My Reality With CPS
I went with my daughter to a lawyers office on Tuesday... this is what we found out... 'Legally we should of had the kids back already' ... and 'CPS is screwing us' and 'we also got screwed by the 1st lawyer we hired'... and when asked how we would pay, I explained that I maxed out my credit card on the 1st lawyer, but we could make payments and she said, "Oh, we don't take payments." So we left before we got a parking ticket, because our 'time' was up! Funny how I thought we could find someone who would actually care! But we only found people who cared about the money!
I must count my blessings or I will go insane!
I do have a safe home and a beautiful family and many friends, PEOPLE who love me more than I could ever of imagined! When I look at the children I think, wow... I birthed these PEOPLE! With my grand children... well really with my son, I never worry about my future! They have already asked me to move in with them! My son was a mommas boy... and now he is devoted to his wife, they just celebrated their 10 year anniversary! I always tell them that's because when my son was discovering girls, I always told him, "There will be lots and lots of pretty girls, but there will be one special one who you will love more than anyone else!" And now look see! :)
I love this new thing I discovered, they have security cameras and I have discovered that I can log on, my son gave me the password so I can work the alarm system on my phone! Well I also found out that I can click on the cameras and see them... live! So when I am at home and start to wonder about them, I simply do a few clicks and I can see them all... mom, dad, the baby chasing the pig... the dog chasing the baby... the girls running around like balls on a wall, bouncing here and there! HAHAHA
I know that the children are a blessing! A gift from GOD, for us to shape and make them into PEOPLE who will be useful in the world! My eldest grand daughter is so very smart! She is just 7 and knows more than I did at 17! Why? Because she has Google! She is the most googlest girl ever! And that's OK... at least she will have less awkward questions for me! HAHAHA Now, on Minecraft she is already breeding horses and sheep! She wants to one day own a farm/ranch!
Now the other part of me... my daughter! She has 4 kids! She didn't make good choices when she was a teenager and she had her 1st child at 15. I cried for months, but that little boy is a jewel in my crown! I took care of him when he was born, because my daughter was still in school and so when he would wake up at nights I went and got him, so she could get good sleep, so she could feel rested and have good days at school.
But she was the defiant one... the one who lied to me about where she was going and what she was doing! Now, for the first 12 years, she was the perfect child! She was in gifted and talented programs in school. She was friendly and popular in the neighborhood and we were very close!
But when she turned 12 she and her friends started lying to me about where they would go and what they would do... and because we had been so close, I trusted her. When she had friends over in her bedroom, I always made her leave the door open and I walked by often, like my grandmother used to do to me! But when she went to their house... :(
I don't blame my daughter as much as I blame the adults of the other kids who lied to my face! Oh yes, a dad with 8 kids... I remember at the time I was so glad my daughter was involved with such a lovely big family, like the Waltons! HA, little did I know it was Satan who was living with them, even when they sat in the front row at the local church! Oh yes... isn't that amazing? I think its one huge reason why I don't go to church... to many bad people hide there! Now, I am not saying that all churches are bad, but when it comes to industrial sized churches, cant help but have a few evil ones hiding there to show others how 'good' they are!
Well, that's when my troubles started! Peer pressure got to her... she is definitely not a leader, she followed her friends into a nightmare! That is not apart of this blog today so I will make this short, the family was running a drug house and a house of prostitution! I had no clue... and it makes my blood boil to think about it now, how they deceived me! The state came in and took all 8 of the children away, which 2 of the little brothers were murdered in foster care, some cousin in the house was arguing with the oldest bother over a video game and he went and got a knife and stabbed both brothers to death! The oldest child, my daughters friend, turned out to be a pretty decent human being, but the next daughter is still a drugged up prostitute and the dad is still running a drug house!
I believe this has hurt me more than you would think, because my daughter was also turned in, the accusations of her being in a drug and prostitution house, somewhere along the way it got twisted and made my house out to be the 'drug house of prostitution'... and I have told those CPS people over and over, its not this house! But they look at me like 'sure, yeah'... I am sure they are used to people lying! I even exposed to them who I was, as far as loving Jesus and living my alter life as MotherPope, a grandmother who loves GOD and cherishes the children... but it seems like they hate me even more now... probably thinking I am hiding behind Jesus, as many folks do! But I am not, GOD knows I'm not!
So, I keep asking GOD "WHY???"
You see, I haven't seen my 2 grandsons who are brothers, in 7 months! And I have never even met my newest grand daughter, who is 7 months old! Because my daughter 'smoked pot' while she was pregnant and the THC came out in the babies poop, I was so mad at her because she told me she had quit... so they came in and made the boys go live with their dad... a 2 time drug felon, which they will be in trouble for when all this comes out! And they are going to hold the pot against me? Just because I am a hippie chick from the 70's? I have smoked pot on and off for 43 years... have never been in trouble and have never hallucinated on it! It started out as a social thing, but now its more to help with the medical issues, the stress and anxiety.
A few weeks ago a CPS Specialist came in and was very sympathetic and told me to hang on because the kids will be back soon... and she also said that 'the states policy is to long and that we as social pot smokers were being treated like violent crack heads who physically abuse their kids... she even told us that if CPS would change their policy on these simple marijuana cases, she could throw 12 of her cases in the trash! Imagine if she could spend her time on other people who have much worse issues!
My daughter has already passed 4 drug tests! And yet, like this new lawyer said, CPS is dragging their feet! The laws are changing all across America, yet CPS is doing this!?!
Here are the results of this action...
1. I think the worst of it is, my daughter is trying to work things out with her 1st babies daddy, but he and his whole family are deathly afraid of CPS taking the boy... and according to them, she is not allowed to be there alone with him... so she got tired of fighting with the other grandparents... who by the way have 'felonies' of their own, and so she left. This is causing her to not be able to love the people she loves! She is unable to be there for her son and thus unable to work on that LOVE!
2. The other 2 brothers, who are with their '2 time drug felon dad' are not allowed to come visit us and he wont answer the phone when my daughter calls wanting to come see the boys. And the few times she did go, the dad wouldn't even allow the boys to sit on their mothers lap! He got mad and threatened to punish them if they kept crying! All they would say is they 'want to come home to Nanny's house'. These boys are being deprived of the love of a family who loves them more than anything else! These are the sort of people who grow up to be murderers... the ones who are restricted from LOVE!
3. The 7 month old little baby, this is a terrible shame... they never allowed her to even come home with my daughter... they say she was 'abused' because my daughter smoked pot while she was pregnant. WOW... but its OK to drink alcohol and smoke cigarettes!?! Terrible policy! So the baby is now living with alcoholic heroin freaks... people who can hide their drug and alcohol use, because it doesn't stay in their system 30 days like the pot does. They have 6 cats which they hide in the bedroom when CPS comes in. And now I hear they don't even have her anymore... they are passing her around to whoever will take her, and they have 'friends' who run a day care who tell CPS that the child is with them when she's not'... it's a terrible mess! But my problem is, she is not getting the LOVE that she needs! And to make matters worse, when my daughter tried to call and tell them about the drugs over there, she was told to call 911, because the CPS person was on vacation! WHAT???
4.Now, the other family of the baby is on Facebook slandering us... showing pics of the baby and saying she 'might' have a momma... who is a stripper and a murderer... oh yes... they have the freedom to say whatever lies they want to on Facebook... when I called the police about it, they said they cant do anything about gossip on Facebook. HA, they 'the family' even implied that I was in on the murder! HA! It is INSANE!
5. I know I have talked about my daughter going from a simple pot smoker to now being on 4 different chemical meds, Ambien to sleep, Prozac for depression, Xanax for anxiety... something with codeine for pain for a broken foot... oh but all that says 'clean drug test' according to CPS policy... and all that makes her like a zombie and now that there is no money to buy the meds, she is having withdrawals, which is a HORRIBLE horrible thing for me as a mother to have to watch! She cant sleep, she cant eat... she is having serious IBS issues. It is a mothers nightmare.
6. The loss of affection between mother and children is in full swing... and so now my daughter is right where she was at the beginning, out there in the world looking for someone to love her. And THIS is NOT the way it should be. She should be allowed to LOVE her CHILDREN! If she had her children to love she wouldn't be on the streets looking for love in all the wrong places!
7. The abuse that she is suffering from the boys dad is HORRIBLE... he is always telling her he is going to take the boys away and she will never see them again... he is always telling her he is going to move away... he has family in Mexico and if this man takes them boys to Mexico... that will be the end of things... we will never see them again. He has changed since he got 'the power'... he even gets mad at the boys for crying for their mother.
8. Before all this mess, all 6 cousins were together... and now the 3 are wondering what happened to the others? And I know for a fact that if the boys were here, they would of already showed the youngest boy how to go on the potty chair, he is almost 3 and can talk and everything else... but he wont go on the potty and I know if the boys were here to show him that they do it, he would want to be like them and he would do it too! So these 7 months have been a terrible time in separating the cousins who were raised up together.
9. The passing of judgement by people who are way worse is the worst! The years and years of harassment and embarrassment just because I smoked a joint with my friend on Friday night and cannot pass a drug test 3 weeks later??? Really??? This is OK? Taking kids away from a place where some people smoke a little pot and handing the kids over to a 2 time drug felon... that's OK???
The laws are changing all over the USA...
10. OK, this is the worst of the worst... when I think about all these things... I get SO MAD... that I hate... I hate them for lying... I hate the others for believing those lies. I hate those who take words and twist them into something that will benefit them, even when its not true and they know it!
I HATE them! I do.
And I don't like to hate.
And when I think about how much LOVE they are missing out on... as I hold my other grand children close... my sons son... he is almost 3. I love him and I hold him and I make sure he knows that he is loved! I was reading a scripture the other day... it was from Psalms... I don't remember the numbers... Ohhhhweeee... the Lord just told me the numbers! HAHAHA... now you know that was from GOD because I would forget! Well, I did forget and GOD reminded me! Praise GOD... I have always been terrible at remembering numbers! So here it is... Psalms 2;12... "Kiss the son, least he be angry and ye perish from the way when his wrath is kindled..." now to me, what they are saying is to show your kids how much you love them... give them kisses of affection, that is LOTS of LOVE... so that when he grows up and becomes angry about something, he wont kill you if your in his path of rage.
Now we know we see this all the time... kids killing parents. Could it be because the parents didn't give enough love and affection and attention to that child? (some kids need more than others) Because if a young man gets mad... and wants to kill someone... if the rage involves the parents, he's gonna go right for them!
LOVE covers a multitude of sins... and if we can just LOVE each other... which is all I want to do... LOVE the children... we can instill in them the kind of LOVE that does not hurt, does not harm.
Now to me, in this case... the CPS policy is doing way more harm than good!
And from this day forward, it will be my mission to show them this truth!
The 4 grand children are missing out on my love. And they say... well you can go visit them... well if I am such a horrible person that they must REMOVE the children from my home... then I am too horrible to go see them. And one huge reason why I don't. Because when my hate rages... knowing that I didn't do ANYTHING to make them take the children away... and it was lies and a ruse to keep the kids... away from their horrible pot smoking Grandmother...
I hate the judgement of those who have NO CLUE...
I hate the way people try to make me into a criminal...
I have NEVER been in trouble with the law... I do not have a record... now why would CPS take children out of a simple pot smokers home and place them with a 2 time drug felon and stall for 7 months, is beyond me. And from what I understand CPS can be held accountable.
So now I just need to find a lawyer who will work with me to help change the CPS policy.
Because the way that it is now... is not right... is not fair... is not just!
Those babies are missing out on MY LOVE!
Please share my story so that we can tell a lot of people! Thank you!
Praying for relief... IJCNA
I must count my blessings or I will go insane!
I do have a safe home and a beautiful family and many friends, PEOPLE who love me more than I could ever of imagined! When I look at the children I think, wow... I birthed these PEOPLE! With my grand children... well really with my son, I never worry about my future! They have already asked me to move in with them! My son was a mommas boy... and now he is devoted to his wife, they just celebrated their 10 year anniversary! I always tell them that's because when my son was discovering girls, I always told him, "There will be lots and lots of pretty girls, but there will be one special one who you will love more than anyone else!" And now look see! :)
I love this new thing I discovered, they have security cameras and I have discovered that I can log on, my son gave me the password so I can work the alarm system on my phone! Well I also found out that I can click on the cameras and see them... live! So when I am at home and start to wonder about them, I simply do a few clicks and I can see them all... mom, dad, the baby chasing the pig... the dog chasing the baby... the girls running around like balls on a wall, bouncing here and there! HAHAHA
I know that the children are a blessing! A gift from GOD, for us to shape and make them into PEOPLE who will be useful in the world! My eldest grand daughter is so very smart! She is just 7 and knows more than I did at 17! Why? Because she has Google! She is the most googlest girl ever! And that's OK... at least she will have less awkward questions for me! HAHAHA Now, on Minecraft she is already breeding horses and sheep! She wants to one day own a farm/ranch!
Now the other part of me... my daughter! She has 4 kids! She didn't make good choices when she was a teenager and she had her 1st child at 15. I cried for months, but that little boy is a jewel in my crown! I took care of him when he was born, because my daughter was still in school and so when he would wake up at nights I went and got him, so she could get good sleep, so she could feel rested and have good days at school.
But she was the defiant one... the one who lied to me about where she was going and what she was doing! Now, for the first 12 years, she was the perfect child! She was in gifted and talented programs in school. She was friendly and popular in the neighborhood and we were very close!
But when she turned 12 she and her friends started lying to me about where they would go and what they would do... and because we had been so close, I trusted her. When she had friends over in her bedroom, I always made her leave the door open and I walked by often, like my grandmother used to do to me! But when she went to their house... :(
I don't blame my daughter as much as I blame the adults of the other kids who lied to my face! Oh yes, a dad with 8 kids... I remember at the time I was so glad my daughter was involved with such a lovely big family, like the Waltons! HA, little did I know it was Satan who was living with them, even when they sat in the front row at the local church! Oh yes... isn't that amazing? I think its one huge reason why I don't go to church... to many bad people hide there! Now, I am not saying that all churches are bad, but when it comes to industrial sized churches, cant help but have a few evil ones hiding there to show others how 'good' they are!
Well, that's when my troubles started! Peer pressure got to her... she is definitely not a leader, she followed her friends into a nightmare! That is not apart of this blog today so I will make this short, the family was running a drug house and a house of prostitution! I had no clue... and it makes my blood boil to think about it now, how they deceived me! The state came in and took all 8 of the children away, which 2 of the little brothers were murdered in foster care, some cousin in the house was arguing with the oldest bother over a video game and he went and got a knife and stabbed both brothers to death! The oldest child, my daughters friend, turned out to be a pretty decent human being, but the next daughter is still a drugged up prostitute and the dad is still running a drug house!
I believe this has hurt me more than you would think, because my daughter was also turned in, the accusations of her being in a drug and prostitution house, somewhere along the way it got twisted and made my house out to be the 'drug house of prostitution'... and I have told those CPS people over and over, its not this house! But they look at me like 'sure, yeah'... I am sure they are used to people lying! I even exposed to them who I was, as far as loving Jesus and living my alter life as MotherPope, a grandmother who loves GOD and cherishes the children... but it seems like they hate me even more now... probably thinking I am hiding behind Jesus, as many folks do! But I am not, GOD knows I'm not!
So, I keep asking GOD "WHY???"
You see, I haven't seen my 2 grandsons who are brothers, in 7 months! And I have never even met my newest grand daughter, who is 7 months old! Because my daughter 'smoked pot' while she was pregnant and the THC came out in the babies poop, I was so mad at her because she told me she had quit... so they came in and made the boys go live with their dad... a 2 time drug felon, which they will be in trouble for when all this comes out! And they are going to hold the pot against me? Just because I am a hippie chick from the 70's? I have smoked pot on and off for 43 years... have never been in trouble and have never hallucinated on it! It started out as a social thing, but now its more to help with the medical issues, the stress and anxiety.
A few weeks ago a CPS Specialist came in and was very sympathetic and told me to hang on because the kids will be back soon... and she also said that 'the states policy is to long and that we as social pot smokers were being treated like violent crack heads who physically abuse their kids... she even told us that if CPS would change their policy on these simple marijuana cases, she could throw 12 of her cases in the trash! Imagine if she could spend her time on other people who have much worse issues!
My daughter has already passed 4 drug tests! And yet, like this new lawyer said, CPS is dragging their feet! The laws are changing all across America, yet CPS is doing this!?!
Here are the results of this action...
1. I think the worst of it is, my daughter is trying to work things out with her 1st babies daddy, but he and his whole family are deathly afraid of CPS taking the boy... and according to them, she is not allowed to be there alone with him... so she got tired of fighting with the other grandparents... who by the way have 'felonies' of their own, and so she left. This is causing her to not be able to love the people she loves! She is unable to be there for her son and thus unable to work on that LOVE!
2. The other 2 brothers, who are with their '2 time drug felon dad' are not allowed to come visit us and he wont answer the phone when my daughter calls wanting to come see the boys. And the few times she did go, the dad wouldn't even allow the boys to sit on their mothers lap! He got mad and threatened to punish them if they kept crying! All they would say is they 'want to come home to Nanny's house'. These boys are being deprived of the love of a family who loves them more than anything else! These are the sort of people who grow up to be murderers... the ones who are restricted from LOVE!
3. The 7 month old little baby, this is a terrible shame... they never allowed her to even come home with my daughter... they say she was 'abused' because my daughter smoked pot while she was pregnant. WOW... but its OK to drink alcohol and smoke cigarettes!?! Terrible policy! So the baby is now living with alcoholic heroin freaks... people who can hide their drug and alcohol use, because it doesn't stay in their system 30 days like the pot does. They have 6 cats which they hide in the bedroom when CPS comes in. And now I hear they don't even have her anymore... they are passing her around to whoever will take her, and they have 'friends' who run a day care who tell CPS that the child is with them when she's not'... it's a terrible mess! But my problem is, she is not getting the LOVE that she needs! And to make matters worse, when my daughter tried to call and tell them about the drugs over there, she was told to call 911, because the CPS person was on vacation! WHAT???
4.Now, the other family of the baby is on Facebook slandering us... showing pics of the baby and saying she 'might' have a momma... who is a stripper and a murderer... oh yes... they have the freedom to say whatever lies they want to on Facebook... when I called the police about it, they said they cant do anything about gossip on Facebook. HA, they 'the family' even implied that I was in on the murder! HA! It is INSANE!
5. I know I have talked about my daughter going from a simple pot smoker to now being on 4 different chemical meds, Ambien to sleep, Prozac for depression, Xanax for anxiety... something with codeine for pain for a broken foot... oh but all that says 'clean drug test' according to CPS policy... and all that makes her like a zombie and now that there is no money to buy the meds, she is having withdrawals, which is a HORRIBLE horrible thing for me as a mother to have to watch! She cant sleep, she cant eat... she is having serious IBS issues. It is a mothers nightmare.
6. The loss of affection between mother and children is in full swing... and so now my daughter is right where she was at the beginning, out there in the world looking for someone to love her. And THIS is NOT the way it should be. She should be allowed to LOVE her CHILDREN! If she had her children to love she wouldn't be on the streets looking for love in all the wrong places!
7. The abuse that she is suffering from the boys dad is HORRIBLE... he is always telling her he is going to take the boys away and she will never see them again... he is always telling her he is going to move away... he has family in Mexico and if this man takes them boys to Mexico... that will be the end of things... we will never see them again. He has changed since he got 'the power'... he even gets mad at the boys for crying for their mother.
8. Before all this mess, all 6 cousins were together... and now the 3 are wondering what happened to the others? And I know for a fact that if the boys were here, they would of already showed the youngest boy how to go on the potty chair, he is almost 3 and can talk and everything else... but he wont go on the potty and I know if the boys were here to show him that they do it, he would want to be like them and he would do it too! So these 7 months have been a terrible time in separating the cousins who were raised up together.
9. The passing of judgement by people who are way worse is the worst! The years and years of harassment and embarrassment just because I smoked a joint with my friend on Friday night and cannot pass a drug test 3 weeks later??? Really??? This is OK? Taking kids away from a place where some people smoke a little pot and handing the kids over to a 2 time drug felon... that's OK???
The laws are changing all over the USA...
10. OK, this is the worst of the worst... when I think about all these things... I get SO MAD... that I hate... I hate them for lying... I hate the others for believing those lies. I hate those who take words and twist them into something that will benefit them, even when its not true and they know it!
I HATE them! I do.
And I don't like to hate.
And when I think about how much LOVE they are missing out on... as I hold my other grand children close... my sons son... he is almost 3. I love him and I hold him and I make sure he knows that he is loved! I was reading a scripture the other day... it was from Psalms... I don't remember the numbers... Ohhhhweeee... the Lord just told me the numbers! HAHAHA... now you know that was from GOD because I would forget! Well, I did forget and GOD reminded me! Praise GOD... I have always been terrible at remembering numbers! So here it is... Psalms 2;12... "Kiss the son, least he be angry and ye perish from the way when his wrath is kindled..." now to me, what they are saying is to show your kids how much you love them... give them kisses of affection, that is LOTS of LOVE... so that when he grows up and becomes angry about something, he wont kill you if your in his path of rage.
Now we know we see this all the time... kids killing parents. Could it be because the parents didn't give enough love and affection and attention to that child? (some kids need more than others) Because if a young man gets mad... and wants to kill someone... if the rage involves the parents, he's gonna go right for them!
LOVE covers a multitude of sins... and if we can just LOVE each other... which is all I want to do... LOVE the children... we can instill in them the kind of LOVE that does not hurt, does not harm.
Now to me, in this case... the CPS policy is doing way more harm than good!
And from this day forward, it will be my mission to show them this truth!
The 4 grand children are missing out on my love. And they say... well you can go visit them... well if I am such a horrible person that they must REMOVE the children from my home... then I am too horrible to go see them. And one huge reason why I don't. Because when my hate rages... knowing that I didn't do ANYTHING to make them take the children away... and it was lies and a ruse to keep the kids... away from their horrible pot smoking Grandmother...
I hate the judgement of those who have NO CLUE...
I hate the way people try to make me into a criminal...
I have NEVER been in trouble with the law... I do not have a record... now why would CPS take children out of a simple pot smokers home and place them with a 2 time drug felon and stall for 7 months, is beyond me. And from what I understand CPS can be held accountable.
So now I just need to find a lawyer who will work with me to help change the CPS policy.
Because the way that it is now... is not right... is not fair... is not just!
Those babies are missing out on MY LOVE!
Please share my story so that we can tell a lot of people! Thank you!
Praying for relief... IJCNA
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