The GOD Perspective

 If I could be remembered for one thing, I would like it to be that I could change some people's perspective of who and what GOD is. I realize that a lot of people already know who GOD is, of course they do, they taught me! But there's nothing better than to look and see through spiritual eyes to get the whole picture.

When people see GOD as like a man in the sky... they have the wrong perspective. 

First and foremost, this thought is wrong because GOD is not a man, HE IS a spirit. 

Now, we know the spirit of GOD can inhabit people; which tells us that GOD is not a single entity. I believe that GOD is the culmination of all the souls of all the saints and sinners and everyone in between who has ever lived and breathed and died. I believe that that little spark of energy that keeps our heart beating and leaves us when we die, (some people call them orbs) that little bit of energy is what remains alive and holds our souls... our thoughts and memories are in there. And we are attracted to the light, the light being GOD which is all the ones together that have gone before us. It contains our whole history of ancestors. Everyone sharing their memories. 

Once you die, there is no more body, but the soul is still very much alive.

When I look out in the world and I see so many people who have no sense of morals, no love of others, only loving themselves, I feel so sad about it. Because GOD has something so much better in mind for US! GOD is all about LOVING ACTIONS! HE wants us to care about each other, do good things that makes each other's world a better place! 

The words are... Love one another, do good to one another, help each other out... and the last that hardly anyone talks about is this... Confess your faults one to another!

I believe that it is good to confess your faults to someone you feel close too so that you can see yourself through the eyes of another human. And most times you walk away with a different perspective!

I like that we can share the same spirit!

GOD can also give us warning about things that could happen if we don't care and we don't pay attention. I think a simple example is this, throwing garbage on the ground ... imagine if everyone threw their garbage on the ground! I know I hate to see garbage piled up in the ditch that I walk by every week! GOD within me would never allow me to throw garbage down. Have you seen places where they have garbage everywhere? 

It's like thieves and murderers... its ok for them to do it to you, but all hells gonna break loose if you steal from them or murder their momma.

Some people can't see beyond their own noses.

The power of GOD has been alive and well in a godzillion amount of people!

Be one of them! 

We know that GOD is good and Jesus can help you find GOD!

I thank GOD for all the Spirit has inspired!

GOD Bless US! Everyone! IJCNA

Help For The Homeless

Some people. Ugh...

I'm the kind of person who chooses to see and believe the best in people. I didn't know she would fail. I'm talking about the homeless woman who I let stay in my house. It was originally only until she could find a bed in a facility, but she got so comfortable she wanted to stay and do her programs as an outpatient. 

I work a lot and so I didn't see much, I was simply hoping for the best. 

But the saddest realization is when you see someone who loves drugs more than home and family. Is there a reason why GOD tells us that there's nothing more important than home and family? How can people such as myself, who have survived hell ever want anything except LOVE and truth and peace? After all the hate and lies and chaos... how could anyone want to stay there?

I guess for some it's not a choice, but a habit.

I wrote a little ditty the other day. It goes like this... 

I'm feeling like a turtle

stuck inside my shell

Afraid to stick my head out

tired of seeing hell.

Will life ever be normal? I sure hope so because I would be so sad to spend the rest of my life in misery with a people who loves drugs more than me, or even GOD. I'm not talking about the natural plant that grows from a seed. I'm talking about a man-made substance of chemicals that alters the brain to see things like worms and bugs!

I knew that she was drinking but it didn't bother me too bad because I felt like it wouldn't be so bad if she controlled it. But I am not knowing the details of an addict's mind. 

It could have been the alcohol that took her back to the hard drugs like meth and crack. 

One day she told me my house was infested with bugs and worms another day she said she had to go to the emergency room for a bug stuck to her eye, which she wanted 20 bucks because the hospital wouldn't treat her unless she could buy the medicine. Thank GOD that I'm not stupid! When you're on county Medicaid it doesn't work that way. And I think wanting 20$ is sort of common among drug users. 

I talked with the lady I work for because it was because of her that I met and let T come stay. And we google searched about the bugs and discovered that that is a sign of chronic drug abuse. She had also asked me for a pair of socks because hers had bugs and worms all in them. And we had called the hospital, and they told us she was not a patient in any of their hospitals. Guessing that was proof of a lie. We decided that one of us would have to tell her what we know. 

When she called my friend as soon as she said something about bugs and worms, she had to go and she hasn't called back in 5 days! But what happened was, the night before she had called my daughter for a ride from Taco Bell at 1AM. My daughter works and she was in bed at that time, but then all text to my daughter went crazy, she said my daughter caused her to get beat up, (I'd say it was her being on the streets at night) and started threatening my daughter... weird things like she had been videoing us and she was going to call someone about it. Dear GOD, I can't for the life of me figure out what that meant. In her drugged-up mind who knows what that involved. And when she tried to come back in my daughter made her get her stuff and leave and she told her to never come back. To be honest I was relieved. I was starting to worry pretty seriously about her being there.

There's probably been 100 or more people pass through my house trying to do better, most were ok, but some never changed anything and went right back into their old ways. A very small handful did well and moved on up like the Jeffersons!

Would I do it again? Hmmm very perplexing question.

Of course, I verbally said I would never do it again... But GOD knows my heart and says I probably would. Because all in all... all of those people had to resolve their issues with GOD. And for sure GOD is right here with me. So where else should they be?

I know there's been a lot of setbacks... but that doesn't stop me from moving forward!

And besides, I'm doing pretty good in my head these days! 

Ever since I learned how to slow down... take my time! Oh yes... people used to say, "There goes Nancy in her 5th gear again! 

HAHAHAHA... But since I learned to slow down, I make less mistakes.

GOD, Life is hard and challenging I can see it through and through, Lord help me find my way in life, I'd Like to live for you!

GOS Bless US Everyone IJCNA