Like Jesus

So many thoughts rolling through my head these days. I feel like Job whose life came to a point that it was very bad and sad and horrible. It's how I am feeling! I am facing the hardest time of my life right now. I am struggling to hold fast to my hope and faith... I feel horrible thinking that GOD has abandoned me. But I know that in all history there have been those who have felt that way. 

So, I keep going.

So many times, I want to quit everything, but then something inside keeps saying... keep going! 

Immediately I go to my blessings... home, family and friends who genuinely love me... and a job to do that really helps others who really need it! And I guess I'm going to be fighting demons till the day I die! But maybe one day I will be able to live in peace... I love to be productive, and, in my job, I can be very productive! It's really the little things for me. HA...  My mother used to look at me and say... "It takes so little for some people." I never thought of that as a nice or good comment... until my coworker heard about it and said... "Wait a minute, that's a good thing that you get happy over the little things!" I stopped and I thought... YES she's right!

But living in the moment, I am sad and depressed and waiting for my world to change.

I see the attempt of WW3 starting up before my very eyes... some people don't have their priorities straight and they do a disservice to our nation. One of the worst things to get caught up in is the LOVE of money... So many... too many people are actively seeking out way more than they need and they are willing to lie cheat and steal for it!  Another awful thing to do is to seek out more food than your body needs and people are dying for the love of food. Fact is, it's not healthy to be fat. OK. a little fat... but some people are glorifying fatness and parading it for show, like it used to be, the fat lady in the circus because being fat was not the norm. 

I can see way more than these issues. Another being hate... and it seems to be media led... fact is, there are too many people out there who promote hate because 'a house divided will surely fall'. And there are people who are hoping our nation will fall. Evil powers would enjoy that one! 

People are blaming Trump for all our problems because they want him out of power. But in reality, he is what is keeping us going in the right direction! 

I wish people were not so narrow minded. 

And this crazy choosing who you identify with... is the most ridiculous thing ever! Getting doctors to agree is absolutely absurd! There are people around the world laughing hysterically because they know that GOD made 'male and female' for a purpose!  It's because the GOD of Jesus is a god of the living! We have LOVE and PEACE and respect for LIFE... I mean that's why Jesus came in the first place! 

However, I know that in the end good over comes evil! Because together as a group, people are good! It's the oddball who loves to do evil. 

I know in my heart that if I remain strong and willful, GOD will have my back throughout the rest of my life! And I thank GOD for the strength that HE gives me to keep going, there are too many times in my past that I just wanted to die and get it over with. 

I believe in my heart the thing to do is learn about Jesus, read his words of TRUTH and LOVE!

Recognize truth and love when you see it! And know in your heart that this is good and all that matters in this life! 

Be like Jesus... 

Promote Truth and Love in all that you do... Stay focused because we have to fight these demons together! I can't do it for you! You have to do it for the LOVE of TRUTH

GOD Bless US Everyone! IJCNA