The Great Whore

 I think this blog will be of a sensitive nature so maybe you should stop reading. 

Or maybe you can continue.

So, I had read about the great whore in the Bible and for a long time I thought that it was talking about my mother. I'm not kidding because as a whore, she was pretty great! 

She met men at truck stops and the ship channel. I remember the waitresses would watch us kids while my mother and Aunt would go to the trucks with the drivers. I wonder if those waitresses knew what was going on...  And I remember going on big ships and being watched by old man in the galley while my mother went to rooms with the sailors.

My mother had all her teeth taken out in her early 30's... why? better BJs?

I thank GOD for my maternal grandparents who taught me what normal was.

But my mother taught all 3 of her daughters how to be a good whore... she taught me to lie, how to flip phone numbers backwards so husbands wouldn't know the real number if they ever found the paper. 

And I learned things that I didn't want to know. I learned how to manipulate men; I thought they were out to manipulate me. When someone questioned me, I answered with this... HA, I'm using them as much as they're using me. Yes, I had more than my fair share of men.

My mother was married 8 times. For me 3...  I felt like 3 strikes, you're out. I will never have that godly young love. My baby's daddy is sin riddled. I suffer daily with verbal and emotional abuse. I fight the demons through prayer and quoted scripture, HA I've even screamed at him, rebuking the devil. But he always chooses to allow the demons to control him. I see this is my punishment for choosing whoredom. Yes, I really do think that. 

I have repented and I do maintain a contrite spirit! I even believe that GOD can fix my baby's daddy if he would ask for forgiveness and sin no more.

I am not the only one suffering. 

But GOD has shown me that the scripture is speaking of the spiritual ways. Spiritual demons roaming around just looking for innocence to destroy with the lusts of the flesh. I look into the world, and I see too many whores. People with thinking like my mother. The same spirit is still out there. 

And the only way to fix it is through the spreading of GODS knowledge. 

GOD has given us the ability to avoid the bad consequences. 

Fall in love, get married and have a family, love each other and do good things for the family and help them out when you can! Bring JOY to the world!

All the selfishness and hate are not good. 

Loving and caring is the way to be!

Learn to live with LOVE in your heart, always talking to GOD about it!

GOD is with US in constant spirit!

GOD Bless US, Everyone IJCNA