves... we all hate that.. to see someone stand up and be all about themselves... what they can do for themselves now... and screw everyone else!

I see a place where rich men choose to take care of the poor people simply because we are all needed for different reasons. How can rich men appreciate what they have without seeing the poor mans life? How a poor man can appreciate being poor when they see a rich mans problems, is an amazing thing that GOD can show us! And some people just know it is better to NOT have money... by seeing someone who does have money... and it goes to their heads and makes them act in ways that they should't! Life sure has interesting twists and turns... money is good for people who do not make it their GOD, bad for those who do!

Our life is full of choices... look out into the world and see the good and the bad... look closely and examine which is a better life! Living for the lusts of the flesh for the moment and suffer the consequences... many have done it this way... many have lost their souls to the evil side.

I wish we could put our lessons that we have learned into the hearts and mind of the youth before they become corrupt! Which men have become corrupt... but GOD is an evolving GOD who grows and changes with THE PEOPLE... the ones who live a life caring about THE PEOPLE... something more than themselves are the ones serving GOD... because whatever you do to anyone... you do it to GOD... do we take care of us? Or do we take care of US?

Open your eyes and see the BIGGER picture!

See us as working together to become a better WE! As in... WE THE PEOPLE!

The way to find to feed the spirit is to read the word of GOD... but please don't start in the old testament... start with the new one... that includes the words of our Lord and Savior, Jesus... the one who we should all emulate! The one we should all want to follow... His words can be found in the books of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John! These are the men who knew HIM!

It was a strange world back then, where 'THE PEOPLE' had no voice... where things were run by men who saw themselves as gods... but then here came Jesus... who had a voice! Who was not afraid to speak out the truth.. to teach THE PEOPLE it was better to 'LOVE one another'... and instead of harming, we heal. We value the WE in WE THE PEOPLE we think about others along with ourselves... we value the LIFE as we are able to LIVE it!

There are so many blessings from GOD... and I am so grateful for those who believe... whichever way you choose to follow... however you can get there... get there... because our GOD, THE GOD OF LOVE transcends color and creed... our GOD lives and dwells within the hearts and minds of each of us who choose to follow HIS way... its easy to find... and the great thing is... once HE'S in... HE'S IN! And you cannot deny HIS truth! GOD is THE WAY... the truth... the life! There is no other way! You cannot buy your way into heaven... you know what I mean... some think you can buy your way out of trouble... you may be able to bribe men, but you can never bribe GOD!

GOD sees it all... HE hears your every thought... sees your every deed!

Now if that seems scary to you... the all powerful GOD of LOVE... then you must examine yourself! Because GOD put HIS power IN you... and to be afraid of GOD is to be afraid of yourself... your brothers and sisters in Christ! We are supposed to work together... for the common good of all mankind... and we should never be afraid with GOD at the wheel!

Its our own choice that we freely make... what's it all about in your life?

Your flesh, something that will grow old and die? ... or your spirit something that can LIVE on throughout all eternity!?!

I pray for you to find your truth!

GOD Bless us... Everyone! :)


Thursday, October 09, 2014

Living In Poverty

I don't mind really, living in poverty. I don't need much. My son feeds me... to well... I don't smoke or drink... and I am not the type who needs to go have their hair and nails done, I buy my clothes at the Thrift Store on 50 cent day... so I am very low maintenance.

I can hold my own for sure. Just the other day I lanced my own abscess on my tooth! My babies daddy, pulled his own tooth last month... our last years income... $15,000.00! And that was before he paid 5 grand in child support! But its all good...

I do enjoy a safe home... this internet... good friends. I haven't always lived in poverty. I have only known middle class living, my whole life. Always had what I needed and worked hard for it.

I was really happy, even living in poverty... until yesterday... when an old friend called me. We have been very good friends for 24 years. And there she was, crying on the phone saying her daughter in law kicked her out because they had gotten into a fight. WHAT?

Let me go back...  shortly after I inherited money back in 99' ... she had gotten a foreclosure notice on her house. I felt so sad for her and wanted to help. So I slept on it... thought long and hard... wondering what I would feel like not helping vs helping... after all she was a widow...  and I felt like I could help her and still be OK. So I made her an offer. I told her I would pay for the house if she paid me back with monthly payments or gave me the money back if she sold her house. She sure went for it. Her whole family knew! Oh, I was a good friend! Yea for me... right?

It lasted a little over a year... she paid almost every month. Then when her daughter turned 16, the payments went down and then she couldn't pay me anymore. I kept thinking she would when she could... her daughter would get a job and I would get my money back. But that never happened... I never said anything because she was in school and very good at it. And time passed... me... having my own troubles with my daughter... not wanting to go to school... getting pregnant at 14. It was a struggle and I didn't get any help. 2 years of govt buying our food. But none of my friends were there for me... and I continued to struggle alone.

And I continued loving my friend... helping her out when she needed it. Helping everyone out... several friends who stabbed me in the back, borrowing money and then I never hear from them again. I lost over 100 grand helping out other people. And I never thought my long term friends would betray me. But they did :(

I cannot express in words how I am feeling inside.

I sure have learned a valuable lesson!

So what happened was, I lost my families money by trusting my closest friends! Would I do it again? Probably. I would just be a bit more careful! It is GOD in me that dictates my care for others. So I would continue... knowing that in the end, GOD knows the truth!

So... a few months ago she told me that MUD was taking her home... her son and daughter in law and her 2 kids had been living with her all these years and they never paid a dime... she got behind in some payments... and she did that by not opening her important mail.., she would toss it in a pile and take the pills the Dr gave her and she didn't think about it... until they got notice her home had been sold at auction and they had 30 days to get out... I was so sad... nothing I could do anymore, I had given away all my money... so they moved to a hotel. How? I wondered... and then a couple weeks ago she told me her son and daughter in law got another room for them... so they could have privacy... I wondered how they could afford to 'just get another room'... even with them both working it was hard to come up with that sort of money just to have sex. I was a bit peeved to say the least. Wondering how they could afford to get a second car... wondering for weeks how they are surviving... upset that they were spending so much money... that they didn't have.

So, my friend is crying on the phone... her daughter in law got her a room for the night... WHAT? How can they afford that now? Where did her daughter in law get the money to pay for this extra hotel room with a kitchenette... oh... the truth stung right to my heart.

You see... back in 2000 I paid almost 33 grand to save her home... she got it down to about 29 when she stopped paying. And when she got the check from the lawyer, a check that I was told would be about 4 grand... turned out to be 40 grand... and she gave the money to her son... because she didn't have a bank account and she trusted her son... well, his wife has now taken possession over the money... spending it on the extra car and rooms... and I am sure alcohol and drugs... and other things... I am sure they have long spent the 11 grand over the 29 that was owed to me.

So last night... I cried myself to sleep. When I woke up today I cried again... the pain is deep. How could someone so close like a sister do that? If it was me and someone paid off my house and when I got money back, the first thing I would do would be to pay that person back! I even told her she could use one of my accounts that was not being used.

So last night someone said... 'my friend... when she got the check... she didn't let me know'... and she never gave me a dime... was she even going to pay me back? If not... then her daughter in law ripped her off because she was going to rip me off. :(

Sure makes sense doesn't it?

GOD Bless us... everyone... IJCN,A

Wednesday, October 01, 2014

Some People :(

One thing that bothers me very much is when people act one way when they are alone with you and then another way when they are in front of other people. I have seen this to many times!

Even my very own daughter... for years... when she would get around certain people she would really get mean and nasty. The weird part is... when you get her alone... she is the sweetest and most respectful person ever! Oh yeah... this is true!

And some peers... you get them alone and they are one way... get them in front of others... and they are totally someone else! This is why I avoid crowds, to many fake people trying to impress!

I believe there are lots of people in the world who do this... as I see it all over.

There are some who are real smiley to your face, but behind your back, they bite you to your soul!

How can we know when someone is like that?

We really cant... that's why so many people are so strict about who their children marry! When you marry someone without knowing their nature... you are playing Russian Roulette, which is a terrible game with no winners! You can never truly know someone... except the part that they show. And in the beginning they are usually on their best behavior! It takes about 6 months of living with someone to know their true nature. No one can play pretend forever... they do slip up and show those red flags most people ignore :(

There is a proper way for life that GOD has been trying to tell us for a very long time... unfortunately not everyone listens to GOD. It is very few people of the world who actually care about something other than themselves. And I do get it... if you don't know GOD, what else is there? Except the flesh that hungers for self satisfaction, self gratification. No matter what it is... it comes in many forms... food, drugs, booze... sex. It just depends on what you like.

But I am here to tell you these things do not matter when it comes to the spirit!

GOD is a spirit and can know your spirit... and you don't even know HIS! :(

GOD is not some mysterious thing... HE is a real entity... I think HE is the combination of all the saints that has ever lived and will ever live. And who knows... really... GOD could grant us a second chance... or a third or 4th... we simply do not know about that. But maybe... GOD does love us and wants us to have a great life... and if we do make it to heaven by the skin of our teeth... whose to say we can't as spirits come and go from the earth?

I do know the spirits have the capability to know our own spirits... so if your momma or grandma has passed... they know what your doing... where your going and what your feeling! You cannot hide from the spirits... we must learn to live with them!

So GOD has been trying to tell us when we serve our flesh... when we live in the flesh... and we don't feed our spirit... its like, our spirit looses out on the LIFE it could of had if we had not put the flesh first! When we ignore our spirit... we lose out on the greatest gift from GOD... the comforter... the Holy Ghost... the thing that GOD sent 2 us after Jesus was murdered by the people who thought they were doing right! :(And we still do this today! :(

Some people follow the ways of old... that separates the spirit from the flesh... and that is not how it should be... not since the day of Pentecost. Now don't freak out and think Pentecost is the direct line to GOD... no... it is the title they gave for the day when Jesus left this world and left us with the 'knowledge of  good and evil' and telling us it is our choice, there are no gray areas!

The old way is to conquer and condemn... by the flesh... and so they kill the flesh not knowing they can never kill the spirit! I praise GOD and thank GOD that people around the world are learning that GOD is more personal... HE is the part of you that tells you to help others... not harm them!

I hear people crying all over the world... crying out because they don't understand how we can live in this sort of world where men control men by corrupt means and slaughter innocent ones in the name of some god. But this is the way it was foretold. We knew it would come to this...

Jesus told us himself this would happen... look... it even happened to him! He was hated and murdered because he spoke the truth... but he also changed the world with his spirit which was the spirit of GOD. Back then the gift of the spirit was very selective... now it is open to anyone who chooses to serve GOD... and that is to LOVE and HELP each other.

When you get an idea in your head to help someone... that is GOD!

When you get an idea in your head to harm someone... that is Satan!

We must know the difference so we can live accordingly.

Right now the world is full of corruption... men in high places who are not showing the love... we have seen good and bad people since the beginning of recorded time. We know we have a choice to choose... and we need to count our blessings when we are able to live a good life... and I also think we need to count our blessings when we are living in hell and GOD is something that we can only feel on the inside, yet not be allowed to show or see on the outside. Some live like this :(

I pray for all of THE PEOPLE who are caught up in the middle of the mess that is in the world today. You cant ever tell what someone is going to do... unless you know them and know their spirit!

The idea is to keep the common spirit of GOD alive within THE PEOPLE!

Believe me... when we deny GOD... HE will deny us... this has happened throughout history... and then we go about whining and complaining about things... when it is our own fault that things happened so horrible in the first place. Sometimes people cant see beyond their own noses!

This is why when you start to read the Bible, start with the new Testament because that is OUR covenant with GOD... the old Testament is there so we can learn the history of THE PEOPLE. We need to know, when PEOPLE deny GOD... there is destruction!

We must NEVER deny the SPIRIT OF GOD!

When we don't learn about GOD and we try to do things on our own... we make mistakes... we do... we are only human... but GOD is a spirit and knows the spirit of THE PEOPLE... and GOD can warn you when your to close to danger.

For example... now I cant give all the examples because there are so many and I like to keep these blogs simple and light! But the thing is... we must know when we do some things... and ignore GODs laws... wow... we really screw up bad! OK, for example... the 12 year old child is out and about and meets another child and they go off and do whats natural... the fleshly thing... and then you have all these children having babies... what a terrible thing when babies are born to parents who don't appreciate the life they created...  And when someone commits adultery... for whatever reason... I have heard them all... But if you see it as a weakness and you beg GOD to forgive you and you try not to do it... simply because GOD says not to... well... you can overcome! But if your all cocky and arrogant thinking your all that and sleep with all the people who come wanting you in your life... GOD has a way of helping you learn your lesson, that usually includes tragic consequences.

This is how it is in everything that we do.

Now, we know that it is good and right to hit puberty and fall in love... this is a love that will last a lifetime... and people throw it away like its trash....  or maybe it wont happen that early... maybe you will have to wait till your 30 to find LOVE... depends really on you. But the good and right way is to grow up in a place where everyone knows whats going on with whom... and when young people naturally fall in love, that love is nourished by THE PEOPLE... but also kept in check so there are no unwanted babies coming in the world without the love of LOVING PARENTS/PEOPLE.

2 young people out on the town... not knowing each other... meeting in a night club... having a few drinks... sexual tension rises... inhibitions go out the window and the 2 usually end up having lustrous sex. Where's the LOVE man? Where is the deep devotion? The ideas of a loyal union that lasts a lifetime... where even the thought of being with someone else makes you cringe!

Don't waste your youth on lusts of the flesh... don't allow man made alcohol to stop your better judgement... your critical thinking! People blame the liqueur for so many stupid moves... PEOPLE who know GOD, also know that a little booze is OK... to much... will bring your doom!

Teach the children to READ... instill in them a hunger for knowledge... they will find GOD for themselves, simply by reading and getting educated!

So many smart people don't like to read the Bible because its mysterious and hard to understand... well... I say... when you have the SPIRIT of GOD on board... everything is shown to you in truth! You don't have to be told what something means... go to GOD and HE will show you!

Be smart... but not cocky...

Educate yourselves to a higher level...

Meditate and pray always knowing that GOD is right there for you!

Have no part of the ways of evil... or evil men who allow evil to control them!

Control yourself... do not allow your body to dictate to your soul...

Know GOD has a way of teaching us a lesson if we don't learn it on our own!

I want to thank GOD for all PEOPLE who come read my blog.... YOU inspire me! Over 10 thousand views on google... 5 countries yesterday reading this blog! I am amazed at what GOD can do... now get it right... I said "what GOD can do"... because without HIM... I am nothing! I am blessed to be HIS humble servant, LOVING HIS PEOPLE everyday!

GOD Bless you... and GOD bless us all... everyone!


Thursday, September 18, 2014


Some of my blogs come in my head over time and evolve until I understand the whole concept and then I come and post it until all the thoughts are out of my head. But also some are brought on by the news of the day. Like today. And boy do I have news.

First of all... I want to talk about what is going on today with Obamas decision to arm the ones in Syria who say they want to fight ISIS... but... they are also the ones who want to tear down the democracy in Syria... We should NEVER help anyone who wants to tear down the democracy... that is like being a bully. Now, sometimes there is a need to take people out of high positions... but it should be done in the name of democracy! If the PEOPLE want Assad out let them VOTE him out!

Rep Loretta Sanchez D-Ca said it right... We don't know if they will turn and attack Assad... and WE DON'T! I think instead of blowing up 500 million dollars in a war... where WE DON'T KNOW whats really going on... we could give that money back to our own people! Pay off the poor peoples homes... put that money where it could DO SOME GOOD... back into the pockets of THE PEOPLE! Or at least put it on our debt! We will cease to become a great nation when we allow other countries to buy us out! We owe China so much money its unreal!

I hear some guy said Assad is evil... well... there is the potential for evil in all of us... many people espouse evil... they love it... oh lord.. we even have evil people living right here in the USA and sometimes you just have to go down to that level to FIGHT it straight on! Like the govt did in Egypt! Wow.. what a GREAT place Egypt is! The history is AMAZING... and I have a great respect for the Egyptian PEOPLE who stood up and showed up in the millions to oust Morsi, who wanted to implement Sharia Law!

But the thing is... its not the same thing in Syria! Assad is a good man... he doesn't even want to be there.. he is held there by protocol... the PEOPLE want him there! Anyone who REALLY knows whats going on WANTS Assad there... Assad is for the freedom of THE PEOPLE... if you want to be a Christian or Buddhist... Assad doesn't care! You see, that's why they want Assad out... because HE SUPPORTS the FREEDOM of THE PEOPLE!

And we know the habit has been for Muslims to come in all friendly like and make us trust them... and then their cousin is behind them hiding a knife ready to cut your throat the minute you don't agree with them! They control THE PEOPLE through fear!

This is why so many are converting to Islam... Muslims will report the number of conversions and feel all pompous about it.. but what they don't/won't tell you is 'people join because they are usually in fear of their lives' unless their just crazy maniacs who want that sort of barbaric lifestyle!

Why do I care? Hmmmm.. I recently saw a video in Muslim country... a father was 'playing' with his children... 3 of them.. 1 was just a baby, they were all under 5... the father was waving a huge knife around... telling them to come put their hands down to be cut off or he will cut off their heads... they were all crying tears of distress that I have heard since forever... I know the cry... it transcends languages... a babies cry is heard around the world... if I could arrest this man... and his wife for laughing about it... ooohhhh I would lock them up until the children were all grown! How horrible they love to strike terror in the hearts of their OWN children! You can see the video on my Facebook...

And while your at it... yesterdays tweets came when I heard Obama wanted to support the people willing to fight ISIS.

And then today I get someone calling my phone... from 2022418210 they left a message... It was an Arab or an Indian woman... saying I needed to call them immediately... and 'do not forget this phone call'... (HAHAHA couldn't even talk American!) "I must call or they would start a lawsuit." No I will not call back... funny thing... they think I am stupid! HAHAHA... They think all of Americans are stupid... because so many live for the flesh... we love to eat and smoke and drink and gamble and visit prostitutes and whores... HA... they do it too only they hide it... or they call it something else... 'a temporary wife'.

I am sick and tired of these people demanding their way into our system!

The American PEOPLE... must stand up and call them out! I know you don't want to have to do that... We Americans like things to be calm and cool... and some love to see the arguments heated up in truth in our courtrooms... this is where we need to put it... we need to demand the ones who are leading our country to a horrible time... we need to send them packing! We do not need people in our system who only want to get involved in other peoples issues that we don't really know whats going on because they are allowed to lie to us! The problem is this... we really need the ones who are telling us the truth! This is the difference... and for most people its hard to know the difference!

When I did a web search on the number that called me... I knew it was an illegal call. And I discovered I wasn't the only one... and then think about the ones who get that call who don't take the time to do a search, much less leave a reply.

Not to long ago I also got a strange text from a number... 9045139340... it was from Jacksonville FL. A web search showed me it was an over seas owned dormant business. How dormant can it be? When it was used on July 21st to send me a text... 'Allah Akbar' is what it said! I feel honored that someone thinks that highly of me, that they want me to know that their god is great. After all... I am not anyone different than anyone else... HA... most people in my life don't even know me as MotherPope!

I am honored and yet humble that GOD made me MotherPope. I did not make myself into MotherPope... GOD has been shaping me for the role for 37 years! I am who I am because GOD has led me in this direction... and I can't NOT be me. Oh sure I am a grandmother of 6 who is involved daily in the help of raising the children. And they will remember me as such, because they have no clue about who I am when I come in to my PC and connect with the world. And I do this because GOD tells me to do it. I know that some who have their lives together... living in the world... might mock me... but that's because they don't understand me. They don't know my history of living in hell and escaping it only through the grace of GOD! GOD the SPIRIT... sent Jesus the son... as a man to know our struggles and to help us find the way...

The way is to LOVE ONE ANOTHER...

Muslims say we are hating them... well they hated us first! The thing about America.. we're gonna give you exactly what you give us... you hate us... we're gonna hate you right back... you love us.. we're gonna love you right back. So the Muslims who show us LOVE are the ones who are gonna make it here... because they ARE HERE! Believe me... they try to reach me all the time. I love them... but hey... I am living in my world... FREE to be me... you cant even find me because nothing is registered in my name... anymore! And I am gonna be me... until GOD decides to take me home! I am so grateful to GOD that HE put me in a position that I never have to stop! Some people make other things their god... and when that other thing dies or breaks... their life is over! I am so glad that I am not like that... because GOD is alive... and HE LIVES in me... and HE LIVES in ALL THE PEOPLE who live to serve HIM... and how do they serve HIM??? Through LOVE!

So I am just gonna LOVE my way through it... I LOVE GODS PEOPLE... no matter where they live! Russia... China... United States... Germany... France... Slovenia... India... Singapore... Latvia... Netherlands... Poland... Canada... Ireland... Sweden... Tunisia... United Kingdom... Japan... Ukraine... Peru... Algeria... United Arab Emirates... Israel... Kazakhstan... Malaysia... Slovakia... Venezuela... Philippines... Italy... South Korea... Thailand... Nepal... Turkey... Brazil... Spain... Senegal... Lithuania... Romania... Belgium... Indonesia... Kenya... South Africa... Malta... Saudi Arabia... Belarus... and the newest... Syria! These are the countries that hold my reading audience. And these are the ones who are able to get online and read the news! As I have never had any publicity... and have reached I know its 45 countries... and almost 4000  people! This must be by word of mouth... or my mouth on yahoo news boards... leading people to do a web search. Lately... it has been strange... since forever you could do a web search on motherpope and about 5 things would pop up. Recently that has changed and I wonder why? Now when you do a web search, you get Mother Pop.. or Motherpipe... it sorta bothers me because I know that someone might be doing this on purpose to make it harder to find me! And yes... since it started there are less people logging on :( sorta pissy in my way of thinking). But... I know it will stop soon enough... the right people will see this and it will be fixed! I however will continue to be me because in the end... GOD is on my side.. and always will be because I LOVE HIM most of all!

Along with the 'allah akbar' that was text to my phone, I have also have publishers contacting me... wanting to publish my book, Poems and Proverbs by MotherPope! I didn't take their deal... so I have many messages... but I am waiting for someone with the RIGHT message!


GOD has put a LOVE inside of me, that transcends places and people.

I am honored to know people around the world... I love them and I pray everyday for world peace! It is within our grasps if we just get our shit together! Its just not right the children should have to suffer war... and hatred... and beheadings.. and stonings... or just out right, shot in the head!

I love you DEAR PEOPLE who are reading and coming back... and I am praying for you... no matter if your telling the truth or if your telling lies. Islam makes it so hard to tell the liars from the truth tellers... we must be cautious... and trust none... but some... need to be heard!

You know... that is one of the 10 commandments... it goes like this... 'Do not bear false witness'... that means 'do not lie'... when you do this you put yourself in harms way. Unless of course your already in harms way... and you lie to stay out of harms way... ahhhh... life is so variable.. you have the good and bad in everything and everyone... we just have to choose to do the good... LOVE ONE ANOTHER.. DO GOOD TO ONE ANOTHER... its just bad karma to lie and steal... there are so many people in the world who want to help you get out of a bad situation.

I know that its not just truth tellers who read this blog. I am open to the fact that the enemy of GOD is reading too... and that just proves they are feeling the stress of someone speaking out against them. Well... this is AMERICA... home of THE FREE... I can have my say just as much as the next guy... just because I step on toes doesn't mean I hate you... it means you are wrong and your feeling the pain of being wrong within your own self! You do it to yourself... I don't care if you are a man or a imam or the Prez of the United States... my opinion counts just as much as yours! I have read the books... I know the truth... and I am gonna say it even if it hurts! Because evil hurts THE PEOPLE... the evil ones do not care about the life of THE PEOPLE...

but GOD cares...

And I care... and there are many many like me who also care... and we are working hard to fix things... the problem is... you cant change people... they must want to change.

GOD has blessed us all over the world... and then the evil one steps in to ruin it for everyone... and just as GOD uses HIS PEOPLE... to do HIS work... Satan also uses his people... he drugs them up or causes them to be drunkards, or makes them lovers of their own flesh... and makes them do stupid things they wouldn't normally do in their right mind!

And this is our mission... to show everyone the truth... and give everyone the freedom to choose!

For me, my worst sin has been gluttony... I love to eat... it is a struggle for me daily not to eat the luscious foods that so many enjoy... and I can't imagine having someone FORCE me to eat chicken when I want to eat beef... or give me oatmeal when I'm in the mood for a salad! In other words... I cant imagine a place that dictates and enslaves people and forces them to comply or die. Unfortunately some are choosing death :(

We must work hard to stop the ones who are getting out of control... doing things that we don't do as civilized people anymore...  or doing things in secret... thinking no one can see...

But... GOD can see... GOD knows the hearts and minds of THE PEOPLE!

GOD knows the haters and the traitors...

And GOD knows the ones who choose LOVE as their guide...

GOD IS LOVE... treat each other kindly... in the name of Jesus!

AMEN! :)

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Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Life and Death

PEOPLE want to have life. No one who is living 'THE LIFE' wants to die.

PEOPLE even want to save other peoples lives... Look at how many people are against abortion... why? because it is new LIFE... we should all know how important that is! Oh yeah... a woman has certain rights over her body... but one day PEOPLE will learn to do baby transplants in order to save a life... because there are those who do not respect nor want to harbor life... (but they don't have a problem doing the thing that creates the life)! I feel very sorry for those people... because one day GOD will have to teach them how very important life is... and GOD don't play around... HE IS who HE IS... has always been that way... and will always be the entity that teaches us the way to walk in  truth and light!

Its better if we can learn to appreciate LIFE for what it is... GODS gift!

Why do I love my illegitimate grand children as much as my legitimate ones? Because they are both a GIFT from GOD! Both something that is given to carry on. I have heard it said that we can reach immortality through our children! GOD sees to it that if we are honorable... we are allowed such a gift! Now don't start thinking so many are born to people who are not so honorable... but remember... we cannot know their heart... or their past... they may look like hell on the outside... but GOD judges people from the heart... not by how close you follow the rules!
And GOD gives life to those who merit it!

Sometimes GOD gives life through others.,, a baby needs adoption... I recently watched Raising Isaiah. It was a great movie that showed that LOVE transcends color!

People become attached to those who LOVE THEM!

I feel particularly sorry for those who seek death through no fault of their own... but because other people make their life a living hell! People should check themselves to make sure they are not causing pain and grief to others. Because believe me, you will be held accountable for that!

The meaning of life can be found in the PEOPLE who love us... and the PEOPLE we love!

Life really has no meaning without others to share it with.

I feel so sorry for the ones who grow old without others. And usually GOD tries to help you out there... and always gives us someone to love... or OTHERS... to love! I feel blessed to the bottom of my toes to see my children and my childrens children smiling and loving each other! When I see the children showing love and care for each other... well... my heart overflows with joy, seeing them enjoy the gift of LOVE that GOD has given them... has given US... they could never know the strength and bond that comes from GOD! But they will learn when they can understand it!

Some PEOPLE naturally know and appreciate the love and life they are given... others take it for granted. Those who take it for granted will learn... the hard way. But that is their choice!

You see when PEOPLE make the personal choice to serve themselves and not others... they become greedy and self centered... they don't care about others... and only think of themselves... and when people do that... GOD has to show them... in some way that they are wrong! And won't let up until the person understands and knows they were wrong!

If you don't want GOD teaching you important lessons in life... get a heads up by learning all you can about the right path. And follow it... Oh you won't have a totally perfect life because... we are humans... no one and nothing is ever perfect... but there is what I like to call PPPs... or Triple Ps... that would be Practically Perfect People... who learn the ways of GOD before the hard lessons come. Follow the rules and you will have a more perfect life! Oh yes it can be done! Follow the rules and all will be good and well... maybe not perfect... but you will handle the imperfect... perfectly!

Death... its better when we can appreciate it for what it is... a transition to another place... it will be a spiritual place not a physical one... that is why you need to work on your spirit while you have the chance... READ everything you can about PEOPLE... past and present... and then think beyond the present and know that there will be THE PEOPLE still... a hundred... 500... a thousand years from now... and even beyond. PEOPLE are naturally born to reproduce and die... we don't have much time to get it right... so its best to get it right while you can and not suffer more hard lessons.

No one should ever play GOD! GOD has everything under control... we can work for GOD and spread the GOOD NEWS... but we should never usurp HIS position!

If you are physically ending a life unnaturally... you are going against GOD... and GOD forbid, anyone be thinkin' they can do that with no consequences! Thinking about ISIS... lopping off heads... this goes against what GOD says for us to do... these men are evil men and what makes it even more terrible is they think they are doing the right thing... HA... the right thing according to an ancient barbaric religion that has no soul or spiritual life! Because if these men knew what they were really doing... they would not be doing it... GOD gives life... HE wants us to have it... and have it well and good... and have wonderful memories to take with you when you get to go to heaven... where all your ancestors will be... well unless they suffered the second death.. and that is death of the spirit... but we wont remember that stuff so it won't hurt us! What we will know will be the good memories that we create... but if we create chaos and mayhem... we will not make it there... as there is no place in heaven for chaos and mayhem. There is not the things of the flesh there... so we know these people will not find unlimited wine and many virgins... so sad when people allow a doctrine to dictate chaos and mayhem... it is not right for anyone to live life all stressed out wondering if someone will accuse them and murder them... in the name of some god.

The REAL GOD lives and breathes within the hearts and minds of HIS people, no matter who they are... they are helping and healing... NOT causing death or destruction... Hey... its OK to have a statue... as long as your not worshiping it... its OK to love something... but not making it out to be your reason for living... as GOD is the only reason for living... the GOD that teaches us to LOVE an CARE about each other!

We are not stupid! We know these barbaric people have no sense of respect for life or death. They are led by blind men who have been led by blind men for a very long time! These are men who seek power and control of THE PEOPLE.

Religions are good and nice to get involved in as long as it teaches us to LOVE each other. Many religions teach this basic humble belief... but then some groups teach people to hate and dis each other... we are seeing this a lot these days. People who have nothing to believe in have no love or care in their soul... we are bombarded with sub messages telling us that its OK to be bad.

PEOPLE... there is no time ever that is right for us to be bad. If you are starving... don't go steal stuff... there are many places where you can get food without stealing it! If your horny... want some good old fashioned humanistic sex... don't go rape someone... there are many places that you can find sex with someone willing to help you out! No one should ever feel like they can overpower GOOD with evil... because WE THE PEOPLE have learned a long time ago this will cause bad vibes... and we know what we put out we will get back... live by the sword... die by the sword. Live for the flesh... you will die in your flesh... with no way to go back and make it right... you see, that is the real hell... when you do bad things to people your whole life... and when you die... you are confronted with the truth of your actions by those who have gone before us... I believe that is what GOD is... the culmination of all the souls who have done well and had a good purpose and lived that purpose to the best of their abilities.. and they will leave this life and go to be with those who have already passed... and add to the greatness and knowledge of GOD! If you can imagine the LIGHT that is lit by all the saints that have ever lived and breathed... wow... you would know the brilliance of a LIGHT as bright as the sun!

I want to say here and now... I am for LIFE... I am for THE PEOPLE no matter where they are living... and I can see them... past, present and future... and WE THE PEOPLE are a creation of GREATNESS! We are born to be great! It is our own selves that slows us down! We are our worst enemy if we allow ourselves to be caught up in the evils of men... this is not the way of LOVE.

GOD wants us to be GOOD... and to help others to be good... and to live with a passion for life! Smile... Care... get involved with THE PEOPLE.. because your time will end one day... and when you do go back to GOD... it will cause a wave of ripples that will last to forever on the other side... and when you get there... you will either be celebrated with all the LOVE of THE PEOPLE... or you will be cast aside... to be a forgotten part of history.

Do yourself a favor... play the right hand... teach others to play this game of life... the tried and true ways... that have a history of support! The ways of LIFE... the way of Jesus... the one who taught us that in the world... there is good and bad... and you can never know which is which because so many bad people pretend to be good... know in your heart that you are doing GOOD... and let GOD take care of the rest... because believe me... GOD will have HIS way... irregardless of ours!

I pray for the PEOPLE who suffer at the hands of evil men... it is an atrocity that I hope I will never have to suffer... and I thank GOD that HE put me in America... where we are FREE to be who we want to be... but within the limits of the law! I think it is important for us to stand and fight against people who believe it is right to lop off peoples heads in the name of any religion!

GOD Bless us... everyone...

Friday, September 05, 2014


One of the greatest misunderstandings about THE WORD OF GOD... is that it was written by men. Well, OK... how do you expect GOD to write it? I mean, GOD is a spirit!

We as HIS people are merely HIS vessels... so when GOD wants to spread the word, HE uses HIS vessels as tools in the earthly world. We live in the flesh in the world... PEOPLE create good or bad in this life. This is why GOD gave us HIS word!

The Word is a wonderful guideline for life. If we follow the way that GOD wants us to, people would have a better life! Because in the Bible... there are instructions on how to live a GOOD life. And GOD gives us the freedom to chose... to learn... or not to learn... HIS way.

Oh sure, you don't have to follow GOD, you can live in the world and do your own thing... but in living for the flesh... you will make mistakes. If you can imagine all the intelligent spiritual people who work for GOD... you would be uhhh, FREAKED OUT!

It freaks me out when GOD tells me to write this... or that! And over the last 36 years I have learned to listen to HIM. Just like HIS people before me. They collect all the good instructions... and say... "Hey... if you don't want the troubles... its simple... don't do the things that make you in trouble!" And The WORD tells you exactly what not to do!

My grandparents taught me... if you don't want people talking about you... don't do the things that make people talk! Its very easy to understand!

So we can say... the WORD OF GOD is good to teach us things... before we get into trouble!

The WORD OF GOD... was written by men... who were inspired by GOD! ~ TRUTH! :)

Lots of people don't want to take the time to read the WORD!

Too bad for them :(

When we read... its best to start with the New Testament. It is the new covenant... the new deal GOD has given us... to lead and guide us into the ways that are good!

It all boils down to our knowledge!

If you don't learn it through GODS WORD... you will learn the hard way!

And the WORD has told us many a great thing! From Genesis... where we are told that everything that comes from a seed comes from GOD! And remember... its not just trees and flowers that grow from a seed... PEOPLE start also... by planting a seed! :)  and... all the way to Revelations... where we are told that GOD HIMSELF comes to live in our hearts and minds... IF we let HIM!

You see... in the Old Testament, we know that GOD did not dwell in the hearts and minds of HIS PEOPLE... they were guided by men of GOD who were blessed to know GODS spirit! And THE PEOPLE had to go to the place where the Holy Men would be... and seek forgiveness and give/make sacrifices for their sins... or wrong doings... and sometimes, the penalty was death! Just like Islam... certain sins mean certain death! This is the OLD way... the way of old... because what happened was GOD was disgusted by people who would come and do the actions of sacrifice and then go out and do the sin again... it just wasn't what GOD meant for people to do. So GOD decided to change the way of THE PEOPLES relationship with HIM... HE wanted a better way to reach the people instead of by the formality that was set up among THE PEOPLE... GOD wanted to personally show HIS PEOPLE the way... So HE sent Jesus... HIS true SON to show the way... which was way different than what was the norm. The norm was sorta like communism... a lot like Islam.

You notice that Communists get a long with Islam? And Islam gets along with Communism... they are both about the CONTROL of the PEOPLE! This is not the way GOD wants for HIS PEOPLE!

Jesus's message was very simple and clear... we are to LOVE ONE ANOTHER... DO GOOD TO ONE ANOTHER... BEAR ONE ANOTHER'S BURDENS and one I don't hear preached much and that is... to CONFESS YOUR FAULTS ONE TO ANOTHER!

And when the worldly people hear this... they called out for the death of Jesus because they didn't like what he was doing! He was starting to teach THE PEOPLE about how to acquire PEACE among the people! He taught us that its not the doctrines or traditions that would save us... but it is the LOVE for one another that will bring on the peace!

Now, many Christians are like 'there'! We may not be perfect, but we can understand LOVE and CARE and HELP... and we can learn to change our bad habits and control ourselves... we don't need MEN telling us this or that.

WE have the FREEDOM that is our GOD given right!

We can be or do anything we want to do...

...because what we should want to do is always GOOD!

Unfortunately there are still some out there who see evil as good :(

Sad... but, GOD told us it would happen!

So now... in this time... in this age... the age of enlightenment... where people learn its not what goes into your mouth that hurts,  its what comes out that harms... when one dictates to all.

(I must note... if you eat to much... in that case it will harm you. They didn't know back then that there would be cheap fast food on every corner making people fat... and its peoples lack of self control that is harmful.)

And that's what we need to take away from all of this. PEOPLE cause harm when they sin... when you over eat... that is a sin... you get fat and unhealthy and you die an early death. Not to mention all the money wasted on junk food that you could of lived without!

And sin... is sin... is sin... Remember the CA Gov... who not long ago told his wife that he had fathered a son with the maid? Now this is not unheard of... many have done this now and in the past... it is a sin also. And now there is pain that will never go away. Sure you can forgive... its forgetting about the pain... that's the problem :(

That's why GOD says Do NOT commit adultery, because they already did that and it was not good! Marriage was created... and to say... do it this way or something bad will happen!

Which is how it is with all sins...

I can see the results of sin all over the place. Children without fathers... or children without mothers... or children without mother or father and are raised up by someone else. And those someone else's are most likely PEOPLE who know GODS word, who are taught to love one another and do good to one another... so they take in other peoples children... a gift of LOVE, to say the least!

When you read THE WORD yourself... you get a whole new perspective of life! I would tell everyone... READ THE WORD OF GOD! We have to specify word of GOD because there are many out there who are not writing for GOD. And we have to have the SPIRIT of GOD living inside of us to know the difference! Because without GOD in your heart... you will learn to do things wrong and not even realize it's wrong! :(

Its about personal choices... GOD gives us the freedom to choose!

Its easier to learn by other peoples mistakes... and we as A PEOPLE can see and know what happens if we do things wrong. We have bad consequences!

When you learn this simple message... you know in your heart when you do wrong!

People who do not follow the rules... do not know when they are wrong and they are doomed to learn the lessons the hard way... and I have seen it happen many times over! It is very sad.

With LIFE... we don't get a do over! :(

I learned the hard way! :(

When you ask GOD to be your SPIRITUAL guide... HE will... because its HIS will for you to be saved... its HIS will for you to have a better life!

So many people in the earth... many doing good things... leaving behind a good legacy... but there is also much evil in the world... and that would include lopping off someones head when they don't agree with you! This act is wrong! We are not here to hurt or harm others... we are here to HELP and HEAL... whatever... whomever... its our duty to all PEOPLE... to help and heal.

If you are doing something wrong... STOP IT!

The thing about asking for forgiveness of sin... is you have to recognize it is wrong and you must take the steps in order to stop the sin! Its usually all about self control!

It is NOT a woman's fault if she gets raped... it is the man who must control his urges when he sees a beautiful woman. The man must be strong enough to enjoy the beauty of a woman without harming her! It is terrible to think that in some places PEOPLE believe its her fault when a woman gets raped. Their thought is... women should not be walking around all sexy and desirable! I say... WE have the FREEDOM to walk around in what we feel comfortable with. Sure some people might stop and stare... because most GODLY women cover up so they do not cause men to sin. But again... GOD gave us the freedom... so we just stare at the oddity of the few and go about our business... it is none of our business how people choose to dress... our business is to mind our own business and let that person work out their own salvation!

Just like the gays... hey... let them be gay... but when we stand on the word of GOD... we know that even tho some people are gay... GOD says for us... HIS PEOPLE... not to do that... just like HE says... don't have sex with your parents or siblings or your animals!

In the world there is good and there is evil... they are not the same... being GOOD is RIGHT... and being evil is wrong! And you better believe WE have the freedom to cater to each... we have the freedom to choose our own way! Its harder to choose to do the right thing.

Its much more fun to do the wrong things...

But... remember...  there are severe consequences to doing the wrong thing!

When thinking about the actions of THE PEOPLE... I am so grateful to GOD for those who choose to LOVE... those who choose to do the right thing by GOD... and learn to have self control... and learn that 'to sin is to lose out on the special things of life that GOD has to offer'!

When we sin... the problems come... and they compound with time :(

Save yourself! Know GOD... learn HIS ways...

HE will lead and guide you into the way that is good! HE will take you out of the sinful world and give you LOVE and PEACE! Just like a GOOD FATHER would! A good dad will do everything for his kids to help them stay on the side that is good and right and true! A good father will be angry at his children when they do wrong... if you have a good father... you want to please him... you want to show him you can be good too... just like him... and you carry on... with LOVE for THE CHILDREN... because this is where we find heaven... we love the children... and in turn they learn to love also... this is the way GOD wants our life to be like!

Believe in GOD.. because HE is there for you too... it is promised... to all of us!

What do we choose?

I choose to read the WORD and spread the WORD... like so many others B4 me!

I hope YOU choose the way of LOVE too...

Its simple... just ask GOD to come live in your own heart and mind... read THE WORD for yourself... know the truth for your self... make the choices according to GODS will... and you will... find the pathway to heaven.

Be joyful! Its our right... through the new covenant... to REMAIN FREE!


...that STILL LIVES... and breathes within the HEARTS and MINDS of HIS PEOPLE!

Through Jesus... I am a CHILD OF GOD!

Are you? :)

Thursday, August 14, 2014

Robin Williams, RIP? Ummm, only GOD knows :(

Poor Robin Williams... had the world in the palm of his hand... and it still wasn't good enough. Which shows us that all the money in the world... all the fame and wonderment of his 'gift of gab'... couldn't even save him.

When people live in the world... just for the world... and ignore their spiritual side, this is when they have problems. They are so deep into the world, they don't see past the end of their own noses. But this was not fully the case for Robin. He knew the world intimately. And he cared for other people!

I do know why he did this. I knew when it happened... the 'whys' of it. But I had to take some time to soak it all in. There is so much to the deal that was handed to him. Will he rest in peace? That depends. Did he see GOD and ask for forgiveness when he was in that state after he realized there was no turning back? This is really just between him and GOD. We as humans can only speculate.

There is so much to Robin Williams, I really loved this man, he was a lot like Charlie Chaplin, who wrote SMILE, which is like my theme song. Even I, have this nervous laugh and joking attitude when I am upset... if you find the humor in things, anything comes easier. But the pain is still there.

I can feel people. I don't know how I do this. But I can. Sometimes it is a blessing and sometimes it is a curse. But again, you can choose to see the good or the bad. Or I should say... we are aware of both the good and the bad, and some choose to dwell on the bad. This is not the way of GOD. When we go through life and go through trials and tests... there will be a lot of wrong out there. But what matters will be, if we choose the dark side. Or if we simply ignore the spiritual side. Like I feel Robin put that out there to the world. Now... how he really felt inside... who knows? He might of talked to GOD daily. We as humans can't know his personal relationship with GOD. He could of known GOD to the extent that he wanted to be good. But the world took him through places and things that he didn't ever want to talk about.

I feel like this last job was the straw that broke the camels back. He was faced with some reality that he just didn't want to deal with anymore. In my heart I think Robin knew the truth, but was afraid to say it for fear of making people unhappy with him. He went along with the trends... not because he wanted to, but it was his peers who influenced him in his worst times. And it was his peers who pushed him over the edge. He couldn't handle the pain that was givin to him by the people who was supposed to love him the most. And again, it was because his people lived in/for the world. And the world sucked him in... and dragged him down! I must say at this point, not ALL of the people did this... but a few. They know who they are!

I remember when I was doing Proverbs 2000... there was a scripture that I got stuck on for 3 days... and I prayed and thought and prayed and thought... and then BAM... it hit me all at one! The whole concept of how hard it is for a rich man to know if he is loved for his heart or his money! What a problem! :(

Living for the flesh... its fun...its great for some people... they do good deeds and all... but GOD says we won't get to heaven simply by doing good. Sure... you can live a good life... and when you choose to do good, you may not realize it, but you are doing GODS will anyway. But some refuse to acknowledge the spirit! And that is where they go wrong. If Robin would of loved GOD and served HIM and not the world... he would of known the LOVE and perseverance of GOD and would not of done what he did. But its not supposed to end like that... it should be more like this... through it all... we continue on... knowing that GOD has a plan... knowing that GOD will take care of every detail... every problem!

Will Robin go to heaven? I would like to think so... but he robbed THE PEOPLE of his gift!

Why do people live to serve the world? We can't survive the evil of it!

We can only survive the evil of it with the protection of GOD!

We as A PEOPLE know the difference between right and wrong/good and evil. We have laws in the world to keep us straight, but men of darkness take over and pervert the laws of our human system and then corruption abounds. They won't acknowledge GOD but they allow the dark one to come and posses their souls! :(

But that doesn't mean we have no hope!

When the GOOD PEOPLE stand up and speak out... and lead THE PEOPLE into a spiritual awareness... we will stand on the GOOD... demand the evil to GO AWAY! We as PEOPLE with GOD, have power over the darkness! And we CAN live through the hard times... because we all have that path to walk... and we do it alone... and other people are just like scenery passing by. In the end... its just US and GOD.

And GOD in US! :)

I do hope and pray that Robin found his way to the light! GOD knows he lit up our hearts... I would love to meet him on the other side! Because in all his pain... if he asked GOD to forgive him before he crossed... He will be happy on the other side... waiting for US! Lets keep his name in our hearts forever and always...