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Sunday, September 20, 2015

CPS Hates Me

Its my birthday and I am feeling the blues...

The kitchen sink is stopped up and...

Its been 9 months since I've seen my grandsons #s 4 and 5... I have never even seen my newest Grand daughter! She is 9 months old. I have lost out on 9 months of giving her Nanny love.

Oh sure they say I can meet her at the CPS office, but can you understand how I feel when I say, if I'm such a horrible person that you feel like you must rip the children out of the house for their safety... then why are you mad that I have not gone to see them? Stupid, stupid, STUPID!

It is hard for me to believe that this is the policy for a pot smoker. Not even a serious pot smoker... my daughter did pass a urine test... but the hospital found THC in the poop of the baby... so my daughter smoked pot 2 months before she gave birth and its been 9 months now... the boys dad wont even answer the phone most times... he treats my daughter like crap since now he has power over them. And yet on other days he cries to her because he wants their family back... but when she was with him, he was very cruel. He threw her stuff out of the house and locked her out when she was 8 months pregnant... he was always mean to her. I don't know why exactly, but I do know that some people just have a horrible attitude. I would not want to live my life with someone who is mean to me. I would be getting the hell out of Dodge! And she did... she came home when she couldn't take his cruelty anymore, can you blame her???

So here it is, my birthday and still nothing...

Its hard to believe we live in a world where a simple pot smoker is treated the exact same way as an abusive heroin addict! Oh yes... the EXACT SAME WAY! The CPS specialist even told us that!

But now...

We have found a Lawyer with the spunk and generosity to help us, 'for the principal', not the money! And believe me, when I think about how some people judge simple 'pot smokers', the same as a meth head... or a crack head... and when I see some people drink to the point of being a drunkard and forgetting about their kids, well its just not kosher to me. So it will be my mission in this life... (since i'm not getting anywhere with the poems and songs) to make them CHANGE THEIR POLICY! Pot is a natural living plant that grows from a seed in the ground... it is NOT man made chemicals!

And this man who is my daughters therapist, can not believe the CPS policy... he says they are corrupt, they get paid by how many kids they can get... so this woman who has the CPS case is getting paid to keep the case open with my daughters children. I think these people should be paid a flat salary... this type of corruption comes from having power over people to the point of self riches only, it does not consider the mental health of THE PEOPLE involved! And it should be stopped!

The other day I came across a crack head who has been waving a machete around his house threatening the neighbors... he is paranoid and on the offence. I cant believe that GOD put me into the position to talk to this raging man... I wasn't really scared... just a little nervous, but still trusting in HIM! It was crazy at first... it came in waves... he was very argumentative... I think he was possessed by a demon... WOW, I never knew I had that much scripture in my head, but GOD said we would have what we needed at the time that we need it. So I just kept at it with him... reminding him basically of the common truth, because this was a Christian man at one time! Towards the end he was only mumbling... and then he was clearly saying, "Yes, your right, I know... I used to go to church... Pastor So-an-So told me yesterday to come to church... I need to go."

Praise GOD thank You Jesus that HE has given me the ability to whip demons!

I don't take this for granted and i hope I don't have to deal with people like that a lot... but I will if GOD tells me to. It has been a rough road. I am praying for a relief.

I miss my grandchildren... oh I know I have 4 of them I still see almost everyday... but for the 3 that CPS has control over... and its not just CPS, but the other relatives that have them. I don't see them and I miss them... haven't even met my my 9 month old grand daughter. She is already starting to walk and has never known my LOVE... she is being ripped off a Granny's love... a good grandmother who has only love in her heart... a grandmother who may smoke pot on occasion, but never around the children... never would allow pot to ever be more important to me than the children!

It is wrong and evil to be judged the same as someone on heroin... it is evil to have a law against something that grows naturally in the ground, but make it OK for man made chemicals to be ingested.

We have a lawyers appointment in the morning!

I pray in Jesus precious name that we get to the bottom of this! IJCNA

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