The End Of 2025

 I had different thoughts about this blog. 

To be honest, I just wanted to quit. It's been a very hard year. 

My biggest energy zapper is fighting demons. It's not easy. I mean, the obsessed must want to get rid of the demons. Some people choose to hang on to demons for various reasons. But the most thought of, has got to be that a person feels so much stronger with the aid of demons. But the truth is when you succumb to a demon, it shows your true weakness! 

We see how weak you really are when you choose to lean on demons. 

It's sort of like the Texas 2 Step... 2 steps forward and one step back.

My favorite holiday has got to be New Years because to me it's a new beginning! A fresh start! A chance to do better! And I believe we can all... or at least most of us can do better. 

For me, I've learned that; what I learned from a college student years ago is this, if someone is acting uh... wrong, sometimes if you do to them what they did to you ... sometimes they can see the action is wrong and they make a change. But sometimes they are just not that smart. You know the old saying, 2 wrongs don't make it right, it just makes you both wrong! 

I wish I could go into more detail with that, but I just can't.

Let me see how I can say it... If someone is screaming and cussing me in my face for... who knows why,... if I scream back and curse at them... well, it might help a smart person, but it won't help an idiot. Because an idiot is so stupid they can't see themselves being wrong at all. 

Yes, this is a real issue, and I bet many can relate.

However, I have known some pretty dim-witted people that are just good-hearted people. And I love them! And they never scream in my face! 

Demons, demons scream in my face. It does no good to scream back at them, it's a waste of time. What you have to do is, REBUKE THEM!

I have been hanging on tightly to what is good in this life. 

And there is good in life! I have a safe home, a close family, a job where I can actually help someone who really needs help! And probably in the next few years I will have great grandchildren who will love me! I have peace and space to be me! I have pets and neighbors who are good!

Sometimes we see so much bad crap that we get discouraged. I know I did. I went down hard in September. With the death of Charlie Kirk and my brother and my first love. I was devastated for a while.

But I'm back! With GOD as my guide and help, I'm going to be OK!

Tonight, as the celebrations bring in a NEW YEAR... I feel fresh and ready to go!

GOD Bless US Everyone! IJCNA