Wasted Time

For many years the question has begged an answer... I even wrote a poem about it years ago... so the question has been around a long time. I have asked myself over and over many times...

Am I wasting my time?

Does me being here really matter?

Isn't the children enough?

I often question my purpose.

I feel so much inside. And I see so much inside!  I feel like I am the mother of all the earthly people and they are all my dear and precious children! Even the ones that have gone off to the dark side :(

We all as individuals can choose to be good. And one day in the future there will be a time where all men are good and honest and loving. It will happen when we all get into one accord!

I can see the dream clearly... it is there constantly... not all men are bad. We have like a 3 part thingie going on inside... as in... Mind, Body and Spirit.  Now the mind is where we live... it is our home that GOD has given us while we are temporary in our Bodies... our bodies being a temporary place we stay and learn and grow for a time and then we go to our permanent abode when we lose our bodies. And return to our spiritual selves.

I want to say here that the idea of heaven and hell is real in the fact that we all must live with our choices. If we choose to do bad things, and we die... then we spend eternity knowing we screwed up and we can never go back to change things! If we do good and live a loving life where we are loved and we love and we teach love and share love for one another... when you die... you will be at peace knowing you always tried to do the right thing by LOVING the other people in your life.

Some of us are so blessed to have parents and or grand parents to show us love. But when there is no one to show and teach love, any person feeling the lack of love will never know the full meaning of LOVE. They will be unable to function as a normal citizen because they were never taught to live with love leading and guiding them. Where ever you may go in this life, no matter what you come across, or when you come across it... always be ready to respond with LOVE so that you may teach others to LOVE!

I want to say again how I feel that the worlds worst problem is 'arrogance'... to me, arrogance is self love to the point of disregarding anyone else around. We all know them... the selfish, self centered people who only care about them selves. They piss on anyone else and do not care about what the others need. Selfish people are arrogant to the point of not being able to show true love because they love themselves more than they love anyone else... even their own kids... kids are not stupid... but they live what they learn and many have learned to be selfish and self centered. When I see these people and see how they always put their children last on their list of things that they want to do... I cant help but cry, knowing these children are not feeling the love that should be there for them.

No matter where you get it from... it could be someone other than your parents or grand parents... it could be a caring teacher... who really and truly loves their students more than their own lives! Aunts and Uncles... a foster parent or an adoptive parent! Or maybe one of your parents best friends... someone in the church... a kindly neighbor... there are many different kinds of people out there who share and give the love!

I LOVE >>>LOVE! :)

Always have... always will...

It is very important that we realize that our own actions create our own way... and loving others is a sure fire way to get to heaven... loving others allows others to learn to love others... and so on and so on and so on...

It is a shame that we as a people have slipped away from the way that GOD wants life to be.

Its not to late to save ourselves from our own selves... people who are in the know... know we are our own worst enemy when we are not fighting the battle together... for the good of all the people!

Anyone can have a good and Godly life if they learn LOVE and teach LOVE...

This is what I try to do.  Because I can see clearly now...

Awww, no ones life is perfect... but we accept the fact that there are none who are perfect... and we work around those faults... and we forgive and help all we can... cause one thing I know about faults... is... there will come a time when all people will know and admit their faults and accept their responsibilities... and with this recognition they will be able to create a change that will create a new life... a life of LOVE! :)

Its just that... I LOVE Jesus and his message was so simple that even a child could understand if they were seeking answers to this great puzzled tapestry that we call life.

I am loving my life... meeting people from all over the world on the 'www' and 'news boards'... It makes my time worth it... so, I do not feel like I am wasting my time when I am spreading the LOVE around the world!

And I do think it matters to the people whom I am lucky enough to touch their heart and soul... personally...  I love all the people of the world and just want people to learn a new way... a LOVING way...

And of course the children ARE enough... they are a daily constant, they are my 'blood and blessing'!

I am... and they are... an extension of me that I am able to teach... to LOVE one another... :)

So my purpose is clear to me... GOD made me >>> MotherPope<<<... and I care for all of GOD's children in the earth... and I am devoted to try to get the most important people in the world to espouse LOVE. And to teach all others to LOVE one another...  Because LOVE is the key to heaven...

And LOVING EACH OTHER...  is heaven on earth!